If I had the chance to say one last piece to me ex this is what I would say:
I will never forgive you for what you’ve done to me. You lied to me, the person I trusted the most. The person I put my faith in, and in the end you just stabbed me in the back. All those signs I should have listened, but instead I hoped for the best. You made it seem like I was being all crazy for nothing. When in fact I had the right to be jealous and insecure because there was something going on with you and your “friend.” To be honest I hate you guys both for what you guys have done. You had feelings for him and just stringed me along like an animal for your amusement. “Nothing is going on” you said but there was. When you said that you would pick him over me when we were still together I should have known. Just remembering what you said makes me so mad. I was so stupid back then. I was an idiot to be honest. For being with a selfish prick like you. You never listened or bothered to acknowledge my feelings. All you cared about was your own damn feelings and I always had to say sorry to your bitch ass. You are also very childish, like asking me to correct the way I pronounce mom when I was talking. Interrupting me when I was being serious just to say mommy instead of mom. Fucking idiot.
Note to self don’t date someone who disrespects their parents and always calls themselves ugly because if they can’t love themselves they won’t be able to love someone else genuinely. Now I don’t know if he cheated on me physically (could be a possibility cause they fucking stayed at an Airbnb together and he didn’t tell me) but I sure know as hell he cheated on me emotionally. He started paying attention to his friend more than me. I’m a reasonable and understanding person. People’s feelings change, things change in general but like tell me the truth. I don’t want to waste my time trying to figure out what’s wrong or be left in the dark. You made me feel stupid for believing in you. I guess now I know the reason why you don’t have many friends. It’s because of your attitude. I hate you so much, I would never ever want to forgive you. I fucking hate your guts.
I destroyed all our pictures together because I want to erase you from my life. I hope I will never have to think of you again. Thinking of you just makes me angry, and hearing your name irritates me so much. I’ve never hated someone like this until now. My hatred will stay with me forever.
I’m pretty sure you’ve told your other friends about me and how I was “so” jealous and “so” insecure. Well I hope you know it was because of your actions. I’m not a jealous or insecure person, your actions just made me into those things. I hope you remember what you did. I hope it sticks with you forever but like always, you think that you’re right so I doubt that you feel bad about what you’ve done. I just hope you get yours soon. Fuck you, I hate you so much. I hope you are happy with your home- wrecker of a boyfriend. Fuck you both.
