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mourning is my least favorite thing because morning is my least favorite thing and i can't sleep

-the truest tweet i just tweeted

i feel sick to my stomach i have been taking 5 showers a day for a week for sunburn but now i'm doing it to clear my head i have taken 4 showers in the past 12 hours i have to drive to new york to "say goodbye" and i feel so angry and stupid and above all sad, sad, sad that i am losing one of my best friends

LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO DO MY THINKING FOR ME

it's stupid how relevant this song still is to my life one year later

K

people have coached me through feeling ttly insane about that whole situation. emotions are scary and weird and bring up so many other feelings like vomiting in the back of a taxi. well now that it's over i can stagger back into my apartment and put my laptop on my stomach and go to sleep.

WHAT IS MY LIFE WHEN

ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS FUCKING SOMEONE FROM TWITTER (AGAIN) AND THEN MAYBE SEEING WHERE IT GOES AND THEN I'M JUST WONDERING WHAT HE WANTS FROM ME, IF ANYTHING, AND UNSURE HOW TO APPROACH FAVING HIS TWEETS AND SO RELIEVED THAT I'M LEAVING THE COUNTRY FOR A WEEK SO I DON'T HAVE TO THINK ABOUT THIS AT ALL THEN. EVEN THOUGH THEN I WILL BE THINKING ABOUT IT, JUST UNABLE TO MAKE ANY MOVES. HE BETTER NOT FORGET ABOUT ME/MOVE DURING THAT TIME. AHHHHHH.

FUCK HE IS SO HOT THO

UGHHHH

WE R YUNG

PHOTOSHOP

from the above supergrass video finale

"Shit gets weird during running commentary for special victims unit..." via facebook

this song made me cry today when i thought about so many people who are dead/in pain//in the hood///deported////even ones i don't know/////but especially the ones i do or did

where i'm not right now

2 tru

YA GRL I FEEL YOU

"...But you know how when you’re around someone for so long and you’re REALLY into them so then you’re just with them all the time and then one day you realize that things are different? And you know you still like them a lot but ……. it just can’t be the same again? Or maybe it can and you just need some space / time away so you can appreciate them like you did before? I’m talking about you, Internet."

THNX WHATEVSKIES

living in my own hormonal rage cage

today consisted of :

feeling like i was going to throw up when i woke up (not getting out of bed until 2 hours after the fact)

falling asleep at my desk

not doing the one work assignment i've had since last thursday evening (barf, ginger tea, mint tea, been feeling so awful as of late)

googling pictures of heath ledger's tattoos

1/2 soup 1/2 salad at panera that i couldn't finish

a tiny book on leonardo dicaprio (pt. 2)

belting jeff buckley's hallelujiah and thinking about my friend who committed suicide last year and almost crying in my car

definitive decision to go goth again. reaffirmed/channeled in legal pad drawing.

cannonball, celebrity skin, garbage on cd (all $1) (#PMS)

buying a cd a boy played for me (smdh)

swimming

chinese takeout

the dark crystal (for the 50th time)

feeling too tired to get up

LIGHT TOUCH HARD FUCK

this pretty much accurately explains what i want from anyone i want to "get with"

my bffs are scattered and all i want to do is watch horror movies for the next eight days straight

luckily one of them is coming back to hometown stomping grounds (though staying with her alcoholic father) tomorrow. then maybe i can breathe. my life makes no sense and i'm not sure how i feel about that.

plea for hangout / #realtalk / post sex non-response to twitter fuck buddy

SMDH @ MYSELF

PASSWORD RECOVERED

but really just remembered

thnx to big troubles for introducing me to this

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