bea

indignant virago

[mypointofyou]

I see myself in everything- in the way the world curves back toward my name.

[mypointofyou]

off one to many glasses of wine and you are the only thing on my mind

[mypointofyou]

i crave to act selfish for my love

but i cannot bring myself to hurt you

the whole world begins and ends in your orbit

[mypointofyou]

i can no longer sleep

i ache to deeply

[mypointofyou]

home for a red-cockaded woodpecker

[mypointofyou]

becoming a flower or maybe a ladybug on a leaf would fix all my all problems

[mypointofyou]

one day I will evaporate into the soil,

please let the flowers my body feeds be beautiful.

[mypointofyou]

Texture

each fiber rubbed through my fingers

-worn-out silk

-overly loved and aged stuffed plushie

-lotioned skin

-stubbled chins

-lukewarm wax

-wrinkled paper

-course sponge

-cold washcloth

-rugged stones

-layered bark

-old dog ears

-slightly chapped lips

-vaseline

-scared skin

-fur poking through paw pads

-dusted clay

-wrinkled smile lines

-dripping fruit juice

-dried petals

I want it imprinted on my skin

[mypointofyou]

Emulating Creatures

Becoming one with nature:

-ladybug

-Saw-whet Owl 

-garden snail

-pill bug

-cygnet

-snowy egret

-gypsy moth

I shed tears knowing I cannot feel what they do.

[mypointofyou]

i ponder so many thoughts as though a sea floods my mind, but every time it always comes back to you.

[mypointofyou]

I want to be covered in filth, I want to be disgusting.

Gut me- not clean, not careful, but animalistic, ferocious, hands slipping in what spills out.

i must abstain- from the lie that I am whole. let me be ruin instead.

[mypointofyou]

even with only a sliver,

the moon reflects a symphony of stars,

calling fourth

all the broken things

that still carry light.

[mypointofyou]

my love for you is all consuming,

my mind spins-

i want to know your every thought

i want to know everything.

[mypointofyou]

Come closer-

I will take you into every hollow of me

bone, breath, and whisper,

until your voice echoes in my lungs.

Drowning together in one endless self,

slowly, relentlessly, and vigorously,

beating inside the same dark body.

[mypointofyou]

I want to consume every fiber of your being.

Till we are harmonious

becoming one,

no longer two seekers but a single

quiet awareness.

[mypointofyou]

Eternally my muse-

even without trying, creation begins and ends with you.

[mypointofyou]

i take your T-shirt to bed,

press it close,

and dream