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being Crazy as a teenager and going to therapy to try and recover but then realising they aren’t actually going to help you and you’re basically having to perform a very specific level of sanity to not get institutionalised sure does a number on you

#p sure it contraidicated my autism diagnosis too

also fuck my parents for going on multiple holidays abroad a year but refusing to be guarantors for my flat

#they have literally given up on me #like if I killed myself they'd be like 'woah that sucks. nothing to do with us though because they haven't spoken to us for years'#stupid selfish

I wish my housemate would stop making weird noises stop yelping it is 3am

here is my hot take for the evening - not everyone can get therapy, can we please stop having it be the first last and only suggestion when people try to talk about their mental health

#and start suggesting other things lol #this is about the uk specifically

I just got triggered by something that I’d really been trying to pretend wasn’t a trigger bc I don’t want to face that it was real

#cool!#note to self

tfw u go down a youtue hole and end up watching a video that seems to imply that eugenics would be ok actually as long as you’re just locking up the babies that are more likely to turn into serial killers after you’ve scanned their brains

#just realised that minority report is a bad film actually

FUCK people who serve a meal with one tiny bowl of herbs for everyone I want TWICE that many herbs for just ME

#yes I mean coriander #don't chop it into tiny flakes #if my plate isn't half coriander I get sad :((((#sorry this is unrelatable

bruises on my hips and collarbones?? that’s from carrying flat pack furniture babes

rat post

scratch ear, lick little foot, repeat

sit in hammock and clean my belly

eat cucumber but I’ll only eat the rind once I’ve eaten the rest

grind my teeth

wash my front feet before I drink

one hand up

curly tail

lick my friends

sniff sniff sniff

sometimes I see dinosaurs in films and get upset that they could be way cooler if people weren’t homophobic like they’re dinosaurs they’re not going to turn anyone gay

#I know this doesn't make sense but there u go

knowing a role I don’t want to play but not yet knowing who to be without it

#unlearning trauma

some days r soy sauce stealing days

don’t acknowledge when i tell u abt my trauma I Do Not Want To Hear It!

I just want somebody to feed me strawberries

to the people listening to house music and yelling on my steps

go away

#this guy just yelled out random screams #fuck off #go home and tuck urself into bed #and rethink ur life or like think ur life