big kid small world

[stormysapphic]

Tove Jansson painting the fresco Party in the Countryside, Helsinki, 1947

[myvomit]

first day of senior year of high school vs first day of senior year of college

I think something that's cool abt me is that I am totally the same person. I have not changed in personality or taste. that shirt is still one of my favs. I've just accumulated more experiences. and that makes me feel really close... with myself. like me from different times is a person who I love and understand

[myvomit]

kitty interrupting my selfies.... he used to be so camera shy and now he's like ME!!!!!

love that for him

[myvomit]

it would be really cool if I could have long hair and wear tight pants and people would look at me and think "robert plant" instead of "girl"

[obscurevideogames]

love attack - Jingle Cats (Sony - PSX - 1998) 

[myvomit]

homies only. tbh I fucking hate online classes they make me feel MORE isolated not less but anyway other than that things are good

[filmfliiicks]

The Adventures of Guille and Belinda and the Enigmatic Meaning of their Dreamsby  Alessandra Sanguinetti

“Beli and Guille were always running, climbing, chasing chickens and rabbits. Sometimes I’d take their picture just so they’d leave me alone and stop scaring the animals away, but mostly I would shoo them out of the frame. I was indifferent to them until the summer of 1999, when I found myself spending almost everyday with them. They were nine and ten years old then, and one day, instead of asking them to move aside, I let them stay.”

[myvomit]

that sweat glow

I think one of my best friends is genuinely losing his mind like full paranoia and I have no idea what to do or how to help

[myvomit]

mmmmm tank top bitch

[myvomit]

rn for work I'm locating garbagemen for the city of Sacramento from 1955-1972 and there are thousands of names obviously but I've been working on this for months and I'm almost done and I dont want to be done bc this is the easiest thing I've had to do for a while and I don't want to do anything that requires more thinking

also it's sad bc a lot of the time I'm able to find their info is bc of bankruptcy records. also most of them are dead

reminds me of when I stopped showing up to the ONE archives even tho that's like prob an ideal job for me and I burned that bridge bc I had to catalogue every sodomy arrest in LA county from the 1930s and it was so disgustingly sad it actually makes me feel awful

[myvomit]

hot girl hot chip zoom call. also daiquiris. also I only like college for the social interaction so zoom college is meaningless to me and also torturous

I applied to a job I was really excited about and also really qualified for and got the former LA times book critic to write me a recommendation and I know it was a very good one plus he's impressive af and I never heard back from the job so I think I didn't get it which is insane... I truly don't know what more I could do to be qualified for it and it makes me feel so hopeless abt job prospects

[mockwa]

☻unmute☻

[armadillo-dreaming]

[Video: a construction worker shoveling dirt as children on the other side of the fence yell “YAY!” every time dirt is moved.]

[kalichnikov]

if the barista at DQ forgot to hold my blizzard upside down I would simply pretend not to have noticed even though I must default certainly would have

[thepleasuregoblin]

barista

[kalichnikov]

i wasn't sure if bartender was the correct terminology

[mkeanarchytect]

I believe the correct term is Blizzomancer

[myvomit]

first and second day of school of my last year of college 🤮 I'm never making an effort in my appearance again after this

[myvomit]

my hair looks so BAD I'm such a fool. also I haven't had my hair professionally cut since I was 14 but I think I've lost my touch also I don't really understand the ever-changing texture of my hair

I think it might be impossible for me to look badass (not with this haircut just in general)

[myvomit]

finally cut my hair again! classes start on Monday 🤮

[myvomit]

when I tell people how rarely I shower they are genuinely concerned for me. don't u often feel you're trying to share a funny anecdote abt urself and instead it disturbs people