Soul-searching

MPD. "If you don't know where you are going, any road will get you there."

[jen-collins]

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Try to be a rainbow in someone’s cloud.

Maya Angelou (via heartstrongheadup)

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Enchanted Kingdom

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Enchanted Kingdom, December 22, 2015

THIS DAY IS SUPERB!!! We laughed & screamed & let all the shit out of us. I can say na super worth it yung ibinayad namin sa ticket tho 14 rides lang yung nasakyan ko (1 ekstreme tower, 1 roller skater, 1 anchors away, 1 boulderville express, 1 wheel of fate, 1 up up & away, 1 swan lake, 1 jungle log jam, 5 rio grande rapids, 1 grand carousel).

My fave part is yung sa Rio Grande Rapids, hindi sumama si Anthon cos he's tired na at ayaw niyang mabasa zzz. Anyways, at first try kasi namin di ako masyadong nabasa, si Cyrus lang at Val yung pinaka napuruhan hehehe tas ayun we tried it again tas ganun pa din, hindi pa din ako nabasa kaya ayun Me, Abigael, and Val tried it again nakatatlong ulit kami ah while si Anthon, Clariss and Cy ay sa Anchor's Away nagpaulit ulit hehehe. Ang nakakatuwa pa dito is we've met different people, nung unang try namin dalawang mom at dalawang kids na girl yung nakasabay namin, tas nung second try namin limang guys yung nakasalamuha namin, in fact cute yung isang guy kaso pucha I think he's gay huhuhu sayang! Yung last try namin is puro jeje kids yung nakasabay namin hahahaha! To be honest, kung hindi lang talaga ako nilalamig na ng sobra baka naka ilang beses pa kaming nakaulit hehehe pero mej pinagsisisihan ko yung nakailang ulit kami sa Rio Grande Rapids kasi naman yung water don is malagkit huhuhu kadiri sa feeling!!! Buti na lang talaga nagdala ako ng tissue at extrang clothes.

Napanood din pala namin yung fireworks (10 pm) kaso gutom na gutom na kasi ako ng mga time na 'to so hindi ko masyadong napansin yung fireworks hehehe dun sa pagkain ni Cyrus ako naka-focus. Lol.

Nung uwian naman, one of my di makakalimutan na pangyayari is yung nagkahiwa-hiwalay kami. Damn. Nakaka-beastmode yung tricycle driver na sinakyan namin, ibinaba ba naman kami sa 711 complex tas si Clariss at Val sa 711 highway binaba. Huhuhu. Good thing is magkakasabay pa din kaming nakauwi hay thank God! Tas ayun, we decided na kila Anthon na lang kami matulog kasi we need to attend the mass din kinabukasan.

Weeee. Thank you guys for this day!!! THIS DAY, INDEED, IS SUPERB!!!!

Ps. These are Valerie’s photos hehehe.

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December 22, 2015

I woke up early kasi I'm really excited for this day gawa nga ng mag e-EK ako at ang buong TNF (Team No Forever). I'd never expect na something bad would happen this morning kasi nga good vibes na good vibes ako. Nag away kami ni mama kasi my brother joked about my allowance since walang pasok ng buong week (gawa ng bagyo) bali di ko nagastos yung buong allowance ko na binigay niya. I told my brother naman na kada day na ina-announce na walang pasok eh binibigay ko kay mama yung half ng baon ko, eh my mom suddenly changed her mood tapos she keeps on denying na hindi ko siya binibigyan, so I defended myself na totoo yung sinasabi ko, and she told me, "sinungaling ka". I know it's wrong to talk back to my mom pero I still did, ayoko kasi nung inaakusahan akong sinungaling because I know to myself that I'm trying my hardest to be as honest as I can be, tsaka na-offend ako kasi my profession is accounting tapos aakusahan ako na sinungaling ako tas related pa sa money. I really felt bad at that time, all I did was cry and I told my mom na kaya lang naman ako nakakapag talk back sa kanya is because she never tried to understand me and that no one would ever tried to defend me that's why I'm the one defending myself.

[mydmng]

Maybe it's too early for you to say, "I'm not going to be healed." Because eventually, I know you're going to be healed. Maybe it's too much if you say, "No one's been here for me." Because I know that you know to yourself that you've got God and that there are people out there who's actually been there for you. Maybe it's too harsh for you to say, "I'm nothing." Because I know that there's someone out there who sees you as 'something'. And so, I want you to stop thinking too much. And instead, try to use your time to build yourself into some kind of a masterpiece.

[mydmng]

These past few weeks I've been busy, with my studies, and mostly with myself. Wait.. actually I can't tell if I'm really having some time for myself 'cos you know there are times when I think that I don't really have a choice but to focus on my studies, like I'm going to school early in the morning to study and then right after class I'm going straight at home to do my school works. I don't even have time to hang out with my friends anymore, which I don't know if it's a good thing or not, well I don't really have money for now huhu I'm broke as fuck, as in seriously. Anyways, when the Christmas break starts as much as possible I'm going to cope up with all the things I missed, like time for my family, time for my friends, and of course, time for myself.

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Life is contradicting so you need to be one too.

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(11062015)

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(11052015) 🌴🌴🌴

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I think people should always try to take the bad things that happen to them in life and turn them into something good.

Esther, Orphan

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Heaven is for Real

I’ve watched Heaven is For Real. It’s very moving. But the thought that I cannot take off of my head is that, we always tell ourselves and the people around us that we believe in God but the moment when somebody tells us that they saw heaven or they saw God, we have a hard time believing them.

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Asking why does sadness exist is like asking why does happiness exist.

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"If you don't know where you are going, any road will get you there."

Cheshire Cat (Alice in Wonderland)

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It’s so dark right now, I can’t see any light around me.” “That’s because the light is coming from you. You can’t see it but everyone else can.

Angel, Lang Leav

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Time heals everything. Time heals everything indirectly. I think the healing all starts when you accepted what had happened, like when your mom/dad decided to leave you, or like when your girlfriend/boyfriend decided to broke up with you, or when your bestfriend betrayed you, these situations aren't easy to deal with, it actually takes a lot of time and realizations before you finally accept these things and that's why I think time heals everything indirectly.

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“What is it like to fall in love?” “It’s like giving your soul to another person.” “How many souls have you given away?”