Shut Up, Count Your Calories.

27, she/her. 5'4". HW 205. CW 138.8 GW1:170✔ GW2:150✔️ UGW:125? this isn't my main account but it's my most active one lol likes/follows/replies from retired-fandom-trash 😅

[n0t-pr0]

Hi I haven't been on in 6 months but I'm not dead lol

I found my literal soulmate who also has an eating disorder but we're both chefs who like cooking for others so we accidentally made each other gain like 10 lbs.

I enjoy feeling taken care of but I'm back here bc I need motivation to restrict my intake 😅

The sucky thing is that all of these home cooked meals make it impossible to calculate calories...

[n0t-pr0]

Y'all it's been 4 years and I gained all of the weight back 😭 happy to have my soulmate but I can't believe I have to start over 🥲

[sk--i-wannabe]

Anas getting offered food after running out off excuses be like

[n0t-pr0]

I can't wait to wear a bikini for the first time in my 28 years of existence, once summer comes around 😍

[n0t-pr0]

Wow December me was so confident huh

I bought one but I probably won't be able to wear it until the end of summer and that's only if I'm really good 🙄

It cute af tho

[n0t-pr0]

Finally gathered the courage to wear this to a water park this summer and the lady at the gate thought I was pr*gnant 😮‍💨🔫

[therealsljmshady]

Rethink your weekend

[n0t-pr0]

I can't wait to wear a bikini for the first time in my 28 years of existence, once summer comes around 😍

[n0t-pr0]

Wow December me was so confident huh

I bought one but I probably won't be able to wear it until the end of summer and that's only if I'm really good 🙄

It cute af tho

[why-or-why-not]

Friendly reminder-

DO NOT PURGE

Side effects from purging that aren’t really talked about (can occur from long or short term)

Thousands of dollars in dental bills

Forever sensitive teeth

Enamel completely eaten away by stomach acid, losing the ability to enjoy hot, cold, or sweet things

Loss of gum lines and/or teeth

Esophagus being turned into “hamburger meat” instead of the smooth walls it’s supposed to have

Increase indigestion

Your sphincter to your stomach from your esophagus tearing and/or breaking, causing stomach acid to permanently leak into your esophagus

Stomach stretching and never returning

Spraining/Tearing abdominal muscles due to trauma

Intense stomach pain after doing it for so long, no matter how much you eat

Not ever being able to keep anything down again because your brain has rewired you to do it automatically

Permanent double chin

Permanent big jaw

Permanent swollen face

Infections on hands from either cutting them on teeth or acid eating them away

Seizures, Hormonal Imbalances, Cysts on face, Acne, and any other kind of random symptom because causing your stomach to do the opposite of what it was designed to do and/or causing a nutrient deficiency can be the cause of a MULTITUDE of issues

Death

Majority of Bulimics die while purging over the toilet

You are worthy of having one day of fun. Not pro, but in the future, rethink these horrors and if anything, restrict don’t purge. Purging will cause more life-threatening issues faster, even though both aren’t good. If you must, please choose the lesser of the two evils.

Stay safe as possible. Don’t beat yourself up over one day, babe. It won’t ruin anything, trust me.

[hythmxs]

hating ur body is fucking hard. thats why we all in this community have an eating disorder. but hating ur personality, ur essence, how u express urself, how u talk, how u show urself, thats painful as fuck. there isnt anything worse imo. u cant fix that by eating 200 cal a day and exercising. i wish i didnt hate myself so much.

[n0t-pr0]

Hi I haven't been on in 6 months but I'm not dead lol

I found my literal soulmate who also has an eating disorder but we're both chefs who like cooking for others so we accidentally made each other gain like 10 lbs.

I enjoy feeling taken care of but I'm back here bc I need motivation to restrict my intake 😅

The sucky thing is that all of these home cooked meals make it impossible to calculate calories...

[thatsnotmeanymoreright]

Im not telling you guys to start vaping bc its dangeorous but god it helps so much with weightloss. It boosts your metabolisim and reduce your appetite.

[n0t-pr0]

How do I hit most of these but not get bingo 😂

[skinni-someday]

I may have an ED but it’ll be okay cause pit bull has been there, done that 😔

[n0t-pr0]

I miss my ass 😭💔

[c4nnib4lc0rpse]

the feminine urge to weigh yourself 5 times a day

[n0t-pr0]

My diet is typically omad after work bc I work up an appetite but today I had my meal right before going to work and I just felt so much more productive! For the first time in a while I felt like I wasn't letting everyone down bc of my ed. There was no brain fog and I could concentrate! And I still stayed under 300 calories 🖤🖤🖤

Gonna try to keep this up 😌

[iwantthatassgap]

Ed memes because we're dead inside :D

[pure-thinn]

it’s like…

im glad no one has noticed. i’ve been hiding things really well and am coming up with all the right excuses not to eat or to go purge. i’m thankful that although im sneaking around, at least im not ~outright~ lying.

but at the same time

i’ve lost 35 lbs. and although that’s not a lot, it’s a pretty decent amount. i feel like my body’s changing. sharper jawline, my collarbones are finally poking out. i’ve dropped 2 pant sizes. how has no one noticed?

[n0t-pr0]

(sorry I can't reply from this account bc it's a side blog, I understand if you don't want this being shared and I'll gladly take it down if you'd like 🖤)

I'm going through the exact same thing and I really think a lot of people don't know how to bring it up, they think they'll sound rude or creepy if that say anything bc it can invalidate how you looked before 🤷‍♀️

[lolwtfiswrongwme-deactivated202]

anorexia as art- dream by wombo