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This lifetime but with him (rafayel x real world reader) status: on going
proulogue, chapter 1, chapter 2, chapter 3, chapter 4
Always her but never you (Rafayel x non mc reader)
Warnings: Angst but fluff? in the end
Notes: HI GUYZ SO UHM THIS IS KINDA LOWKEY MY OFFERING FOR RAFAS MYTH TOM SO ENJOY!!! PLUS HE WILL COME HOME IN 10 PULLS FOR ALL OF US GANG!!!
Word count: 500+
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You felt it ... .you knew well this was all too familiar…..Was this perhaps something of a make believe or reality??
It happened again ... .Finding yourself on the water as the sun set, the wind so strong as it felt like a silent reminder, the waves crash onto shore like a child having a tantrum, your own body betraying you as if it was just a vessel with no soul in it.
He lost her again, you saw the entire thing unfold in a distance while hiding behind a huge rock.
Suddenly, every night you dreamt of it, the times when you found yourself with rafayel in the middle of the ocean, swimming or sometimes just hanging around and yapping…A part of you wanted to confess to him for a long time but how? after what happened? even when he was already tied to someone else?
Every lifetime, it was always her. Not you and always the second option. Sometimes you wonder, when will it be your turn? What would life be like if she didn't exist? Would you still be an option either way?
Fast forward to present, you end up finding yourself in an art exhibition. The art gallery to say, reminded you of lemuria..From the sculptures and to the paintings, everything. It reminded you of home.
“Your…here?” Rafayel says, the shock clear on his face as both of you were face to face.
“Yes, and I did not expect you to be here” You say, shocked but did not show it. Suddenly, in the corner of your eyes you see her…The same girl that he fell in love with all over again…and the same girl who was bound by him.
“I’ll be going now” Turning back on him holding in the tears as you exit the room. Were you not enough for him? A part of you wanted to confess your love to him but no…not when he loved someone else…it hurted…so much….
“Wait, come back here!” Hearing a voice behind you, you turn back too see Rafayel.
“Cutie, why did you leave all of a sudden?”
“I know what you're trying to do, raf. I'm not falling for it this time.”
“Please…give me-”
“Then why her?”
He paused for a minute. He didn't want to hurt you. Not like this.
“I love you”
You froze.
Did you just hear that right? I love you? From Rafayel himself?
“Wait what?”
“I love you”
“Im sorry if i hurted you i-”
“Rafayel, slow down please. What do you mean?” You don't know what to do..The situation was something you didn't expect.
“My pearl, my beloved” he says, cupping your face with his hands…He wanted to make up with you…During the past lifetimes in the end, the only thing that he could think of is you, not her…He always thought about you.
“I’ll make it up to you please”
You didn't see him like this for centuries…on his knees pleading with the most sincere heartfelt words but at the same time your heart…melting at the sight?
Special day, special memory (Rafayel x Lemurian reader)
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Word count: 492
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“And then after i add this and oh, it looks great already” I say as I finally finished decorating Rafayel’s place. Today was his birthday, and this year the only thing I wanted was for my beloved to enjoy his special day. Lucky Thomas came to the rescue and helped me with my plan to surprise him. And what was the plan you may ask? Making him attend an art exhibition which gives you the chance to decorate the house and also at the same time rent out a boat for you too to enjoy the night while watching the stars and the sea.
A few hours later, I found myself in the middle of the ocean with my beloved, Rafayel. The sun was setting, the water drifted calmly as Rafayel watched the sunset with me.
“So my love, want to swim with me later?” he ask as I chuckled, while preparing his birthday cake.
“Yes I will do, oh and by the way I found a new species of corals~” I say giggling. Around two weeks ago when Rafayel was pretty much busy with deadlines and events,you took the advantage to go out in the ocean and pretty much explore since you were bored..Up until you found multiple luminous corals, the way the colors reminded you of Rafayel’s hair and eye color.
“You swimmed without me?” Rafayel says, pouting, how could his lover swim alone without him…What if she got eaten by a huge shark?? Or worse, get lost in the middle of the ocean??
“Oh Rafayel, what am I a guppy?? You know i'm not a baby unlike you” you said giggling, watching his pout turn into a blush as he denies
“Hey!! I'm not a baby!! But you, my love, will always be my pretty pearl” he says, smiling. His love, His mermaid bride, his soulmate, and his universe. Oh how lucky this lemurian was blessed.
“You-” you say blushing, before you could say or do anything, suddenly you felt a strong grip at your waist as it picked you up and eventually both of you dipped into the ocean
As you both swam farther away from the boat Rafayel pulled you closer to him, his smile as clear as day and the water above was turning into a shade of pink
“Hmm..Does this whale’s song sound familiar to you”
“Uhm…not sure, is it..” You try to remember, but fail to.
