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Maybe filling my friend’s DMs with all my mcci yapping has been too much

Time to recover this thought dumpster?

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Since this seems like a pin I’m gonna put every tag I’ve used more than once lol

#dyna diary - interesting dyna games of the day

#m’s dyna - general dyna stuff

#m’s mcci - non-dyna, mcci stuff (probably fishing)

#m yaps - non-dyna, generic stuff (also “#yapping to the void”. I mix them up a lot lol)

#myri sketches - for the once in a blue moon doodles that make it to this acc (but mostly skin posting)

#unc smp - stuff about uncharted :D

#tourney tales - events and competition stuff

#vent - self-descriptive lol

…is there any other tag lol I forgot

#started the tags wanting to not bust my identity but I put dyna screenshots every other post so it doesn’t matter lol- anyways hi I’m myri #or myriad- local no life dynaball grinder who is still incredibly bad at the game despite 3k+ games played lol #yea almost everything here is about the best game on mcci /hj

Oh and also forgot about dyna diary oops

New 4k solo win that started as a 2v6 with lost… Except she died right before the end of the storm :( I was able to easily clean off the last person after that but it was a bit sad

And then it was blue crown party time :D had another 4k game in a dsl 3v7 where we brought it down to a 3v1 but our last opponent was flames and it was ggs :,D

Lots of fun games aside from that one :D except it got soured by that last game…

#dyna diary #And also fun fact: not eating breakfast is bad for one’s dyna performance #very tested fact

Assholes aside, when will I be able to afford mcci+… :(

When I had 2.7m it was at 2.8m, and when I have 3.1m it’s at 3.2m… And honestly the prices are so inflated it feels like a scam anyway

#been saving for it ever since I sold the shard #but also the prices are so crazy I don’t want to buy them even if I had enough #m’s mcci

My hate is a bit irrational but I can’t do it anymore

maybe they’ve changed to a better attitude recently (I have no idea since I have them on ignore) but the damage to me in the past was done. No way of fixing it. Breaking that friendship is finally letting me stop masking away that damage. Except it got masked away for so long it fermented to stronger and more negative feelings

#‘why didn’t you talk about it instead of just hiding it?’#the answer would just be ‘I’m so sorry you feel this way but this is how I am and there’s no way of changing it’#and a ‘headpats’. Which I also hate but ‘I just need to send this to express my feelings’#vent #that continues and isn’t stopping.#Actually fuck it I’m compiling the dark DMs tomorrow I can’t anymore #if anyone finds it then it’s not my bad #actually I’m making a new tag for this kind of venting #about that fuckass mf #there you go

Actually yeah. Why the hell are they suddenly trying to befriend everyone. With my prior knowledge this feels as weird as crimson cheering for me in that 1v1 I had a bit ago

Did their head got hit and changed their attitude? Did they finally realize that spamming every game with negativity and tantrums suck?

Maybe it got to do with them finding people’s twitch streams… ik they’ve always wanted to watch people play dyna instead of playing themselves, and they’ve always been good at being a nice and active twitch chatter…

Still I hate this.

… sorry I just need to throw a tantrum really quickly.

I FUCKING HATE THIS I HATE THIS SO MUCH

Done.

#about that fuckass mf #Anyways sending that invite link to the dyna dc was the worst decision I’ve made in my life #m yaps

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How that asshole has successfully integrated themselves in the dynaball community gives me reason to believe that if people like crimson or janus were in the dyna dc they could probably do the same

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Perfect fresh example

Like yeah I’m soooo happy to read that after losing a 1v4 /sarcasm

I can ignore them on island but not like I can ban them from friends’ twitch chat… fml

#about that fuckass mf #Maybe I’m just being oversensitive but I 100% read that as mocking #especially because it comes from them #Would like to say a lot more but it would sound like I’m throwing a tantrum for no reason #The f bomb I dropped in chat was very meant with my full heart though #I hate how they are very successfully befriending everyone #because I don’t want to be in the same space as them but they are invading the spaces I was comfortable in #Didnt this mf talk about how they would rather all lobbies be ppl they don’t know and they hate the friendly interaction why are they doing #this now. fuck my stupid mongey life #One day I should just compile a ton of stuff that was in our DMs and dump here. Its evil to leak private conversations but #not like anyone sees this blog anyway #idek I finally name dropped them on this blog #vent #m’s dyna

