Didn’t know how to put it, so I screenshoted and now here we go.
You were at the kitchen that morning
trying to make a special thing for V
since he was so good with you all the time
the phone rang and V picked up
his voice was usually quiet so you couldn't hear what he was talking about
but you thought it was probably something from work
he was trying to buy a studio for his art and photos
but when he entered the room his face seemed different
“It was the hospital where Rika is…”
V was her contact, so in case of an emergency he would respond
Yoosung wanted to be the contact, but V was more mature and took responsibility for her
she was there for a couple months
but the doctors said it could take years to make her better
“They need someone to pick her up and sing the forms, is okay if I go?”
“Of course, no one else could go. And if she's better I guess there won't be any problems”
the first week she stayed with you
since her apartment was empty
you were actually happy about her
everyone in the RFA helped her move back to her apartment
and there the problems started
V would get random calls from her at 22:00 or later
he felt like Rika’s problems were his problems too
she came to the house you two shared
like she slept 2 hours in the past two weeks
“V, I can’t do this! NO! I need you to help me!”
“Rika, calm down. I’m helping you”
“No! you don’t understand! I NEED THINGS TO BE AS THEY WERE BEFORE”
telling him that her illness will come if he didn’t got back to her
she needed him back to get better
and V didn’t knew what to do
She left after a couple hours
and when you came back V was different
he felt guilty about Rika
and feared what she could do to you if she came back to how she was when she was in mint eye
maybe not being with you was better for you?
maybe leaving you for Rika was the only way to fix this
he just wanted everyone to be safe
so after a lot of meditation he decided to do the “right” thing
so that morning he left for work and came back with food
he didn’t knew hot to tell you this
the past weeks and months Rika got more and more involved in V’s life
even when you told Jumin about it he didn't seemed surprised at all
he knew the guilty on V’s shoulder
V felt as if Rikas illness was because of him
you nodded and took a seat on the dinning table
it was late and the sky seemed darker than usual
you knew what was coming next
“I can’t be with you anymore”
“No…” you said, in pure pain
“is it because of Rika” You looked up to his eyes
he looked down for a second
thinking of a better way to do this
even when he said he would leave the house
you couldn’t bare with staying there
his presence was in everything
you called the only person that could help you
even when he was V’s best friend
and helping you didn’t mean he wasn’t supporting V
He sent his chofer to get you
and took you to his penthouse
even when you told him just to take you to an hotel
he didn't wanted to leave you alone now
“How are you?” he said as soon as you arrived
“It’s okay” He said as he took your stuff inside
a week passed and V seemed fine with Rika
because within doors she was still the same manipulative and crazy person that she was before
and as things with V and Rika got worse
you and Jumin got better and better
he seemed to be truly happy with you
and you liked to be with him too
so when you realized that V was with Rika, and it didn’t seemed as if they were going to break up
it was kind of a shocking story to hear
everyone in the RFA was surprised
seeing you two was painful for him
specially when things with Rika were so bad
But after a couple months he realized that Rika wasn’t getting any better
she was getting worse than before
obsessive and manipulative
he decided to do the best for her
so her got her into a different hospital
one where they assured him she was not leaving until she was really better
so the next party of the RFA was different
the night passed and the guests left
the only ones left were the RFA
V saw you alone and his mind couldn’t help but to run into you
you knew about Rika and what happened
“Better now, there was not much more to do about her”
“But I actually wanted to apologize to you… about what happened”
“There’s no need, I’m ok”
“No, I mean it. And I know that you are with Jumin, but I can’t stop thinking about you”
“MC, I don’t want to force you to anything, but I want you to know that I still love you. I never stopped loving you”
Jumin interrupted that conversation
but what he said stayed with you for the rest of the night
it was difficult to close your eyes after hearing those words from V
Jumin was clueless about this
but for the next days your mind was occupied with those thoughts
V was all you could think
and how he said he never stopped loving you
Jumin was starting to get suspicious about it
“Is there something on your mind lately? I’ve noticed how you are distant and always somewhere else”
“MC, you know you can trust me”
he took your hands and smiled softly at you
“There is nothing I won’t do for you”
your heart felt as if a needle entered slowly after every beat
“Actually, there something I need to talk to you about”
“Okay then we could perhaps go out and have dinner?”
“Yes, can… you invite V too? It concerns him too”
that night was going to be a problem but you hoped that after that things would get better
you three sat there and ordered
after a couple mints you decided to speak
“I’m so sorry about this, V. But I think if fair that we tell Jumin about it”
“Yes, you are right MC” V said
he feared about you leaving him for V
it was a possibility after all, you two were together before you were with him
“Jumin, my friend. I’m sorry… but I'm still in love with MC”
“Did something happened?” He asked you
“No, nothing has happened since the day I left V’s house”
Jumin was starting to get pissed
there was no fun in telling him how his best friend was in love with his girlfriend
“Then I need to decide what to do. I can’t pretend that this is going to be ok by ignoring it. I can’t ignore V’s feelings, neither yours”
The both of them looked at you
Jumin’s head was full of the past days
when you were distant and lost in your thoughts
V was thinking on how you and Jumin seemed always happy together
no one knew what was on your mind
“V, you know how deep my feelings were for you, but you left me for Rika, and even when your intentions were good, you broke my heart. Jumin, I’m sorry for this. I don’t want to hurt you. I don’t want you two to break apart for something like this…”
“MC, Jumin is my friend. No matter what you do I won’t stop caring for him, or you”
“Yes… I can’t promise to be the closest to V if you leave me, but he is still my friend.”
Okay… V, I’m sorry. I can’t come back to you after what you did. I don’t think I can’t trust your feelings for now. I know how you feel but nothing prevents you for leaving me in the future. I am happy with Jumin and…I love him. I will always care for you, but my heart is with Jumin”
My computer is about to die and I can’t find th charger so probably theres a lot of mistakes, sorry lol
also I think I have deep feelings for jumin so my heart told me to choose him. And getting back with your ex is not good in most cases lmao sorry