“Remember the whale we rescued before?”
“Ohhh the whale, do I remember why?
“Care to join me for a whale chasing adventure my love?”
The next few hours were spent having fun. Various colors of fishes seen and the ocean lively as ever as the never ending pink ocean chases the two lemurians, with giggles and surprises along the way.
“you-” you giggled as Rafayel blows bubbles at you, his smile filled with joy.
Summary: You are in an arranged marriage with the god of the sea.
A/N: Finally after so long lol the thoughts are all over the place since it was dragged a bit.
Inspired from the song Telomeres by Sleep Token
Words: 4.7k
Tags: arranged marriage, angst but with happy ending, presumed character death, MC being a dummy, pregnancy, a little violence, Rafayel being a literal god, implied nsfw, drowning, losing memories is a theme
“You know, if we meet each other again in the future and we are all grown up, let’s marry each other,”
“Huh?!”
“Hahaha! Sorry, I was only joking,”
“... I promise then,”
“Huh?! Wait-”
“I promise I’ll marry you when we see each other again,”
You opened your eyes after drifting away from a dream. Was that a dream? It felt like a distant memory. You saw the sunrise on the horizon, and seagulls passed by the window. Today is the day.
Your wedding day. Or being taken hostage, willingly and legally.
Across the room, you gazed upon your dress, it is a white dress with glittering designs of seashells and pearls. The wedding would be wonderful, from the venue to the food and even to the groom.
A couple of knocks were heard at your door.
“Your Highness, it is time to wake up. It is time for you to get ready,” your servant said before entering. You sighed and looked again at the window, thinking about your groom.
“It is time for the grand day,” a Lemurian elder said as Rafayel looked at his reflection. If this were successful, it would be a big progress in their plan. “For Lemuria and our people,” he whispered. He proceeded to elevate himself to the shore, where the wedding would occur.
Despite it being a grand day, for a wedding, it looks like a simple, intimate wedding, as requested by the bride. The only thing that matters to Rafayel is the venue, it should be a wedding at the seashore. In Lemuria, it would be legitimate.
He put aside his thoughts as the nobles from the human side approached him. He was guided to the other end of the shore. The more people gathered and as the planned time began, he became nervous.
And there you are.
His beloved bride.
You walked like a silvery white fish slowly swimming towards him, precious like a pearl shined by the sun.
You were only a pawn in the grand scheme. He knows you are innocent in all of this. He felt the time stop, felt that he had seen this before. He had been at the far end of the aisle before. He blinked, and he saw his bride. It was still you, but in Lemurian clothes, almost like a goddess. You look at him, and his sight becomes clearer, you’re back in the white dress. Rafayel gazed at you, despite being a human princess, you look ethereal, like his goddess. He felt conflicted, like in the inner depths of his heart, he can’t deny you. He can’t hate you, but love…
“I’m sorry… I can’t give you the love you probably were looking for,” he said. You are sitting beside him in the gardens, outlooking the wide sea. “I know,” you said as you looked at the horizon. “But at least it's not some old nobleman,” you followed. Rafayel smirked, astonished that you were looking at the lighter side of this situation. “No really, I thank you for getting me out of this place,” He was off guard by your remarks at times, in the months of meeting you. You are not pompous nor stuck like the royals he encountered. “I was only taken in this castle… They said my heart is special, for some reason,” you scoffed. “Aren’t you scared of that? Of being taken advantage of?” Rafayel asked. The question was not his character to ask. “No… I’m used to it. I have accepted it as my duty,” you answered. Rafayel only hummed, there is something about you that made him curious. But besides that you are right. He wants your heart, for Lemuria.
“What about you?”
“Huh?” he said.
“Tell me about your beloved,” you said.
“Ah…” he said. He doesn’t want to ruin this marriage because of her. “My memories are blurred about her, but I feel I was waiting for someone,” he brought up a small bracelet. It was a bracelet with a purple seashell as its pendant. “This is all I have about her,” You hummed, he is taking care of it like his life depended on it. Oh, if only he had loved you like how he loves her.
The royal family appointed you to be married to him, to unite the two kingdoms of land and sea. The two kingdoms are hoping it will stabilize the tension. It was a long time plan between the kingdoms and it was rejoiced as Rafayel finally agreed with the marriage. You arrive at his side and take his arm to face the officiant.
As the officiant does his speech, you look at Rafayel. It all leads to this moment, what you’ve been dreaming of, to marry him. But not in the flow you’d expect. The Lemurian elders and the royals, are all looking at you. But Rafayel? He is looking straight ahead and holding onto the seashell pendant.
