myraeiliana

[lostdeepindarkthoughts]

[forever-can-be-just-one-second]

[stay-close]

“Never wanted perfect, just real.”

— Unknown

[depression-stays-but-you-dont]

[valentina-poem]

[photosbygy-deactivated20200605]

No one breaks your heart more than you do by overthinking every goddamn little thing

[certasluas]

[tkkatherineblog]

[myraeiliana]

I’ve always wondered how it would be to live like this...

[zabije]

person: do you have tumblr?

me: yes

person: whats your url?

me: no

[untrusteveryone]

SHOUT OUT TO EVERYONE WHO STILL TRIES TO GET BACK INTO THE SWING OF THINGS AFTER DEPRESSION HIT THEM HARD. THERE ISN’T ENOUGH RECOGNITION FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO KNOW THAT THEY’RE GOING TO LOSE INTEREST AND MOTIVATION AGAIN BUT PUSH THEMSELVES TO DO STUFF ANYWAYS. YOU ARE FIGHTING A DAILY BATTLE WITH YOUR OWN THOUGHTS AND YOU’RE STILL COMING OUT ON TOP, YOU’RE ALL BRAVE AS FUCK 

[sicklygrl]

[andiamsoinlovewithyou]

10 little fingers 10 little toes Two beautiful eyes One button nose Pink round cheeks A headful of curls And a dazzling smile that makes my heart burst.

I never knew love to be Something so simple Yet mean so much to me I would give up my life For this person before me To save her, protect her To give her everything she could dream

Some days it’s hard I want to scream and shout Throw things about I want to give up When I think I can’t do it “It’s impossible ” I whine While I’m throwing a fit

But a smile from that face A hug Or when she says mama Makes me realize it’s worth it To snuggle that beautiful child With

10 little fingers 10 little toes Two beautiful eyes One button nose Pink round cheeks A headful of curls And a dazzling smile That makes it all worthwhile.

[somepiecesofmyheartandsoul-deac]

[myraeiliana]

Our future never ended. It still lives within me, in the passing of a house. Remembering which would fit us best. Or the giggle of a child, who would have your eyes, and my hair. The fact of the matter is, our future will continue to exist until it is replaced with a new set of houses or another set of eyes or hair. Our future will continue  because my love for you has not  yet ended.

myraeiliana

[myraeiliana]

Do I miss you?        or the act of loving you. Do I long for your touch?        or to be felt again. Do I miss your scent?        or the air of a man.

myraeiliana

[myraeiliana]

To give yourself completely to someone and have them use it against you may be the most humbling experience ever.

myraeiliana

[myraeiliana]

I gave you more than time. I gave you late night confessions, my unspoken thoughts, repressed memories of a past before you, wishful plans of a future with you.

myraeiliana