Mystic Phantom-Student

Originaly this was supposed to be a Studyblr/Dark and Light Academia Blog. I thought it would help me for studying. But life is so  chaotic and a lesson on it's own, so I guess this will be just a documentation of my life. A diary, a journal, call it whatever you want. Hi! My name is Lee, I'm a confussed human being, trying to figure out life. jUst aNotHer Phantom-Student on this planet.... 

[luxus-aeterna]

Photo of an august set from an August day.

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[notasnormalasicouldbe]

“The ethereal/angelic black girl that looks like she’s almost “too good” for this world”

Mood Board Request by: @callmedearest

[notasnormalasicouldbe]

“The caged bird sings   with a fearful trill   of things unknown   but longed for still   and his tune is heard   on the distant hill   for the caged bird   sings of freedom.” - Dr. Maya Angelou “Caged Bird” I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings

[baeslibrary]

[aesthetics-themusical]

Don't mind me just, dead-of-night aesthetic diversifying

[aesthetxcc]

Dark academia

[wannabeaesthete]

chaotic academia

[hodlmyvodka]

Nizhny Novgorod. Photo by Kocheshkov Alexander.

[sai-reads]

black academia

[ayrang]

Hypostyle Hall, Temple of Amen-Re at Karnak, Egypt (Dynasty XIX, ca. 1290-1224 BC.)

[mysticphantomstudent]

this is just pure ancient art!

[victoriaacademia]

I would not wish any companion in the world but you. — William Shakespeare

[inritum]

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

[loadbearingsonicjpg-deactivated]

Why dont you go watch a studio ghibli movie and think about the power of love and kindness and maybe you'll calm down

[mysticphantomstudent]

Best advice for everyone

[mysticphantomstudent]

I want to be the best version of myself.

I imagine this person as a fearless woman, who accomplished her dreams from childhood and is craving for new ones. Someone who doesn't makes excuses all day long. She lives life fully and freely.

When I close my eyes I see her back so clearly and still so far away. My hand desperately trys to reach her but in the end I just realize how far away she is. I follow her footprints on the ground, trying to finally see her face.

One day I won't be behind her.

I will be right next to this version of myself and look into her eyes.

Then I will understand that I was never following or chasing her. No, I will come to the conclusion that we were just running in a cycle.

[mysticphantomstudent]

Saturday - July 17th,2021

I should be old enough to know what to expect in my life. What my goals are and where I actually want to go. The fact is: I have no idea about anything.

For some I seem overly childish and carefree, for others I am mysterious and strange, then I am sometimes quite smart and then suddenly quite limited with my knowledge.

As a child, I never wanted to grow up. I didn't see any fun in it and resisted it aggressively. But now I wonder if that was a mistake and if my past is now blocking doors for me. I don't know.

But anyways, I have nothing to do this summer. Really nothing. No planned trips, no job, no big commitments. I can actually do whatever I want. Theoretically...

Let's see what the next few weeks will bring.

[tkkatherineblog]

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[bonboony]

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