A Kinky Cat

Would you like to hear a secret?

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Sometimes it’s like you’re all in my head. Like I must have made you up over night. Some kind of fever dream that never really existed. To everyone else you are only a figment of my imagination. Gone with the wind. The time we spent together slips through my fingers like sand. The memories flutter away like butterflies and soon I cannot even remember your face or the sound of your voice. Days turn into nights and the touch of your hand turns into dreams. And what a beautiful bittersweet dream it was.

[mysecretsexythots]

I only want to love something that loves me.

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It’s the things that I know I can’t take back, that I long to say the most.

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You make me feel like a kid again. Running through the play ground underneath the sun. The smell of mulch in the air and the feeling of dirt on my hands and knees. I am vulnerable. I am free.

[mysecretsexythots]

Crying over you is like crying over spilt milk. . . . But it’s my party and I’ll cry if I want to.

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You’ve only called me baby girl once, but once was enough to ruin my life.

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I’m pitiful and lonely. Where o where art my Toucan Sam?

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Is it really so terrible that I miss how you used to ruin everything?

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It’s crazy how your biggest enemies are those you used to love the most 💔

[mysecretsexythots]

The scariest thing is when everything is moving around you but you’re standing still. It’s the most out of control helpless feeling in the world. I’m waiting, for the next precognition to strike me. And after that I know I’ll be waiting even longer. They say you find it exactly when you aren’t looking for it. That’s true, but I can still know it’s coming. I may not know when or how or why, but I know. And that’s why it’s so hard to stop looking.

[mysecretsexythots]

I know that I now want you in every possible way, and almost all the time. I try to think of other things like I used to but it doesn’t seem to work. I dream of impossible things. Regardless of that I am enjoying you in the moment. Constantly dreaming of the best time I will kiss you.

[mysecretsexythots]

I don’t want to be what I was before you or without you. Now all I want is to be yours.

[mysecretsexythots]

I know these memories will haunt you, just like they’ll haunt me.

[mysecretsexythots]

Miss me?

[mysecretsexythots]

On days like this, I just want to alleviate all of my stress with you. . .

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He’s got a body like a Greek god, eyes like oceans, lips as soft as rose petals, and hands that could tell a million stories. . .and he’s all mine ❤️

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The fact that your smell will eventually wear off my sheets makes me sad.