Hey y'all!! It's Wolfie here :3. You may recognize me from my original selfship blog, that one will still be up! Just moving stuff to here for better organization. Minors and Antis are not welcome here!!
Adult (20+), Taurus & Year of the Snake, Demiflux - They / Them, AroAce Fictoromantic / Fictosexual, & Big Proshipper who believes in Don't Like: Don't Read / Don't Look.
TW: (some of these are not tagged) Dead Dove: Do Not Eat (as a whole for my entire blog), Yandere, Gore, Interspecies, Pokephilia, Incest, Age Gaps, Kodocon (Loli & Shota), Age Regression (Sfw & NSFW), and a whole bunch of other things I can't think of atm..
I have 3,739 f/o's; most (if not all) of them I WHOLEHEARTEDLY refer to as my partners. Yes, I'm well aware they're fictional. That being said, it doesn't change the fact I see them as my IRL Partners. A small group of my f/o's are either platonic or familial.
I don't mind doubles, hell, I even encourage you to ship with the character we share! I will not tolerate you harassing me over us sharing though. You'll be auto-blocked if you do that. I'm working on a ship list for specific partners for people to blacklist. I don't know when it'll be done though, so..
Tag Update!! :3
the wolf can talk?! - casual chats and updates
gnawing on my bone 🦴 - answering asks
wolfie’s pack o’ partners: spicy edition 🐺🌶️ - all around tag for nsfw ask games that I partake in
fur's tattered and matted 🐺🩸 - for dark content like abuse or rapeplay
caching my leftovers 🐺🍖 - for incest, ye ol’ fart kink, piss play, scat mentions, burping, etc. (shrug)
a pups playpen 🐺🛝 - for age regression, adbl, daddy dom, mommy dom,
how can I be free if I can't be cringe? 📓 - fandom related stuff, writing ideas
Kissing headcanons for Ray from Recusrive Dreams, please and thank you?
A/N: Again, the gif is mine. Also these are pretty short, hope that's ok! Got my writing spark back again for now, let's hope it will carry! (It's 4am and I'm writing)
KISSING WITH RAY:
He’s not much of a kisser
He’s also not affectionate in traditional sense
He prefers showing his affection by not being a total asshole at you, like he’s with everyone else
He’s much like “I hate everyone but you” trope
But if he does kiss you
It’s usually after you were in danger
He appears to be tough and cold to most people
But he’s also kinda a surprise softie if he’s comfortable with someone/actually loves someone
Kinda = again, he’s not a softie in traditional sense, he isn’t coddling you
It just means he’s protective if needed and gets angry at you if you’re reckless, and throws you a blanket if he notices you’re feeling cold
(He’s always afraid of losing you but he just doesn’t say it aloud)
But back to kissing
If you’re a kisser, he’s not against it
He doesn’t hate kissing
It’s just that he’s usually not initiating it
Kisses are usually pecks accompanied with a snort from him
It’s heated sometimes, sure, but it’s not very common
(Heated kissing usually means it’s leading to more)
He isn’t the hickey type of guy because he doesn’t like “parading his partner around” as he worded it
Because the scowl he lies on anyone who tries to flirt with you is enough for people to back off
He can do some for you if you want him to, if you feel like it’d keep people away from flirting
But he’s not doing them unless you ask him
And as I stated earlier, after danger he’s initiating it
He kisses you hard and chastises you for throwing yourself in danger like that
He just can’t bear the thought of losing you
(Again, his inner surprise softie is calling ^^)
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How he goes from playful to deadly in an instant. His intensity. And the way he says: “Everyone thinks you’re a good girl, but I know what you are.” will make you swoon. 😍
i feel like we are missing out on accidental hotboxing. i want to be stuck with the gas. maybe we're in a car and someone ate something that disagreed with them, or theyre a nervous farter. either way, i want to be forced to inhale the stench. i dont want to have a choice
#love this shit.#stuck behind in an air vent#trapped in a closet#sneaking in the bushes with them and having to muffle the sound with your nose to not get spotted.#cars windows wont work#you’re hiding behind their sofa planning a prank and now you’re too embarrassed to reveal yourself while theyve been ripping ass#jsharing a sleeping bag or tent#studying for a bi g test/group project together in a booked room at the library
WHY WOULD YOU HIDE THIS IN THE TAGS HELLOOOOOO
got this new thing for domestic type farting. You coming home from a long day of work and unloading your sore stomach on my face, gassing me out as I sniff and eat your farts.
01 . ⠀⠀ ˚ ﹒ ૮ ⠀⠀⠀━╋⠀⠀𖤝 summary ::⠀⠀everyone knows you’re billy butcher’s girl, especially ben. what starts as ben flirting just to piss billy off turns into something much filthier when billy realizes you enjoy the attention more than you’ll admit. || 21k
02 . ⠀⠀ ˚ ﹒ ૮ ⠀⠀⠀━╋⠀⠀𖤝 content warnings ::⠀⠀billy butcher x fem!reader x ben . established relationship with billy . jealousy . possessive billy . ben being a menace . rough sex . manhandling . degradation . praise . daddy/dada . choking / breath play . face slapping . tit slapping . nipple play . spit . oral sex . balls sucking . messy blowjobs . double penetration . creampie . cum eating . cum feeding . taking pictures during sex . exhibitionism / being watched . dirty talk . overstimulation . humiliation .
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EVERYONE KNOWS YOU'RE Billy Butcher’s girl, and the funny thing is that Billy acts like he hasn’t spent months making sure of it. He doesn’t announce it with flowers or pretty words, because that isn’t Billy and it never has been.
He announces it with his hand at the small of your back whenever someone steps too close, with the way he passes you his glass without asking because he already knows you’ll steal a sip, with the way his eyes track you across every room like losing sight of you is personally offensive.
He isn’t soft by nature, not in a way most people recognize, but you know the shape of his tenderness better than anyone. It looks like him making sure you’ve eaten before a mission, even when he claims he only ordered too much by accident.
It looks like him keeping your side of the bed warm when you come home late, even though he pretends he fell asleep there because the sofa was uncomfortable. It looks like him getting irritated when you thank him, as if being seen for the gentler parts of himself is worse than being shot at.
You tease him for it constantly, because teasing Billy is one of your favorite dangerous hobbies. He grumbles, calls you a pain in his arse, and still leans into you every time you touch him. That’s love, with Billy, rough around the edges and stubborn enough to survive anything.
Your relationship has never been easy, but easy has never been what you’ve wanted from him. Billy argues like he’s breathing, and half the time he seems to pick fights just so he can have a reason to pull you close afterward.
He’s made you furious more times than you can count, usually by shutting down the second something matters too much. You’ve thrown cushions at his head, slammed doors, stolen his coat out of spite, and told him he’s impossible while he stood there with that awful little smile that said he already knew you weren’t leaving.
He’s called you trouble so many times the word has started to sound like a pet name. You’ve called him a bastard in five different tones, and he knows exactly which one means you’re actually angry and which one means you want him closer.
That’s the thing about Billy, he listens badly until he doesn’t. He misses the obvious emotional conversation, then remembers the tiniest detail about how you take your tea. He can be brutal, careless, sharp, and maddening, but with you, he tries. It isn’t always pretty, but it’s real.
Most people think Billy is the possessive one because he’s louder about it, but you’ve got your own habits too. You notice when he’s too quiet, when his jokes get crueler because something’s dug under his skin, when his shoulders sit higher than usual under his coat. You know when to push and when to wait him out.
You know how to touch his wrist when he’s spiraling without making him feel trapped. You know when his anger is anger and when it’s fear wearing boots. He hates how easily you read him, but he trusts you with it too, and that matters more than any pretty confession could.
Sometimes, when the room is crowded and awful and loud, Billy looks at you once and something in him settles. You’ve seen it happen too many times to pretend it doesn’t. You’re his soft place to land, even if he’d rather chew glass than say it in front of anyone. He’s yours too, though you usually tell him that in quieter ways.
Ben had noticed all of it almost immediately, because Ben noticed things people wished he wouldn’t. He’d seen Billy’s hand curl around the back of your neck during an argument with Frenchie, not tight enough to hurt, just firm enough to remind everyone where you stood.
He’d seen the way you leaned into Billy without thinking, as natural as breathing, like your body trusted him before your mind had to check. He’d seen Billy pass you food from his own plate and pretend it was because you were hovering. He’d seen you roll your eyes and steal another bite anyway.
Ben had watched that strange little domestic ritual with open amusement, his gaze moving between the two of you like he’d found something worth poking. At first, you’d assumed he was only interested because Billy hated being studied.
That made sense, since Ben seemed to live for making Billy’s jaw tick. Then he’d looked at you a little too long, smiled like he’d caught you at something, and called you sweetheart. That was when the problem had started.
Your relationship with Ben had never become friendship in any normal, respectable sense of the word. It was more like tolerance with sharp edges, the kind of arrangement that only worked because neither of you admitted it worked at all.
He was loud, smug, old-fashioned in all the worst ways, and so certain of himself that it made your teeth itch. He walked into rooms like he owned the floorboards, the air, and everyone’s attention by default. He made comments that earned him immediate death stares, drank from bottles that weren’t his, and had the nerve to look entertained when people snapped at him.
You’d told him to shut up before breakfast more than once. He’d told you that you were cute when you were bossy, which had almost gotten him stabbed with a butter knife.
You’d called him a walking midlife crisis with super strength. He’d laughed like that was the nicest thing anyone had said to him all week. Somehow, against all good sense, that had become a rhythm.
The awful thing was that Ben didn’t treat your irritation like rejection. He treated it like conversation. If you snapped at him, he leaned in with that grin, pleased you’d given him something to work with. If you ignored him, he made it his personal mission to become impossible to ignore.
If you rolled your eyes, he watched your mouth like he was waiting for the smile you were trying to bury. He liked getting a reaction out of you, and you knew that, but you also knew there were different kinds of attention.
Sometimes he was only winding you up because Billy was nearby and easy to provoke. Sometimes his eyes stayed on you even after Billy had left the room. Sometimes he asked what you thought before anyone else did, then pretended he didn’t care about the answer. Sometimes he remembered things you’d said days before and used them later, casually, like he hadn’t been listening at all. That was harder to dismiss.
You’d enjoyed it, though you’d rather have swallowed a live grenade than admit that to anyone. You liked being able to get under Ben’s skin, especially because he acted like nothing touched him. You liked that his grin faltered for half a second when you hit back with the right words.
You liked the little spark of victory when he laughed despite himself, like you’d dragged the sound out of him against his will. You liked that he looked at you as if you weren’t just Billy’s girl, not just the soft thing standing beside a dangerous man, but someone dangerous in your own right.
It did something to you, being seen that way. It made you feel sharper, brighter, less easy to place in the neat little box people kept trying to put you in. You told yourself it was harmless because you’d never crossed a line. You told yourself it was only attention, and attention didn’t have to mean anything. The problem was that Billy had noticed long before you’d finished convincing yourself.
Billy had started watching in that quiet way that always meant trouble. He hadn’t exploded, which made you more nervous than if he had. Billy had a temper like a lit match in a petrol station, so when he chose silence, it meant he was gathering information. He saw the way your shoulders squared whenever Ben entered a room.
He saw the way your voice changed, not softer, not sweeter, but quicker and more alive. He saw the way your mouth twitched when Ben said something stupid enough to be funny. He saw the way you looked away when you were close to laughing, like denying Ben the satisfaction mattered more than the laugh itself.
He saw the way Ben noticed too, and that made something dark and interested move behind Billy’s eyes. He didn’t like Ben, not in any simple sense, but Billy wasn’t simple either. There was jealousy there, yes, but there was also curiosity.
What turned Billy on more than he wanted to admit was the contradiction of you. You acted so sweet with everyone else, all gentle hands, warm looks, and careful words. You remembered who took sugar in their tea, checked wounds without making a fuss, and softened your voice when someone needed kindness more than sarcasm.
Then Ben opened his mouth, and suddenly there you were with teeth. You didn’t melt under his attention, at least not where anyone could see. You snapped back, challenged him, made him work for every little reaction he got from you.
Billy saw the flicker under all that sweetness, the part of you that enjoyed being provoked because it gave you permission to stop pretending you were harmless. It did something to him, knowing you weren’t as innocent as you looked.
It made his blood heat in a way he didn’t fully trust. It made him want to press on that hidden part of you and see what else came out.
He’d confronted you about it once, though Billy’s version of confrontation had started with him standing too close and pretending it was casual. It had been late, after Ben had left the flat with that smug grin still sitting on his face.
You’d been at the sink, rinsing mugs and muttering about men who couldn’t take a hint. Billy had leaned beside you, quiet enough that you knew he was about to say something unbearable. You’d looked at him from the corner of your eye and asked,
“What?” He’d lifted his brows like he was innocence itself, which was ridiculous on his face. “What, what?” he’d said, voice rough with amusement. You’d set the mug down slowly, because you already hated where this was going. “You’ve got that look,” you’d told him. Billy had smiled, and that was when you knew you were doomed.
He hadn’t rushed the point, because Billy enjoyed making you squirm when he knew he was right. He’d picked up the towel you’d abandoned, dried one of the mugs with unnecessary care, and let the silence stretch until you wanted to throw something at him.
“You enjoy it,” he’d said eventually, so calm it made your stomach dip. You’d turned toward him too quickly, and he’d caught that too. “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” you’d said, which had been the worst possible answer because it sounded guilty even to your own ears. Billy had hummed like a man who’d just been handed proof.
“Course you don’t,” he’d replied, setting the mug down. He’d stepped closer then, not crowding you exactly, but close enough that you could feel the heat of him.
“You act all sweet,” he’d said, his voice low and knowing, “then that smug bastard gives you a bit of attention, and suddenly you’re all lit up.” You’d hated how your face warmed before you could stop it.
You’d tried to argue, because of course you had. “Ben is annoying,” you’d said, folding your arms like that settled anything. Billy had nodded immediately, too agreeable to be trusted. “He is,” he’d said, like he was doing you the courtesy of confirming a weather report. That had made you narrow your eyes.
“He’s arrogant,” you’d added, needing the list to be longer, needing it to become a defense. Billy had dried his hands, slow and patient, before he looked back at you. “Very,” he’d agreed.
You’d felt cornered by his calm more than you would’ve by anger. “He’s unbearable,” you’d insisted, and Billy’s mouth had twitched. “Doesn’t mean you don’t enjoy puttin’ him in his place, love.”
That had stayed with you because he hadn’t sounded angry. He’d sounded amused, yes, but beneath that amusement had been something rougher, something that made your pulse trip even though you hadn’t wanted it to.
Billy had looked at you like he was seeing the part of you that you usually kept tucked away beneath kindness and composure. “You like it,” he’d said, moving close enough that his voice belonged only to you. “You like that he gives you something to bite.”
You’d told him to stop being smug, because that was easier than answering. He’d caught your chin lightly, not forcing you to look at him, just giving you the chance to refuse. You hadn’t refused, which he’d noticed.
“My sweet girl,” he’d murmured, and the words had sounded darker than they should’ve. “Not half as innocent as you act, are you?” You’d hated him a little for saying it, and you’d hated yourself more for liking that he knew.
After that, you’d tried harder to ignore Ben. That had lasted roughly twenty minutes. The next day, Ben had appeared in the kitchen while you were making coffee, all broad shoulders and smug timing, as if he’d been summoned by your worst instincts.
He’d reached over your head for a mug he could’ve taken from a lower shelf, and you’d stiffened on principle. “Relax,” he’d said, his voice too amused already. “I’m just getting coffee.” You’d turned your head enough to glare at him and told him, “Your arms broken?”
He’d looked down at you, close enough that you could smell smoke and soap on him. “Nope,” he’d replied, like he enjoyed making the word as unhelpful as possible. You’d shifted aside with a sharp little breath through your nose. “Then reach somewhere else,” you’d told him. Ben had grinned as if you’d just made his morning.
Billy had been at the table that day, pretending to read the paper. He hadn’t looked up immediately, and that was how you knew he was listening to every word. Ben had leaned against the counter, mug in hand, watching you pour coffee with a smile that should’ve been illegal.
“You always this bossy before noon?” he’d asked, voice warm with provocation. You hadn’t given him the satisfaction of turning around fully. “Only with men who need constant correction,” you’d said. Ben had laughed, low and delighted, and the sound had landed somewhere you’d refused to name.
“There she is,” he’d said, like he’d missed you. You’d told him to find a hobby that wasn’t bothering you. From the table, Billy had turned one page of the paper with slow precision. He hadn’t needed to look up for you to feel him noticing.
Those small moments had kept piling up, each one harmless on its own and impossible to ignore together. Ben had complimented your aim after a messy fight, and you’d told him even a broken clock was right twice a day.
He’d called you vicious, and you’d told him he sounded impressed. He’d said maybe he was, and you’d looked away too quickly. Billy had seen that. Another time, Ben had held a door open for you with exaggerated politeness, and you’d told him not to strain himself pretending to have manners.
He’d leaned closer as you passed and said he could be very well-mannered when he wanted to be. You’d scoffed, but your smile had betrayed you for half a second. Billy had been across the room, watching with his arms folded. Later, he’d kissed your temple and said nothing at all.
The fact that Billy said nothing became its own kind of pressure. You started noticing him noticing you, which only made every interaction with Ben feel more charged than it had any right to be. If Ben called you sweetheart, you heard Billy’s silence behind it. If you snapped back, you wondered whether Billy was amused or jealous or both.
If Ben made you smile, you buried it too late and felt Billy’s gaze catch the evidence. The strangest part was that Billy never pulled you away. He never told Ben to stop, not seriously, not in the way he could’ve if he’d truly wanted it over.
Sometimes he even looked as if he was waiting to see how far you’d go on your own. That made you nervous in a way you didn’t know what to do with. Billy was keeping something in his mind, turning it over, letting it become an idea. You knew him too well not to recognize that.
Tonight is supposed to be free from all of that. No missions, no blood drying under fingernails, no Ben lounging around like an arrogant ghost of bad decisions. It’s meant to be just you and Billy, the kind of night you’ve both been promising each other for days and nearly losing to chaos every time.
The flat is warm, and the outside world sits muffled beyond the windows, softened by rain against the glass. Billy stands in the kitchen with his sleeves rolled up, unpacking takeaway containers like the whole thing requires strategy.
You watch him from the doorway, wearing one of his shirts because you know exactly what it does to his concentration. He glances up once, eyes dragging over you before he pretends to focus on the food again.
“You’re distractin’ me,” he says, voice rough with false irritation. You lean against the frame and smile because you know he can hear it before he sees it. “You’re opening containers, Billy, not defusing a bomb.”
He gives you a look over his shoulder, and it’s so fond under the annoyance that it makes your chest ache. “Everything’s a bomb if you’re stupid enough,” he says. You walk closer, peering at the bags on the counter because you already suspect him of hiding the naan.
Billy shifts his body just slightly, blocking one bag with his hip, and that’s all the proof you need. “You’re gatekeeping bread,” you tell him.
He doesn’t even blink. “I’m preserving order.” You reach around him, and he catches your wrist with a speed that makes you laugh. “Thief,” he says, though his thumb rubs once over the inside of your wrist.
You tilt your head up at him, letting your voice go sweet on purpose. “I thought what’s yours is mine.” His eyes darken slightly, and his grip softens without letting go.
