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@mywritersescape
I got the job!!!!!!!
It’s interesting
Finding one’s self
Yet still feeling completely
Alone
This world may have its beauty
But I find the darkness
Has beauty in its mystery
Enigma
this
begins
and
ends
with
a
word
to
break
the
spell
silence
removed
questions
answered
persistence
rewarded
Fall as honey on
Lips so thorned that
Blood has become
Sweet on reddened scorn
That pain is pleasure
And pleasure is none
Absent, uninvited
Watered-down rum
None as strong.
- loving of the 'broken'
Like the ocean waves
I crash
It’s natural and yet
I still drown
I scream
And no one hears
I just want to be okay
Any time I feel I make one step forward
I fall down another fucking hole
I’m starting to wonder if
It’s worth finding a way to climb out
11:11
Fuck wishes they never come true
One day
Maybe
I will have the happy
Picture perfect
Family
With the children running around
And my partner smiling
With the sun drenching us all
In a perfect framed memory
Though that is a long was away
From ever being real
I hope one day
I stop writing
Because then
On that day
My worries
My thoughts
My breath
Will be no more
What will I need to find
When will I be happy
Who will I have become if I find nothing
How long must I wait
Why must I crave something that will never come
Where do I need to go to find myself
I divulge in many forms or media
And yet I can’t find the escape
so many claim to have found
Pain
Physical or not
Is devastating
Can’t I just be happy
Where did life take us
Where did our souls go
Where did we end up
Who am I
While I sit and dream of many lives
Who am I
Though I never get to
Who am I
To think that I could ever get out
What will it take
To be what you want
What will it take
To finally feel free
What will it take for my thoughts to even matter