نِـسْـمَـة

سِيروا إلى الله عُرجًا ومكاسيرَ، فإنَّ انتِطار الصِّحة بطالَة.

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I always say that Allāh عز وجل sends you situations to remind you that you are truly alone and in dire need of Him alone.

I don’t say this to make you or myself feel sad over this, or that this matter even deserves sadness. This is a matter you should feel overjoyed about, actually.

If the question were to be asked, “who is there for you?” the lowly, humiliated people, would say “fulān and ‘illān!” However, the slave who has truly tasted seclusion with Allāh and pleasure in that replies, “No! Indeed I have my Lord, He Sees and He Hears!”

Nobody will hear your silent tears and your secret begging ad’iyah but your Rabb.

And even if anyone else heard, I ask you, who is the One whom the heavens and the earth and what is between them is in His Power?!

[ar-raayih]

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[n1sma]

I woke up to my telegram channel of 2.5 years banned as well as many projects I had been working on for the last two years. Alhamdulillāh! I’m trying to appeal the ban, at least on my main account. They deleted like 5 accounts and they’re all important but my main one has all of my contacts which includes my teachers and peers and the chats with them which is extremely important to me.

قدر الله وما شاء فعل

I was planning on being active the next period to share some projects that were on the edge of being finished until I have to disappear for a while due to some circumstances but I guess I’ll have to delay that for a bit in shā Allāh :’)

If anyone has any content saved please share them with me in shā Allāh

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If anyone has anything, videos, screenshots, anything copied, please share them in shā Allāh. بارك الله فيكم

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‏"لا أغبط في هذا الدُّنيا إلَّا صاحب القرآن، يغتسل يوميًّا بالحقائق الثَّابتة، يلمّ شعث قلبه على مركزيَّة الآخرة، يعرض تساؤلاته وحساءك قلبه على كتابٍ لا ريب فيه.

لديه إجابات مفصلة عن كل الوقائع، يملك رؤية واضحة لا غبش حولها عن مكانة الدُّتيا، يشعر بسعادةٍ عميقة لا يعرفها أكثر الناس لأنه يمتح من نبعٍ صافٍ لا ينضب!"

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Today! This Friday!

- You may be fasting, so there is the reward of fasting

- Send salāh and salām upon our Messenger صلى الله عليه وسلم

- Increase in takbīr and dhikr in general

- Make sure to make du’ā before maghrib

- Any act of worship is in shā Allāh multiplied!

(Please do not forget me and all of the Believers from your sincere ad’iyah)

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Does anyone happen to have the caption I wrote like 2 years ago about Abu Az-Zubayr Al-Madanī تقبله الله ?

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Once, I was sitting outside on a windy day and I just was looking at the Creation of Allāh. I found grief and numbness creep up on my heart. But for once, I questioned it.

“What in this exact moment calls me to have this sadness or weird feeling in my heart?” Answer: nothing. I wasn’t necessarily thinking about something saddening or worrying me. Why did my heart perceive a moment of stillness as a moment of emptiness?

Allāh knows best. It could be that the Shaytān places this grief in a Believer’s heart randomly to pull them down, or it could simply be that one’s soul has become worn down by the nature of life. But the point is, sometimes one has to question their feelings and their worries and grief.

Don’t deny that worry and grief exist. But just because it exists in your life it doesn’t necessarily have to take over it. You can be tested and be happy sometimes, that doesn’t somehow “take away” from your ajr or make what you’re going through any less important than if you always went through life forcing gloom on your heart.

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I woke up to my telegram channel of 2.5 years banned as well as many projects I had been working on for the last two years. Alhamdulillāh! I’m trying to appeal the ban, at least on my main account. They deleted like 5 accounts and they’re all important but my main one has all of my contacts which includes my teachers and peers and the chats with them which is extremely important to me.

قدر الله وما شاء فعل

I was planning on being active the next period to share some projects that were on the edge of being finished until I have to disappear for a while due to some circumstances but I guess I’ll have to delay that for a bit in shā Allāh :’)

If anyone has any content saved please share them with me in shā Allāh

[n1sma]

[n1sma]

the earth has to split for the roots to grow into fruits.

the night has to blacken before dawn breaks.

a path must be walked over, worn down, and scored before its shape starts to show.

and so is our hearts. sometimes they must endure what *almost* suffocates them before its stems grow, before its fajr comes along, and before its path becomes clear.

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If a young woman cannot be her best self in her home where her parents live, is it permissible for her to move to a different city and live on rent on her own?

I do not know

[n1sma]

Just as some advice, sometimes we make problems bigger in our head than how they actually are. Not “being her best self” is very subjective, is she being forced to do harām for example?

No family is ever going to be perfect, and yes maybe our households might be a little bit difficult sometimes. However, your parents have a right upon you, just like they were patient in your upbringing, could you not be a little more patient?

Our parents won’t stay for us, neither will we stay for our parents. The Wise Qadar of Allāh has necessitated that some parting will happen eventually, whether that is by your death, theirs, or that one day you will go on to have your own family and household.

So in the last few years, months, weeks, days, or even seconds you have with them, could we try to stretch our patience a little more?

When you’re in an environment that “hinders” you, you must find another outlet that charges you and allows you to improve if that’s not attainable through your household by changing something or gentle requests.

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If a young woman cannot be her best self in her home where her parents live, is it permissible for her to move to a different city and live on rent on her own?

I do not know

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if you were born into a Muslim family, say ‘alhamdulillāh.’

i’m not one to usually say this, as I know how much those who were born into Muslim families may struggle when they begin practicing and when they adopt the pure ‘aqīdah amidst a family dominated by ignorance. sometimes, the struggles with your Muslim family can be more than what some reverts deal with.

but still, say ‘alhamdulillāh.’

my brother missed our call earlier, and he called us back, saying that he was praying Salāt Al-Ghā'ib (salāh upon a dead person who is absent/far) upon a revert brother who passed away. why wasn’t it janāzah, you may ask? he wasn’t able to tell his family that he was a Muslim due to their deep hatred and the immense harm he’d receive from them. so, when he passed away, they cremated him 💔 ولا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله

so, say ‘alhamdulillāh.’

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