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Neo / 23 / he/him

Vent side blog to talk about/reblog posts relating to my condition. Very paranoid and avoidant, will sometimes block. Not necessarily personal.

#introduction post #vent blog

It’s all so pointless

#personal vent

Yet again the feelings towards another thing I thought was a true interest of mine have faded

#i just don’t like anything i guess #been very apathetic and unfeeling lately #either apathetic and completely empty or very sad #i’m just waiting. i’m just waiting #personal vent

guelwaar

what's the brain disease that makes you think therapy is useful

girlfleeshouse

The house alters subtly, whenever you glance away.

#i’ve noticed.

I love self injury but I hate wound care

I’m afraid many people do not know what obsessions in obsessive compulsive disorder are

#different to the colloquial usage of the word #baffling how much i see it used wrong

witchyykitten-deactivated202501

mournfulroses

Georgia O’Keeffe, from a letter to Alfred Stieglitz featured in My Faraway One: Selected Letters of Georgia O'Keeffe and Alfred Stieglitz: Volume One, 1915-1933

4vomitt

“I am harassed more than ever by life and am disgusted with everything…”

— George Sand, from a letter to Gustave Flaubert featured in The George Sand & Gustave Flaubert Letters (via violentwavesofemotion)

funeral

Jean Rhys, Smile Please: An Unfinished Autobiography

angria

“I am not filled with any desire to speak. I don’t wake up, excited to share my world - I wake up, looking for a place to hide.”

— Helaena C Moon instagram - helaena.c.moon (via hapless-hollow)

fairydrowning

"I had no interests. I had no interest in anything. I had no idea how I was going to escape. At least the others had some taste for life. They seemed to understand something that I didn’t understand. Maybe I was lacking. It was possible. I often felt inferior. I just wanted to get away from them. But there was no place to go."

– Charles Bukowski

OCD has been absolute hell lately

#personal vent

It’s all so pointless

#so depressed today #why do i even bother #i don’t want to have to go out today #it just doesn’t matter ultimately #personal vent

Everything today is like let’s see how fast we can get Neo to commit suicide

#everything is making me so fucking angry #everything is infuriating and horrible #and someone i only talk to to quell boredom (who considers me a friend but i do not consider her such)#said someone that just sent me over the edge #so i’m just going to ghost her forever i guess #and talk to nobody until october #until i can finally kill myself #personal vent

Really want to cut myself but I don’t feel like taking care of the wounds at all

#tw sh #personal vent

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