[njxiii]

All along I thought I was a damsel in distress who needed saving, but as it turns out, I am also my own villain.

How can I be saved from myself? (via njxiii)

[njxiii]

And you said I should be wary of what other people might think, but really, my only concern is what you might think. You’re so worried about other people judging my actions, but in reality you’re the first to judge.

[njxiii]

Something doesn't feel right..

I’ve been bothered about it since yesterday evening. I dunno if I’m over-thinking again, but if there’s something I learned from the past, it’s that I should always trust my instincts..

[njxiii]

I wish I know exactly when a person lies to me.

So I don’t have to wonder whether I’m just overthinking or if someone really is lying to me, because it’s tiring and scary to give your trust to the wrong person again. (via njxiii)

[njxiii]

The easiest thing in the world is to be disappointed by another person.

Heo Joon Jae (Ep.8 The Legend of The Blue Sea)

[a--little--sadnessxx]

[njxiii]

yeaah 😭

[deeplifequotes]

If you get that gut feeling that something isn’t right about a person or situation, trust it.

(via deeplifequotes)

[njxiii]

Indeed, cause’ sometimes mere words aren’t enough to prove you’re really sorry.

[poems-and-words]

[wordsnquotes]

You can’t get stuck on what should have happened. That doesn’t help you.

Mitch Albom, Tuesdays With Morrie (via wordsnquotes)

[thelovejournals]

You’re a coward with a lion’s roar. I was wrong, so wrong about you.

Sade Andria Zabala (via thelovejournals)

[njxiii]

And sometimes in order to save yourself from hurting, you just have to learn how to KILL… Kill your goddamn expectations, so you don’t always end up fucking disappointed.

-Very important note to self. (via njxiii)

[wnq-writers]

Loving you was her greatest mistake. Until she mentioned you, I never saw her even get close to shedding a tear, but once you came up in conversation it took all she could to hold them back. They welled up in her eyes threatening to overflow onto her cheeks, as if her lower eyelids couldn’t bear the weight of your broken promises. See, your leaving wasn’t the end of it. The physical scars are fading, but her memories of you stubbornly stick to the surface. She still says your name like you’re the reason she breathes in the first place. She gives advice to others, tells them to get back up after falling for the ones that hurt them, but she can’t seem to pick herself up off the ground. She tells me that she’s stopped believing in love, that she doesn’t think she’ll ever let another person have her heart and all I can do is try to help her understand that she hasn’t lost anything, even though when she was with you she felt like she had everything. People like you turn love into just another bullet to dodge. I can’t wait for the day you mean as little to her as she does to you. It may never come, after all, memories don’t just go away. But her understanding that she never needed you would be good enough for me.

maxwelldpoetry, “You didn’t deserve her.“  (via wnq-writers)

[njxiii]

Thank you..

..for truly shutting the door close, and for making me realize just how much more I deserve. It took some time for me to fully accept and understand why God had to take you away from me. I was so in loved with you that I chose to be blind. However, I am no longer under love’s spell to not see how toxic you are as a person. You did nothing but poison my heart with your lies and selfishness. Admit it or not, you played me. I am not a toy you can just ditch when you’ve had enough and run back to when you get bored. I don’t deserve to be treated that way, and I deserve so much better than a person like you.

Thank you for opening my eyes and showing me what kind of person you really are. Now I know why it never really could’ve worked out between the two of us anyway. I hope you stop flattering yourself by thinking there’s still some part of me that wants you back–hell, no. I’m done. I am so much done thinking you were the best thing that has ever happened to me. I am done telling myself I would never find someone better than you because the truth is, you’re not as great as you think you are; you’re actually pretty terrible, and thanks for showing me that. There are plenty of other guys out there who are actually so much better; those who truly are honest and sincere. I just have to learn to trust and open my heart once again, with hopes that I’ll fall for the right person this time.

[fallenpoetess]

Tinanong mo siya kung kamusta na siya. Hindi niya alam kung dapat ba siyang magsinungaling at sabihing ayos lang siya. Ayos lang na naghiwalay kayo. Ayos lang na iniwan mo siya. Ayos lang na nasaktan siya. Bakit kinakaya mong tanungin siya ng ganyan? Sana naman alam mong ikaw ang dahilan kung bakit miserable siya ngayon.

[her-minds-a-mess]

And the most horrible part is that love really isn’t enough. It’s not enough that his smile catches your tears or that he’s the only man you’ve ever seen yourself marrying. If he constantly hurts you, leaves you crying, or makes you second guess yourself, that isn’t love. That’s selfish love. And that’s not the kind of love worth having.

Excerpt #132 (via her-minds-a-mess)

[njxiii]

Nimbus.

Hey there my dear cloud  You’ve become heavy with burden  So gloomy and gray  Let go of the weight you carry For I’d love you still  No matter how dark it gets  Or how much rain you pour  I wouldn’t mind the flood  Even if I drown in your misery 

– 073116. For my cloud,  I love you even through your darkest days