Mysticnebula

| 23 | Call me Angela! ♡

[mysticnebula]

How would we feel if one day I insert one of my OCs into the Colored Gaze universe and post silly content while we wait for the demo update-? Just saying(?

Speaking more seriously, i'm cooking some theories and modifying old ones... hehehe

[midnightwine25]

Been a while, im still making their sprites atm but here's a preview of Seth. Nothing much has changed, just his style i guess?

[mysticnebula]

Kitty Seth Kitty Seth

[mysticnebula]

TWIN??

I RETURN.

THIS IS THE BEST NEWS OF THE DAY

HIIIIIIII TWIIIN

[midnightwine25]

Hello again

I've been on hiatus for a very long while due to irl responsibilities and financial issues. During my hiatus, I've had quite the time to contemplate on what I have planned or planning for the game for more than two years now. I've now considered to remake the demo entirely, which would mean new art and possibly the writing for both the plotline and the characters included as well. This may take a while since I'll be starting again from square one (considering the fact Ren'Py has also been updating consistently as well so coding is a bit...haha). However, given that I still have my irl responsibilities and issues, time will be my very struggle with this and my health as well. Therefore, if you wish to help me out as I develop Colored Gaze and possibly more in the future, I will be opening up a Patreon for those who want to help me and support the games I make. Another post will be made regarding on this as soon as I've set it up properly. So with that, I'm kinda back here again! c: I will be posting some updates here BUT once Patreon is up, the content uploaded there will be more than just updates C:

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oh and I will be updating the blog name here as well so from now on, this blog will be from "Colored Gaze" to "Midnight Wine" as an official name behind not only the Colored Gaze VN but also for future ones as well !

[midnightwine25]

MINI VN SPECIAL!

[I may or may not have forgotten to post here so do forgive me.] HELLO EVERYONE!!! My dear friend Ann and I have collaborated to create this mini VN Colored Gaze special! Our gift to those who still are here and have supported us despite the hiatus. Here's to a brighter future and more possibilities! Also please do support Ann as well! They're an absolute doll for helping me with this!

Colored Gaze Christmas VN by Mr. Ritz 🍇, simpfordepress

Christmas special featuring the LIs in Colored Gaze.

[mysticnebula]

I played it finally and it's so cute and wonderful! AAAAAA

Literally i was this when i saw the announcement about it, like a week ago:

I need to talk about it with someone or see posts about the special, i can't understand why is no one talking more about this? 😭

[fantasia-kitt]

Sol but she's a Solana

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To anyone wondering what her full drip looks like, here's a quick sketch!

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A very small and messy video, based on some cc, because I plan to post something about Colored gaze someday soon ✨

[mysticnebula]

WHAT IS YOUR FAVROITE CREEPYPASTA CHARACTER

I think it's the same one I've always liked...

[clownboymcchucklefuck]

I miss my wife tails.....

I miss her alot

[mysticnebula]

[clownboymcchucklefuck]

I think tumblr is eating my asks like a fine French cuisine

[clownboymcchucklefuck]

Colored Gaze Theory: Zachary Has a Mental Disorder.

WARNING: PLEASE DO NOT ROMANTICIZE ANY BEHAVIOR I TALK ABOUT IN THIS THEORY. IT IS NOT HEALTHY AND YOU SHOULD SEEK PROFESSIONAL HELP IF YOU OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW SHOWS SYPMTOMS.

Theory begins under cut:

Does anybody else find it kind of strange that the dev is so open about Zachary being the "worst" LI and showing his bad side?

The whole point of Colored Gaze is to find out the LI's true "colors" and so far Seth and Simon haven't shown their true ones in tumblr/CC asks unless it's a little lore hint here and there. We all assume that Zachary is the most dangerous but what if it's the exact opposite? After all, Zachary is the only LI I couldn't see killing MC.

"Oh but Zachary's basically been the most of a bitch from what we have seen on the tumblr/cc so far!" But what if that's what the dev is trying to make us think just so that they can throw a curveball at us and catch us off guard? 

In a past theory I had mentioned that on the C.C that Zachary has depression, but I’m now realizing that it probably meant that Zachary needed to see a therapist and I’ve figured out why.

Zachary has Borderline Personality Disorder.

As crazy as I may sound, it actually makes a lot of sense. Lets also think about how it's been said that Zach’s parents were never really “involved” with his life so if he did show any symptoms of a mental disorder at a young age his parents never would have known and brushed it off.

Source:

“Zachary... hmmm.... despite having a 'perfectly' normal childhood with his parents supporting what he wants to do and capability to do pretty much anything... his parents weren't really super involved with him deeply. Like, they kind of lack major presence or never really had a deep connection with him, they're just 'child and parent'.”

Comparing Zachary’s behavior to BPD.

Symptoms of Borderline Personality Disorder:

"Bold – Impulsivity is a BPD trait that can be positively linked to being bold, courageous and having the ability to speak one's mind. Creative – The high intensity of emotions can be released into creative endeavors. Many people with BPD put their entire emotional expression into music, art, performance and writing."

Now correct me if I’m wrong, (and I very well might be) but Zachary’s interest with photography could fit into the creative endeavors part.

He's also very bold with his flirting as we see in the demo whenever he kisses MC's hand within the first 3 minutes of knowing them.

"individuals with borderline personality disorders can also love intensely, although somewhat erratically and egocentrically."

