Perfectly-Imperfect

Sheii/so happy one second, incridibly depressed the next./23

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Its been a while..

Hi! I dont know what came over me. There’s just so many things running on my mind. Im super stressed out and I think im pregnant or just being paranoid. I was diagnosed with PCOS a few months back, took pills prescribed by my doctor but I stopped taking them after 6 months. I though I was fine. I think I was but now Im not sure. 

My hormones is driving me crazy and my period is late. Yes I had sex with  my boyfriend but its so hard to tell because im irregular. I just dont know if I should take a pregnancy test to get this over with. My anxiety is really bad!!! 

What if im really pregnant, i mean ill be 24 in a few days and I know deep down I really want to have a baby, but the thing is im not stable yet. my boyfriend is not stable yet. He is still studying and only 17! I just , I cant deal with this right now. With this pandemic, my life status and everything else. What will my parents think. WHAT WILL MY DAD SAY!!! 

I want to get my shit together but the voices inside my head are so loud. 

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St. Elmo’s Fire (1985)

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by alex lickutov

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