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@myescapefromennui
SO, like 8th post of the night. I have no idea why I fight going to sleep so badly, but I do and always have. Now it's not even night, it's almost 3am. Just sweepin' the kitchen, ya know? Obviously more important......j/k. The only song that comes to mind that I wish I could blast if everyone else weren't asleep is, "The Devil Went Down To Georgia".... Yep
Yeah, me.
Here we go again...
Soooo, I think the last time I posted on tumblr was 6 years ago. I actually forgot how to use this website, but feel like it's time to re-learn. My life has changed so drastically in that time period and yet not so much at all in my head. I have a loving man, an amazing son, and a sweet house in the woods like I've always wanted.......so why do my insides feel the same? Whhhy? "Because it's not about what you have or who loves you- it's about how you feel about yourself." (Just felt those words come through from the atmosphere, lol.) Ahhhh I work on self-esteem every day but feel like I have no zest for life. I have more of a reason to live than ever, and I WILL keep going and I WILL keep my head up as high as I can while I'm on this journey. Not even just for me. For the little guy I'm raising that might face these same obstacles. GOD please grant me wisdom I can pass on...because this feels like shit and I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.
Save Me
This song reached #1 on my charts when I was 16. I happened to be in the throes of anorexia at the time, which I’m not anymore. However, the emotions are the same. Soooo very much the same......especially when I hear this song.
October
Welcome October!!! I started a post tonight but I’m going to finish it later because I’m suddenly too tired. I’m hoping this post will make me feel more obligated to finish it.
To Be Continued...
CrAfTy SuNdAy
So for today: Sunday morning so I got to sleep in- no work!!! I still woke up at 8am (that’s sleeping in compared to 3am!), which was good because I didn’t feel like I wasted my day off. I was able to laze around with my love for an hour or so <3 and now that I’ve tidied up and set some laundry in motion- I’m ready to craft up some cards! This month-and it’s already the middle of it- I have to make 4 special birthday cards! One of them is for my sister who is turning the big 3 -0!!! I’m assuming the people I’m making these for are keeping them (or at least that is my hope), so I want to do a really nice job. THEREFORE, I need to get crackin’.
“I’ve made some bad decisions
I’ll admit that freely
It’s just that life tastes sweeter when it’s wrapped in debauchery
So drop your map, drop your plans, drop that 5 step program because ThErEs NoT aN OuNcE oF fAiTh In ThIs LeAp...
...Its clear you feel nothing so jump into the fog with me.”
---Wombats
Just got out of 7 days on the psych ward. Started on a new med- Risperidone, an antipsychotic...let’s see how this goes. I already relapsed on alcohol. Hopefully it’s just a slip up and not a really bad relapse.
I feel totally euphoric. 2 days into my spiritual journey. I swear I feel like a new person. The world just said hello but I need to take a nap I’ll be back
I wish I could do this. ..but I’d be walking away from essentially everything. I would be left by myself. When I’m alone, I can’t be hurt, but when I’m always alone I’m depressed.
