Admiring Mr. Kind

Hi Mr. Kind :) I'm your SECRET ADMIRER; Unconscious

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Sa muli nating pagkikita, bigla kong nasabi sa sarili ko na “MAHAL TALAGA KITA”

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Gusto kong lumikha ng isang tula ngunit mga letra't salita'y hindi makapa dahil tanging pangalan mo lang ang naaalala simula nung tayo'y nagkakilala.

Pinipilit kong hanapin ang hindi ko mahanap pinipilit kong hawakan ang mga alaalang nasasagap at ang hanging alam kong pareho nating nalalanghap *buntong hininga* ang nagpapaalalang masakit, mahirap.

Anim na letrang bumubuo sayong pangalan naging paborito ko nang isulat sa kung saan man Kaya siguro hindi kita makalimutan Dahil sa puso ko'y ikaw ang nilalaman.

Nakakatuwang isipin na makakabuo pala ako ng tula gamit ang iyong pangalan na kaya ko palang gumawa ng hindi pinag-iisipan nakakabaliw nang isipin dahil ikaw lang pala ang kasagutan sa kanina pang magulong puso't isipan.

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Alaala

Ikaw ang may hawak ng puso ko at inakala ko na nakuha ko na ito mula sa’yo. Matagal na rin simula nang hindi ka naglakbay sa aking isipan sa paniniwalang dininig na ng panginoon ang aking dalangin, na nalampasan ko na ang malubak na daan ng ating nakaraan. Natuto akong mamaluktot sa lamig ng gabi na dati’y mga yakap mo ang siyang nagsisilbing kumot. Sa paliligo ay kinukudkod ko ng husto ang aking balat dahil nadadama ko pa rin ang marahan mong mga haplos sa tuwing nagiging tahimik ang aking mundo. Unti unti akong nasanay na tuyo ang aking mga labi na noon ay paborito mong basain ng matatamis mong halik.

Sinanay ko ang sarili na maging masaya sa mga pansamantala, kung saan ang ngiti ay madaling makuha at madali ring mawala, kung saan wala nang ikaw at meron nang sila, kung saan… Hindi ko na rin mawari kung saan na ba talaga ako napunta dahil masyado nang malayo ang nilakbay ko upang malimot lang kita.

Hindi ko na maalala kung paano ka tumawa, kung gaano kanining ang iyong mga mata. Hindi ko na maalala ang paraan ng iyong pagsasalita, maging ang mga bakas ng iyong luha. Subalit nabigo pa rin ako. Oo, nalimot ko na ang paraan mo ng pagiging ikaw subalit hindi ko pa rin malimot na Mahal kita. Mahal pa rin kita.

Words by Gene Marx Guiao

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After some time, I believe that one day, I can be able to smile and Laugh again without any hesitation that later on, I'll cry.

Mika Marfil

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Mga Panipi sa Loob ng Panipi

Mga salitang isinaklob ng mga pusong puro sama ng loob, hindi maibulalas ng piping bibig ng mga minalas. Parang pag-ibig na itinago, walang kahit na anumang itutungo. Hindi na kailanman magsasabi Tama nang titigan ang iyong mga labi Mga katagang sa'yo lamang, kaysarap sanang pakinggan para sa'yo tanging hirang. Pero di ako ang kailangan Kudlit na mga sandali ayaw kong madugtungan ng pagkakamali. Humihiyaw na mga tinig bibingihin damdaming di umiibig. Payong mo sa tag-ulan, bubuksan mo lamang kapag kailangan. Parang ako sa'yo noong minsan Itinanong mo lang kung nasaan, kung kailan nabasa ka na at nasaktan. Takot akong sabihin dugtong-dugtong kong hugot na malalalim Hinugot ko nang lahat, manhid ka pa rin 'di ako unan na iniiyakan 'di ako nanay mong tatakbuhan 'di ako utang na kailangang bayaran Sawa na akong maging kaibigan. Gusto ko nang wakasan lahat ng pait na nararamdaman. Gusto ko nang layuan madilim mong ngiti't kagandahan. Hindi na ako magsasalita, huli na at hindi na kailangang malaman Pagibig na ikinubli sa loob ng panipi mananatiling nakakubli sa loob ng isa pang panipi.

words by JamQui

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Missing you and i don’t know what to do. 👫 💔

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😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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I MISS YOU SO MUCH 😢

02-16-16 x 10:02pm

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You said we can be friends again, but how can we be friends if we don’t even talk. How can we be friends, if every time our eyes meet, we stare too long. How can we be friends if I can’t rant to you about being sad, because you’re the reason I’m sad. How can we be friends again if it upsets me that you’re surrounded by other girls. How the fuck can we be friends again when I’m still in love with you, and I wish we could be more than just friends again. How.

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Sa dami nang problema ko pwede bang yakapin mo ko? Gusto ko lang maramdamang tao pa ako.

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I’m in love with you; and although I know you don’t feel the same way, I don’t mind because I can love you for the two of us.

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In my mind, we're in a relationship.

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💔💔💔

3 broken hearts for I LOVE YOU but still holding on.

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Let me tell you something about this man. I’m falling in love with this man. I love the way I say his name “LPA”. I love the way he blinks his eyes and his eyelashes af i feel envy, I love it when he smiles. I love his voice. I love how he can make me smile so effortlessly. I love the way he walks, I love how he plays the hair when i lean on his shoulder . I love his flaws and imperfections, I love his dark side when he looks he doesn’t want to disturbed. I love how i see the other side of him. I love all the things he hates about himself. He hates being scold, he’s not amazing at anything but he’s just okay at everything. He’s a broken mirror, that’s really hard to fix, but despite of being broken i still see the light in him. He doesn’t want to explain his side because he thinks that’s just pointless. Often times he’s sad, there are times when he just want to shut the world out and ignore everyone because he just want to sit in silence and i just look at him. He’s complicated and really hard to guess what’s on his mind, he’s flat affect. He’s a total different. He’s not just a normal guy who cries when he can no longer handle it, curse when he can no longer explain his feelings. He’s no pretender. What you see is what you get, but i can’t compare him to anybody else. He’s just great. He’s a walking contradiction, but he is everything i’ve ever wanted. I don’t mind spending my lifetime with him to have his bad days, his grumpy days, his “i need space” days, his love days, his moody days, his laughing days, his crazy days and his happy days, because he’s everything i’ve ever wanted and i wouldn’t trade him for everything in this world. You see there’s nothing special about him, but as soon as you look into his eyes, his soul that’s the time you’ll realize that’s he’s really something that you want to get to know him for the rest of your life.

But there’s just one problem, he doesn’t know that i exist in his future. He walked away. In the first time i fall in love with him when he looks at me, I don’t know if he sees my soul. I don’t even know he will look at me the way i look at him. I’m not his world nor will I ever be. I thought loving someone is not really hard as long as you can feel the butterflies in my stomach, as long as he can make you smile. But i never thought that having this strong feeling towards someone who doesn’t feel the same can hurt you. I hope one day he’ll feel the same, and i hope when that day comes i’m not tired yet. He’s the one and i don’t think i can find someone like him.

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Regardless of how hard I tried, I never was what you were looking for.

*sad face*

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Unrequited love is the infinite curse of a lonely heart.