yo, guys. alright. real talk time. i was date raped on the july 4th weekend. i went to the doctor and had a pregnancy test done today, and it came back negative. i have to go back and have my blood drawn tomorrow or the next day just to make 100% sure that i’m not pregnant, but i took the morning after pill and was on the depo shot. so it’s really, really unlikely that i am. i’m mentioning this a) to explain why i haven’t been on this blog and to b) explain why i’m going to have a rough time writing smut for a while. i’m okay with writing smut that has substance, where there’s a ship and buildup and it’s a natural progression. but right now, pure smut is going to be difficult for me. i just really don’t feel sexy or like sex or anything of that nature. there are some threads i’m good with and some i need to drop and some that are going on hold. sorry if that’s too much information, but i respect you guys and feel like you’ll be understanding. alright ! i’m going to re-do my main ( keep the colors and stuff, just change up the theme ) and hopefully come back in mostly-full force tomorrow.












