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heyo , my name is jj and this is independent tommy merlyn of the cw's arrowverse. this blog is mutually exclusive, highly selective, and slow reply. my portrayal is primarily headcanon-based with inspirations drawn s1 and years of nonsense. please be sure to read my rules under the cut before following or interacting. this blog is 21+ and may contain nsfw content.

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#* 𝗼𝗼𝗰. / pinned ›› ouch don't poke me.

How old were you when the guitar hero crowd booed at you for trying your best? - lois

❝ .... ❞

❝ .......maybe 14? ❞

#manysigns #meme reply.

Beauty gets the attention but personality gets the heart.

tommy h u f f s a laugh, meeting her eyes in the reflection of the mirror before looking back to his reflection. he adjusts his tie and then turns his face, taking a more critical look as he replies, ❝ i appreciate the confirmation that i'm more than just a pretty face to you ... but a news slot is really all about catching and keeping that attention. ❞ he sighs, turning away from the mirror to face dinah. tommy idly t w i s t s his wedding band around his finger as he turns to his wife. ❝ so is this good? or should i have gone with the blue suit? ❞ he questions, brows pulling together slightly.

#wyhlds #dinhlnce #* 𝘃. / alt canon | ft. dinhlnce ›› darling if you only knew.#meme reply.

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♡ TWITTER FINDS - VOL. 5

adult themes / language tw. customize as you need / wish !

I watched a large ant and a small ant fight over a piece of poison bait today. Truly no winners there.

You ever finish your day and realize your shirts been backward the whole time…? Yeah. Me too.

So, lemme get this straight, there are people for whom regular social interaction is… easy?

Ex’s be like, “I’m over you,” then go date a knock off version of you.

How old were you when the guitar hero crowd booed at you for trying your best?

I forgive myself for the way I let people treat me when i didn’t know any better.

There’s always gonna be someone that doesn’t like you, don’t let It bother you.

What is procrastination, if not relaxation persevering?

Sorry I didn’t text you back, I wasn’t in the mood to exist.

Just saw a raccoon pop its head out of a storm drain like Pennywise and it’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me.

That awkward moment when someone calls you sweetie.

Dreams do come true if you believe, but you have to make your move.

Sometimes waiting for the weekend is better than the weekend itself.

A sign you are a grown up is when you realize, school is actually more fun than work.

Don’t fall in love. It’s bad.

3 words 8 letters, “I got food.”

That awkward moment when you get mad at someone, slam the door, then you realize you forgot something, so you have to go back.

Admit it. You love the songs that describe exactly what you are feeling.

I really don’t care about the party. I only came for free food.

I stay up late every night, regret it in the morning, and the next day I do it all over again.

Never apologize for saying what you feel. That’s like saying sorry for being real.

Is it possible to party alone?

Imagine if it was possible to find out everyone who secretly had a crush on you.

Beauty gets the attention but personality gets the heart.

#memes.

now that i'm back i'm thinking of ✨ experimenting ✨

so what if i tried first person..

#ooc.#i might forget to do it sometimes but.....🤔

40 emails later and i've arrived

#ooc.#i hate this

❝ felicity ... ❞ tommy begins, hands held up as if trying not to s p o o k her as he takes a few slow steps into the kitchen. his brows are raised, eyes flicking to the carton in her hands. ❝ put down ... the ice cream ... ❞ he continues, approaching her and slowly taking it out of her hands as if she was a flighty animal. the second the carton is in his own hands he relaxes and shifts to lean against the counter across from her. he reaches into a drawer to pull out a clean spoon and then helps himself to some of the ice cream. ❝ was it really that bad? ❞ he questions, looking back to her. while he didn't doubt it, there was part of him that hoped maybe there was a g l i t c h in the universe and somehow it was some big mistake. but when was that ever the case?

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#felicitymegan #* 𝗶𝗰. / starter ›› take me back to the start.#verse tbd #idk what happened but don't eat your feelings #because i'd like you to share the ice cream #sorry felicity #also hi ily

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GINNY & GEORGIA Raymond Ablack in S1E3 — Next Level Rich People Shit

#* 𝗶𝗰 / faceclaim ›› chances are tonight you've already got plans.#* 𝗰𝗵 / tommy merlyn. ›› walking with his head down.