Billy looks at you for a beat too long, and the air changes the way it always does when he forgets to pretend he’s unaffected. “You’re trouble,” he says quietly. You smile because that word means more from him than most declarations would from anyone else.
“You keep me around anyway.” “Bad habit,” he replies, but his hand has already found your waist. You let him pull you a little closer, just enough that your shoulder brushes his chest. For a moment, everything is exactly what you wanted it to be.
There’s food on the counter, rain at the window, music playing low from the other room, and Billy warm beside you in the kitchen. His thumb rests at your waist through the loose fabric of his shirt, and his mouth hovers near your temple like he’s considering a kiss.
You’re about to tease him for being romantic against his will when someone knocks at the door. The sound cuts through the room hard enough to make you freeze.
Billy doesn’t freeze. That’s the first thing you notice, and it sends suspicion through you before the second knock even lands. He barely glances toward the door before reaching for his glass, too calm, too casual, too Billy when he’s already done something he knows you’ll complain about.
You pull back enough to look at him properly. “Were you expecting someone?” you ask. He takes a slow sip, eyes on you over the rim. “Might’ve been.” Your expression goes flat immediately. “Billy.” He lowers the glass, and the corner of his mouth twitches like he’s fighting a smile and losing.
“Yes, love?” You point toward the door without looking away from him. “Who is that?” The knock comes again, heavier this time, impatient in a way your stomach recognizes before your mind does.
A familiar voice carries through the door, muffled but unmistakably smug. “You two dead in there, or should I kick it in?” Your stomach drops, then twists into something you refuse to examine. Billy watches your face so closely that you know he sees both reactions.
“No,” you say at once, because there’s no other word available. His smile finally appears, small and private and infuriatingly pleased. “You don’t even know who it is.”
“I heard him, Billy.” From the other side of the door, Ben knocks again, like patience is a disease he refuses to catch. “Sweetheart,” he calls, dragging the name out because he knows exactly what it does to the room. “Tell Butcher to stop being a rude son of a bitch.”
You turn back to Billy slowly, and he has the nerve to look comfortable. “You invited him,” you say, not asking because the answer is already written all over his face. Billy lifts one shoulder as if this is a normal thing to do on your quiet night in. “I did.”
For a second, all you can do is stare at him. The rain taps against the windows, the music keeps playing, and your dinner sits open on the counter like this isn’t a betrayal of sacred takeaway privacy. “You invited Ben,” you repeat, slower this time, giving him the chance to hear how insane it sounds.
Billy’s gaze flicks briefly to the door, then returns to you with that dark, knowing warmth that’s been haunting you for days. “Thought we could use some company.” You laugh once, sharp and disbelieving. “You hate company.”
Ben knocks again before Billy can answer, and you hear his muffled sigh through the door like he’s being personally victimized by your locked flat. “I can still hear you arguing about me,” he calls. “Very flattering, by the way.”
You close your eyes for a moment because if you look at Billy, you might actually throw the naan at his head. Behind you, Billy steps closer, not enough to touch this time, but enough that you feel him.
“Open the door, love,” he says, voice low and far too calm. You turn your head, giving him the most murderous look you can manage. “I’m going to kill you.”
His mouth curves. “Get in line.” Ben’s voice cuts through again, amused and impatient. “If you’re done threatening each other, some of us are hungry.”
You yank the door open before either man can make this worse, though you suspect that’s exactly what Billy wants. Ben stands in the hallway with one hand braced against the frame, jacket damp from the rain and grin already settled like he’s never regretted anything in his life.
His eyes go to your face first, then lower to Billy’s shirt hanging loose on your body, then back up with a slow kind of satisfaction that makes your spine straighten. “Well,” he says, voice warm with trouble. “Don’t you look comfortable?” You tighten your hand around the edge of the door and refuse to step aside.
“Why are you here, Ben?” He looks past you toward the kitchen, and his grin widens when he spots Billy behind you. “Ask your boyfriend.” You glance over your shoulder, and Billy lifts his glass in a lazy little toast.
That private look is back on his face, the one that says he’s been planning this longer than you realized. You look between them, heart beating faster, and understand that Ben’s arrival isn’t an interruption at all. It’s exactly what Billy’s been waiting for.
Ben doesn’t wait for a second invitation, because of course he doesn’t. He steps over the threshold like the flat already owes him a drink, broad shoulders brushing past you with just enough nearness to make your breath hitch despite yourself. You close the door behind him, and the latch clicks into place with a sound that feels much louder than it should.
The hallway disappears behind the wood, the rain turns muffled again, and suddenly the room is just you, Billy, and the man Billy invited without warning you. Billy doesn’t move from the kitchen doorway, because he’s apparently decided that watching this unfold is far more entertaining than explaining himself.
He just stands there with his glass in hand, wearing that calm, infuriating little look that says he knows exactly what he’s done. Ben’s boots hit the floor with slow, heavy confidence as he glances around the flat like he’s taking inventory.
His gaze comes back to you almost immediately, and you feel it before it fully lands. It’s warm, shameless, and deliberate enough to make your stomach twist. Then you remember, with a sharp little rush of heat, that you’re wearing nothing but Billy’s shirt.
It had felt perfectly normal five minutes ago, when you’d thought the night belonged to you and Billy alone. It had felt private, comfortable, and familiar, the kind of thing you wore when it was only meant to be takeaway, rain, bad television, and Billy’s hands on you because he couldn’t help himself.
Now the shirt feels much thinner than it had in the kitchen, like the fabric has somehow turned traitor under Ben’s eyes. The hem sits high on your thighs, loose around your body, and suddenly you’re aware of every bare inch beneath it. You’re aware of your legs, your feet against the floor, the way the fabric shifts when you move, and the terrifying truth that there’s nothing underneath it.
You hadn’t put anything else on because you’d thought you were safe inside your own night. A hot rush of embarrassment climbs your throat, but beneath it, something else sparks before you can stamp it out.
You’re underdressed, exposed in a way that isn’t quite indecent but definitely isn’t innocent. The worst part is that you don’t hate it nearly as much as you should. Maybe Billy had been right, and maybe you really do enjoy the attention.
Ben notices the shirt before he notices anything else, because Ben would notice a weakness in a locked room with the lights off. His eyes flick down, not rushed, not subtle, and not apologetic in the slightest. They trace the open collar, the loose sleeves, the bare line of your thighs beneath the hem, then crawl back to your face with a slow, knowing amusement that makes you want to shove him back out into the rain.
You fold your arms because you need something to do with your hands, and because the movement gives you the illusion of covering yourself. It doesn’t work, not really, because Billy’s shirt shifts higher on one side and your stomach drops when Ben’s gaze catches it.
“Eyes up, Ben,” you say, trying for sharp and landing closer to breathless than you like. He does lift his eyes, but the grin he gives you says he’s already seen enough to annoy you with later. He takes his time before answering, his voice lazy and American and far too pleased with itself.
“I’m lookin’ at your face, sweetheart,” he says, and the pause after it feels deliberate enough to count as a crime. “You’re the one standin’ there like you forgot I’ve got eyes.”
Billy makes a low sound from the kitchen, not quite a laugh and not quite a warning. It pulls your attention over your shoulder, and you catch him watching Ben with dark amusement instead of the anger you’d been expecting.
That’s new enough to unsettle you, because Billy’s jealousy usually comes fast, loud, and mean when Ben pushes too close. Tonight, though, it sits behind his eyes like a secret he’s enjoying too much to share yet.
“Careful,” Billy says, but his voice doesn’t carry the bite it should. Ben looks past you at him, grin still in place, and reaches into the inside of his jacket with a casual kind of confidence.
For one brief, absurd second, your body tenses like he’s about to pull a weapon. Instead, he produces a bottle of expensive whiskey with a smug little flourish, holding it out like he’s just solved world peace. “Brought a peace offering,” he says, though nothing about his face looks peaceful. Billy’s brows lift when he sees the label, and even he can’t hide the flicker of reluctant approval.
Ben follows Billy into the kitchen like he belongs there, and you hate how naturally the room seems to adjust around him. “Bought it,” Ben says, sounding offended in the laziest possible way as Billy takes the bottle from him. He leans one hip against the counter, still watching you in quick, stolen glances that don’t feel stolen at all.
“Don’t look so shocked, Butcher, I’ve got class,” he adds, and the way he says it makes you want to laugh and roll your eyes at the same time. Billy turns the bottle in his hand, studying it with the kind of respect he rarely shows people. “You’ve got a pensioner’s ego and a porn star’s jacket,” he says, voice dry as dust. “Wouldn’t call that class.”
Ben laughs under his breath, and the sound settles too easily into the warmth of the kitchen. His gaze flicks back to you as if he’s checking whether you’re still standing there in Billy’s shirt, still pretending not to feel seen. “She looks like she’s got class,” Ben says, nodding toward you with that grin that always means trouble.
Billy’s eyes slide to you, and there’s something possessive in them that pins you in place. “She’s got more class than either of us,” he says, before his mouth curves slightly. “And a lot less innocence than she sells.”
Your face heats instantly, because Billy knows exactly where to put the knife and how slowly to twist it. “Billy,” you warn, but your voice doesn’t have the force you need it to have. Ben’s grin sharpens like he’s just been handed something shiny and told he can keep it. He looks between you and Billy, taking in your expression, Billy’s calm, and the fact that no one has told him to leave yet.
“That right?” he asks, his voice lowering into that rough, cocky drawl that makes everything he says sound like a dare. “Little Miss Sweetheart’s got a mean streak?” You glare at him because glaring feels safer than reacting.
“You’ve been here for two minutes,” you say, and you hate how aware you are of Billy watching your mouth around every word. “Don’t start diagnosing me.”
Ben lifts both hands like he’s innocent, though nothing about him has looked innocent for a second in his life. “I’m just askin’ questions,” he says, and Billy sets two glasses down with a heavy little clink. “You’re breathin’, so you’re startin’ somethin’.”
The whiskey opens with a rich, sharp scent that cuts through the takeaway and rain. Billy pours for himself first, a generous helping that catches amber under the kitchen light and makes Ben nod in clear approval. He pours one for Ben next, just as heavy, because apparently this is the kind of night where restraint has been left outside with the weather.
Ben watches the pour with his arms folded, expression smug like bringing good whiskey makes him less of a menace. “Now that’s hospitality,” he says, lifting his glass once Billy pushes it over. Billy gives him a sideways look, his own glass already in hand.
“Don’t get used to it.” Then Billy reaches for the vodka, and you know exactly what he’s doing before he even asks. He takes your glass from the cupboard, adds vodka, then lemonade, measuring by memory rather than sight because he knows your drink as well as he knows your moods.
The familiarity of it does something stupidly tender to you despite everything else happening around it. Ben notices that too, because of course he does, and his mouth softens into something almost thoughtful before the smugness comes back.
Billy slides the glass toward you when you finally make yourself walk back into the kitchen. “There you go, love,” he says, his voice quieter when he speaks to you, rough around the edges but softened in the middle. His fingers brush yours as you take it, and the contact steadies you for half a second.
You hate that you need steadying. You hate that Ben is watching you be steadied. “Thank you,” you say, softer than you mean to, and Billy’s eyes drop once to the shirt hanging off your shoulders. His expression shifts just enough to tell you he’s thinking something he has no intention of keeping to himself forever.
“Don’t thank me yet,” he says. That shouldn’t make your stomach tighten, but it does. Ben picks up his whiskey and lifts it slightly in your direction. “To quiet nights,” he says, like he hasn’t just ruined one by existing.
You stare at him over the rim of your glass, feeling the fizz of lemonade on your tongue before you answer. “You weren’t invited to my quiet night.”
Ben takes a sip and smiles like the whiskey tastes even better because he’s annoying you. “Sure I was, doll,” he says, and the easy confidence in his voice makes your fingers tighten around your glass. He lets his gaze flick to Billy before returning to you, as if the reminder is part of the game. “Just not by you.”
Billy doesn’t correct him, and that makes the room feel strange again, charged in a way that crawls over your skin slowly instead of striking all at once. You turn to Billy, waiting for him to explain himself properly, but he only gestures toward the living room with his glass. “Come on,” he says, already moving like this is settled.
You follow because apparently curiosity is stronger than irritation tonight, but you don’t let him get away without hearing you. “That’s your explanation?” you ask, bare feet quiet against the floor as you trail behind him. Billy looks back at you, eyes too dark and too amused. “Didn’t realize I was on trial, love.”
“You invited Ben into our flat while I’m dressed like this,” you say, and the words come out sharper because saying them makes the situation feel even more real. Billy stops near the living room for half a second, just long enough for his gaze to travel over you without even pretending not to.
He takes in the shirt, the bare legs, the way you’re trying to stand like you aren’t painfully aware of both men looking. There’s no shame in his eyes, only possession and something darker that makes heat crawl under your skin.
“I know what you’re dressed like,” he says, voice low enough that it feels less like an answer and more like a promise. Behind him, Ben lets out a low laugh that makes your shoulders tense.
“Hell, don’t we all,” he says, and the amusement in his tone makes you want to smack him with a cushion. You nearly turn around just to do it, but Billy’s hand finds the small of your back before you can decide.
It’s a brief touch, guiding and possessive, but his fingers press through the shirt like he’s reminding you whose it is. You swallow, because somehow that makes the whole thing worse and better at the same time.
The living room is warm and low-lit, the lamps casting gold across the old couch, the coffee table, and the scattered evidence of the night you were supposed to have. Billy sets the whiskey bottle down beside the food and drops onto the couch with casual confidence.
For one second, you expect him to leave the other side open for you, same as always. He doesn’t. He sits close enough to the middle that there’s space beside him, then looks at Ben like this has already been decided. Ben takes the invitation without asking, because asking has never been his style.
He lowers himself onto the couch next to Billy, not touching him, but close enough that the space between them feels intentional. There’s still a gap, a small one, but your mind catches on it anyway. You stand there with your glass in hand, suddenly aware that the only place that makes sense is Billy’s lap.
Billy knows it too, and the bastard doesn’t even try to hide his smile. “Well?” he says, patting his thigh once like he’s calling you home and setting a trap at the same time.
Ben makes himself comfortable in a way that’s almost offensive. He leans back into the couch, whiskey in hand, shoulders spread, one arm stretched along the back cushion like he’s claiming the room by posture alone.
Then his legs ease apart, slow and careless, and your gaze drops before you can stop it. It’s only a second, less than a second, but it’s enough. You see the spread of him, the relaxed confidence, the sheer arrogance of a man who knows exactly what his body does to a room. Your eyes snap away so quickly it almost hurts.
Heat rushes to your face, and your fingers tighten around your glass hard enough that the cold bites your palm. Billy catches it, because Billy catches everything when it comes to you. You know he catches it because his eyes are already waiting when you look at him. Ben catches it too, and his grin turns unbearable.
“Well, now,” Ben says, his voice low, amused, and far too pleased with himself. He doesn’t lean forward or chase the moment, because that would make it too easy to accuse him of something. Instead, he lets the moment sit there like smoke, thick and impossible to wave away.
“Didn’t mean to distract you, sweetheart,” he says, and the lie is so obvious it’s almost impressive. You lift your chin, refusing to let him have the full reaction even though your pulse is already betraying you.
“You didn’t,” you say, too quickly to sound convincing. Ben’s eyebrows rise, and he takes another slow sip of whiskey before answering. “Sure,” he says, dragging the word until it feels like a hand under your chin. “That why you looked away like you touched a hot stove?”
Billy’s hand finds your wrist before you can snap back, not stopping you, just grounding you enough to make his involvement impossible to ignore. “Careful, Ben,” Billy says, but there’s a smile tucked under his voice. “She bites when she’s embarrassed.”
Ben’s eyes glitter at that, and he looks at you like Billy has just confirmed something he’d been hoping was true. “Good,” he says, his voice rough with amusement. “I like a girl with teeth.” Your thighs press together before you can think better of it, and the movement is small enough that you almost convince yourself no one notices.
You’re not wet, not yet, and the distinction matters because you cling to it like proof that you still have some control. But there’s a low throb at your clit, small and insistent, the kind of pulse that makes you hate your own body for answering before you’ve agreed to anything.
You shift your weight from one foot to the other, and Billy’s attention drops immediately. His expression changes, subtle but devastating, because he knows. He knows you aren’t as unaffected as you’re pretending to be. He knows Ben’s attention has landed exactly where he suspected it would.
Worse than that, he likes knowing. It turns him on, the proof that your sweetness has edges, that you can stand there in his shirt and still enjoy being looked at by someone who shouldn’t be looking at you at all.
Billy pats his thigh again, slower this time, with a menace that makes your stomach twist. “Come here,” he says, and there’s no impatience in his voice because he already knows you will. You stare at him for half a heartbeat, very aware of Ben watching from the other side of the couch.
“You’re unbelievable,” you mutter, though you’re already moving. Billy’s smile is all teeth and patience. “You keep sayin’ that,” he says, like he loves hearing the accusation because he knows it’s true. You step closer, and the shirt shifts around your thighs with every movement.
Ben’s gaze follows the hem openly, not enough to be crude by his standards, but definitely enough to make your skin prickle. When you lower yourself onto Billy’s lap, you do it carefully, trying not to let the shirt ride higher than it already has.
Billy’s arm comes around your waist the second you settle. His other hand lands on your thigh, warm and firm, thumb resting just below the hem like he’s found exactly where he wants to start causing trouble.
The contact is familiar enough to calm you and deliberate enough to make you tense again. Billy’s palm spreads over your bare skin like he’s reminding you and Ben at the same time that you’re his. He doesn’t push the shirt higher at first, and somehow that restraint feels like its own kind of threat.
Ben’s gaze drops to Billy’s hand on your thigh, then lifts back to your face with a smile that says he’s enjoying the view far too much. “Cozy,” Ben says, voice dipped in that smug warmth of his. You glare at him from Billy’s lap, trying to look composed when you feel anything but.
“Jealous?” you ask before you can stop yourself. Billy’s fingers tighten once, clearly pleased by the bite in your voice. Ben laughs, low and rough, as if the question has delighted him instead of landing.
“Of Butcher?” he asks, spreading his free hand like the idea is ridiculous. “Nah, sweetheart, I’m just wonderin’ if you always sit that pretty when you’re mad.”
Billy’s chest moves against your back before you hear his quiet laugh, and the sound sends a shiver down your spine. He sounds entertained, not threatened, and that’s somehow more dangerous than any jealous outburst would’ve been.
“She does,” Billy says, his voice close to your ear. His hand slides a fraction higher on your thigh, not high enough to fully expose you, but high enough to make your breath catch. Then, because he’s a menace and apparently committed to proving it, his fingers pinch the hem of the shirt and tug it upward by a slow inch.
Your hand flies down to catch his wrist, more instinct than decision. “Billy,” you hiss, glancing at Ben before you can stop yourself. Billy’s mouth brushes near your ear, and you can feel his smile there. “What?” he asks, all false innocence and rough amusement. “Just gettin’ comfortable, love.”
Ben watches the whole thing with shameless interest, whiskey paused halfway to his mouth. He doesn’t say anything for a second, which is almost worse than if he did. The silence lets you feel the position you’re in, perched on Billy’s lap, his arm locked around your waist, his fingers holding the hem of his shirt slightly higher on your thighs while Ben looks on from the other side of the couch.
