Anxiety incarnate. @mymiscool - Tumblr Blog

I did forget to draw something for Halloween but I did draw a character in a weird pose without really thinking so there’s that.

#Cyas draw things #My characters #Vel #Doodle #I am never drawing those boots again #I have so. so. so many doodles and if I uploaded one per day from my stockpile I could probably have one image per day for a year #but the quality fluctuates #and the insecurity kicks in #The pigeon is the real highlight of this drawing btw

curejune

@mymiscool, @makiswak, @saitalfox, @yellowgabriel

#my reblogs #small witch #my characters #I need to come up with a tag for things for me #I still love this!#artfight 2020 #sorry for being late!

do u have an instagram :0

Oh hello, I didn’t expect an ask; I’m very happy and honored thank you! I actually don’t! This is my most active account. (That’s saying something considering the most I post is 1 thing per 2 months) I do occasionally log onto twitter just to post the occasional drawing (basically just fanart (mostly things I also posted here )) or personal things (aka switch/game screenshots) although I only open it very rarely because I’m extremely anxious, similar to how I am here. I still have no idea how twitter works at all honestly; I just throw things in a tag when I’m there, immediately leave and hope for the best. I’m extremely grateful that it seems like you would be interested in checking it out if I had one though! TL;DR: I don’t; my only “actively” used accounts are: - Tumblr (main, ~every 2 months, depending), - Twitter (occasionally, for the rare useless personal post now and then, ~4 months-half a year, depending), - Artfight (trying to do yearly (emphasis on trying), activity also depends), - Toyhouse (character hub I don’t really update but want to, ~half a year-1 year, depending) (I’m really bad at keeping a presence online huh, and a real life one for that matter.)

#asks #anon #Anonymous #am I alive or not? who knows.#this is funny because my mom has actually been trying to get me to use insta for the past like 2 years but I'm obstinate. stubborn. and abs #-and absolutely refuse to use anything related to fcebook if I can help it #turns out tags have a wordcount #I'm very iffy about things that collect my information #like I'm useless what the fuck would you use this for #it's suspicious #welcome to conspiracy theory hours #(I'm kidding. I may be a bit paranoid but I haven't reached conspiracy theorist levels... y e t)#I should probably make an extra page dedicated to the inner workings of my psyche because I just 'l o v e' talking about myself. and by t #-and by that I actually mean that I have an irrational need to explain myself and why I am like this in detail at all times #hello brain why am I like this

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#promare #プロメア #Aina Ardebit #Galo Thymos #Lio Fotia #You ever spend too much effort on a shiitpost?#I refuse to draw more to fix the crop so they are just floating in the exposition void #Cyas draw things #Turns out I'm really bad at screenshot redraws #No I can not draw Galo's hair #it is an enigma

It’s too hot.

#Cyas draw things #this isn't the shitpost by the way #doodle #My characters #Tasu #Lilac #Really wish I had Tasu's ability of not feeling too hot or cold right about now #Those melon ice creams are the best fight me #probably unhealthy as hell though #'what is Tasu?' I have no idea buddy. they just kinda appeared out of nowhere like a cryptid #no I did not use a reference for the pose so watch me have a crisis about it tomorrow

Please tumblr let my dumb shit show up in the tags I'm not a bot even if I am inactive 97% of the time and show up just to faceplant into the ground.

#shut up mym #I forgot to reupload that dumb shitpost I made something like a week ago #btw my new mute tag is shut up mym if you missed it #I know my scribbles aren't worthy™ but damn I crave that sweet validation #hello social anxiety and depression please let off so I can draw and use social media again #unrelared but hahhh I wanba donate more but I have very bad trust issues with money #I am afraid of donating to a cause that doesn't actually help. scammers if you will.#it's hard changing your nature of being an useless shit #6-8 years of depression isn't fun hey brain let me enjoy things more you fuck #got sick the past week yeehaw

I'm extremely sorry for not saying anything in such an important time but as I am very prone to stress, anxiety and getting easily overwhelmed I'm not a good person with sharing information and posting about this.

Please check in with other people more informed than me and help as much as you can.

I'm sorry I can't be of more help.

#I know I am basically chucking responsibility on other people but please understand that I have no idea how to tackle this situation #as I am relatively obscure and inactive it should be easy to find better information from other people you follow #like hey I'm not even sure anyone even sees my posts most of the time #I'm not a reliable source as I literally don't even live in america #I'm afraid of being in the way and taking attention away from important stuff #my brain works about half the time please be patient with me

What is happening I’m scared.

#shut up mym #I leave social media very often so this is pretty overwhelming honestly

Some sketch frames I actually liked from an animation I will probably never finish so I can pretend I actually drew something that looked sorta okay today.

#cyas draw things #promare #プロメア1st #lio fotia #My file naming skills? sublime.#it's technically still the anniversary in sweden fight me #my blog is slowly turning into a promare fan account #you know what? I'm okay with that #I have so many drawings of this lime haired idiot I need to stop #I got 4 hours of sleep last night and I'm about to pass out

わくわくしている！！ I drew a really quick scribble before the anniversary event starts! 簡単な落書き

#shut up mym #Cyas draw things #プロメア1st #promare #This is actually garbage but I have to channel my excitement somehow #Let me be obnoxious for one day of the year please #It's in about 40 minutes I'm having a crisis #You better believe I will never figure out how to draw Galo's hair #My tv has been running on the selection screen for like 3 hours I'm on a mission

mymiscool

Anyone who plays animal crossing new horizons that want to come over and take all these cursed extra recipes I have from me? Just send a message or something. Please, I beg, I have no space left. My free online trial runs out tomorrow. … If you ruin my rare flowers I will fight you irl tho

mymiscool

Turns out I’m a fool and apparently I still have 2 days left of the trial for some reason. Also Sherb is moving out if anyone wants him.

#shut up mymisnerd #I think I'm gonna change my mute tab soon #shut up mym #I suppose that works #acnh #someone please take the recipes #my island is a cluttered mess #Moose has been trying to scam me every time he sells something I want him out but he refuses to leave #at least I don't have 3 lazy villages at the same time anymore though #yes I have the eye bandage patch thing because I never quite left that phase fight me #If you are wondering the presents aren't even good it's just item duplicates I purchased by mistake #hell you can just come chill and question my decorating choices if you want it's not like I have anything better to do

Anyone who plays animal crossing new horizons that want to come over and take all these cursed extra recipes I have from me? Just send a message or something. Please, I beg, I have no space left. My free online trial runs out tomorrow. . . . If you ruin my rare flowers I will fight you irl tho

#shut up mymisnerd #plz i'm desperate at this point #I have like 3 extra of the same recipe in some cases why did they do this #'why don't you just throw them out?' Listen- I'm an idiot and a hoarder ok #I didn't even use my online trial for anything #No I am not opening my twitter just to get an image of my cluttered gate but feel free to imagine it