My Bloody Release

hi. so this whole blog is a trigger warning. i just need a place to vent and share my feelings before i explode. i'm 22 years old and have been trying to stop self-harming for 6 years now, but recovery is so damn slow.

[depresslife22]

[fuwaprince]

US Helplines:

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[uie-deactivated20230402]

ALWAYS REBLOG WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS PLEASE; ITS SO MUCH MORE THAN IMPORTANT TO PEOPLE. IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO SOMEBODY AND EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT SEE THIS IN THE SAME LIGHT, SOMEONE MIGHT. INFACT YOU REBLOGGING THIS COULD STOP SOMEONE TAKING THEIR LIFE TONIGHT.

[n-n-e-b-u-l-a-a]

Seriously thank you.

[fawning]

I will always reblog this.

[circestar]

🍒Why I Can’t Wait to be Skinny🍒

🍒wearing crop tops and not feeling like winnie the pooh.

🍒dancing in my tee-shirt and feeling adorable.

🍒people asking if i even eat.

🍒being easy to carry.

🍒dainty, long fingers.

🍒being so small in comparison to my guitar that i look like i could fall over.

🍒finally feeling good enough.

🍒people smiling at me.

🍒my crush finally seeing me as an option.

🍒looking cute even when im just wearing a hoodie and sweatpants.

🍒classmates whispering about my weightloss.

🍒the jealousy~

🍒wearing a swimsuit and not feeling like an absolute whale.

🍒the sense of pride~

[skinnybxtchsposts]

Me: *weighs myself*

Me: Nope, that can’t be right.

Me: *gets off and then back on*

Me: See? It’s went down a bit, knew it was wrong. One for luck?

Me: *tries again*

Me: Whattt! That doesn’t even make sense!!

Me: *moves scales to other side of room and tries again and again*

Me: Well, clearly that’s wrong, I can’t have gained 0.5kg in the last 30 seconds - shit I might have

Me: Fuck it, what was the lowest one again…?

[break-like-its-7-deactivated201]

Me after weighing myself: well that’s fucking depressing

[liryae-blog]

There is literally nothing in nature that blooms all year long, so do not expect yourself to do so.

[the-perfect-aesthetic]

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[caughtinyourhipster]

[thepartysatmels]

I think the saddest moment is the crack you hear in someone’s voice when they are talking about something very upsetting but trying to be strong. Courage is underrated.

[mybloodyrelease]

[millemii]

So many broken children. 

[traumatisedd]

[featherlylight]

I feel ungrateful for been giving a life i don’t even want

[mybloodyrelease]

Being asked what your plans are for the week when depressed...

Monday: try to survive

Tuesday: try to survive

Wednesday: try to survive

Thursday: try to survive

Friday: try to survive

Saturday: try to survive

Sunday: try to survive

[emilydb]