You’re still covered, barely, but the shift is enough to make every nerve under your skin wake up. You’re not wet, you remind yourself again, but the throb between your legs pulses harder at being made so aware of yourself. Billy knows it too, because he’s evil and observant and far too pleased with himself.
His thumb strokes along your thigh, slow and lazy, while his fingertips keep the shirt from sliding back down. “You’re making a scene,” you mutter, though your voice doesn’t sound nearly as offended as it should.
Billy’s lips hover near your ear as he answers, low enough to make it feel private even though it isn’t. “No, love,” he says, “I’m lettin’ him see the scene you’re makin’ all on your own.”
Ben lets out a quiet laugh, and the sound scrapes right over your nerves. “Damn,” he says, settling back again with that infuriating confidence, legs still spread like he hasn’t got a single polite bone in his body. “Didn’t know date night came with a floor show.”
You turn your glare on him because it’s easier than looking at Billy right now. “You’re one comment away from being kicked back into the rain.” Ben smiles over the rim of his glass, not even slightly worried. “You gonna do it yourself, sweetheart?” he asks. “Dressed like that?”
You feel Billy’s fingers tighten against your thigh, not in warning, but in approval, like he likes the way Ben keeps pushing and the way you keep pushing back.
“Careful,” Billy says again, but this time his voice is darker, more amused than protective. Ben’s eyes flick to him, then back to you, and his grin turns slow. “I’m bein’ careful,” he says. “If I wasn’t, she’d know.”
Your breath catches before you can stop it, and Billy feels it because you’re sitting right against him. His hand slides another inch along your thigh, then curls around the fabric again, nudging the shirt higher in a way that looks casual only if someone is being generous. No one in the room is feeling generous.
You grip your glass tighter, trying to keep your face steady while your body betrays you in tiny, humiliating ways. Billy’s voice drops close to your ear, warm and rough. “Still not enjoyin’ yourself?” he asks, and the words settle low in your stomach. You twist slightly to look at him, scandalized and flustered and furious that he knows exactly what he’s doing.
“I hate you,” you say, because it’s the only safe lie you can find. Billy’s eyes drop to your mouth, and his smile turns fond in the meanest possible way. “No, you don’t.” Ben’s voice comes from beside him, dry and amused. “She really doesn’t.”
“Don’t start agreeing with him,” you snap, turning back toward Ben because at least irritation gives you something to hold on to. Ben lifts his glass in surrender, though his grin doesn’t move. “I’m just callin’ it like I see it.”
His eyes drop once more, not to your face this time, but to Billy’s hand where it’s still holding the shirt higher against your thigh. “And I’m seein’ plenty.” Your face burns so fast it almost makes you dizzy. Billy laughs softly, and his arm tightens around your waist to keep you steady on his lap.
“There she is,” Billy murmurs. “All mouth until someone looks too close.” You want to deny it. You want to tell him he’s wrong, that Ben’s attention doesn’t affect you, that Billy’s hands on your thighs in front of him don’t make your pulse trip. But your clit throbs again, insistent and traitorous, and the words refuse to come clean.
The three of you sit there in a silence that isn’t really silence at all. The rain fills the windows, the low music hums beneath it, and the clink of Ben’s glass against his ring sounds too loud when he shifts. Billy holds you in his lap like he’s got every right to, because he does, and because he wants Ben to see that he does.
His hand stays on your thigh, thumb tracing slow, maddening arcs while his fingers keep playing with the hem of the shirt, lifting it just enough to make you tense before letting it fall back a little. It’s a small game, a cruel one, and the worst part is that he’s barely doing anything. Ben doesn’t look away from you for long, even when he speaks to Billy.
“So,” he says, stretching the word with lazy amusement. “This how you two do date night?” You look at him over your glass, trying not to feel every inch of Billy beneath you and every inch of Ben’s attention beside you. “Usually there’s less of you involved,” you say.
Ben grins like you’ve complimented him, and Billy’s mouth brushes your ear as his fingers tug the shirt higher one more time. “Yeah,” Billy murmurs, dark and pleased, “but she’s doin’ just fine with the extra attention.”
Billy’s mouth finds your neck before you’ve fully recovered from Ben’s last comment. It starts like a kiss, slow and warm under your ear, but there’s nothing gentle about the way his hand tightens at your waist. His lips press against your skin with the kind of confidence that says he knows exactly how quickly you’ll soften for him.
You feel his beard scrape, then his teeth graze lightly enough to make your breath catch. The sound you make is small, almost swallowed, but both men hear it. Billy’s chest shifts against your back, his quiet laugh sinking straight through you.
Ben’s gaze sharpens from the other side of the couch, whiskey forgotten in his hand. He doesn’t look amused now, not only amused anyway. He looks hungry. The room seems to shrink around the three of you.
Billy kisses lower, dragging his mouth down the side of your throat while his hands start moving with purpose. One stays firm at your waist, holding you in place against him, while the other hooks under your thigh and shifts you like you weigh nothing.
You gasp when he manhandles you sideways on his lap, your back pressed tighter to his chest, your knees forced apart by the way he rearranges you. It happens smoothly, confidently, like he’s been thinking about this exact position since Ben walked through the door.
Your shirt rides up higher, bunching at your hips, and cool air hits the bare skin between your thighs. For one stunned second, you don’t move. Then embarrassment slams into you so hard that your hands drop instinctively, trying to pull the fabric down.
Billy catches one wrist with a low, rough sound against your neck. “Ah, ah,” he murmurs, lips still brushing your skin. “Don’t go shy on me now, love.”
You try to close your legs anyway. It’s not because you don’t want it, and that’s the humiliating part. It’s because Ben is right there, close enough to see everything, close enough that his breathing has gone deeper and his whiskey sits untouched against his thigh.
Your knees shift inward, but Billy’s hand slides down and stops you with maddening ease. He tuts against your throat, the sound low and scolding, and it makes your stomach flip. “Now, what did I just say?” he asks, voice soft enough to be intimate and mean enough to make your pulse jump.
You turn your head like you might argue, but his mouth presses under your jaw before you can form the words. His hand smooths along your thigh, then pushes it open again, slower this time, making sure you feel every inch of being spread.
Ben watches your legs part, his jaw tightening as his eyes drop. His free hand flexes once against his own thigh, like he’s stopping himself from reaching too soon.
Billy notices that too, because Billy is watching everything. “You seein’ this, Ben?” he asks, voice rough and amused, like he’s showing off something priceless and dangerous. His hand stays heavy on your thigh, fingers splayed wide over your skin, keeping you open without hurting you.
Ben’s eyes lift to Billy’s face for a second, then fall back to you like he can’t help himself. “Yeah,” he says, and the word comes out lower than before, stripped of some of that usual cocky polish. His throat works when he swallows. “I’m seein’ her.”
You feel yourself clench at the sound of it, at the weight in his voice, at how different he sounds when he isn’t just teasing. Billy’s lips curve against your neck. “Pretty fuckin’ sight, ain’t she?” Ben exhales through his nose, slow and heavy. “Prettier than she’s got any right to be.”
The praise hits you somewhere low and vulnerable. A whimper slips out before you can trap it, soft and embarrassed and impossible to take back. Your hand flies to your mouth like that will erase it, but Billy catches your wrist again and pulls it down.
“No hidin’ that either,” he says, voice warm with satisfaction. The hard line of his cock presses beneath you, unmistakable now, thickening against your ass through his trousers. You feel the change happen in real time, feel how much this turns him on, and your whole body goes hot with the knowledge.
Billy is hard because you’re exposed on his lap. Billy is hard because Ben is staring. Billy is hard because you tried to act sweet and embarrassed, but your body keeps betraying you. That realization should make you want to disappear. Instead, your clit throbs harder, pulsing between your open thighs like it wants to answer for you.
Ben sees the way you shiver. He sees the way your mouth parts, the way your fingers curl uselessly against Billy’s wrist, the way you can’t decide whether to hide or lean into it. His own body betrays him just as badly. His legs are still spread, but now there’s tension beneath the careless posture, a thick, obvious hardness pressing against the front of his pants.
He shifts once, jaw flexing like the friction isn’t enough and too much at the same time. Your gaze drops before you can stop it, catching the shape of him straining under the fabric. He notices instantly, because of course he does.
“Eyes up, sweetheart,” he says, echoing you from earlier with a grin that’s gone darker around the edges. His voice is rougher now, less teasing, more affected than he probably wants to admit. “Unless you’re finally done pretendin’ you’re not lookin’.”
Billy laughs low against your skin, and the sound vibrates through your back. “She’s done pretendin’,” he says, his hand sliding from your wrist to your stomach, holding you still against him. You shake your head once, but it’s weak and everyone knows it.
Billy’s mouth returns to your neck, kissing and biting lightly, each touch making you sink heavier against his chest. His other hand drags over your thigh, then pinches the hem of the shirt again.
This time, he doesn’t only lift it a little. He pushes it higher, bunching the fabric above your hips, until there’s nothing left to hide behind. Your pussy is on display between your parted thighs, bare and exposed under the warm lamplight.
You hear Ben’s breath catch, a quiet, rough sound that makes shame and arousal twist together inside you. “Jesus Christ,” he mutters, and for once, there’s no joke tucked behind it.
You try to close your legs again on instinct, but Ben moves this time. His hands land on your thighs before your knees can come together, big palms warm and firm against your skin. He doesn’t shove them open violently, doesn’t hurt you, but he stops you with the same sure confidence Billy has been using all night.
The contact makes you jolt, and the whimper that falls from your mouth is even worse than the first one. It sounds needy. It sounds like surrender. Your face burns so hot that your eyes sting. Ben’s hands tighten slightly, not enough to bruise, just enough to let you feel the size and strength of them.
“Easy,” he says, voice low and rough, his accent thickening around the word. “Ain’t gonna bite unless you ask real nice.” Billy’s mouth pauses at your neck, and you can feel his grin before he speaks. “Careful, mate. She might.”
The words make you squirm, and both men react at once. Billy’s cock presses harder beneath you when you shift, and his breath catches against your skin before he buries it in another kiss. Ben’s fingers flex on your thighs, and his eyes drop again, helplessly drawn back to the slick heat you’re trying so badly not to acknowledge.
You’re wet now, no matter how much you want to deny it. The slow throb has turned into a warm ache, and your pussy glistens under their attention, soft and flushed and embarrassingly open from the way they’re holding you.
Ben looks at you like the sight has knocked some of the arrogance out of him, at least for a second. His mouth parts slightly, his thumb brushing an absent circle against your inner thigh.
“You’ve been sittin’ there actin’ all offended,” he says, voice quieter now, more dangerous for it. “And look at you.” Your breath shakes. Billy’s hand slides up your stomach, holding you tighter. “Told you she liked bein’ looked at.”
You want to snap back. You want to be sharp and clever and difficult, because that has always been safer than admitting the truth. But Billy’s mouth is hot against your neck, Ben’s hands are on your thighs, and the weight of both their attention makes words feel impossible.
Your hips twitch once, barely there, but enough for Billy to feel it. He groans softly, a rough little sound that slips out before he can make it cruel. That sound undoes something in you. Billy’s control has always been a challenge, and hearing it fracture because of you, because of this, makes your whole body go loose and feverish.
Ben sees your expression change and goes very still. His grin fades into something darker, more focused. The room has shifted again, past teasing now, past little power plays and clever lines. You can feel the moment waiting for you to choose.
So you do. Your hand moves before your pride can stop it, trembling slightly as it settles over Ben’s wrist. His eyes snap to yours immediately, and for the first time tonight, he doesn’t say anything. He waits. That almost ruins you more than the flirting had.
Billy goes still behind you too, his lips pressed to the side of your throat, his breathing rough against your skin. You swallow, fingers tightening around Ben’s wrist, and guide his hand higher along your thigh. Ben lets you move him, his palm sliding over warm skin in slow, careful inches.
His thumb brushes dangerously close, and your hips lift without meaning to. Billy’s arm locks tighter around your waist. “There you go,” Billy murmurs, voice thick with approval. “Show him what you want, love.”
Your face burns at the praise, but you keep moving Ben’s hand anyway. You guide him higher until his fingers are right there, close enough that the heat of him makes your thighs tremble. Ben’s breath leaves him in a slow, rough exhale, and his hard-on strains visibly when your hand presses his closer.
“Fuck,” he mutters, the word dragged low and almost reverent. “You sure about that, sweetheart?” The question is rough, but it’s still a question, and it makes something inside you loosen. You nod, but Billy’s teeth graze your neck in warning.
“Words,” he says. Your voice comes out small, but it comes out. “Yes.” Ben’s eyes darken. Billy’s cock twitches beneath you. The single word drops into the room like a lit match.
Ben’s fingers finally touch you. It’s not much at first, just the slow press of his fingertips against your slick folds, but your whole body jolts like he’s done more. Billy catches you easily, holding you against his chest as your head tips back against his shoulder. Ben’s hand stills for a second, watching your face with that hungry, startled intensity.
“Sensitive little thing,” he says, and there’s awe underneath the smugness now, like he didn’t expect you to react so beautifully. Billy’s hand slides down to your thigh again, pushing you open wider for him.
“Don’t tease her too much,” he says, even though his voice makes it obvious he wants exactly that. Ben’s mouth curves, but his eyes stay fixed on where he’s touching you. “Wouldn’t dream of it.” His fingers move again, parting you slowly, and your breath breaks.
When Ben spreads you open, the sound he makes is almost ruined. Your pussy is slick and swollen under his fingers, flushed from arousal, your folds shiny where he parts them for a better look. Your clit is hard and exposed, twitching at the cool air and the unbearable attention.
Billy sees it over your shoulder and groans against your neck, his control slipping another inch. Ben stares like he’s forgotten how to make a joke. His thumb holds you open with careful pressure, and his other fingers spread your folds just enough to show exactly how wet you’ve gotten from being watched, handled, and teased.
“Damn,” Ben says, voice low and rough as gravel. “All that mouth, and she’s this fuckin’ pretty when she gives in.” Your thighs tremble against his hands. Billy’s palm strokes your thigh like he’s proud of the reaction. “That’s my girl,” he says, and the possessive warmth in it makes you clench around nothing.
Ben sees that too, and his expression turns feral for half a second. “Oh, she likes that,” he says, looking from your pussy to Billy’s face with a grin that’s almost disbelieving. “You say that, and she just about melts.” Billy’s hand comes up to your jaw, turning your face enough that he can see your eyes. His mouth is close, his smile dark and intimate.
“Yeah?” he asks, like he doesn’t already know. “You like him seein’ how well you listen to me?” You whimper again, smaller this time, because the truth is too heavy in your mouth. Billy kisses the corner of your lips, almost sweet if not for the way his cock is hard beneath you and Ben’s fingers are holding your pussy open.
“Look at that,” Billy murmurs. “All embarrassed, but you’re not tellin’ him to stop.” Ben’s thumb shifts closer to your clit, not touching yet, just making you feel the promise of it. “She doesn’t wanna stop,” he says. “Do you, sweetheart?”
You shake your head before you can make yourself hesitate. Billy’s laugh is soft and mean, full of satisfaction. Ben smiles like you’ve just handed him something dangerous and told him to be careful with it. His thumb finally brushes your clit, barely a touch, but your whole body jerks against Billy’s lap.
The movement grinds you down against the hard length beneath you, and Billy curses under his breath, his fingers biting into your thigh. Ben watches both reactions, yours and Billy’s, and the sight makes his own hips shift slightly against nothing.
He’s painfully hard now, the front of his pants tight enough that there’s no hiding it, but he doesn’t reach for himself. He looks too focused on you, too caught on the way your pussy shines under his hand, too pleased by the little sounds Billy keeps pulling from your throat. “That’s it,” Ben says, voice low and rough. “Knew you had it in you.”
Billy’s mouth finds your neck again, but now every kiss feels like a claim. His hand stays at your jaw, keeping your head tilted enough for him to reach your skin, while his other hand holds your thigh open for Ben. The position is obscene, overwhelming, and so intimate it makes your chest ache in the middle of all the heat.
You feel Billy’s heartbeat against your back, too fast to match his smug voice. You feel Ben’s hands steady on your thighs, one still touching you, the other holding you open like he can’t bear for you to hide again. You feel your own body giving in by degrees, embarrassment turning molten, want spreading through you until it’s harder to remember why you’d been pretending.
Billy speaks against your neck, voice rough with arousal and pride. “Still my sweet girl,” he murmurs. “Just not as innocent as you wanted him to think.” Ben’s thumb circles your clit once, slow and deliberate, and his grin comes back when you gasp. “Good,” he says. “Innocent’s overrated anyway.”
Billy and Ben keep you on your knees between them like they’ve decided the rug is the only place you’re allowed to exist for now. Billy’s hand stays buried in your hair, keeping your head tipped back, while Ben stands close enough that his cock brushes your cheek every time he shifts.
Both of them are hard, breathing rough, belts open and trousers shoved just low enough to make the whole scene feel filthy and unfinished. You’re naked beneath them, shirt discarded somewhere beside your knees, nipples tight in the cool air while your pussy throbs uselessly between your spread thighs.
Billy looks down at you like he’s proud of the mess he’s made, and Ben looks like he’s fighting not to lose what little patience he has left. “Look at you,” Billy mutters, voice low and cruelly fond, as his thumb drags over your wet bottom lip.
“All that mouth on you, and now you’re finally quiet.” You try to answer, but Ben taps the head of his cock against your cheek before you can get anything out. The slick, warm contact makes your eyes flutter, and his grin turns dark at the way you don’t pull away.
“She’s quiet because she’s got better things to do,” Ben says, rough and smug, his hand closing around himself. Billy laughs under his breath, tugging your hair just enough to make your throat stretch. “Then she’d better get on with it.”
Billy takes your mouth first again, and he doesn’t ease you into it this time. He pushes the thick head of his cock past your lips with one firm roll of his hips, groaning when your mouth stretches around him. He’s not long enough to make you panic, but he’s so thick that your jaw aches almost immediately, and the burn makes your thighs tremble.
You wrap one hand around the base of him, slicking him with spit as he uses your mouth in short, rough thrusts. Ben stands beside him, watching with his jaw tight, one hand stroking himself slowly while the other comes down to your face. He taps his cock against your cheek, then drags it along your skin until your face is smeared with him while Billy is still inside your mouth.
“Damn,” Ben mutters, his voice rougher than before, “she looks good with her mouth stuffed.” Billy’s fingers tighten in your hair, and his hips jerk at the praise even though he acts like it doesn’t get to him. “Course she does,” he says, looking down at you with a sharp, possessive smile.
“She’s been gaggin’ for it since you walked in.” You moan around Billy, and both men hear how much you like being spoken about like you’re not fully innocent. Ben’s cock twitches against your cheek, and his grin comes back meaner. “Yeah, she likes that.”
Billy pulls out just enough to let you gasp, but he keeps the head of his cock resting against your lips. Spit trails from your mouth to him, shiny and messy, and Ben’s eyes track it like it’s the best thing he’s seen all night.
You’re breathing hard, lips swollen, cheeks hot from the slaps and the humiliation and the way your body keeps saying yes before your mouth can. Billy slaps your cheek lightly with his fingers, a quick sting that snaps your attention back to him.
