k

im very much done

[n0wheret0run]

i dont want to feel unwanted again

[n0wheret0run]

i feel like you always see me as too crazy and too emotional to try to understand what am i feeling

[n0wheret0run]

i really feel like we havent had enough time lately and i know youd say we did but if we did why is it still empty

[n0wheret0run]

i wouldnt choose me either

[n0wheret0run]

im sorry im sad i know you dont want it i dont want it either

[n0wheret0run]

everything feels like a punishment if you feel guilty enough

[n0wheret0run]

whats the point

[n0wheret0run]

how terrifying it is to love something death can touch

[n0wheret0run]

Through poetry and art I read the codes of being

[n0wheret0run]

i could crash out istg

[n0wheret0run]

i wish i was different

[n0wheret0run]

there is no me without u

[n0wheret0run]

spiral spiral spiral

[dyingslowenough]

Im barely a person when no one else is around. I simply exist and that in itself is tiring.

[inanotherunivrse]

in another universe i am not a burden to be loved

[n0wheret0run]

its never over

[n0wheret0run]

why do i have to be so scared all the time