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[nabbynaboo]

Strange birds

I was here before, been here a few times in slumber We walked towards the cold water, we wanted to go under My skin raised in goose bumps as I stepped in Looking at each other for a little reassurance It’s never as bad if you just let yourself sink Then come back up to float and think You’re smiling at me and the thunder begins Hiding out as the storm passes, I couldn’t have imagined The uniqueness of you flows comfortably into me Reminding me, relighting me, you’re so enticing to me

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I'm trying to move forward I'm not for everyone I'm ultimately not alone

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"You make me feel all..." as he wiggled his shoulders and I fell a little closer towards him. I've been stuck at the door for about 45 minutes trying to say goodbye to this guy. He walks around like I do and I imagine if sped up it would look like we were dancing all night. I used to dream of such a likeliness of him when I was younger... blue eyes and dark hair. I keep thinking back to first meeting him. How strange it really was. Courting someone through the Internet. Now it's 6 a.m. on a Wednesday, I believe like 6 years later, and it's still hard to leave. I ached to relocate to his bed and sleep. His stare is fulfilling every time I feel it and pretend I don't. Kissing me bye... practically pulling myself from his magnetic body. Kiss me in front your dad, "make me" so I did. I then left. A long sigh as i was quickly walking to reach my car door handle. The mornings are cold this time of year. That morning was a beautiful backdrop for my drive home.

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Thinking of a street light Thinking of many As we drive by and they trail into each other Talking of nothing and yet my company you have Anxious I am, too much This isn’t enough The night hours don’t last long I lay in bed after being dropped off My legs rub against my sheets And tingles come through my body Once again I’m left with the sweet sensation Of my magic hands in between my thighs Never have had a man touch me Like I can

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I loved you, right as soon as you walked through the room Eyes light green as if helping a flower bloom My heart still feels faint Every single time I hear your name Seeing your face, I come completely unglued No one makes me feel like you do I can never try to love anyone else For I know deep inside that would be untrue I've tried and failed a few times and once lost even me too I'd wait my entire life for you I'd die alone without you I love you and the way you move Your voice, the most trembling smooth How you tower over me How you absolutely devour me How I wonder, what is this ache you do My chest is so heavy when you're away My dreams keep you close, that's where you stay You lay beside me, arms so tight around me Like when it's actually just us two And you can't help but be moved Into mush we melt into each other Taking small pieces with us as we go Forever we guide back to one another Until we finally just grow the seeds sown I love you, it never changes I'll love you until I can't breathe Loving you is and will be eternally easy for me

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Tsk tsk Tosh, what are getting yourself into?

Why do I feed this strange need? My face is flushed, my brain in a rush The attention, oh the attention Did I forget to mention? I knew what I was doing I know what I'm continuing Is he as fucked as me? His words tend to make me agree Attention, oh attention I don't have to mention Like a predator on a constant prowl I walk into life and beguile

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Saudade

I could, I would But I cannot Twist and turn Stuck forever in your knot To wonder for years I may Fall forever, lost in nostalgic days Nothing tastes as sweet Not a thing can beat The way you cause me To feel abandonment of your flee Late in the night Into the early morning sunrise Like a ghost I can't fight I love you as much as I despise

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Wow

My life is so weird right now. Lmao

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Here I am Up at 3 a.m. Brain a mess Tossing and turning In my blue night dress Pondering upon rest In my empty nest What's in store tomorrow? I wish to overcome my sorrow Hoping for a distraction But alas that takes effort and action

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BADBADNOTGOOD - Time Moves Slow feat. Sam Herring

Timeless new track from BADBADNOTGOOD featuring Future Islands' Sam Herring. Purchase the record from Amazon UK here: http://amzn.to/29dGgmx or from Amazon U...

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medicine made for you

in the city, I imagine you walking tall amidst the the people and your awkward stature your mouth slightly open, drying out your large lips the way your tongue quietly clicks as you move it from the bottom to top row of your teeth distracted at the noises and lights acting like you love that girl you fight as she bites all her nails away because she let herself to stray then I see you sitting outside drowning thoughts with music, weed, and beer barely able to see the stars in the night sky the numbness into your chest come here and let me give you my breath I could remind you of the aching mess take away what's worse and replace it with the best

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SG Lewis - Warm

Support the artist and buy the song: http://po.st/WarmiTunes TheSoundYouNeed - Music at its finest ll Spotify: http://spoti.fi/1DLPE7P ll Facebook : http://o...

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solitude at night, the aching in my mind

to have had a love that you no longer love an ex love, slip through in a short amount of time to see them as you exchange the child you made together her sweet face wondering why you're not coming her sweet face wondering why we are leaving him as we drive away, I sit still and calm as painful tears run down my cheeks my chest aching for me to return, "find a way" "make it work" "you can stay" I refuse, I beg to my heart the walls emerge surrounding my soul burying the cold, the hurt, the bittersweet depression I awake and rise from sweating each day pleading for it's sweet release staring into the distance keeping a straight face

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MY DAUGHTER IS WALKING

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