“Eyes here, love,” he says, voice rough with warning. You look up at him immediately, and his expression darkens with satisfaction. Ben laughs softly from beside him, clearly enjoying how quickly you obey even while your hand is still reaching for him. You wrap your fingers around Ben’s cock again, stroking him while Billy keeps your mouth close.
Ben’s breath catches, his hips pushing into your hand before he can pretend he’s in control. “That’s it,” Ben says, his grin turning strained, “don’t leave me out just because Butcher’s got you trained.” Billy’s mouth twists at that, jealousy flashing hot in his eyes. “She’s trained because she likes bein’ useful,” he says, pressing his thumb against your tongue until your mouth opens wider.
Ben takes over with a rough hand at your jaw, guiding your face toward him before Billy can push back in. His cock slides over your parted lips, heavy and hot, and you open because you’ve already stopped pretending you won’t. He groans the second your mouth closes around the head, fingers sinking into your hair as if he’s been trying not to grab you too hard.
Ben is longer, and every inch you take feels like a challenge he’s daring you to meet. He doesn’t shove all the way in, but he controls the rhythm with enough force to make your eyes water. Billy stands close on your other side, stroking himself while he watches you work, his expression tight and hungry.
“Look at you takin’ him,” Billy says, voice darker than before, like he hates it and loves it at the same time. The words make your pussy clench so hard you nearly lose your rhythm. Ben feels the way you moan around him and curses, his hips twitching forward.
“Christ, she’s filthy,” he says, brushing wet hair away from your face with a hand that’s too rough to be tender. “Mouth full and still actin’ like she wants to be praised for it.” Billy reaches down and slaps your cheek again, not hard enough to scare you, but enough to make the sting bloom bright. “Don’t encourage her,” he says, even though his voice sounds like he wants exactly that.
You don’t wait for an order before lowering your mouth from Ben’s cock to his balls. The shift makes him freeze for half a second, his hand tightening hard in your hair as your lips brush lower. His balls are heavy and warm against your tongue, and the first slow suck makes a rough sound break out of him that doesn’t sound smug at all.
Ben’s head drops forward, eyes fixed on you like he can’t decide whether to mock you or praise you. “Well, hell,” he breathes, voice gone low and wrecked, “didn’t know you were this eager.” Billy’s hand comes to the back of your neck, steadying you as you suck Ben messily, spit slicking your lips and chin.
You look up through wet lashes, and the sight of Ben losing that clean, cruel composure makes your stomach burn with pride. Billy doesn’t let you enjoy it too long, because his cock is still hard in his hand and his patience is a very temporary thing. He grips your hair and pulls you back just enough to make you gasp.
“My turn,” he says, rough and possessive, and the words land like a command your body already knows. You let Ben slip from your mouth with a wet sound, and his breath comes out sharp when you leave him shining. Billy tilts your face toward himself, his grin mean as he adds, “Don’t look disappointed, love, you’ve got plenty to choke on.”
You take Billy back into your mouth, and the thickness of him forces your lips wide again. Your hand wraps around what you can’t fit, stroking him while your tongue presses along the underside of his cock. He’s rougher now, hips snapping in short thrusts that make your throat work and your eyes sting.
One of his hands stays in your hair, and the other cups your cheek in a way that would be sweet if his fingers weren’t pressing possessively into your skin. “That’s it,” Billy mutters, breathing hard as he watches your mouth stretch around him. “Knew you were a greedy little thing under all that sweetness.”
Ben steps in close again, his cock brushing the side of your face while you’re full of Billy. He taps himself against your cheek, then drags the wet head over your temple and down toward your mouth, smearing himself over your skin like he’s marking what he hasn’t fully gotten to keep.
“She’s got two hands, Butcher,” Ben says, voice rough with impatience. “Don’t hog the whole damn girl.” Billy pulls your hair just enough to make you look up at him with watery eyes. “She’s not a girl,” he says, voice low and possessive. “She’s my filthy little woman.”
The words make you moan around him, and Billy’s hips stutter at the vibration. Ben catches the reaction and laughs, but it’s breathless enough to expose him too. You reach for Ben again, hand sliding up and down his cock while your mouth stays full of Billy.
His skin is hot under your palm, slick where you’ve already made a mess of him, and you tighten your grip the way he’d demanded earlier. Ben’s groan sounds almost angry, his hand coming down to the back of your head as if he needs to touch something or he’ll come apart too soon.
“Attagirl,” he says, rough and mocking, though there’s real strain under it. “Knew you could handle a little work.” Billy pulls out of your mouth with a wet sound, then slaps your cheek with the heavy head of his cock instead of his hand. The contact makes you gasp, and your tongue flicks out instinctively, tasting him from your own skin.
Billy’s eyes go almost black at that. “Fuckin’ hell,” he mutters, gripping your jaw. “You’re worse than I thought.” Ben grins down at you, stroking himself through your fist. “No, she’s exactly as bad as you hoped.”
Billy shoves you toward Ben again, rough enough that you have to catch yourself with both hands on Ben’s thighs. Ben doesn’t complain, and the way his muscles tense under your palms makes you feel powerful for one brief, dangerous second. Then his hand closes around the back of your head and guides your mouth back onto him, taking that illusion away as quickly as it came.
You suck him messily, letting your tongue flatten along his shaft before taking him deeper, and his cock drags heavy over your tongue. Billy stands at your side, stroking himself with one hand while the other keeps slipping down to your face, your jaw, your throat, wherever he can feel you working.
“Don’t get soft on her,” Billy says to Ben, voice rough and taunting. “She likes it when you’re mean.” You whimper around Ben because Billy’s right, and the sound makes Ben’s fingers tighten. “That right, sweetheart?”
Ben asks, pulling your head back just enough for you to gasp around the tip. “You like bein’ talked to like a dirty little thing?” Your eyes lift to his, dazed and wet, and the answer is written all over your face. Ben’s grin turns savage. “Yeah, thought so.”
You slide lower on Ben again, dragging your tongue down his length before taking one of his balls into your mouth. His whole body reacts this time, hips jerking, chest rising hard, his hand snapping tighter in your hair. The sound he makes is raw, deep, and so unlike his usual smug voice that Billy laughs under his breath.
“Careful, mate,” Billy says, stroking himself slower now while he watches. “She’ll have you embarrassin’ yourself.” Ben shoots him a look, but it loses half its bite when your tongue moves again. “Shut your mouth,” Ben says, but his voice breaks slightly on the last word. Billy smirks, stepping closer until his cock rests against your cheek while you suck Ben’s balls.
“Busy mouth,” Billy says, tapping your face with himself again. “Look at her, though, all eager to keep both of us happy.” You moan around Ben, and your pussy throbs so hard it hurts. You’re soaked, slick on your thighs, knees aching from the rug, and still you don’t want them to stop.
Ben’s free hand drops to your shoulder, gripping hard enough to hold you in place as he breathes through the pleasure. “Fuck, she’s good,” he mutters, like admitting it annoys him. Billy’s smile widens. “Told you she had hidden talents.”
They drag you back and forth between them after that, rougher now that the softness has burned away. One of them is always in your mouth or against your face, while the other uses your hands, your cheeks, your tongue, anything he can reach. Billy pulls you to him by your hair, makes you take his thickness until spit runs down your chin, then pushes you low enough for your mouth to work over his balls too.
The second your lips close around him there, his control fractures in a way that makes your whole body flare with heat. His head tips back, throat working, his free hand pressing hard against the back of your head. “Fuck, love,” he breathes, and there’s a crack in the roughness that makes your chest feel tight.
Ben watches, stroking himself slowly, his grin smug but his eyes fixed and hungry. “That shut you up,” Ben says, and Billy’s glare would be more convincing if his breath weren’t wrecked. You suck Billy messily, tongue and lips wet, feeling the weight of him against your mouth while his cock presses hot against your cheek.
Billy looks down at you with a kind of pride that makes you clench around nothing. “That’s my girl,” he says, voice low and ruined. Ben’s cock twitches visibly at the phrase. “Yeah,” Ben mutters, stepping closer, “share some of that loyalty over here.”
Ben gets impatient and pulls you back by the hair before Billy can answer. The motion is rough enough to make you gasp, and Billy lets him do it with a dark little smile because this is apparently the game now. Ben guides you up to his cock again, tapping the head against your swollen lips until you open.
“Don’t make me ask twice,” he says, voice low and mean. You take him in with a soft, wrecked sound, and his hips push forward, slow but forceful, making you feel the length of him. Billy’s hand comes down across your cheek again, the sting landing while Ben is in your mouth. The combination makes you moan so hard Ben curses above you.
“She likes that too much,” Ben says, voice tight, though he doesn’t pull away. Billy crouches slightly beside you, catching your face in one hand so he can see your eyes. “Course she does,” Billy says, thumb smearing spit across your cheek.
“She’s just been waitin’ for someone to stop treatin’ her like she’s delicate.” You tremble at that, because it hits too close and both men know it. Ben’s fingers stroke through your hair once, then tighten again. “Then we won’t,” he says.
They make you try both again, and this time it’s nastier because you’re already messy enough that everything slides too easily. Billy presses his thick tip to one side of your mouth, and Ben presses his to the other, both of them watching as you open wide with swollen lips and glassy eyes.
You can’t take them both, not properly, and they know that. You can only manage the heads, your tongue trapped between them, spit slicking over both cocks as your jaw aches around the impossible stretch. Billy groans first, low and vicious, his fingers digging into your hair hard enough to make your scalp sting. Ben’s breath leaves him in a rough laugh that almost sounds like disbelief.
“Look at that,” Ben says, voice thick with arousal. “She’s actually tryin’.” Billy’s eyes stay on your mouth, his control hanging by a thread. “Greedy little mouth,” he mutters. “Doesn’t know when to stop.”
You whimper around both of them, and the vibration makes them curse nearly at the same time. Ben pulls back first, jaw tight, and drags his cock over your cheek instead. “Not yet,” he mutters, like he’s reminding himself more than you. “Not done with this mouth yet.”
Billy takes advantage of Ben pulling back and pushes into your mouth again, claiming the space immediately. His thrusts are rougher now, shallow but demanding, making your eyes water while your hands brace against his thighs. Ben moves behind your shoulder, stroking himself while watching your lips stretch around Billy’s girth, his own expression caught between hunger and frustration.
“You’re hoggin’ her again,” Ben says, but his voice sounds too wrecked to be properly annoyed. Billy glances at him, breathing hard, and pulls your hair enough to make you look up while still full of him. “She can handle it,” Billy says. His eyes drop back to you, and his smile turns cruel.
“Can’t you, love?” You nod as well as you can, and Billy groans because the motion drags your mouth around him. Ben’s hand reaches down to cup your face, his thumb pressing into the spit at the corner of your lips.
“Jesus, she’s a mess,” he says, sounding like he wants to ruin you further just to see how far it goes. You reach blindly for him, stroking him again, and his stomach tightens under your hand. “Yeah,” Ben mutters, “keep doin’ that.”
By the time they switch again, your mouth is swollen, your cheeks are wet, and your thighs are trembling from the ache of being left untouched. Ben takes your mouth with a rough hand in your hair, and Billy moves down your side with his eyes, watching your tits, your shaking legs, your soaked pussy, the way your body keeps begging even while your mouth is busy.
“Look at her,” Billy says, voice low and degrading, almost conversational. “Cunt’s drippin’, and we haven’t even touched it in ages.” Ben grunts as your tongue presses under his cock, his hips rolling forward before he checks himself. “She doesn’t need it yet,” he says, though his voice is strained.
“She’s got her mouth full.” Your pussy clenches hard at that, wetness slipping down your inner thigh. Billy notices and gives a rough laugh, then slaps your cheek again, softer this time but no less humiliating. “Dirty thing,” he says, and his hand slides briefly over your throat, feeling the movement as you take Ben.
Ben pulls out enough to let you breathe, then taps his cock against your lips. “Tell him,” Ben says, voice dark. “Tell Butcher you like bein’ used like this.” You gasp for air, eyes flicking between them, and the only thing you manage is a broken, “I like it.”
That confession nearly unravels both of them, though neither cums. Billy’s hand tightens around his cock, his jaw locking as he stares down at you like you’ve just given him the best and worst gift of his life. Ben’s grin fades for half a second, replaced by something hungrier and more serious, before he grips your jaw and pulls your mouth back to him.
“Damn right you do,” he says, and the praise sounds like degradation from his mouth. You take him again, then Billy, then Ben’s balls, then Billy’s, until the rhythm turns sloppy and instinctive. They keep you moving with hands in your hair, hands on your jaw, hands at your throat and shoulders, never letting you forget there are two of them and only one of you.
They slap your cheeks when your attention drifts, tap their cocks over your face when your mouth is full, and tell you exactly what you look like kneeling there naked and ruined. Your body burns with it, clit throbbing, pussy soaked, nipples aching, jaw sore, and every filthy word makes you wetter. Billy keeps calling you his, even when Ben’s in your mouth. Ben keeps calling you greedy, even when he’s the one pushing for more.
Neither of them lets themselves finish, not yet, though you can feel how close the edge keeps getting. When Billy finally pulls you off Ben and back toward him, his thumb strokes over your wet cheek with cruel tenderness. “Still with us, love?” he asks, voice rougher than before. You nod, dazed and desperate, and Ben laughs low beside him. “Good,” Ben says, cock still hard against your cheek. “Because we’re nowhere near done.”
Billy’s hand tightens in your hair one last time before he pulls you off Ben, and the sudden emptiness makes you gasp like you’ve been dragged up from underwater. Your mouth is wet, swollen, and aching, your cheeks marked with heat from their hands and the messy smear of both of them.
Ben is breathing hard above you, cock still in hand, jaw clenched like he’s fighting the urge to shove right back between your lips. Billy looks at him, then down at you, and that same silent agreement passes between them again, quick and wordless and cruel. It makes your stomach drop before either of them touches you.
You’re still on your knees, naked, soaked, trembling, and both of them are looking at you like they’ve decided your mouth was only the warm-up. Billy crouches first, catching your jaw in his hand and making you look at him properly. His thumb drags over your bottom lip, smearing spit across it as his eyes search yours beneath all that mean amusement.
“Still with us, love?” he asks, voice rough enough to scrape. You nod too quickly, dazed and aching and desperate enough that shame barely has room to breathe. Billy’s eyes narrow, not satisfied with that, and his fingers press harder into your jaw. “Words.” Your throat feels ruined from taking them, but you manage it anyway. “Yes.”
Ben’s breath shifts behind him, heavier, like hearing you say it does something filthy to him. Billy smiles then, slow and dark, before his hand slips from your jaw to your throat. “Good girl,” he says first, almost sweetly, and then his mouth twists. “Good little slut.”
The words make your pussy clench so hard your thighs shake, and both men see it. Ben laughs under his breath, stepping closer until the heat of him crowds your side. “Hell,” he says, voice rough and smug, “she likes that.” Billy doesn’t look away from your face as his thumb strokes along the front of your throat. “Course she does.”
His grip closes, controlled but firm, squeezing just enough to make your breath hitch and your eyes flutter. Your lashes roll back before you can stop them, pleasure and pressure making the room blur at the edges.
Billy watches it happen like it’s the prettiest confession you’ve given him all night. “Look at that,” he mutters, and his voice drops into something crueler. “Gets called what she is, and she damn near melts.”
Ben’s hand comes under your arm, and Billy catches the other, and between them, they haul you up from the rug like they’ve run out of patience for letting you move yourself. Your legs feel weak, knees sore, thighs sticky with your own slick, and you barely get your balance before Billy turns you toward the couch.
Ben moves behind you with too much ease, crowding your back, his cock hot against your ass for a second as he leans in near your ear. “Told you we weren’t done,” he says, voice low, smug, and rough around the edges. You shiver, and he laughs like he feels it all the way through you.
Billy sees the reaction and grabs your chin, pulling your attention back to him before Ben can keep it. “Eyes on me when he’s talkin’,” he says, his voice sharp enough to make your pulse jump. His hand slides down your throat again, claiming the line of it while Ben’s fingers bite into your hip.
“Greedy thing’s got two men on her and still doesn’t know where to look.” Ben’s hand smooths over your stomach from behind, dragging slowly upward until his palm cups one of your boobs.
His fingers find your nipple and pinch lightly, rolling the hard peak until your breath breaks. “She knows exactly where to look,” Ben says. “She just likes actin’ too dumb to choose.”
They move you like you’re something to be arranged exactly how they want. Billy sits back on the couch first, thighs spread, cock hard and flushed against his stomach, one hand already reaching to drag you over him. Ben stays behind you, big hands on your waist, guiding and forcing at the same time until your knees are on either side of Billy’s hips.
You end up straddling Billy, hovering over his lap, your hands braced on his shoulders while Ben stands at your back. The position leaves you open between them, exposed, your pussy slick and swollen under both their stares. Billy looks down between your bodies and gives a rough little laugh.
“Fuckin’ look at her,” he says, not to you, but to Ben. “Mouth full two minutes ago, and she’s still drippin’ like a proper little cum dump.” The phrase hits you so hard you almost fold forward, but Ben’s arm locks around your middle and keeps you upright.
His other hand slides to your chest again, fingers pinching and tugging at your nipple until you whine. “She likes bein’ called that,” Ben says, almost pleased. “Bet she’s been waitin’ all night to hear it.”
You whimper because they’re talking over you like you’re not there, like your body is evidence they’re both examining. It makes your face burn, but your pussy clenches in full view of Billy, and his eyes snap down to it immediately. He laughs again, meaner this time, while one hand settles at your thigh and pushes it wider.
“There it is,” he mutters. “Can’t even pretend she hates it.” Ben leans over your shoulder, his chest brushing your back, and you feel his cock slide hot between your ass and his stomach as he looks down too. “You hear that, sweetheart?” he asks, though he still sounds like he’s talking to Billy more than to you.
“Your cunt’s givin’ you away.” You try to lower your head, but Billy’s hand comes up to your jaw and keeps you exposed to him. “No hidin’.” His thumb presses into your cheek, making your lips part as he studies you. “Not after you got on your knees and sucked us like a desperate little slut.”
Billy spits on his fingers first, shameless and filthy, then brings them down between your thighs. The wet heat of it makes you jolt before he even touches your clit. He drags his slick fingers through your folds, spreading you open with slow, possessive strokes while Ben watches over your shoulder.
You’re already soaked, but Billy still looks pleased with the mess, like it belongs to him because he made you admit it. Then Ben’s hand appears beside his, rougher and broader, his fingers pressing your folds apart so both men can see you clearly. “Pretty little pussy,” Ben says, voice low, and the praise sounds almost mean because he says it while spreading you open.
Then he spits too, directly onto your pussy, the warmth landing against your clit and sliding down into Billy’s fingers. Your whole body jerks. Billy groans at the sight, cock twitching under you. “Christ,” he mutters. “She likes that.” Ben’s fingers roll your nipple harder from behind, and your back arches against his chest. “Yeah,” he says, breath hot at your ear. “She’s nasty as hell.”
You do like it, and they know it. Your hips twitch downward, chasing anything, friction, pressure, relief, but Billy’s grip on your thigh stops you from taking too much too soon. Ben’s hand comes down against your ass with a sharp smack, not enough to break the rhythm, just enough to make you cry out and arch.
