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10.8.2018

It’s been awhile since I’ve been on here. My bio definitely says I’m still 28, lol. I’ll be 30 in a few months, but who’s counting?

I randomly decided to download the app again because I really do miss blogging. It’s so relaxing. And I have to admit that I love being able to go back and read my personal blog posts. It’s insane how quickly the years are going by. Cameron and I celebrated our 7 year wedding anniversary in July. And it will be 14 years together in March. How am I old enough for this? For real.

We’re pretty much settled at our new base.. I mean, we’ve been here for nearly two years. We moved after my dad was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer. And we will be moving yet again within the next 6 months or so. Bring it on!

Speaking of daddy, we got our miracle, y’all. Inoperable, incurable, terminal cancer with a prognosis of 6-12 months. That was 2 years ago in July. Well, my dad is kind of a badass. His last set of scans showed all clear - normal. NORMAL. The tumor is gone and there are no signs of cancer. His oncologist calls him his miracle. It still gives me chills when I think about it!

My health still pretty much sucks, but I have an awesome support system! They make it easier. I had an anaphylactic reaction to Remicade last August so they switched me to Humira - which was amazing. Unfortunately 3 months later I failed that, as well. I started Entyvio infusions in March of this year and at the beginning of August I started to get some relief! It’s been a little wonky these last few weeks, but I’m praying it’ll kick in since I just got an infusion last week.

We’re no closer to being able to have a baby than we were two years ago, unfortunately. Watching your friends and family get pregnant and start their sweet little families is hard, y’all. I’m so beyond happy for them, but at the same time I can get a little jealous. I hate admitting it, but it’s the truth. I’ve wanted to be a mom for so long. I’m nearly 30 now. And honestly, we don’t know if it’s going to happen. I just let the emotions come whenever they do and accept that this is a part of my life - a part of my struggle. Thankfully I get to be a part of so many babies’ lives and I’ll never take it for granted.

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