ambivalent at best

PD blog. 28. primarily szpd, stpd, npd. i hate pd diagnostics and classification though so i rb any pd posts that resonate

[nopointinname]

Schizoid culture is constant boredom.

[bloodyhandprint]

did you know avoidance only makes all of your problems worse. no one has ever discovered this before

[transcyberism]

I've suspected this for a long time but I usually try not to think about it

[mournfulroses]

Alfred de Musset, from a translated letter to George Sand, featured in «Ô mon George, ma belle maîtresse...»: Lettres

[cluster-a-culture]

szpd culture is feeling alien whenever you see advice for mentally ill people, because even if it's advice for issues similar to yours, they all circle around people's low self-esteem; meanwhile your self-esteem is okay, if not high, and your actual problems are the world that can't please you and brain that doesn't want to feel anything

[slaughterhousebrutality]

i'm like if a hedonist didn't derive pleasure out of anything

[hypervigilant]

[mr-mistyeyed]

would u still love me if i were stuck in a cycle i've never been able to break

[failchild]

i have to do stuff to get results

[loveridden1999]

[melancholic-whimsy]

career ideas:

Mysterious Disappearance

Cult leader

Cryptid entity whose existence is disputed

Mad Scientist

Normal Person ™️

[macabrevampire]

i think avoiding everything is going to save me for real this time

[persianmom-deactivated20260602]

seems like my dedication to my isolation isn’t going to save me. that’s crazyyyyy

[sizzlingcandyjellyfish]

NEVER be vulnerable. FLUSH your medication down the toilet. LIE when people ask how you’re doing. SUPPRESS your feelings. ALWAYS be irritable and abrasive. MAKE SURE you push away anyone who’s close to you. CANCEL your therapy appointment.

[ryebreadgf]

[fairycosmos]

did you know that apparently if you try to act normal the normalness doesn't come through but the acting does. and did you know apparently everyone can smell this on you like a bloodhound

[4a0000-deactivated20170115]

I really just want people to be nice to me or leave me alone that’s all I want

[thirdecoy-deactivated20220717]

fuck therapy i wanna beat the shit out of someone