“Don’t get impatient,” Ben says, his voice rough with amusement. “You’ll get what you can handle.” Billy looks past your shoulder at him, one brow lifting, his hand still working spit and slick through your folds. “And what makes you think she can handle both of us?”
Ben’s mouth brushes the side of your neck, his grin felt more than seen. “Look at her.” He pinches both nipples now, cruel little rolls that make your chest shake with every breath. “She’s already actin’ like a slut who wants to be split open.”
Your breath shakes because he’s right, and because Billy’s face says he knows it too. Billy’s eyes come back to yours, and the dark satisfaction there makes your thighs tremble. “Yeah,” he says softly. “She will.”
Billy guides himself beneath you, thick head pressing against your slick entrance. Even after everything, the first push makes your mouth fall open. He’s not the longest, but he’s so thick that the stretch steals the air out of your lungs, forcing you to sink down slowly while his hands clamp around your hips.
“Easy,” he says, though his voice sounds anything but calm. You try to take him too fast, desperate and shaking, and he jerks you back with a rough grip. “Don’t be stupid, love.” His thumb digs into your hip as he holds you above him, letting only the head stretch you open.
Ben watches from behind, one hand still at your chest, the other wrapped around himself. “She’s tryin’ to swallow you whole,” he says, breathless and smug. Billy’s jaw tightens.
“She always gets greedy when she’s embarrassed.” His hand moves back to your throat, squeezing just enough to make your eyes go glassy again. “Ain’t that right?”
You sink lower, inch by inch, until Billy is seated inside you, thick and deep enough to make your thighs shake around his hips. The stretch is familiar and still overwhelming, made worse by Ben standing behind you, waiting and touching you like patience is running out of his body.
Billy’s head falls back against the couch for one second before he forces his eyes open again, unwilling to miss your face. “Fuck,” he breathes. “That’s it.” His hands move to your ass, spreading you, holding you open as Ben steps closer behind you.
You feel Ben’s cock slide against your slick folds, nudging where Billy already fills you, and panic flares with arousal so hard your fingers dig into Billy’s shoulders. “Billy,” you gasp, not sure if it’s a warning or a plea.
Billy’s hand comes up to your throat again, grounding you, making you look at him. “You said yes,” he reminds you, voice rough but focused beneath all the filth. “You still mean it?” You nod, frantic, and force the word out. “Yes.”
Ben groans behind you, and the sound is almost too much before he even pushes in. He spits into his palm, slicks himself with rough, impatient strokes, then spits again over the place where Billy is already buried inside you. The sensation makes you clench around Billy, and he curses, hips jerking up once before he controls himself.
“Fuckin’ hell, don’t do that,” Billy growls, even though his hands pull you down harder. Ben laughs under his breath, but it’s strained, his usual arrogance cracking under the pressure of what he’s about to do. “She can’t help it,” he says. “Poor thing’s full and still beggin’.” His tip presses against your entrance alongside Billy, and the stretch goes from intense to impossible.
Your whole body locks up, breath punching out of you in a broken whine. Billy’s hand tightens around your throat, not cutting off all your air, just taking enough control that your eyes roll back again. “Breathe,” he orders, and the command comes out like a threat and a promise at once.
Slow feels like a joke, because there’s nothing gentle about being opened around both of them. Ben pushes in by brutal little increments, forcing your body to make room while Billy holds you down on his cock. The pressure is obscene, hot and splitting, every nerve in your pussy screaming as both of them fill you at once.
You choke on a sound, forehead dropping toward Billy’s shoulder, but he catches your hair and pulls your head back. “No,” he says, voice low and cruel. “Let him see your face.” Ben stills behind you, breathing hard against your neck, his cock only halfway in and already making you feel like you’re being ruined from the inside out.
“Jesus Christ,” Ben mutters, and for once he sounds genuinely shaken. “She’s tight as hell.” Billy’s mouth curves, but his eyes are blown dark. “Told you,” he says, talking like you’re a thing being proved right in front of him. “Pretty little cunt’s spoiled, but she’s still got to work for it.” Ben’s hand slides from your hip to your stomach, pressing low. “Shit,” he says, voice dropping. “You can feel us right here.”
Your gaze follows his hand down, and the sight nearly wrecks you. There’s a subtle bulge low in your tummy where both of them are stretching you full, a faint, obscene pressure under Ben’s palm that makes your breath stutter when he presses on it. Billy sees it at the same time you do, and his entire body goes tense beneath you.
“Fuck,” Billy says, voice rough with disbelief and possession. “Look at that.” Ben’s palm stays there, rubbing slowly over the small swell like he’s memorizing what they’re doing to you. “We’re makin’ room where there wasn’t any,” Ben says, and his voice is so filthy and fascinated that your pussy clenches around them both.
Billy’s hand snaps back to your throat, squeezing as his hips jerk up under you. Your eyes roll back again, pleasure and pressure and humiliation crashing together until your mouth falls open.
Ben’s other hand pinches your nipple hard, and your whole body trembles between them. “Dirty little cum dump,” Billy says, almost panting now. “Look what happens when we fill you up proper.” Ben huffs a wrecked laugh against your shoulder. “She likes the proof.”
They start moving in tiny, cruel shifts at first. Billy rolls his hips up while Ben pulls back just enough to push in again, and the combined drag makes your vision blur.
It isn’t fast yet, but it’s already too much, every movement forcing you to feel both of them separately and together. Billy keeps one hand on your throat, squeezing in little pulses that make your lashes flutter and your body go loose for him.
Ben’s hand stays at your stomach, pressing over the bulge, while his other hand keeps playing with your nipples from behind. He pinches, rolls, and tugs until your chest aches and every little shock runs straight between your legs.
“She’s shaking,” Ben says, almost conversational, like you aren’t trembling between them. Billy looks down at your body, then back at Ben with a cruel little smirk. “She does that when she’s gettin’ treated like the slut she is.”
Your nails dig into Billy’s shoulders as another broken sound slips out of you. Ben thrusts shallowly, and your whole body jolts. “Yeah?” he says near your ear. “This what you wanted, sweetheart? Both of us makin’ a cum dump outta that pretty pussy?”
You can’t answer right away, and Billy doesn’t like that. His hand leaves your throat long enough to slap your cheek lightly, sharp enough to snap your focus back to him. “Answer him,” he says, voice rough and dark.
Your lips part, but the next slow grind of Ben’s cock alongside Billy’s turns the words into a gasp. Billy smiles like that’s answer enough, but he still waits because he’s a bastard. “Yes,” you finally manage, voice shaking apart.
“I wanted it.” Ben groans behind you, his forehead almost touching your shoulder for a second before he straightens again. “There she is,” he mutters. “Knew she’d say it if we stretched her enough.” Billy laughs, but it breaks into a curse when your pussy clenches around both of them.
“Fuck, love,” he hisses. “Keep squeezin’ like that and we’re not gonna last.” Ben’s hand presses lower on your stomach, making you feel the bulge and fullness all over again. “Then she’d better learn to take it.”
The rhythm builds slowly because it has to, because there’s too much of them and only so much of you. They don’t stop talking over you, about you, like your whimpers are just another part of the room. Billy says your pussy’s taking them better than he expected, voice rough with pride and disbelief.
Ben says you were made for trouble, that all that sweet little attitude was hiding this, a woman who’d end up split open between them and still try to act shy. You hear every word through the haze, and each one makes your clit pulse harder. Billy’s thumb finds it again, slick and spit-smeared, and starts rubbing slow, mean circles while Ben holds your hips open from behind.
The pressure of both cocks inside you, Billy’s thumb on your clit, Ben’s fingers abusing your nipples, and his palm pressing your lower stomach is enough to make your thighs shake violently. You cry out, and Ben’s arm clamps across your chest, pinning you back against him while his fingers keep twisting one hard nipple.
“There you go,” he says, breathing hot against your ear. “Let Butcher hear how much you like bein’ shared.” Billy’s mouth crashes against yours, rough and possessive, and his hips snap up harder. “She’s not bein’ shared,” he growls against your lips. “She’s bein’ shown off.”
That makes you break into a sobbing moan, because Billy can make possession sound filthier than sharing ever could. Ben laughs against your shoulder, but his thrust stutters like the words hit him too. “Yeah?” he says, voice ragged. “Then show her off right.” Billy’s eyes flash, and suddenly his hands are on your hips again, lifting and dragging you down with a strength that makes your breath vanish.
Ben matches him from behind, timing his shallow thrusts to Billy’s movement until you’re caught in a rough, coordinated rhythm that leaves you helpless between them.
Your pussy is stretched so full that every thrust feels like it’s taking you apart and putting you back wrong. You can feel Billy’s thickness grinding against one side, Ben’s length pressing from the other, both of them slick with spit and your own wetness.
Your head falls back against Ben’s shoulder, and Billy immediately grabs your throat to keep your face visible. His fingers squeeze, your eyes roll, and he groans at the sight like it’s going to ruin him. “No hidin’ from me,” he says. Ben’s mouth brushes your ear, his voice dark with amusement. “Or me.”
They keep you there, pinned between them, while the quiet night Billy promised turns into something ruinous and loud with breathing, skin, and filthy praise disguised as insult. You’re trembling so hard now that they have to hold you up, Billy from beneath you and Ben from behind, both of them using that to move you exactly how they want.
They spit on their fingers again, on your clit, on where you’re stretched around them, making the whole thing wetter, messier, more obscene. Billy talks about how sweet you looked in his shirt and how much better you look with it gone, split open on his cock and Ben’s like you’d been waiting for it.
Ben says he knew you were trouble the first time you glared at him, says he should’ve known your mouth wasn’t the only greedy thing about you. You whimper through it, trying to keep hold of Billy’s shoulders while Ben’s hands bruise your hips and squeeze your tits from behind. Neither of them lets you disappear into the pleasure quietly.
Every time your eyes close, Billy snaps your name. Every time your head drops, Ben pulls it back. Every time your body clenches, they both groan like you’re testing them on purpose. And through all of it, they keep talking like you aren’t in the room, like you’re something they’re using and admiring and ruining between them. You hate how much it turns you on, and you hate even more that they both know.
Billy feels you start to come apart before you manage to say it. Your thighs clamp uselessly around his hips, your nails dig into his shoulders, and your whole body starts shaking between them like you’ve been wound too tight for too long. Ben feels it too, pressed behind you, his hand still at your stomach where that obscene fullness shows beneath his palm.
He lets out a rough, almost disbelieving laugh when your pussy starts fluttering around them both, tight little pulses dragging a curse out of Billy and a sharp groan out of him. Billy’s thumb keeps working your clit in slow, cruel circles, not letting up even when you jerk against him.
“There she is,” Billy says, voice wrecked and mean, his eyes fixed on your face. “There’s our filthy little slut.” Ben’s hand slides up from your stomach to your throat, replacing Billy’s grip with his own, fingers firm and controlled around the front of your neck.
The pressure makes your lashes flutter, your breath catching in a broken whimper that only gets worse when Billy’s hand drops to your tits.
He slaps one, sharp and filthy, then the other, watching your nipples bounce and harden under the sting. “Cum for us,” Billy growls. “Go on, love. Show him what my girl looks like when she’s ruined.”
Your orgasm hits so hard that it nearly takes your voice with it. For a second, you can’t do anything but shake, mouth open, eyes rolling as Ben’s hand holds your throat and Billy’s cock grinds up into you from beneath.
Then the sound breaks out of you, loud and helpless, both their names spilling from your mouth in a ruined, sobbing rush. “Billy,” you gasp first, clinging to him like he’s the only thing keeping you upright. “Ben.” Ben groans against your ear when you say his name, his hips snapping forward harder, forcing another cry out of you.
Billy’s hand comes down against your tit again, the sting melting straight into the pleasure tearing through your body. You don’t even know when the words change, only that your head is gone and your body is too full and too sensitive and too desperate to stay proud.
“Daddy,” you whimper at Billy, and the look that takes over his face is almost dangerous. Then your head falls back against Ben’s shoulder, and the name slips out for him too, softer and needier.
“Dada, please.” Ben’s grip tightens at your throat for one controlled second, just enough to make you gasp around the word. “Fuck,” he snarls. “Say that again.”
Billy’s whole body goes tense beneath you, jealousy and arousal twisting together in his face. He slaps your tit again, rougher this time, and the sting makes your pussy clamp down around both of them so hard that Ben swears into your neck.
“Little cum dump’s got names for both of us now,” Billy says, voice harsh, but his hips buck up into you like it’s the hottest thing he’s ever heard. Ben laughs, breathless and mean, his hand still at your throat while the other arm locks around your waist to hold you steady. “She sounds good beggin’ like that,” he says, thrusting shallow and hard, making you feel every inch of him alongside Billy.
“Bet she’d sound even better askin’ for what she really wants.” Your orgasm is still rolling through you, still making your thighs tremble, but the words drag another desperate ache out of your body. Billy’s thumb presses against your clit again, and you sob. “Please,” you choke out, voice thin under Ben’s hand.
Billy’s eyes narrow, his mouth wet and parted as he watches you struggle to speak. “Please what?” he asks. Ben’s mouth brushes your ear, cruel and hot. “Use your words, sweetheart. Tell us what you want us to do to that pretty little cunt.”
You barely get the sentence out. It comes out broken, filthy, and desperate, torn apart by the way they keep moving inside you. “Cum in me,” you beg, voice shaking so badly the words nearly blur. Billy’s hips stutter beneath you, and Ben goes still for half a second like you’ve punched the air out of him.
Then you say it again because their reaction makes you reckless. “Please cum in me.” Billy’s face twists with something possessive and ruined, his hands grabbing your hips hard enough to pull you down against him. “Hear that?” he says to Ben, like you’re not there, like you’re just a soaked, trembling thing split open between them. “She’s beggin’ for it now.”
Ben’s hand flexes around your throat, his thumb stroking once along your jaw when your breath catches. “Yeah,” Ben says, voice rougher than it’s been all night. “Wants to be filled up like a good little cum dump.” Your pussy clenches again, and both men groan at once. “Please,” you whimper, turning your face toward Billy, then back toward Ben as much as his grip allows. “Please, Daddy. Please, Dada. I want it.”
That breaks whatever restraint they’ve been pretending to have. Billy’s hands become bruising on your hips, lifting and dragging you down onto him in rough, grinding thrusts that make your whole body jolt. Ben matches him from behind, his hips snapping forward in short, punishing strokes, keeping you pinned between his chest and Billy’s body.
They aren’t soft now, not even a little. Their words get nastier, their rhythm harsher, their hands less patient as your body turns loose and trembling between them. Billy calls you a greedy slut for asking so sweetly after pretending you were shy. Ben calls you a perfect little cum dump against your ear, his voice shaking with how close he is.
Billy keeps slapping your tits, alternating between the sharp sting of his palm and the rough squeeze of his fingers around your nipples. Ben’s hand stays at your throat, firm and grounding, controlling just enough air to make every sensation blur into something dizzy and desperate.
Your eyes roll again, and Billy groans when he sees it. “Fuckin’ look at her,” he pants. “Gone stupid on our cocks.” Ben bites out a laugh, thrusting harder. “Good. That’s how she should be.”
Billy cums first, because the way you’re clenching around both of them is too much even for him. His whole body locks beneath you, shoulders tense, jaw clenched, hands dragging you down so hard you feel him buried as deep as he can get. “Fuck,” he groans, voice breaking around the word. “Take it, love.”
Then he spills inside you, hot and thick, his cock pulsing hard as cum fills you from beneath. You feel every twitch of him, every hot rush, and the sensation makes you sob because Ben is still moving behind you, grinding his cock alongside Billy’s while Billy empties into you.
“There you go,” Ben mutters, voice ragged at your ear. “Daddy’s fillin’ you up.” The words make you clench so hard Billy curses through his own orgasm.
Ben’s grip on your throat tightens for one last dizzying second before he lets it ease, his other hand pressing low on your stomach as if he can feel Billy’s cum inside you. “My turn,” Ben says, and his voice is no longer teasing. It’s wrecked.
Ben follows with a harsh groan, hips driving forward and holding there as deep as your body can take him. His hand leaves your throat to clamp around your waist, pulling you back against him while Billy holds you down from the front. “Fuck, sweetheart,” Ben grits out, his voice cracking into something raw. “Take mine too.”
Then he cums inside you, hot and heavy, pulsing into the same stretched, soaked space Billy has already filled. The feeling is overwhelming, too much heat, too much fullness, too much wetness as both of them stay buried and twitching inside you. You can feel their cum mixing deep in your pussy, slick and warm, making the stretch wetter and messier with every tiny aftershock.
Billy’s breathing is rough against your chest, his forehead briefly pressing to your collarbone like even he needs a second. Ben groans into the back of your shoulder, his body trembling once behind you.
You’re still shaking from your own orgasm, still clenching weakly around them both, and every pulse makes cum shift inside you. “Good girl,” Billy murmurs, voice hoarse and wrecked. “That’s it. Take all of it.” Ben kisses the side of your neck, messier and rougher than tender. “Looks like she loves it.”
For a moment, no one moves properly. You’re pinned between them, full of both of their cum, your body limp and trembling, your tits sore from Billy’s hands and your throat still tingling from Ben’s grip. Billy’s fingers stroke over your hip, almost absent, while Ben’s palm spreads across your lower stomach one more time.
“Hell of a thing,” Ben mutters, still breathing hard, and there’s a rough satisfaction in his voice when he feels how full you are. Billy looks down between your bodies, eyes dark and hungry even through the exhaustion. “Want to see it,” he says, and the words make your stomach twist again despite how ruined you already feel.
Ben pulls out first, slowly, and the loss makes you whimper. A wet sound follows, obscene and soft, and Ben curses when he sees the first slick spill of cum start to slip out around Billy’s cock. Billy grabs your hips and lifts you off him next, careful enough not to hurt you but still rough enough to make your thighs shake.
His cock slides free, and the combined cum immediately starts dripping back down onto him from your pussy, thick and white, mixed with your slick as it trails over his shaft and lower stomach. Billy stares at it like it’s a claim made visible. Ben lets out a low laugh behind you. “Jesus,” he says. “Look at that mess.”
Billy doesn’t let you hide from it. He keeps you lifted just enough, one arm strong around your waist, while his other hand dips between your thighs. His fingers scoop through the cum dripping from you, gathering the messy mix before it can slide too far.
Your face burns when he brings it up toward your mouth, but you open before he has to tell you. Billy’s eyes go dark at the obedience. “That’s my girl,” he says, pushing his fingers between your lips. The taste of cum hits your tongue, salty and warm and filthy, mixed with you, mixed with both of them, and you moan around his fingers because you love it.
Ben moves in too, his hand following Billy’s, fingers sliding through the mess still leaking from your swollen pussy. “Greedy even after all that,” he says, amused and breathless. He brings his fingers to your mouth next, and Billy pulls his free just enough to let Ben feed you too.
You suck Ben’s fingers clean without hesitation, eyes half-lidded, body still trembling between them. Ben’s grin turns wrecked and satisfied. “Damn,” he murmurs. “She really does love bein’ our cum dump.”
Billy’s hand comes back to your jaw, not harsh this time, but still possessive enough to make you look at him while Ben’s fingers slip from your mouth. “Swallow,” he says, voice low and ruined. You do, because there’s no part of you left pretending you don’t want every filthy piece of what they give you.
