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Saying Goodbye

To my baby, my love, my hope, before anything happen, I just wanted to let you know that I love you. You made me feel like I’m not alone, I am loved, I am enough & most importantly — I am capable of holding you in my womb for 8 weeks. This is not an easy choice for us, but I know if I let you live, the consequences are far more severe than it already is. There will be no day I will not think about you, I will always pray for you & I hope you one day you will understand. I’ve always wanted to be a mother, but I grew up in a fucked up family & being unwanted by my own dad hurts more than you can imagine. I do not want you to feel unwanted & unloved. Please accept our deepest apologies from your Ma & Pa.

I love you, baby.

Always have, always will.

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Motivation log 1:

WARNING: this is toxic study motivation

Remember that your dream job is out there, too bad you're doing everything possible to never qualify for it.

If you don't want to study, Just remember:

Your future boss won't care about your excuses, but they will enjoy paying you minimum wage.

Just know that your excuses are as pathetic as your current grades because you're not tired.

You're just afraid to face how little you're actually doing.

Love,

Mith <3

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I want someone who admires me with the same intensity as they admire the moon and the stars.

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Humble enough to admit that I do not want to make enemies, yet noble enough to not be friends with everyone.

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Let go.

"Usah kau berpura-pura kita bahagia, aku tahu kau takut tapi jangan bimbang, sudah terbukti dalam reminisensi aku kan hilang."

- reminisensi by Insomniacks.

This song gave me the courage to let go of something I have held dear for so long. Letting go is never easy. It hurts like hell, it feels like removing the sword that has been attached to your body for so long & you have Stockholm's syndrome.

I was scared at first. Terrified, even. I got so used of having him around till I have no idea what's like to have a life without him. I was thinking that he knew everything about me, he loved me to every inch of me. He loved my scars and flaws.

But then I realize I was holding on to something that is no longer exist. I was pretending to be happy with him. We fought almost everyday. Little by little, the flaws in our relationship outgrew the love. We got so used of having each other, we thought that this relationship would not end. I was holding on to the thoughts I had of him, the man he used to be, the happy memories we've been together, till- I did not recognize the man standing in front me. People grow up, people changes. But his changes was hurting me.

God knows better, He knows. & now, I'm sitting alone, writing this piece of thoughts, so that one day when I look back, when I'm having second thoughts of why I did what I did, this is the "why".