Everything was a blur in this grand wedding.
Rafayel sighed as he glanced at you and held onto the seashell he cherished before looking away. ‘My heart, I’m sorry… I have to do this as my duty for Lemuria. I tried to find you, tried to find answers… My heart is so confused right now. She isn’t hard to love, she reminds me of you so much…’ The officiant ordered for him to face you. Rafayel gazed at you. ‘I’m sorry you caught up in this mess… Before that time, I will do my best to love you,’ he thought as he cupped your face and kissed you. Rafayel felt the spark, it was a very familiar but odd feeling, he felt like everything was right, like he was destined to be with you despite the odds given by the fates. He felt his heart leap, maybe being wed to you isn’t a bad thing. As he parted from you, you are in a daze.
Rafayel, the god of the sea, is now your husband. You, the human princess, are his beloved bride.
You were feeling exhausted in the reception. It is both celebrated on the surface and in Lemuria. The surface celebration didn’t take long, as the royal family was just glad that this marriage was done and was more excited in the negotiations with the god of the sea regarding the fish supply. The Lemurian side is totally different, with lots of dancing and music, so a bounty of foods around, mostly different kinds of seafood. You enjoyed it more than the surface, in general, you enjoyed staying in Lemuria than in the surface, even if you were adamant about the other way around before, a long time ago.
You randomly stared at the blue fires encased in the torches around Lemuria. “Are you alright?” Rafayel asked. You look pretty tired, despite being relieved that the wedding is over. “I apologize, I’m a bit spent for today,” you said. He closed his eyes and hummed. “Very well, let me accompany you,” he said. “But- I’m fine, Rafayel, I can go to our chambers on my own,” Rafayel looked at you, not fazed as he moved and carried you, princess style. “Rafayel!” you stammered. “Need I remind you that you are my wife now?” he whispered as he strides away from the throne, letting the people celebrate. “Also, I’m glad to be out of that place,” he sighed. “Time for bed, my wife,” Upon hearing that, you blushed. You two are married and going to your chambers, with him, in one bed. You looked at Rafayel, he seemed amused and seemed to read your mind. “Relax, I’m not going to do anything. I promised you that, remember?” he smirked. You pouted, well it's true.
He kicked the door to the bedroom. Striding towards the large bed, he gently places you on it.
“But what if I do want it?” you asked. He froze and gazed at you.
“No, you don’t,” he said with a serious tone.
“Well, yeah, you are not ready,” you teased. You saw him with his lips pursed, then suddenly pounced on you. You giggled as he tickled you. You two gazed at each other. Rafayel thought you were not hard to love; he felt his heart flutter when you smiled at him. You thought this… “New” Rafayel isn’t hard to love; he is still Rafayel despite this arrangement of his being not an ordeal.
“Are you sure about this? Rafayel won’t remember you!” Talia said. “He already failed once.”
“And it cost him greatly. I… I made a deal with the deep sea. Rafayel also accepted its favor,” you said. Talia remained silent but was surprised. “I know Lemuria and the sea dislike me being with their chosen god of the sea,” You hold the seashell as the medium of the spell. You gave this to him as the vow of offering yourself as his bride.
“I already know my fate, I’d rather die by his hands than be rotten in the castle walls. I’d rather be dead than see my love suffer for any longer. The prophecy must be fulfilled, so that Lemuria can be saved and won’t turn into an ocean of sand,” you said. “For so long… He deserves the sea and land, that I’m willing,” you followed.
“My dear,” Talia said. “Lemurians live to love. I feel… Erase his memories or not, cast him away… The heart will remember,”
Rafayel moves closer to you, meeting your lips with his. He wants this. He doesn’t know why he feels this way, but it feels right. You encircle your arms around his neck; you miss him so much. As he parted from you, he was flushed and panting. “Are you sure? If we continue, I might not hold back,” he smiles. It is full of love; this is the Rafayel you remember.
You two are spent in pure pleasure and bliss, like newlyweds. The marriage will be conducted tomorrow, but you lure Rafayel to a night of passion. You open your eyes and see your love sleeping soundly. He is so beautiful, you feel the pang of pain, that this dream has to end. The plan should follow as is or else there would be consequences. You knew Rafayel sacrificed so much to be with you, but you couldn’t longer bear to see him in misery. You sang the spell while holding the seashell, as tears fell.
“I’m sorry… I’m so sorry… I love you so much, Rafayel, my cherished groom,” you said and kissed him to seal the spell. He started to glow, and blue and red fishes appeared around him, representing his memories. The fishes swam to the seashell. As the spell was finished, you quickly dressed yourself and left the palace, leaving the seashell with him.