Billy watches your throat move, and something soft and dangerous flickers under all the degradation. Ben’s hand slides over your hip, squeezing once, while his mouth brushes your shoulder. “Good girl,” Ben says, and the praise sounds almost obscene after everything else.
Cum is still dripping from you, slow and sticky, sliding down your thighs and onto Billy where he sits beneath you. Billy notices, of course he does, and his thumb strokes over your swollen lower lip. “Look at you,” he murmurs. “Full of us, fed from us, and still lookin’ like you’d ask for more.”
Your laugh comes out broken and breathless, half a whimper. You lean into his hand because you can’t help it. “Maybe I would,” you whisper. Billy’s smile turns dark again, and Ben’s laugh rumbles against your back. “Course you would,” Billy says. “You’re ours now, love. No point lyin’ about it.”
You pout up at them before you can stop yourself, lips still swollen, eyes glassy, body trembling in that loose, ruined way that makes Billy’s gaze sharpen all over again. It isn’t even a practiced pout, not something you mean to do to get your way, just the natural little downturn of your mouth when Billy’s hand leaves your jaw and Ben’s warmth shifts away from your back.
You feel too empty already, too exposed, too full of them and somehow still needy enough to hate the distance. Billy notices instantly, because Billy notices every pathetic little thing you try to hide from him. His hand tightens around your waist, and for one stupid second you think he’s going to pull you back onto his lap.
Instead, he lifts you with a rough little grunt, making your thighs shake as cum slips hot and sticky between your legs. “Look at that face,” he mutters, voice hoarse and mean around the edges. “Still fuckin’ poutin’ after all that.”
You try to answer, but the sound that comes out is just a soft, embarrassed whine. Ben laughs under his breath, stepping closer like he can’t help wanting to see what Billy’s done to you from every possible angle.
Billy sets you down on the chair beside him, rough enough that you gasp when your bare skin meets the cool seat. The chair creaks beneath you, and your hands fly to the arms of it, fingers curling hard as your body tries to remember how to sit normally.
There’s nothing normal about it, not with your thighs slick, your pussy sore and swollen, cum still leaking out of you in slow, humiliating little drips. Billy doesn’t let you close your legs. His hand catches your knee immediately and shoves it back open with a dark look, like he’s offended you’d even try to hide now.
“No,” he says, simple and sharp. “Don’t get shy after beggin’ for us to fill you.” Your breath catches, and Ben makes a low sound from where he stands in front of you, still half-dressed, still looking unfairly smug and wrecked at the same time. “She’s tryin’ to look innocent again,” Ben says, voice rough with amusement. “Cute.”
You glare at him, or at least you try to. It comes out weak, ruined by the way your body keeps shaking and the way your lips are still parted like you’re waiting for someone to give you another command. Ben sees that too, because Ben has become dangerously good at reading all the little cracks in your pride.
His eyes drop between your spread thighs, and his grin fades into something darker when he sees the mess they’ve left behind. Billy’s cum and Ben’s cum keep slipping out of you, thick and white against your flushed, swollen pussy, trailing down toward the chair in slow, obscene streaks.
You feel it and shiver, half embarrassed and half turned on all over again. Billy sees the shiver and reaches over, fingers digging into the soft inside of your thigh. “Still twitchin’,” he says, like he’s talking to Ben more than you.
“Poor thing doesn’t know what to do with herself now.” Ben steps closer, one hand coming down to grip the back of the chair above your shoulder. “Sure she does,” he says. “She’s sittin’ there waitin’ to be told.”
The words make your stomach dip, and Billy’s fingers flex like he feels the reaction through your thigh. “That true, love?” he asks, leaning back on the couch like he isn’t still hardening again at the sight of you ruined beside him.
You swallow, throat tender from Ben’s grip and Billy’s commands, and your voice comes out smaller than you expect. “Maybe.” Billy’s mouth curves, slow and wicked, and Ben’s brows lift like your answer has delighted him. “Maybe,” Billy repeats, dragging the word out like it’s something filthy. “That’s not what you sounded like five minutes ago.”
Your face burns hot, but you don’t look away fast enough. Billy reaches over and catches your chin before you can try. His thumb presses into your lower lip, smearing what’s left of the wetness there. “You had plenty to say when you wanted our cum in you.”
Ben makes a low sound at that, like the reminder gets under his skin too. He crouches in front of you, not kneeling fully, just lowering enough that his face is closer to your open thighs. The position makes your breath go thin, especially when his hands settle on your knees and push them wider for himself.
“Christ,” he mutters, looking at the way cum keeps leaking from you. “She really did take it all.” Billy’s eyes are on you, not between your legs, watching your face twist with embarrassment. “She loved takin’ it,” he says. “Didn’t you?”
You bite your lip, and Billy’s hand comes down on your thigh, a sharp slap that makes you jolt. “Don’t bite that lip unless I tell you to.” Your eyes fly to his, and your voice shakes when you answer. “I loved it.” Ben’s grin comes back, slower this time, rougher around the edges. “Yeah,” he says. “I know you did.”
Ben’s gaze drops again, and this time he doesn’t just look. He reaches into the pocket of his jacket, pulling out his phone with a calmness that makes your whole body tense. Billy’s eyes flick to the phone first, then to your face, his expression sharpening with warning and interest all at once.
Ben notices that too, because he isn’t stupid, just infuriating. “Relax,” he says, though his voice stays dark and hungry. “I’m askin’.” Your breath catches as he tilts the phone in his hand, not lifting it fully yet, giving you the chance to say no. Billy’s hand stays on your thigh, warm and grounding despite how rough he’s been with you.
“You want that, love?” Billy asks, and his voice drops softer beneath the filth. “Want him keepin’ a picture of what we did to you?” The idea hits you so hard your pussy clenches, pushing more cum out in a slow, humiliating trickle. Ben sees it happen, and his jaw tightens. “Shit,” he mutters. “That’s an answer if I’ve ever seen one.”
You still force yourself to speak, because Billy’s eyes demand it and Ben’s phone stays lowered until you do. “Yes,” you whisper, cheeks burning so hot you feel dizzy. Ben’s grin turns dark, satisfied, and almost reverent in the worst possible way.
“Yeah?” he asks, thumb hovering over the screen as he shifts closer. “You want me takin’ pictures of this pretty ruined pussy?” Your thighs twitch, but Billy’s hand keeps them open. “Say it proper,” Billy murmurs, thumb stroking once along your inner thigh. Your voice shakes, but the want in it is embarrassingly clear.
“I want him to take them.” Ben exhales slowly, like the words have knocked something loose in him. “Good girl,” he says, and the praise sounds obscene coming from his mouth. “Knew you had a little exhibitionist streak in there.” Billy huffs a rough laugh beside you. “Little?”
The first picture makes you flinch even though you asked for it. Ben angles the phone down between your thighs, capturing the spread of your legs, the swollen shine of your pussy, the thick cum dripping out of you and smearing against the chair.
The soft click feels louder than it should, sharp enough to send a pulse straight through your clit. You cover your face on instinct, but Billy catches your wrists before your hands can hide you. “No,” he says, dragging your arms down and pinning them against the chair.
“You wanted it, so let him see your face too.” Ben’s eyes lift to yours over the phone, his grin crooked and filthy. “Yeah, sweetheart,” he says. “Don’t hide now.” He takes another picture, this one wider, catching your ruined expression, your bare chest, your open thighs, and Billy’s hand holding you in place.
Your stomach twists with shame and pleasure at once. “Fuck,” Ben says softly, looking at the screen. “That’s one hell of a souvenir.”
Billy leans over enough to look, his shoulder brushing yours while Ben turns the screen slightly toward him. The sight of them both looking at the picture while you’re sitting right there makes your whole body burn. Billy’s mouth curls like he’s proud and possessive and half tempted to ruin you all over again.
“Look at her,” he mutters, voice rough. “Looks like she’s been thoroughly used.” Ben’s thumb swipes once, checking the picture, and his eyes flick back to you with something hungry and pleased. “She looks like she needs to be looked at again,” he says.
You make a small sound, and Billy’s hand slides from your wrist to your throat, not squeezing yet, just resting there like a reminder. “You hear that, love?” Billy asks. “He’s already plannin’ what he’s doin’ with those.”
Ben lifts the phone again, angling for another shot of your pussy leaking over the chair. “Damn right I am,” he says, voice low. “I’m keepin’ these.”
Your breath catches harder than you expect. “Keeping them?” you whisper, even though you already know the answer. Ben’s gaze rises to yours, bold and shameless, but there is still that pause, that tiny space for you to take it back if you need to.
You don’t. You sit there with Billy holding your throat and Ben crouched between your thighs, and the thought of him leaving with proof of you like this makes you throb. Ben sees it in your face before you can say anything.
“I’m gonna stroke myself to them when I get home,” he says, rough and deliberate, watching your reaction like it’s the real prize. “Gonna look at that pretty little cum-filled pussy and remember exactly how you sounded beggin’ for us.”
A whimper slips out of you, helpless and immediate. Billy’s fingers tighten slightly at your throat, his smile darkening as he feels you melt under the words. “Fuckin’ knew it,” Billy murmurs. “You like that.”
Ben takes another picture while Billy says it, capturing your face mid-whimper, lips parted, eyes glassy, throat held in Billy’s hand. The humiliation of it makes your pulse thunder, but you don’t ask him to stop.
You can’t. You love the attention too much, love the idea of being kept like this, love knowing Ben will have to look at you later and remember what it felt like to ruin you with Billy.
“You’re sick,” you whisper, but there is no bite in it. Ben laughs, low and pleased, lowering the phone just enough to meet your eyes properly. “Maybe,” he says. “But you’re the one spreadin’ your legs wider every time I point this thing at you.”
Your gaze drops because he’s right, and Billy’s thumb strokes along your throat like he’s rewarding the honesty your body keeps giving away. “She can’t help herself,” Billy says. “Likes knowin’ she’ll be kept.” Ben’s smile turns slower. “Oh, she’s bein’ kept all right.”
Billy’s hand moves from your throat to your jaw, turning your face toward him while Ben takes another photo from the side. This one catches Billy’s fingers on your face, your ruined mouth, the bruised flush in your cheeks, and the cum still leaking between your open thighs.
Billy kisses you after the click, rough and possessive, his mouth swallowing the soft moan you give him. Ben makes a quiet sound behind the phone, and when Billy pulls away, you see the way Ben is staring at the screen like he’s already imagining later. “That one,” Ben says, voice rougher. “That one’s gettin’ used a lot.”
You shiver, and Billy laughs against your mouth. “Dirty little thing,” he says, not unkindly, but still mean enough to make your stomach twist. “You hear him talk about jerkin’ off to you and you damn near shake.”
Ben shifts closer, phone still in hand, and his free fingers slide along your inner thigh, smearing through the mess there. “Can’t blame me,” he says. “Look at her.”
You try to pout again, partly because you’re overwhelmed and partly because you know they both react to it. Billy sees it first and clicks his tongue, eyes narrowing. “There’s that face again.” Ben immediately lifts the phone, like he has been waiting for exactly that.
“Hold that,” he says, voice turning sharp with command. You freeze, lips parted in that soft little pout, thighs still spread by Billy’s hand. The picture captures it, the ruined softness of your expression paired with the filthy evidence between your legs.
Ben looks at the screen and lets out a rough laugh. “Jesus,” he mutters. “You’re gonna be a problem.” Your voice comes out breathy, almost shy despite everything. “For who?” Ben’s eyes lift slowly from the phone to your face.
“For my right hand,” he says, and Billy laughs so hard under his breath that you feel it through his hand on your thigh. “Romantic bastard, ain’t he?” Billy says.
Ben stands again, still looking down at you like he’s not finished deciding what he wants to remember. He takes one more picture from above, getting the whole wrecked shape of you in the chair, legs open, chest bare, throat marked faintly from their hands, mouth swollen from them both.
Billy keeps you in place through it, one hand on your thigh, the other at your chin, forcing you to look up instead of away. The click lands, and you feel it everywhere. Ben studies the screen for a long second, his expression almost stripped of humor now. “Yeah,” he says softly, more to himself than either of you. “I’m definitely keepin’ that one.”
Billy looks up at him, possessive amusement cutting through his exhaustion. “Don’t wear it out.” Ben grins, finally sliding the phone away. “No promises.”
Your thighs tremble, and another slow drip of cum slips out of you. Both men look down at the same time, and Ben’s grin turns wicked again. “Might need one more.” Billy squeezes your thigh, holding you open as he murmurs, “Smile for him, love.”
Synopsis. You were just another overworked, underpaid PR grunt at Vought, until Homelander noticed you. What began as a predator's idle curiosity quickly became a suffocating obsession. Promoted against your will to his personal handler, stripped of every support system, you find yourself trapped in his gilded cage. When your freeloading cousin Marta becomes his final obstacle, Homelander decides to remove her — permanently. In his mind, it's not cruelty; it's love. And for a lonely god who was never taught how to love, love justifies absolutely anything.
Pairing: Obsessed! Homelander x Stressed! PR! Reader
Content: M D N I. Homelander (The Boys). smut dubcon. Size kink. bulge kink. Dark corporate atmosphere in Vought Tower. Workplace harassment. Obsessive surveillance. Extreme power imbalance. Psychological manipulation. Maternal neediness projection. Forced isolation. Non-consensu Sal touching. Coercion. Murder of a secondary character (off-screen). Blood (mild). Emotional kidnapping. Dominant/submissive dynamics. Intense, dark intimate sessions. Making out. Sustained eye contact. Provocative and possessive language. Pet names (little ant). Extreme possessiveness. Subtle jealousy. Power display. Prolonged pace. Overwhelming sensations. Male vulnerability revealed in intimacy. Personal space invasion. Home invasion. Insistent touching. Whispered words. Growing, destructive obsession. Pathological narcissism. Dark ending with no redemption.
Word Count: 8k
N/A. Truth is, I've never had this much trouble with a draft before. I know it's your standard Homelander fic, but hey, I had to join the party 👍
« But you're everything to me.
You deepen the red of my blood »
Twenty-two hours. That was the cursed number that governed your existence, the official schedule—or rather, the administrative sentence—imposed on you by the Public Relations Department of Vought International. Twenty-two hours a week that, on paper, were supposed to translate into a salary decent enough to allow you the luxury of renting a decent apartment, filling the fridge with food that wasn't made of plastic, and perhaps, with a bit of luck, treating yourself to the occasional indulgence. But reality, like almost everything in that damned glass tower of corporate mirages, was a cruel joke wrapped in bureaucracy. The salary turned out to be laughable, barely a trickle of red ink in your bank account that evaporated before you could blink, leaving you trapped on a perpetual hamster wheel of financial anxiety while you watched the company's real heroes earn more from a single soda commercial than you would in your entire working life.
As if that financial tightrope weren't torture enough, fate had decided to add dead weight to your already tottering balance. You had your cousin living at home. A thirty-year-old woman you hadn't seen since the blurry days of childhood, when both families still pretended to get along at Christmas gatherings. You had taken her in out of a gesture of compassion that now seemed like the worst miscalculation of your adult life. She didn't work. She didn't look for work. She didn't seem to have the slightest intention of lifting a finger to ease the burden her presence represented. She had settled on your sofa like a wilted, demanding fern, an emotional and financial parasite that consumed your resources without offering anything in return. And there you were, trapped in the impossible role of sole provider, taking care of a fully functional adult as if she were a teenage daughter, looking after two people when you could barely keep yourself upright.
Ironic, you sometimes thought while rubbing your temples in front of the computer screen in the empty office, how you had become everyone's pillar when your own foundations were silently crumbling. No one saw it, of course. No one noticed the cracks in your professional smile, the slight trembling of your hands as you poured your third coffee of the day, the dark circles you covered with cheap concealer before facing the most narcissistic superheroes on the planet. You were the image expert who kept everyone else's façade flawless, while your own fell apart behind the closed door of your tiny apartment. And the worst of all was that growing feeling that someone—someone with eyes too blue and a smile that never reached his gaze—had begun to notice the fissures.
The first time Homelander noticed you, it wasn't because of your looks, or your voice, or even the position you held in the tower. It was because of the smell.
He was flying over the administrative wing, a pastime he cultivated when boredom gnawed at his skull, when his superhuman sense of smell picked up a distinct chemical signature amidst the cheap perfume of the hallways. Cortisol. Adrenaline at almost clinical levels. A cocktail of stress so pure and concentrated it was nearly intoxicating. He descended a few meters, hovering silently like a bored god, and located you through the glass walls. You were hunched over a tiny desk, your fingers pounding the keyboard with mechanical fury, your jaw so tight he could almost hear your teeth grinding. Your heart was beating like a trapped bird against your ribs.
He smiled to himself. What a pathetic creature, he thought. Barely a bundle of nerves with an ID badge hanging around her neck. And yet... she's still there. Still fighting. He liked that contradiction: the most absolute fragility that refused to break. It was like watching an insect trying to lift a crumb of bread too big. He decided to remember your face.
The second encounter was deliberate. A leak to the press about one of A-Train's nocturnal excesses had put the Public Relations department under siege, and Homelander decided to honor the crisis room with his presence. Not because he cared about the speedster's fate—whom he considered little more than a defective tool—but because he wanted to see you under real pressure. He wanted to know if that chemical symphony from the other night was your natural state.
He arrived without making a sound, as always. The door opened and his silhouette outlined against the fluorescent light was enough to make everyone in the room hold their breath. Everyone except you. You didn't even look up from your tablet, too absorbed in damage timelines and press releases. That annoyed him. And he liked it.
—Is someone going to explain to me why my time is being interrupted by the incompetence of a drug-addict runner? —he purred, sweeping his gaze over those present until he fixed it on you.
You were the only one who answered, with a tired but firm voice that didn't tremble when addressing him:
—With all due respect, Mr. Homelander, if we manage to contain this before noon, your time won't be affected at all. We're on it.
Mr. Homelander? The formal address rang in his ego like a pleasant bell, but it was the lack of fear in your tone that truly captured his attention. Almost all employees stammered in his presence, sweated, averted their eyes like prey before a predator. You, on the other hand, were too exhausted to be afraid. Your pulse had barely altered when speaking to him. It was insolence born of exhaustion, not courage, and that made it delightfully genuine.
He leaned toward you, invading your personal space with calculated slowness. The scent of your stress was more intense up close, an invisible cloud enveloping him. He could smell the stale coffee on your breath, the lack of sleep on your skin, the cheap perfume that tried to mask desperation.
—Do you have any idea who's talking to you? —he murmured, low enough that only you could hear.
—Perfectly —you replied, finally raising your eyes. Tired. Beautiful in their devastation—. That's exactly why I need you to let me work.
No one spoke to him like that. No one. Fury and pleasure tangled in his chest like two serpents. He wanted to punish you. He wanted to rip out that insolent tongue and collect it in a jar. But he also wanted, above all, for you to look at him like that again, with that mix of indifference and loyalty to a cause as insignificant as saving Vought's reputation.
—Alright —he said at last, straightening up with a smile that didn't reach his eyes—. Work. And don't disappoint me.
From then on, he became your invisible shadow. Not in an obvious way, of course; he was too cunning to stoop to following a mere human through the hallways like a lapdog. Instead, he used his senses: he listened to your conversations through walls, smelled your mood swings from entire floors away, watched your routine with the patience of a feline observing a lame mouse.
