My Confession #2 (2018-Aug-13)
Can’t believe what I’ve done, but i actually did it, I jerked off my son. It was an incredible rush. I still can’t believe that it happened, it’s surreal.
It was after 6am, my husband had left for work. I don’t know where the courage or insanity came from but, i went down the hall to my son’s room. I started to feel nauseous. I’ve never had a panic attack before, but i think I can guess what one feels like now. I climbed under the blankets and snuggled up to him. He stirred but didn’t wake up, i put my arms around him and slowly slid my hand between his legs. I could feel his hard cock through his pajamas.
Feeling his hard morning wood made my pussy tingle. I was gently rubbing him over his pajamas and he woke up. He said "Mom ! What are you doing ?“ I just said “ssshhhh, lay back and relax”. I continued stroking his cock over his pajama bottoms. He didn’t resist or say anything else so i kept going. i reached inside the waistband and took hold of my boys cock. His skin felt so soft and smooth but he was incredibly hard. About then I could feel my heart pounding in my neck, my hearts bpm must have been above 150. It was such a rush of adrenaline having my sons cock in my hand just like i had fantasized.
He was letting out soft moans which got me even more turned on. I kept jerking him and bringing him closer to orgasm and when he started to tense up and breathe faster i would back off for a bit, playing with his little balls, then begin stroking him firmly again. I wanted so badly to make him cum and see him shoot his load. I stroked him with my left hand and covered the end of his cock with my right hand to catch his cum. My son let out a moan as he came into my hand. Seeing his orgasm was even better than i had imagined, the look of pure pleasure on his face was priceless.
Laying back down on the bed beside him, I held my sons hand with my left hand. I took my right hand covered in my son’s cum and reached down inside my panties and started rubbing my clit, my pussy was already completely soaking wet, it didn’t need any more lubricant, but knowing my sons cum was mixing with my pussy juice was such a turn on. I had 3 orgasms in quick succession.
We laid in his bed and cuddled for a half hour. We talked about what we just did. I told him i love him more than anything, he said I love you more mom. We hugged some more and we kissed. We talked about how he was feeling, and how important keeping it a secret is. I was extremely happy how he responded. He promised to never tell a soul ever. That was one of my biggest fears going to this, if he would understand how important it is.
I made him a nice breakfast and he went to the basement to play video games. I also went to the basement to do laundry because his bed sheets were a mess with his cum and my pussy juice. He asked “Will we be able to do that again mom?” I told him Yes, any time we are alone, and as long as he never ever tells anyone about it. When he heard that, his eyes lit up and he gave me a huge smile and said I love you so much mom.
I fantasized about doing it since I caught my son masturbating almost a month ago, but i didn’t think I could ever go through with it. There’s no turning back now. This can’t be undone. The whole experience was the craziest, most arousing, most exciting thing I have done in my life. Just writing this all down has got my panties completely soaked again.
