Car Accident
Tonight I was in a car accident. Nothing major. I texted J that I had been in an accident. He immediately called me as soon as he got the message. âAre you okay? Where are you? Do you need me?â
I choked back the tears (not very well I might add) as I said âIâm okay. Iâm in front of the stupid home improvement store. Iâm..Iâm not going to pull you away from work or from home...itâs your choice...â Without hesitation âIâm on my way.â
He stood with me the entire time until finally I was able to go home. It wasnât until a little bit ago that I realized I needed him to show up. I needed him to be there and be my strength while I started to fall apart. He held me and talked to me. He kept making me laugh. I needed all that. He needed to check and make sure I was okay. That I really was in one piece. Then he needed to make me smile.Â
I wanted nothing more than to be able to go home with him. To curl up in bed with him and cry. To just shake off the jitters that I have. But I can't. We each had to go home separately and heâs going out of town this weekend for a long weekend.Â
Work is being shitty.Â
in short my day fucking sucked and the only positive is that I got to see him today.














