Myra

Trans Girl | DX'd with Schizoaffective Bipolar Type and GAD| Disabled| She/Her |

[bipolstar]

When you’re on an antipsychotic and get a random face twitch

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Hallucinations are a bitch

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Update

It’s been a while since I last posted about how I was doing. I’m sleep deprived right now so I’ll just cut to the chase.

Zyprexa 20mg and Valium 15mg did a good job of controlling my delusions and hallucinations, but it made me tired and I slept all day. So my doc lowered the Zyprexa to 15mg and the Valium to 5mg. That helped my sleep, but my symptoms returned. 

So after a few more med adjustments I am now on Zyprexa 20mg, Haldol 5mg, and Valium 5mg. I’m sleeping 12 hours a night (usually) but my symptoms are gone.

Of course, with that gone I’m starting to get a little depressed. If it’s not one problem it’s another. 

I’ll try to be more active in the future

- Myra

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Insomnia sucks

Lying in bed for hours hoping sleep hits you is the most miserable thing I swear to god.

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Current mood

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New Med

I came into my psychiatrists office Monday a bit of a wreck. Filling out the “returning patient” form I realized that I was putting something down for nearly every option. It was time for a med change, and I realized that the moment I set foot in the doctors office.

So long story short I am now on Zyprexa, 20mg. It makes me feel like I drank an entire bottle of Nyquil shortly after I take it, along with ravenous hunger. I was told to expect both of these things by my doctor and pharmacist, but still I was surprised at the pure potency of the medication.

Doc said it’d take a week or two to fully get rid of my positive symptoms, so I’m gonna wait and hope.

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[noesa]

*makes a snow duck* *makes a snow duck* *makes a snow duck* *makes a sn

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[strangercore]

[myrauwu]

Insomnia sucks

Lying in bed for hours hoping sleep hits you is the most miserable thing I swear to god.

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Especially relevant right now

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Me whenever I feel anxiety

[well-this-is-my-legacy]

[blextrophy]

[icecoldorangejuice]

5:38am

[cungadero]

mini m&ms are better than normal ones bc they cater to the very specific urge to eat colorful aquarium gravel

[actuallyborderlinee]

loving me must be so fucking hard i am so fucking sorry

[laszlos-deactivated20250927]

I still remember that one christian summer camp i went to were they had a guy dress up as jesus so you could befriend/take pictures with and then they fucking crucified him at the end of the week

[laszlos-deactivated20250927]

Sorry this is so out of the blue but it was like a memory that just slapped me in the face

[doctor-roman]

Hey Rhon what the fuck

[seras-sanctum-deactivated202005]

Oh yeah no I’ve definitely seen something like that

[kuronokei-deactivated20161109]

rappers describing their favorite tattoos (x)

[restekova]

did you see his instagram post he made when he got them originally?

(x)

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