He discovered that you worked twenty-two hours a week, a figure that struck him as ridiculous and almost insulting. Was that all you were worth to the company? A miserable salary and cut hours? The injustice, curiously, didn't outrage him out of empathy—he was incapable of feeling it—but because it placed you on such a low rung that you almost escaped his radar. He didn't like that. If you were going to be his new distraction, his little pastime, you needed to be in a visible, controllable place. He would have to fix it. A transfer, perhaps. A forced promotion to his personal image team. After all, wasn't he Vought's greatest asset? His image was that of a god. He deserved someone dedicated exclusively to polishing it.
And then there was the matter of your cousin. That parasite who vegetated in your apartment. He listened to her one night, while floating outside your window, invisible among the shadows of the sky. Your voice, tense, begging her to look for work. Hers, indolent, complaining of imaginary aches. The anger rising up your throat, the tears you held back because you couldn't afford the luxury of falling apart. Homelander clenched his fists. It wasn't compassion he felt; it was possession. How dare that useless woman add more weight onto your shoulders? Those shoulders were his now. The exhaustion, the dark circles, the tears you didn't shed, all of that belonged to him. No one else had the right to cause them.
One night, after a charity event where you had coordinated every detail with surgical precision—and where he had pretended not to look at you from the stage—, he intercepted you in the underground parking lot. Your heels echoed against the concrete with a limping rhythm; you had twisted your ankle at some point during the evening and the pain added to your litany of miseries. He appeared out of nowhere, the flag waving on his cape even underground, his superstar smile firmly in place.
—You did a good job tonight —he said, blocking your way with his mere presence—. I've been watching you.
You stopped, leaning against a pillar to relieve the pressure on your ankle. —Thank you. I try to do my job well.
—Oh, I know. You work like a damned slave for a few coins and an apartment infested with useless relatives. —Your expression of surprise drew a soft, almost paternal laugh from him—. Don't make that face. I know a lot of things. I know you don't sleep, I know you eat junk from vending machines, I know that bruise on your left wrist you got from bumping into a filing cabinet last Tuesday, during your break.
The fear that finally appeared in your eyes was the sweetest of nectars. At last, at last, you broke that façade of indifferent professional. You stepped back, but he took you by the chin with the tips of his fingers, a touch light as a caress and firm as a threat.
—You're weak —he murmured, delighting in the word, savoring it—. Fragile, exhausted, about to break. But that's okay. I like it. Fragile things are easier to possess. And you, my little ant, need someone to possess you. To take care of you. To push all those parasites sucking the life out of you out of your way so you can thrive.
—I don't need... —you began, but his thumb lightly pressed your lower lip, silencing you.
—Of course you do. You just don't know it yet. But don't worry. I have a loooot of patience with things that interest me. —He tilted his head, his blue eyes piercing you from an unattainable height—. You are inferior to me in everything that matters, but that doesn't mean you can't be useful to me. In fact, I think you're going to become my favorite project.
His smile widened, white and perfect, and in that gesture was all the narcissism in the world: the certainty of a god who has decided to take a fancy to a mortal and expects, of course, absolute gratitude.
—Now, go home. Rest. I don't want my favorite toy to break before I start playing with it. Tomorrow we'll talk about your new position. You're welcome, in advance.
And with a swirl of his cape, he rose into the night, leaving you alone under the hum of the fluorescents, with your heart galloping and the terrifying certainty that the most dangerous predator on the planet had just set his sights on you. The worst wasn't the fear. The worst was that tiny, almost imperceptible part of you that, for one fleeting second, felt seen.
That night, after the encounter in the parking lot, you barely managed to get the key into the lock. Your hands trembled like leaves in the wind and your ankle throbbed with a dull ache that climbed all the way to your hip. When you opened the door, the smell of stale popcorn and cheap cologne hit you in the face. Marta was sprawled on the sofa, wrapped in a faded flannel robe, watching a cooking competition on TV with the volume far too loud.
—Watching that again? —you murmured, dropping your bag to the floor with a dry thud.
—Well, honey, there's nothing else on... These damn superheroes hog every channel. On channel one, on two, on three... Even on the paid ones! Homelander saves who-knows-who, Queen Maeve opens a shopping center... What a load of crap! —she grumbled, turning off the television with a theatrical gesture—. They used to show reruns of 'Médico de familia', which was a proper, decent series.
You let yourself collapse into the dining chair, rubbing your temples. The terror you had felt in the parking lot was still there, lodged in your chest like a cold stone. And Marta, with her chronic uselessness, was the only person in the world you could share it with. Paradoxical. The thirty-something cousin who never lifted a finger, who lived off your miserable salary, was your only confidante.
—Marta... —you began, your voice broken—. I think I've gotten myself into a really serious problem.
She half sat up, propping herself on one elbow. For once, the chronic laziness on her face gave way to a spark of attention.
—Were you fired? Because if you were fired, I know a guy who sells some really good creams online, and we could...
—No, Marta, I wasn't fired. It's... —You swallowed. The words burned in your throat, but you had to let them out or you would choke—. It's Homelander. The real Homelander. He's been following me. He says he's been... watching me. He knows where I live, he knows about my schedule, he knows about you.
—He knows about me? —Marta's tone sharpened with almost comical indignation—. And what's he going to know about me if he doesn't know me at all? Look, I haven't done anything wrong! I've got enough with my arthritis and my migraines without some guy in blue pajamas coming to meddle in my life.
—Marta, you don't understand. He's dangerous. Really. He told me I'm his... his toy.
There was a silence. Marta blinked twice, processing the information with the slowness of an old computer. Then she got up from the sofa, dragging the fuzzy slippers she had stolen from you, and came over to you. She knelt beside you —with some difficulty, because the arthritis was real, not made up— and took your hands with an almost tender clumsiness.
—Look, I don't like those heroes. They're fascists, hoarders, a bunch of... sons of bitches. But you're my cousin. And I might be useless, which I am, and a parasite, which I also am, but I'm not going to let some guy in a cape make you feel like this. —She squeezed your fingers harder than you expected—. From now on, I'll take care of the house, okay? And the shopping. And if that show-off with laser eyes shows up around here, I'll give him a piece of my mind, because I may have a lot of ailments but in my youth I handed out slaps like they were bread.
You almost laughed. The image of Marta confronting Homelander was as absurd as it was endearing. For the first time in months, you saw in her tired, failed-housewife eyes a spark of genuine loyalty. Marta wasn't a bad person. She was just a woman broken by life, a mediocre survivor who had gotten used to drifting aimlessly. But there she was, squeezing your hands, offering you the only thing she could give: her useless company and her sincere indignation.
—Thank you —you whispered, and it was a real thank you.
It was then that you felt it. A chill on the back of your neck, an icy tingling that ran down your spine. You looked up toward the living room window, the one that faced the street, the one you always left without curtains because there was no money for blinds. And there, floating in the darkness like a malignant star, two points of an almost white blue returned your gaze.
Homelander was outside. He hadn't left. He hadn't left at any point.
He was smiling. Even in the dim light, you could see the white curve of his teeth, the impossible stillness of his body suspended in the air, the cape waving slowly like a flag of conquest. He made no move to leave. He simply stayed there, watching you through the glass, savoring your terror with the calm of someone who has all the time in the world.
Because he did. Of course he did. And he wasn't going to leave.
You didn't sleep. You spent the night wide awake, sitting on the edge of the bed, with the curtains drawn and your mind repeating over and over that smile floating in the darkness. Marta fell asleep on the sofa, hugging a cushion like an old cat, oblivious to the danger lurking beyond the windowpanes. You didn't have the courage to look out the window at dawn, for fear of still finding those two blue points waiting for you in the gray sky.
At eight in the morning, with irritated eyes and yesterday's wrinkled clothes, you arrived at Vought Tower. The receptionist stopped you before you could take refuge in your cubicle.
—Ashley wants to see you. Right now. In her office.
The tone left no room for argument. Something had changed.
Ashley Barrett, the vice president of hero management, greeted you from behind her glass desk with a smile that was meant to be warm but couldn't hide the chronic panic that lived in her pupils. She had her phone glued to her ear, as always, but hung up as soon as she saw you enter.
—Oh, thank God you're here! Sit down, sit down. —She pointed to a chair with a nervous gesture, smoothing her coppery hair—. I have news... well, news. Important. Very important.
—Did I do something wrong? —you asked, though deep down you already knew. It wasn't punishment what was coming. It was something worse.
—Wrong? No, not at all! On the contrary. —Ashley let out a high-pitched giggle, the kind she used to disguise bad news—. There's been a... restructuring. Homelander has personally requested the creation of a Public Relations team dedicated exclusively to his image. And he has also personally asked that you be the one to lead it.
The word "lead" echoed hollowly in the office.
—But I'm the lowest on the ladder. I have no experience in... —you began, but Ashley interrupted you with a wave of her hand.
—Nonsense! You've demonstrated extraordinary resilience, a commitment to the company that doesn't go unnoticed. Besides, Homelander himself has praised your work. Do you know how hard it is for him to praise anyone? It's an honor! A privilege! —Her voice cracked for an instant, betraying the underlying terror—. And, well, there's a small detail: the team consists of you alone. There's no budget for more. Image crisis and all that. But I'm sure you can handle it. He trusts you.
He trusts you. The words tasted like poison to you.
Ashley handed you a folder with the new contract, the salary increase —generous, far too generous— and the schedule: exclusive dedication, twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week. Absolute availability for the Seven. For him.
—Oh, and you have a private meeting with him —Ashley added, lowering her voice as if she feared the walls had ears—. Right now. On the ninety-ninth floor. He's waiting for you.
The elevator rose in a sepulchral silence. The digital numbers climbed toward the sky while your stomach plummeted in the opposite direction. Ninety-seven, ninety-eight, ninety-nine. The doors opened with a soft hiss, revealing a hallway lined with dark marble and a single double door at the end, guarded by the Vought eagle emblem.
You pushed the doors open with trembling hands. Homelander's private office was a temple to himself: glass walls that dominated all of Manhattan, a mahogany desk the size of a football field, giant screens projecting his image on a loop. And at the back, his back to you, silhouetted against the dawn light, his silhouette. The cape waving gently from the air conditioning. Hands clasped behind his back. The feline stillness of a predator in no hurry.
—Come in —he said without turning around. His voice was velvety, almost affable, but vibrated at a frequency that made the hairs on the back of your neck stand on end—. And close the door. I don't want interruptions.
You obeyed. The click of the latch echoed like a gunshot.
Homelander turned around slowly, savoring the moment. His eyes were exactly the same as the night before, blue to the point of nausea, bright like magnifying glasses focusing on an ant. He was smiling.
—Did you sleep well? —he asked, and it was obvious he knew the answer.
You remained standing by the door, unable to move forward. Words stuck in your throat like sand. He raised an eyebrow, amused.
—You don't need to tell me. The dark circles speak for you. It doesn't matter. From now on you'll sleep better, I promise. —He took a step toward you, then another, closing the distance with unbearable slowness—. Did you like the news? Your own team, your own office, a salary that finally lets you live without counting coins. And all thanks to me. Aren't you going to thank me?
The question hung in the air. He tilted his head, expectant, like a child waiting for a gift. But his eyes weren't a child's. They were a wolf's.
—I... I didn't ask for this —you managed to articulate.
—No, of course you didn't. That's why it's so wonderful. The best things aren't asked for, they're taken. Or received. —He stopped a meter from you, raising a hand to caress the edge of his own jaw with a thoughtful gesture—. Look, I know you had a little chat with your cousin last night. Marta, right? Picturesque woman. Very... how shall I put it? Useless? But with a certain character. I liked what she said. "I'm not going to let some guy in a cape make you feel like this." Verbatim. She's got guts, I admit. Bad taste, but guts.
Your blood ran cold in your veins. He had heard everything. Every whispered word, every confession, every clumsy promise from Marta.
—Don't do anything to her —you begged, and your voice sounded more broken than you intended.
Homelander let out a brief, genuine laugh.
—Do something to her? To that sack of arthritis and TV reruns? Please. I couldn't care less. —He waved a hand in the air, unconcerned—. You matter to me. What she said, what you told her... That does interest me. You talked about me. You described me. Do you know what that means? That I occupy space in your head. That even when I'm not here, I am.
He leaned toward you, reducing the space until you could smell his cologne, a mix of sandalwood and power.
—You've been promoted because I want it. Now you're mine. Every minute of your workday, every thought, every drop of stress you secrete. Everything. —His voice dropped to an intimate, almost tender whisper—. And you're going to do an excellent job, my little ant, because you know what happens when someone disappoints me. Right?
You nodded, because there was no other choice. Because he was the sun and you an insignificant planet trapped in his orbit. Because the nearest window was ninety-nine stories above the ground and, even if you jumped, he would fly faster.
—Good —he purred, straightening up with a triumphant smile—. Now, sit down. We need to plan my next charity dinner. I don't want my image to suffer. And I don't like repeating things.
You took a seat opposite his desk, your hands clasped on your lap and your heart hammering against your ribs. He occupied his mahogany throne, contemplated you for a moment with the quiet possession of someone admiring a newly acquired object, and began dictating his demands.
The following days dissolved into a suffocating routine that didn't belong to you. Your life ceased to be your own and became an appendage of his, a tiny satellite trapped in the gravity of a sun that didn't share its light but devoured it all for itself.
Homelander took you everywhere. There was no executive meeting, press conference, or shopping mall inauguration he attended without you one step behind, tablet in hand and your pulse racing. He introduced you as "my new head of image," and the words sounded less like a professional title than a mark of ownership. The other Vought executives noticed, of course. Ashley averted her gaze. The members of the Seven pretended not to see you. No one said anything. No one dared.
Your breaks ceased to exist as private spaces. The first day, when you tried to slip away to the staff cafeteria to eat a sandwich in solitude, his voice boomed from the communicator he had given you that very morning —a tiny device you wore pinned to the collar of your blouse like a collar of submission—.
"Come up to the penthouse. I ordered sushi for two."
It wasn't an invitation. It never was. You went up to the penthouse, a private dining room overlooking Central Park that reeked of luxury and a god's loneliness, and found him seated at the head of an endless table, pointing to the chair on his right with an imperial gesture.
—I don't like eating alone —he said, while unrolling a maki roll with the precision of someone dismembering something alive—. And you need to eat better. You're all skin and bones. I don't want my investment to depreciate.
You ate in silence, feeling his eyes fixed on you with every bite. When you left a piece of ginger on the plate, he speared it with his chopsticks and brought it to your lips.
—Open up.
You trembled, but obeyed. The ginger burned your tongue and he smiled, satisfied, as if he'd given you a piece of candy.
From that day on, every meal, every coffee break, every minute you used to use to breathe was relocated to his side. He took you to his private dressing room while he changed suits for charity galas, without bothering to close the curtain, talking to you about image strategies while his bare torso gleamed under the spotlights. You looked away, but he came closer, leaned over your shoulder to point something out on the tablet, and his chest brushed your back. The contact was deliberate, millimeter-perfect, and you remained rigid like an animal caught in headlights.
His hands. That was the worst. His hands were everywhere, always, without warning and without asking permission. A palm that settled on the curve of your waist as you walked down the hallway, guiding you with firm pressure. Fingers that tucked a strand of hair behind your ear in the middle of a meeting, in a gesture so intimate it froze the room. The thumb that grazed the nape of your neck when you bent down to pick up some papers, tracing slow circles on your skin, as if calibrating how much pressure he could exert before breaking you.
One night, during the review of a script for a corporate commercial, you were alone in his office. You were reading the proposed lines aloud, seated on the edge of a white leather sofa, and he interrupted you by raising a hand.
—Come here.
You looked up. He had reclined in his armchair, legs slightly apart, the lazy smile of someone who expects the world to kneel.
—Closer. I don't bite. —He paused, tilting his head—. Today.
You stood up on legs of jelly and positioned yourself in front of him. But it wasn't enough. His hand reached out, took you by the wrist, and pulled you until you fell seated on the armrest of his chair, leaning over him, your faces mere centimeters apart. His other hand found your knee and stayed there, warm, heavy, owning.
—Keep reading —he ordered, his eyes half-closed.
Your voice came out trembling, broken, as you tried to ignore the thumb that was now drawing lazy circles on your kneecap, rising barely a millimeter with each pass. He listened without listening, absorbed in the trembling of your hands, in the frantic beating of your jugular, in the perfume of your fear. When you finished, he took you by the chin and turned your face toward him.
—You did well. I'm proud of you. —The words should have been praise, but his tone was that of a master petting his dog—. Tomorrow I'm taking you to the premiere in Los Angeles. Wear something nice. Something I'll like.
You didn't ask him what he liked. There was no need. The next morning you found a dress on your chair, black, form-fitting, with a price tag you couldn't afford even in your dreams. You put it on because there was no other option, because refusing was unthinkable, because you had learned in barely two weeks that saying "no" to Homelander was like saying "no" to gravity.
On the private jet, he sat you next to him, so close that his thigh pressed against yours. During the flight, his hand found yours on the armrest and intertwined his fingers with terrifying naturalness. You looked out the window at the passing clouds, wondering if you would ever set foot on solid ground again.
Marta called that night, late. You were in the hotel bathroom, the dress crumpled on the floor, the marks of his fingers still imprinted on your waist like an invisible seal. You answered in a whisper.
—Are you okay, cousin? You haven't been home in days. —Her voice, for once, lacked its usual laziness. She sounded worried. Frightened, even.
—I'm fine —you lied, because you couldn't say anything else, because the communicator was still on your neck and you never knew if he was listening—. I have a lot of work. We'll see each other soon.
You hung up before she could insist. You looked at yourself in the mirror and saw a stranger: pale, haggard, with eyes too wide. The shadow of a smile that wasn't yours formed in the reflection just before the bathroom light went out and, from the adjoining room, his voice came like a purr through the half-open door:
—Don't fall asleep yet. I want you to read me tomorrow's headlines. And bring me a glass of milk. You know how I like it.
You closed your eyes. You inhaled. You opened them again.
And you went for the glass.
The first night he forced you to sleep by his side, you understood that you were not just a toy. You were a substitute.
It happened after a charity gala in Chicago. The private jet brought you back to New York in the early hours, and when you tried to say goodbye in the tower lobby, he held you back by the wrist.
—Tonight you're staying here.
It wasn't a question. He led you to his private apartment, a penthouse at the top of the tower where everything was white, sterile, and impersonal, like the cell of a lonely god. The bed was immense, dressed in sheets of a cold blue that smelled of fabric softener and of him. He indicated that you should lie down on the left side. You obeyed, rigid as a corpse, staring at the ceiling.
He slipped under the sheets with the naturalness of someone who has always slept alone and never learned to share space. He turned off the lights with a blink of his eyes and darkness swallowed everything. Then, his voice emerged from the shadows, softer than you had ever heard it.
—Madelyn... she used to stay late. She listened to me. She cared... but it turned out she was a liar.
Stillwell's name floated in the gloom like a ghost. You swallowed, not daring to respond. There was no need. He wasn't seeking dialogue; he was seeking an audience.
—I was raised in a lab —he continued, and his tone grew deeper, almost childlike—. I had no mother. I had no father. Just white coats and needles and cameras. Do you know what it's like to be observed without being seen? To be measured without being loved?