In search of an old post I made somewhere I’ve realized how my typing tone has calmed down so much in the past few months

#m yaps #who’s that guy who yells in all caps and writes the most cringy and melodramatic posts #not me. definitely not me

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How that asshole has successfully integrated themselves in the dynaball community gives me reason to believe that if people like crimson or janus were in the dyna dc they could probably do the same

#adding onto that #it might have been with the way and extent of their reaction too #for example #sometimes when I 1vX and an opponent came close to dying but didn’t they talk about it in chat and I won’t get mad at all #(At most I get disappointed at myself)#But they would just go ‘WOO HOO’ and yell in all caps and send about 5 messages about how I didn’t kill them #And at that moment I’d just want to strangle them and then myself #Their talk patterns literally trigger me now- I flinch and cringe at the use of stuff like ‘WOO HOO’#or ‘headpats’ (never liked that even when we were friends but now I frown when I see that word. Ig that’s also why I can’t go back to mcsr)#or the excessive use of :3 (So many people use it I had to train myself to tolerate it but if I see it spammed I want to puke)#anyways I don’t like thinking about this topic. I shall just leave it here #about that fuckass mf

How that asshole has successfully integrated themselves in the dynaball community gives me reason to believe that if people like crimson or janus were in the dyna dc they could probably do the same

#about that fuckass mf #Or maybe I just knew that guy long enough that I learned how much of an asshole they are #And also just played too much during the times they played and read way too much of the bullshit they sent in chat #I have no idea if they changed their attitude but they already instinctually pmo so I can’t tell anymore #Like last time the were loudly cheering ‘good job team’ after their extremely broken team steamrolled mine and I got so tilted #But then I thought and realized I wouldn’t have been that tilted had someone else said the same #(still mad? yea. It wasn’t as if it was a hard fight- they just wrecked a poor team due to balance gap. But not that pissed)#But anyway they will remain on the ignore list. Only saw that message because I had to unignore them in a plobby and as soon as that #happened I /ignore’d them again and life was peaceful once again

Realized I was one level away from filling weekly vault but dyna is not really queuing + I’m playing ass anyway

So now I’m resorting to fishing with xp magnet and speedy rod😭

#m’s mcci #it’s 2am and I’m desperate

In today’s dynaball: getting steamrolled by Steamroller 3000

#dyna diary #did meg download the ‘better steamrolling’ dlc today #because he’s hard dominating today #like he already dominates but not as badly as today… bro got more dreadlords today than me in my lifetime #even brought back greatmax… double steamrolling

I was pillaring up in deep sea lurker and accidentally pillared right into lost’s island… then a tnt came, spleefed her and soon after she died

I feel so bad😭😭😭😭😭

#1v5 was my karma for that game #except I didn’t have anything left so I just instadied #dyna diary

First game post short break and I get into a best wall 1v2

Except I had 5 stacks of blocks a cannon 3 tnt drops and a levi and I also quadruple stuck unknown and that felt disgusting

#dyna diary #75 stick bonus but all of them were from the last minute #lobby was a fairly unbalanced so I armed myself fully prepared for a 1v5 or something similar #except it was a 1v2 and lost died from one stick #so then it became a game of bullying unknown with all my saved up utils combined😭

If I had a nickel for every time I successfully 1v1’d meg in a game where someone had 7 kills and lost I’d have 2 nickels. Which isn’t a lot but it’s weird it happened twice

I was rooting for a dawn 8k ace badly since when they got like, the 4th kill? And then the numbers went racking up… until they died :( I was out of resources too when I won (just levied onto a singular floating block with no more blocks in inventory) so not like I had resources to spare them… Unfortunate

Also I got an armada 4k today wow (and lost lol)

#dyna diary #it auto suggested ‘another 5k’ when I was typing ‘an armada 4k’ lol #I wish

Logging off dyna but my brain is still dyna-pilled

（又名：我为什么要去看荒野乱斗的新动画短片…）（没办法梅格这个名字在我这里已经和某逮那堡人极高度绑定了更何况短片里还有个麦克斯😭）

#m yaps #我都半年没打这游戏了我为什么要看这个

I just got another 5k at the cost of trolling so badly I killed half of my team

#dyna diary #not proud of that at all #and also loons. that hasn’t happened in a while #loons is trying to fight back the jenga propaganda…

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