lila

overworked and underfucked

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there’s so much to fucking do ughhhh i’ll just rot in bed and throw myself a pity party instead.

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I love changing something big about myself and feeling like a brand new bitch

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never fucking mind everyone in my fucking class is so fucking so

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just made three whole new friends. life is worth living after all!

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ugh one day i’ll be cool enough for the clairo bang

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eugenia cooney really used to be so beautiful

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how is it possible to have so many embarrassing things happen in one day?

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i think having a boyfriend would fix me. hit send.

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i’m so done with socializing no one wants to fucking talk to me anyways. hit send.

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i genuinely hate the school i go to i don’t even wanna make friends anymore i just wanna go to college already. hit send.

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just got realized i hate when someone has the same name as me

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im rlly pretty when there’s no other girl in the room had my hair looks good and it’s not too hot and my make up isn’t cakey and the lights are slightly dim.

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if i don’t get into my college i genuinely will end it all like im so serious that will be my last straw. hit send.

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is losing weight the only way soemone will love me? hit send.

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does it ever get better? hit send.

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i’m so fat i’m gonna cry

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just saw myself in class pictures and it’s done dentrimental effect to my mental health. did i use dentrimental correctly? hit send.

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i’m gonna get really hot and famous and make an album with that photo as the album cover. do i still have to say hit send?