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🐝 * ― 𝑨𝑽𝑨𝑻𝑨𝑹: 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑳𝑨𝑺𝑻 𝑨𝑰𝑹𝑩𝑬𝑵𝑫𝑬𝑹 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛ i'm angry at myself! ❜ ❛ it's easy to do nothing, it's hard to forgive. ❜ ❛ you miscalculated. i love them more than i fear you. ❜ ❛ there is nothing wrong with letting the people who love you help you. ❜ ❛ but now you're not letting yourself feel anything. i know sometimes it hurts more to hope and it hurts more to care. but you have to promise me that you won't stop caring. ❜ ❛ my own mother thought i was a monster ... she was right of course, but it still hurt. ❜ ❛ in the darkness, hope is something you give yourself. ❜ ❛ never forget who you are, for surely the world won't. ❜ ❛ why am i so bad at being good? ❜ ❛ it is important to draw wisdom from different places. if you take it from only one place, it becomes rigid and stale. ❜ ❛ sometimes the best way to solve your own problems is to help someone else. ❜ ❛ and now you have come to the crossroads of destiny. it's time for you to choose. ❜ ❛ you may not always see the light at the end of the tunnel, but if you keep moving, you will come to a better place. ❜ ❛ protection and power are overrated. i think you are very wise to choose happiness and love. ❜ ❛ get over here, [ name ]. being part of the group also means being part of group hugs. ❜ ❛ stop! stop it right now! what's wrong with you? we don't have time for fun and games with the war going on. ❜ ❛ i'm too young to die! ❜ ❛ in my country, we exchange a pleasant 'hello' before asking questions. ❜ ❛ i didn't know what or when, but i knew i'd know it when i knew it! ❜ ❛ the past can be a great teacher. ❜ ❛ when we hit our lowest point, we are open to the greatest change. ❜ ❛ there really is no fathoming the depths of my hatred for this place. ❜ ❛ failure is only the opportunity to try again, only more wisely this time. ❜ ❛ i wanted to take out all of my anger on them. but i couldn't. i don't know if it's because i'm too weak ... or if it's because i'm strong enough not to. ❜ ❛ look [ name ], you're going to fail a lot before things work out. even though you will fail over and over again, you have to try every time. you can't quit because you're afraid you might fail. ❜ ❛ while it is always best to believe in oneself, a little help from others can be a great blessing. ❜ ❛ you must never give in to despair. allow yourself to slip down that road, and you surrender to your lowest instincts. ❜ ❛ if we knew each other back then, do you think we could have been friends too? ❜ ❛ you know, [ name ], i don't care what anyone else says about you. you're pretty smart. ❜ ❛ if i try, i fail. if i don't try, i'm never going to get it. ❜ ❛ let your anger out, and then let it go. forgive him. ❜ ❛ pride is not the opposite of shame, but rather its source. true humility is the only antidote to shame. ❜ ❛ life happens wherever you are, whether you make it or not. ❜ ❛ the greatest illusion of this world is the illusion of separation. things you think are separate and different are actually one and the same. ❜ ❛ you stand alone. that has always been your greatest weakness. ❜ ❛ bad skin? normal teenagers worry about bad skin, i don't have that luxury. ❜ ❛ in my dream, we were right in the middle of the invasion, and you stopped to use the bathroom. we die because of your tiny bladder. ❜ ❛ you need to find someone who waits and listens before striking. ❜ ❛ everyone has to be treated like they're worth giving a chance. ❜ ❛ i don't need luck, though. i don't want it. i've always had to struggle and fight, and that's made me strong. it's made me who i am. ❜

#memes.

❝ well well well, this is unexpected, ❞ tommy muses, brows furrowing slightly as he notes the familiar face. he'd been told someone was waiting for him he'd been expecting quite literally a n y o n e else. it wasn't as though she was an unwanted guest, she merely wasn't a regular one. ❝ everything ... okay ? ❞

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#saralans #* 𝗶𝗰. / starter ›› take me back to the start.#verse tbd.#i wasn't sure timeline wise what would make the most sense so i just went vague enough that it could literally be anything

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RAYMOND ABLACK as Brandon Love in the Villa (2022) dir. Mark Steven Johnson

#* 𝗶𝗰 / faceclaim ›› chances are tonight you've already got plans.#* 𝗰𝗵 / tommy merlyn. ›› walking with his head down.

things were still new between the pair, and in some ways that made it feel awfully delicate. like all it would take was one slip of the tongue, names typically left unsaid lingering between them. while he could argue till he's b l u e in the face that laurel had nothing to feel guilty about, she'd been wronged and then lost so much. but in tommy's case, he had plenty to feel sorry about. he wasn't sure how many years post even a break-up it was acceptable to date your best friend's ex. and in this case, it wasn't a break-up. or it was a break-up with l i f e if he really wanted to be juvenile about it.

