chasing The Moon

magic exists

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29.. at the very last stop of my 20s. The next train will head toward 30. I don’t really know what awaits me there, but there’s this strange feeling inside me — as if I’m going somewhere that will make me grow up, lose some of my childlike excitement, and maybe even miss the version of “me” from the past years.

Maybe it won’t be that way; nothing is certain — it’s just how I feel right now. I could probably sit for hours and write a whole book about what I’ve lived through, but for this moment, this feels enough.

I’ve felt things I never expected to feel, and I’ve watched snow fall on mountains I was sure would never see snow. That might be the worst feeling — realizing that something you were certain about turns out to be wrong.

I’ll try to remember the beautiful memories of 28. I wanted to see it off in a graceful way, but it didn’t happen.

May this new year be one where my expectations are met — where my dreams come true. A year without regrets, filled with tears of joy and an abundance of love.

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It’s been a long time since I wrote my last note. A lot has happened, and I can truly say my life has changed—something I couldn’t believe would happen.

I don’t know where to start, but here I am again.

It’s already April, but I want to begin where my life started to shift: the last week of February.

One morning, both sunny and snowy—I know how that sounds, but it really was.

I had been working on an idea for a couple of months, and everything had gone wrong.

It was the first time I truly saw my weakness, which disappointed me more than anything else.

I was in such a strange state that I didn’t know whether to focus on being happy or sad about what had happened.

Everything had changed—my thoughts, my life, my feelings.

But I wasn’t even aware of it that day.

Of course, there were beautiful moments too—so beautiful that I’ll never forget them.

But there’s one thing I know for sure: I’m not the same person I used to be, and I don’t know if I ever will be again.

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April has already started, and I'm going to start working on my dreams. The weather is so nice, with the sun shining brightly outside. I believe something perfect is about to happen: perfect dreams, nice weather, charming sunshine, the people I love, and me with a clear mind. That is what I needed to see. Manifesting all these beautiful dreams to come true.

Love,

Me.

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Savor the delightful moments of togetherness, where every shared laugh becomes a cherished melody and cozy embraces feel like a comforting haven. Wrapped in the warmth of companionship, these days are a gentle reminder that joy resides in the simplicity of shared experiences and the beauty found in each other’s company. 🌿🌸

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It’s already the 25th of October, and it feels like the start of a new journey after a long time. I haven’t felt like this since he’s been gone.

We’re taking steps together and feeling so happy about these days. Now, I understand how much I love the little things and random days with him. We’re making lots of memories together; this is what life is all about for me.

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This is the month I love the most! It has just begun, and I believe it will be perfect as it progresses. I’ll accomplish everything I’ve planned for this month, and everything will be done on time. Sending lots of love from now until you get back to me. Let’s make this month special, and I hope we get together soon

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Reuniting Hearts: A Few Days More

And now, there are only a few days left until your return, just 4-5 days more if I’m more precise. I feel like this is the last week I’ll spend without you, and the excitement it gives me is so precious that no words can express it. I feel like a newborn; happy, excited, and peaceful. It’s been a year of separation, a year of longing, a year of growth, and now, the culmination of our patience and love is just around the corner.

Life has had its share of ups and downs during our time apart, but every challenge only served to strengthen our love (as you know). We’ve both grown, individually and together. Now, as your arrival draws nearer, I can’t help but smile at the thought of picking up where we left off, only with a deeper understanding and appreciation for each other. And this is the only hope that I hold on during this difficult time.

So, let’s reunite, my love, and let life begin again for us. Let’s cherish each moment, learn from the past, and embrace the future together. Our love has weathered the storm, and now it’s time to bask in the sunshine of our togetherness once more.

I can’t wait to hold you close, to hear your laughter, and to create new memories together. The countdown may be just a few days, but the love we share is eternal. 🤍

With a heart full of love,

your heart Me 🤍🤍🤍

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In the quiet corners of my heart, I’ve held onto a dream, and now it’s on the verge of becoming reality. In just a matter of weeks, the one I’ve longed for, my beloved U🤍, will be coming home.

The days apart have been an emotional journey, marked by aching hearts and countless moments where your absence was felt deeply. But now, as we count down the weeks, I can’t help but feel a rush of emotions - excitement, joy, and an overwhelming sense of love.

My love, your return means more to me than words can express. You are the missing piece that completes my world, the smile that brightens my darkest days (don’t forget that). I’ve missed your laughter, your presence, and the warmth of your embrace.

I can’t wait to hold you close, to make up for all the time we’ve spent apart. The future is filled with promise, and I’m ready to create countless memories together.

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I find myself counting down the days until your return, imagining the joyous embrace that will bridge the gap between our longing hearts. Until then, I hold on to the memories we’ve created and the dreams we’ve shared, finding solace in the fact that our separation is only temporary.

Until that day arrives, I will hold you close in my thoughts and heart, sending my love and longing across the distance that separates us. May these next two months pass quickly, and may our reunion be as sweet as the love that binds us.

With all my heart,

Your🤍