It's been 141 days since the best moment of my life
It was the night before Christmas eve when you asked me out to dinner. I had dreamed about that for almost two years since the day I met you on that hot August afternoon. I fell immediately. Not in love, but maybe infatuation.
I waited for you without realizing it. You had a girlfriend and I knew it. Besides that night in April when you kissed me and gave me that hope that only a child gets for something that seems so far fetched. I hoped you would break up with her. I hoped you would realize you wanted to be with me. But I knew it wouldn't happen because good things like that just don't happen for me. I dealt with it.
Then you show up. Without warning. Months later and you're single.
The night you asked me out to dinner I honestly didn't want to go. I figured we'd go out and I would fall in infatuation with you again and we'd start this cycle all over again.
I sat there and laughed hysterically at your jokes while still telling myself in the back of my mind to be on guard. We drank until looking at you became almost like a dream. I would do anything to be there at the corner of that bar again. Looking at you in awe because no one else has ever made me feel the way you made me feel.
 I remember talking to my friend once about how I honest and truly thought I wasn't capable of falling in love. I was 24 years old and still hadn't experienced it.Â
It wasn't until that moment, the best moment of my life when you told me to kiss you. It was in that moment when we were in our own world with dozens of other people around that I learned what love felt like. That is the moment I fell. 141 days ago.
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