while had every right in the world, he was crossing a l i n e . a line he'd never even dreamed about crossing. despite the spatterings of times in their childhoods when the crush was more so shared, or when oliver and laurel had started dating. tommy had known that she chose oliver, and he was happy for both of them. they were perfect together. he'd moved on, and instead they were both his best friends. until one party. one night. one song. and now they were d i f f e r e n t .

tommy wasn't sure how long they'd even really been ' dating ' at this point, because some argued it started way before they'd even gone to dinner. but it had been going on long enough that even he didn't second guess, wondering if she'd stay after their new years party. their party, this time. dinah had officially been a host with him, it was their party. a lance-merlyn extravaganza he knew would set the year off perfectly based on how much glitter and confetti was embedded into the carpet of his living room.

he'd woken first that morning and had started to pick up around the house, picking empty bottles and discarded glasses. he glances over the p o l a r o i d s littering tables where guests had taken advantage of the cameras about. he knew a few of his own favorites were already in the drawer of his bedside table. candids of dinah, a few of them together pulling faces. one of her dozing on his shoulder that he'd snuck near the end of the night.

he doesn't make much progress before he's lounging on the couch, checking his email on his phone. he looks up towards the hall when he hears the familiar creak of the floor boards. a l a z y smile pulls at the corner of his mouth as she enters the room. he doesn't think as he changes his posture on the couch to make room for her to join him at his side. ❝ hey, ❞ he greets in lieu of good morning, keeping his voice low for the sake of both of their hangovers. ❝ i think we went overboard on glitter ... okay i went overboard on the glitter. i'm pretty sure my carpet is just going to sparkle until i move. ❞

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#dinhlnce #* 𝗶𝗰. / starter ›› take me back to the start.#* 𝘃. / alt canon | ft. dinhlnce ›› darling if you only knew.

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🐝 * ― 𝑪𝑨𝑹𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺. ( add " + " to reverse the action. )

❛ do you want to tell me about your day? ❜ ❛ here, you look like you're freezing. ❜ ❛ i love you just the way you are, and i'm here to remind you of that whenever you need to hear it. ❜ ❛ i promise i'll always be here if you need me. ❜ ❛ i wish i could take away all your pain. ❜ ❛ i'll stand by you, no matter what challenges may come our way. ❜ ❛ i'm gonna make sure nothing bad will ever happen to you. ❜ ❛ if you need a shoulder to lean on or someone to listen, i'm here. ❜ ❛ if you need someone to talk to i'm always just one phone call away. ❜ ❛ it's okay. i've got you. you're safe now. ❜ ❛ it's okay to feel this way, we've all been there. ❜ ❛ it's okay to lean on others for support occasionally. ❜ ❛ just let me take care of you for a bit. ❜ ❛ no matter what happens, you'll always have a place in my heart. ❜ ❛ what do you need me to do to make you feel better? ❜ ❛ you can always ask me for help if you need it. ❜ ❛ you just relax and let me do the rest. you deserve a break. ❜ ❛ you look like you could use a hug. ❜ ❛ you're always taking care of me so no it's my turn to return the favor. ❜ ❛ you're not alone in this. i'm here for you, no matter what. ❜

[ blanket ] sender draping a blanket over receiver's shoulders [ breaths ] sender helping receiver to calm down by using breathing techniques [ compliment ] sender complimenting receiver to make them smile [ cry ] sender offering receiver a shoulder to cry on [ gift ] sender giving receiver a small gift [ hand ] sender holding receiver's hand while they're walking [ hug ] sender pulling receiver into a tight embrace [ injured ] sender helping an injured receiver with everyday tasks [ jokes ] sender trying to make receiver laugh [ kindness ] sender surprising receiver with random acts of kindness [ massage ] sender giving receiver a shoulder massage to tend to their sore muscles [ patterns ] sender drawing random patterns on receiver's skin [ pillow ] sender offering receiver to use them as a pillow [ scars ] sender gently tracing receiver's scars [ sick ] sender bringing a sick receiver whatever they need ( food / medicine / etc. ) [ steady ] sender wrapping an arm around receiver's waist to steady them [ support ] sender quietly sitting down next to receiver to let them know they're there [ touch ] sender letting receiver know they're there through simple touch [ warmth ] sender pulling receiver into their arms to share body heat [ wound ] sender cleaning / bandaging receiver's wound(s)

#memes.

let's do a little STARTER CALL, and in case i have negative amounts of inspo i will also reblog some memes which are always great ways to get things goings.

#* 𝘰𝘰𝘤. / general. ›› i know it's 2024.

' you look handsome! ' " i try not to, it just keeps happening. "

#* 𝘰𝘰𝘤. / self promo. ›› validate my parking please.#indie rp #dc rp #dctv rp #i gave up and idc that you can tell xoxoxo i'm here tonight

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