“Relationship problems: People with BPD often have intense, tumultuous relationships with others. They may “fall hard” when they meet new people, putting them on pedestals. Their loved ones may describe them as overly needy or clingy.”

For some context for people that haven't listened to Zachary’s playlist; Most of the songs do include lyrics about a very strong love and loving intensely so I believe this fits him.

“Depending on symptom manifestations, both men and women diagnosed with BPD may experience promiscuity, impulsive sexual behavior, hypersexuality, or sex avoidance. These sexual changes may also affect the ability to maintain healthy and stable relationships.”

“One of the hallmarks of BPD is impulsivity, which can manifest as engaging in risky behaviors, including reckless sexual activity. Hypersexuality can be a coping mechanism for individuals with BPD as they try to fill an emotional void or deal with intense emotions.”

Now I think we all now that Zachary is a horny bastard which is what made me look into this being one of the symptoms of BPD in the first place. It could very much explain why he’s so horny. But it makes more sense when you understand that he somewhat cannot control feeling that way now that we know he’s not just being horny just to be horny but it's because he’s more than likely hypersexual.

“Romantic fantasization is a common feature of borderline personality disorder (BPD). The unpredictable emotional state associated with borderline personality disorder can cause confusing fluctuations in how borderlines view their romantic partners.”

This could also explain a lot of things about Zachary like why he wants kids with MC so badly, why he’s so “persistent” about being with/marrying MC. 

I also found another article basically talking about why some people are attracted to people with BPD and I’m going to put another disclaimer that this type of behavior is not healthy. I am not encouraging or romanticizing it so please don’t either.

“They're easily seduced by the borderline's extreme openness, charm, and vulnerability. In addition, the borderline's passion and intense emotions are enlivening to non-BPDs, who find being alone depressing or “healthy” people boring.”

“A person with impulsive borderline personality disorder often displays the following signs and symptoms of the subtype: Flirtatious with others, sometimes without even realizing it. Captivating, able to act with a natural magnetism. Elusive and mercurial.”

Correct me if I’m wrong but this somewhat explains Zachary to a T. Albeit he only flirts with MC but it has been said that even when he was in school and on valentines day he would get alot of cards and gifts and such because of how he attracted people. I’m pretty sure in past posts its mentioned that Zachary has a “charm” too, along with his parents raising him to be a gentleman. I’ve talked about how him being raised that way may have affected him in a past theory/shitpost too which I will put here:

Me: Zachary probably has years of repressed sexual desire because of how he was raised to be gentlemen and thats why he's such a freak (horny) all the time and I can only imagine how the standards he had to meet of being a "gentleman" affected him mentally considering its been stated that Zachary hasn't felt love before MC and that he himself probably holds himself up to impossibly high standards which in way is shown by him being a perfectionist and thats probably why he's depressed-

My friend who just asked if I wanted a pringle: wtf

This changes everything. We’ve always assumed that Zachary is the yandere because of his behavior that the dev is suspiciously open about. Zachary isn't the yandere, he is mentally ill.

Once again I just find it very suspicious that it's so obvious that Zachary is the "yandere". There's also a song on Zachary's playlist called Borderline too which is what made me think about this in the first place.

There's also a couple other disorders I could tie to Zachary too.

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder [OCD]

Obsessive Love Disorder

Now the second one has only recently been recognized as a mental disorder by professionals so I doubt it may be OLD. (hehehehe get it? Cause Zachary's old- I’ll shut up now.)

Now somebody brought up Zachary possibly OCD to me because of how clean he is and how he wants everything to go his way. However, the "wanting everything to go his way." Could also tie into him having BPD and the cleaning part I have to remind them that OCD doesn't stand for Obsessive Cleaning Disorder smh.

Now this post is already long af so I'm going to stop it right here. I've tried to provide as much sources as I could so that people won't be asking clrdgaze blog where I got it from. (Smh guys just ask me, I swear I don't bite and I love asks. 😭) Thank you for reading my unhinged rambling and have a nice day. ♡

[Reblogs are greatly appreciated too!]

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Zachary belongs to @clrdgaze

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[mysticnebula]

I love these theories, yum yum ✨

[midnightwine25]

colored rats

for that one ask

[mysticnebula]

LIL CUTE RATS

[clownboymcchucklefuck]

Simon belongs to @clrdgaze

[clownboymcchucklefuck]

When Entity breaks into my house but mama didn't raise no bitch:

[clownboymcchucklefuck]

@mysticnebula @dont-wannadothis-anymore tagging yall because I was shadow banned when I posted this 😭

[mysticnebula]

LMAO, I CAN'T HAHAHAHA

[clownboymcchucklefuck]

DID THIS WITH MY MUTUALS AJSNWNDJEK

@mr-ritza @dont-wannadothis-anymore @mysticnebula @shy-feral-fan @teachillvibes @turquoisesea01 @notamonsterfucker @amelia809 @valerie-leech @eli-0r-flynn @yanderes-darling @heartthroblover

If I forgot anybody please let me know and I'll fix it :]

[mysticnebula]

HAHAHA

But instead of fighting, we should be a villain duo, so we'll be invincible HAHA

[clownboymcchucklefuck]

Im having the time of my life on capcut rn don't mind me-

Seth and Simon belong to @clrdgaze

@mysticnebula

[mysticnebula]

This MUST be canonical somehow HAHA

[mysticnebula]

I COULDN'T HELP MYSELF, SORRY-

☆ The characters - Simon, Seth, Zachary and Avery - belongs to: @clrdgaze