ambivalent at best

PD blog. 28. szpd, stpd, npd mash. i hate pd criteria and classification though so i rb anything that resonates

[1anonyymous1]

Already knew this was gonna happen. Saw it in a dream

[l1amaani]

i have a alot to say but nvm

[trainsandpaperplanes]

anhedonia which comes and goes

[calellon]

whoopss sorry i slipped up and hinted at the great darkness that roils within me. won't happen again

[segamascott]

it's okay to block people for being mildly annoying unless of course it's me in that case you're just gonna have to suck it up sorry

[exitwound]

My era rn is uncategorizable. The the way I am living is unheard of

[cluster-a-culture]

stpd culture is sadly being so afraid of directly interacting with those of high importance, authority, or popularity because i know the universe and the power of fate predetermined this person walking up to me and if it's by evil intention they decided that then this person could certainly see me as lesser being and seek to hurt me of erase me from existence once they get to know me

(based on an experience earlier today when a restaurant manager came out and offered to refill a drink for me, only i received a different glass than the one i previously had, now with a beer brand logo on it. i then got the notion that the manager was trying to spike my drink so he can find me poisoned and unconscious in the restroom and harm me in some way. all from asking for a drink.... 😓😓😓😓)

[aseaofquotes]

Andrew Smith, 100 Sideways Miles

[undertheinfluencex1]

i crave connection but also silence and zero human interaction

[sunsetbuddie]

when you say something awkward and stupid in a social situation that probably no one will remember except you for the rest of time

[suntinted]

[zeelatunes]

[terkaterr]

ah doing ma thing just like god int- (remembers im atheist) just like the universe intend- (remembers i don't believe in determinism) just like noone and nothing intended ever. doin ma thang fucking unpredictable style

[asideofbpd]

i don’t have the healthiest coping methods but i haven’t killed myself yet so where’s my fucking medal

[howtofuckyourkramer]

[mistermachoman]

"are you okay?" absolutely not but i'd rather kill everyone in the room than talk about it

[fidelcostco]

the human brain is so cool, if you're tired and stressed enough, your brain will go, "don't worry, I got you" and shadows will start moving

[fidelcostco]

and what's the genital situation on the shadows

[fidelcostco]

oh this is my post