His hand searched for yours under the sheets and squeezed it with a force bordering on pain. It wasn't affection. It was possession. It was the desperate need of a child that never existed clinging to a breast he never had.
—You see me —he murmured, turning his face toward you in the darkness—. You're weak, you're small, you're insignificant... but you see me. And I need you here. Every night. From now on.
You wanted to refuse. You wanted to scream, to flee, to claw at the white walls until you found a way out. But his arm wrapped around your waist and pulled you against his chest, caging you like a human teddy bear, and his chin rested on your head with a sigh of satisfaction.
—Talk to me about yourself —he ordered in a whisper—. Tell me something I don't know.
And you did. You told him about your childhood, about your parents, about the summers you spent with Marta when you were both little girls and the world hadn't crushed you yet. You told him things you hadn't shared with anyone, fragments of yourself that you gave in exchange for nothing, because his warmth was fake but his threat was real, and in that freezing bed there was no option to stay silent.
When you finished, a thick silence filled the room. Then, his voice, barely a breath against your hair:
—See? You're not so alone anymore. Neither am I. We have each other.
He closed his eyes and his breathing became slow, regular. He was sleeping. He was sleeping like a monstrous child clutching his new stuffed toy, and you remained awake, counting the hours, feeling the weight of his arm like a tombstone.
The next morning, you woke to his absence. The hollow in the bed was still warm and on the empty pillow there was a handwritten note, in surprisingly childish handwriting:
"You slept well. Don't leave without having breakfast. H. ♡"
The shaky lettering, the solitary initial, the order disguised as courtesy. Everything in that note oozed the lack of someone who never learned to love without possessing, who sought in you the mother they took from him, the confidante he murdered, the mirror to reflect his greatness without ever seeing his monstrosity.
And that night, when you returned home for the first time in three days and found Marta asleep on the sofa with a cup of cold coffee waiting for you on the table, you knew that this wasn't going to end. Because Homelander didn't want you as an employee. He wanted you as a witness. A witness to his life, his pain, his glory. And witnesses, in the trial of a god, are never released.
The communicator on your neck vibrated softly.
"I miss you. Come back."
You closed your eyes, kissed Marta's sleeping forehead silently, and walked out the door. Because there was no other option. Because he always won. And because the most terrifying thing of all was that, in some dark corner of your chest, his need made you feel something akin to pity. And pity, when it came to Homelander, was the antechamber of hell.
That night, the summons came later than usual. The communicator vibrated just when you had surrendered to the idea that, for once, he would let you rest.
"Come up. Now."
The elevator spit you out into the dimly lit penthouse. The lights of Manhattan flickered on the other side of the floor-to-ceiling windows, but inside everything was shadow and silence. You walked forward barefoot —you had taken off your heels in the lobby, without quite knowing why— and found him standing by the sink of the open bathroom, leaning over the marble, rubbing something off his face with a white towel.
The towel was stained with crimson.
Your heart stopped for an instant. He looked up at the mirror and caught your reflection, your eyes fixed on the bloodied cloth, your body paralyzed in the doorway. He smiled wearily, almost tenderly, as if he had just returned from an exhausting day and not from... whatever he had done.
—Don't make that face. It's not mine. —He passed the towel over his cheek one last time and tossed it into the sink with disdain—. A matter that required my attention. It's been resolved.
He turned toward you. Under the dim light, his face was clean, but there was a dark trace under a fingernail, a shadow in the crease of his ear. The blue of his eyes shone with a different intensity, wilder, less rehearsed. He smelled of ozone, sweat, and something metallic you preferred not to identify.
—You took your time —he said, approaching with slow steps—. I almost started to think you wouldn't come.
—I always come —you replied, and your voice sounded firmer than you felt.
—I know. That's why I like you. That's why I need you here. —He stopped in front of you, so close that his breath grazed your forehead—. Tonight... tonight was long. And I don't want to be alone. Not after what I've done.
You didn't ask what he had done. You didn't want to know. But he needed to tell it, as always, to project onto you the echo of his acts so they would exist, so someone would validate them. His hand rose and caressed your cheek with a sweetness that was a thousand times more terrifying than his violence.
—You understand me —he whispered—. You're the only one who understands me. The only one who doesn't leave.
His thumb traced your lower lip, and something in his gaze changed. The childish need you had seen other nights was still there, in the depths, but now it was tinged with something darker, hungrier. The blood he had cleaned from his face hadn't sated anything. It had only whetted his appetite.
—Come —he said, and it was at once a plea and a sentence—. Stay with me. For real. Tonight I need you more than ever.
He took you by the hand and led you to the bedroom. The bed received you with its blue sheets, cold like the sky before dawn. You sat on the edge, and he knelt before you —him, kneeling!— to look into your eyes from below, like a feline feigning submission before pouncing on its prey.
—Don't be afraid —he lied, and his hands began to travel over your arms, your shoulders, the contour of your neck with a veneration that chilled your blood—. Tonight I'm going to show you how important you are to me.
The gloom of the bedroom was barely broken by the distant glow of the skyscrapers, a canvas of cold lights that silhouetted him against the windows. He was still kneeling before you, and in that almost devout posture there was something profoundly unnatural, like seeing a lion prostrate itself before a lamb. His hands, the same ones that minutes before had gripped something you preferred not to imagine, now removed your shoes with a liturgical delicacy. The tips of his fingers traced the arch of your foot, your still-aching ankle, the curve of your calf, like someone caressing the edge of a relic.
— Look at me — he whispered, his breath warm against your knees.
You raised your eyes. His burned in the darkness, two blue embers where the smoldering glow of the recently committed violence still danced. He smelled of iron beneath the cologne, of sweat beneath the sandalwood, of something wild that the superhero suit couldn't tame. When his mouth brushed against the inside of your wrist—right where your pulse raced—a shiver ran down your spine. It wasn't just desire that vibrated between his parted lips. It was hunger. It was possession. It was the certainty that you were about to be devoured by a god who didn't distinguish between love and annihilation.
His fingers traced the outline of your waist, descending over your hips with agonizing slowness. Each caress was a signature, a mark of ownership written on your skin.
— Tell me you're mine — he repeated against the skin of your neck, and this time it wasn't a command, but a poorly disguised plea, the voice of a child demanding what he fears losing.
— I'm... yours — your lips formed the words before your mind could stop them, and something broke inside you as you spoke them.
He exhaled a trembling, almost ecstatic sigh, and his forehead rested for a moment against your collarbone, as if he needed to regain his composure. Then he sat up, his eyes roaming over your half-naked body with a mixture of adoration and ancient hunger.
— Look at me — he whispered, cupping your chin between two fingers. — Don't close your eyes. I want to see you while I have you. —
His lips trailed down your sternum, leaving a warm, wet trail. He continued kissing your soft, sweat-stained skin down to your belly, while his strong hands gripped your hips, turning them red from the pressure he was applying.
— You’re the only good thing I have — he murmured against your skin, and there was a strange honesty in his words, a confession not directed at you but at the entire universe. — The only thing I don’t want to break. —
You were terrified as he removed the last of your clothes. You could barely think. What were you doing? You were letting the man—no, the god—who had made you submit to his will do whatever he wanted with you.
You clenched your jaw as he rushed to grasp your breasts, squeezing them and licking your nipples as if you were a baby. You let out a choked, almost timid moan as the blond man’s hands rubbed your pussy, wetting it with the pressure he exerted on you.
You tried to stifle your moans, but he stopped stimulating you and looked at you with crushing seriousness.
— You'd better keep moaning unless you want me to rip out that pretty tongue of yours — he said, before continuing his work.
You felt compelled to respond to his intimate touch and the tension he was putting you under. He began to insert one of his large fingers inside you, making you moan more and more. However, even though you didn't want to be noisy, you couldn't help it; he knew exactly where to touch you, where to make you cry.
He began to fill you with one finger, then two, then three, withdrawing again and again, each time faster and louder, filling the room with the sound of your sloshing cunt.
— How sensitive you are — he said, separating from your nipple with a thread of saliva connecting it to the reddish ring he left on your breast.
— I-I, oh god — you moaned as he moved his fingers faster inside your tight interior.
— The only god you should moan for is me —he said sarcastically.
Before you could even pull away, he withdrew his fingers, which were stained with your vaginal juices. He gently placed them in his mouth, smiling as he felt your fluids drip onto his tongue.
— How sweet you are when you're only mine — he murmured.
You were trembling as your lubricant still trickled down your thighs. He positioned himself over you, his hot breath circling your ear.
— Like that... like that —he panted close to your ear, his voice a deep purr, a vibration that resonated through your chest. — Don't pull away from me. Not now. —
Homage's breath caught in his throat as he removed his underwear, just enough to free his cock. You'd seen him do this a few times before, shamelessly changing in front of you, but this time was different, because he was going to be inside you. His penis was huge, too big, and you hadn't seen many in your life. It was red with arousal, and pre-ejaculate was spurting from his slit.
— You're so big... — You breathed deeply, in a scared whisper that made him laugh at your surprise.
Homelander slowly pressed the blunt tip against your pussy, penetrating you with a gentleness that almost made him feel romantic. The thickness made you shudder with pain and moan as he filled your pussy, sliding into each of your wet rings. He thrust forward, filling you completely until he reached the very depths of your being. He didn't give you any time to adjust, and began to pound into you despite the pain that coursed through you as you clung to his very thick length.
— You're so small — he growls and thrusts hard again, not even letting you breathe.
— Shit — you cry as he cups your face in his hands, forcing you to look at him, to see what he's doing to you. An obscene bulge forms in your aching belly as he forces you to maintain eye contact with his blue eyes, which occasionally turn a bright red with excitement.
He hits your G-spot with a force that tears you apart inside, until your vision blurs with your own tears and the white sheets are ruined.
— You feel me, don't you? Deep...inside you — he says, laughing as he thrusts forcefully into your insides.
His hand finds yours on the pillow and intertwines your fingers with a firmness that almost hurts. It's an anchor, a chain, a silent promise that he will never let go.
— Do you know how long I've been waiting for this? — His breathing becomes ragged, his movements deeper. From the moment I saw you in that hallway. From the moment I smelled your fear. You were already mine and you didn't even know it.
He kept moving hard as you began to feel spasms. You didn't even respond to what he'd said. Your whole body started to tremble, your thighs clenched, and your belly tensed tightly.
And then it happened. You came.
You came hard while he was still inside you.
— Oh, fuck! — you cried as your nails dug into his back.
He kept fucking you even after you'd had your orgasm, searching for his own. You were still trembling from your orgasm around him when he finally let out a loud groan and spilled inside you in hot, heavy pulses, letting his strands of semen fill your aching womb. His whole body shuddered with his climax, his hips thrusting down until he was empty inside, buried deep within you, where he belonged.
— Don’t go — he moaned afterward, still inside you, his face buried in the hollow of your shoulder. —Don’t leave me alone. Not like the others. —
His voice had become small, almost childlike, and for a moment he wasn’t Homelander, the god feared by millions. He was a child in a lab, an experiment who had never received a hug, a monster he had just killed and was still waiting for someone to tell him he was okay.
“I’m not going anywhere,” you lied, stroking the back of his neck with trembling fingers, because it was what he needed to hear, because it was what kept you alive.
The following silence was thick, broken only by the hum of the air conditioning and your intertwined breathing. You lay on your back, staring at the ceiling, feeling the weight of his arm on your waist like an invisible chain. He, propped on one elbow, watched you with a strangely placid, almost beatific expression, as if he had just received communion.
His free hand played with a strand of your hair, twirling and untwirling it around his index finger.
—See? —he murmured, and his voice was a purr—. This is how it should always be. You and me. No interruptions. No... interference.
Something in the way he said that last word made you turn your face toward him.
—What do you mean?
Homelander sighed, almost with annoyance, as if you were forcing him to give explanations he considered obvious.
—I mean it's done. —He shrugged, such a mundane gesture for what he had just confessed—. That woman. Martha. The one who was sucking the life out of you while you worked yourself to the bone. The one who watched reruns and complained about me. She's gone.
Your mind took a few seconds to process the words. When it did, the world opened up beneath you like a crack in the ice.
—What... what did you do to her? —Your voice was barely a whisper.
—What I had to do. —There was no remorse in his tone. Only the quiet certainty of someone who has pulled a weed from the garden—. I went to your apartment while you were coming back from the office. I wanted to talk to her, explain the situation. Tell her that from now on, you would live here, with me, and that her services as a parasite were no longer needed. But, honestly, she got really belligerent. She started screaming, calling me a fascist, a control freak... What was the other thing she said? Ah, yes. A son of a bitch. —He smiled, reminiscing—. Your cousin had quite a mouth on her.
Tears welled up before you could contain them. They weren't from sadness, not yet; they were pure horror, disbelief, the atrocious certainty that this man-god had just described a murder as if detailing an administrative task.
—Martha hadn't done anything to you... —you sobbed.
—She was in my way. You were in my way with her. Always worried, always looking after that useless woman. —His expression darkened for an instant—. I need you whole. Complete. Not at half-throttle because you have to go home to take care of an adult who doesn't know how to wipe her own ass. Now there's no home to go back to. Now your home is this. Our home.
You tried to sit up, to flee, but his arm tightened like a steel band and kept you pinned to the mattress.
—You don't understand, little ant. —His voice regained that sickly sweetness—. I did it for you. For us. She was killing you. Stealing your energy, your money, your patience. I've liberated you. Now you can focus on what matters. On me.
You turned to him, and he must have read something like hatred on your face, because his gaze hardened.
—Don't look at me like that. Not after what we just shared. —His hand moved up to your throat, not squeezing, just reminding you of his presence—. Martha was a waste of oxygen. You are my oxygen. I'm not going to apologize for breathing.
You couldn't speak. The words choked you along with your sobs, with the image of Martha asleep on the sofa, her cold coffee cup waiting for you on the table, her clumsy promise to protect you from the man who now held you prisoner.
—Starting tomorrow, you're settling in here. Your clothes, your things, I'll buy you everything new. You don't need anything from there. —He paused, and in his eyes appeared a flash of childish pride—. I've thought of everything. I even ordered a new closet for you. See what I do for you? See how I take care of you?
He closed his eyes, satisfied, and pulled you back against his chest. His heart beat slow, steady, the heart of a man who had just committed a heinous crime and felt at peace with himself. The communicator lay on the nightstand, mute, useless. The nearest window was a hundred floors above the ground. And Martha, the only person you had left in the world, the useless cousin who had promised to defend you, no longer existed.
—Now we're truly alone —he murmured against your hair, and his voice was almost a lullaby—. You and me. As it should be.
You didn't answer. You couldn't. You just closed your eyes and let the tears soak the pillow while he held you, absolute master of your life and your death, convinced that this was love.
Because for him, it was. And that was the problem.
A/n: I couldn’t take it no longer, so I wrote these for our little speedster. He’s so cute, and I hate how fast he died. But don’t worry I might even make a story where we save him form soldier boy. But anyway, I hope you guys enjoy.
Warnings: nsfw, daddy kink, drugs, also may be ooc, I don’t much about him if I’m being honest.
He seems like the type to spoil you, and I mean really spoil you. He sees you as his queen/king, but obviously he won’t say that out right. Definitely will surprise you with gifts. He’ll be “I heard you talking about how bad you wanted this so I went out and got it for you.” And he’ll expect you to praise him with your love and affection because of it. He loves when you praise him.
Won’t keep his eyes off of you, even when he’s on drugs. Actually the drugs make his staring problem worse. You know his big ole eyes? Yeah, they’re never moving away from you. The guys always point it out to him but he acts slow and pretends he doesn’t know what they’re talking about.
He’s actually very funny as well. Makes you laugh all the time and will pretend that it’s nothing. In reality he tries his hardest to make his baby laugh, and when you do he’s so relieved it’s crazy. You want something expensive and unnecessary? He’s already running out the door to go get it. He’ll be back in a few seconds anyway…
Will always and I mean always, try to have a hand or any one of his body parts on you. Personal space? Tf is that. He don’t know her. When’s it’s just you two alone he’s definitely gonna be kissing you. His beard against your face tickles you, so he loves hearing those little giggles come out. Goes out of his way to protect you. He ain’t letting nobody touch you, especially if he can do something about it.
This may sound shocking, but he gets hella shy around you sometimes. Like he’ll just be looking at you and out of nowhere act shy as shit. It confuses you sometimes, but you still think it’s cute. He definitely will want to smoke with you, if you’re into that. He’s not the type to make you do something you don’t want to. Because as I said, he likes you.
Whenever you’re irritated or stressed about something, he’s right there trying to help. Even if he’s the one that made you feel that way. When y’all are alone he’ll apologize. And he’ll make it up to you…in many different ways. Just make sure you return the favor.
Now, if you make him upset, which by the way that’s very rare to happen. But if it does, he leaves. Not for long, but he doesn’t wanna accidentally hurt you or make things worse. He’ll go bitch about it to his friends and act like he’s so pissed. But he’s not, he already forgot what y’all were fighting about.
Deff is the type to wanna cuddle but feels like a pussy for wanting it. No, he won’t ask you for them. But if you intend it, he sure as hell won’t decline. He wants it every night, but still won’t ask. You’ll definitely be in his movies. He’ll always find a way to include you in his success.
Nsfw:
Okay so, he’s horny 24/7. He looks at you all the time, so as you could imagine he’s thinking about fucking you while doing so. He’ll use his super speed for sure with you. If you have a vagina, he’ll use his speed to make his tongue flick faster on your clit, or his fingers while he finger fucks you. Doesn’t matter, he’s making you cum in less than 5 minutes.
He’s so damn needy, he wants you to ride him all the time. You’re not sure why considering all he’s gonna do is say you’re going too slow and fuck up into you like it’s the last thing he’ll ever do. But don’t worry, he’ll praise you for being good. He’ll call you a good girl/boy as he’s destroying your insides.
Y’all are out in public? He decides to randomly smack your ass whenever he pleases. He loves the little shocked noises you make, it makes him so hard. He can’t even hide how horny he is for you, why do you have him like this? Don’t even get me started on the daddy kink. Holy fuck, never stop calling him that. Or call him Mr. Marathon, and see how fast he nuts for you.
If you have boobs he’s all over them. Doesn’t matter the size they’re getting special treatment just like the rest of your body. He looks like he’s into snorting coke off of you. “Just sit there and look pretty for me baby. Just like that.” He loves your body.
He’ll definitely get you pregnant. (If you’re a girl) Was it intentional? Well…he’ll say no but the way he says it to you is making you think otherwise. Regardless, he’ll do basically whatever you ask him. You want to ride his face? Who is he to say no? He’ll hold you right down on his mouth and won’t let you up until every single inch of you is tasted.
You whine out to him that’s it’s too much, and that you’re about to cum. He’s like “aww it’s too much? I’m sorry angel.” Mind you he’s saying that as he continues to go faster, indefinitely destroying you. He’s not a god at aftercare, but since he likes you, he’ll show up and help the best he can. So yes, he’ll shower with you and help you feel your best. Even if you can’t walk.
The literal god of quickes!! You wanna fuck but are out in public? Say less, he’ll scoop you up and take you somewhere private to handle it. Let’s just say you may have cum dripping down your legs but it’s cool. He’ll clean it up later, don’t worry. ;)