“Goodbye, my beloved groom…”
Rafayel watches you sleep deeply, feeling proud that he tired you out so much. He never felt this elated, this bliss of marriage.
He felt odd that his vow, an orange fish mark on his chest that glows to its promise, didn’t deter him from this arranged marriage. He thought he would feel immense pain for betraying his beloved. But looking at you, he felt everything was right in place.
But it all ends now.
He looked at the seashell trinket on his bedside table to contemplate before looking at your slumbering self. “I… I’m sorry,” he whispered. He felt pain, everything telling him not to as he summoned his dagger. He raised it and he looked at you. He trembled and stayed still before dropping the dagger. “I’m sorry… I’m so sorry… I… I can’t do it.” He cried softly and he kneeled on the floor. He sees your face, sleeping peacefully.
His whole being suddenly trembled. He heard the deep, grumbling noise in his head. His head hurt, and he felt he was losing himself. He is starting to feel nauseous.
‘How dare you?! You defied the prophecy again! Lemuria will be ruined because of such fleeting love with a human!’
‘I will not let the prophecy be thwarted because of your incompetence!’
“Stop… Stop! You will not control me!” Rafayel screamed, making you wake up. “Rafayel? What is going on?” you murmured, unaware of what was happening.
Rafayel’s eyes darkened as he grabbed the dagger. He stood up and his hand trembled again, Rafayel inside trying to snap himself out of it.
“Argh!” you gasped in intense pain. Your eyes widened in seeing Rafayel, your lawfully wedded husband, stabbed your chest. Rafayel’s darkened eyes blinked and he shook his head quickly. He stumbled as his arm hit the bedside table. The seashell trinket fell and smashed on the floor. You feel dizzy as you see blood pouring out from your chest. You saw Rafayel struggling, the seashell lets out a wisp of blue and red fish going back to him.
Glimpses of memories pour into Rafayel as the lights on his eyes return. He finally sees the blurred girl he’s been trying so hard to hold onto and remember, seeing it was you all along. He has so many questions but it halted when he sees you bloodied on the bed. You feel your consciousness seeping away and accept your fate, the last thing you saw was Rafayel in shock.
Before he can react, the ground starts to rumble as blood seeps to the Lemurian floor, and the fires of the torches around Lemuria turn red, the sign that the god of the sea has accepted its duty and completed the prophecy. The Lemurian soldiers and elders rushed to the chambers, stopping Rafayel from getting to you as your body was taken away.
“Stop! Where are you taking her?!” he cried and struggled, wanting to get to his beloved, his wife, the woman he had loved from the beginning. An elder went to him with a solemn face. “Lord Rafayel, my apologies, she had passed.” Rafayel froze and looked at you, you looked drained and pale as if your essence was already gone. “N-No, no, no… No!” he struggled again, wanting to run to you. “I want to see my wife!” he said. “Your Quintessence, we have to bring her to the surface, her body will deteriorate fast here as she is not Lemurian,” Rafayel stopped and he knew this, he saw your chest remained still and not breathing, and it's all because of him. He didn’t care, he went to look at you, your eyes are closed as you permanently rest. Pearls fell on the floor as he cried, as they took your body away to be sent to the surface.
A private funeral was still held in Lemuria, it was not announced yet, but it seemed obvious to everyone. Rafayel never went out since, despite the room being cleaned already, endless pearls surrounding the inside remained. He stared at the shattered seashell beside him as he started to realize piece by piece. He learned that you knew the grand plan after all. He discovered that you pulled such strings to make him forget about you, yet as Talia said, the heart always remembers. He realized that you two would be married but you chose to sacrifice it to continue the plan. No wonder his mark didn’t react negatively whenever he thought of loving his bride and letting his beloved go, as it is the same person all along. He didn’t even have the moment to say goodbye or hold you. As the prophecy is fulfilled, he is no longer allowed to the surface, he is now in the depths of the sea as he was born into.
What angered him is that, not long after, the people of Lemuria celebrated the return of their god of the sea as they looked forward to the prosperous blessing of the deep sea. It felt like a betrayal to him, like they just waited for you to be gone, it felt like everything was too fast. A heavy pit of hatred in his heart was formed, how dare they take away his bride, his wife, his beloved that he waited for centuries!
He screamed, all of the mourning, loss, and remorse he felt, as blue scales appeared on his skin, his legs slowly formed into a tail and his ears became fins.
The ground shook as the Lemurians were surprised, the elders ran along with the soldiers to check on their god.
As the doors opened, their eyes widened as Rafayel was gone, but a different person… Entity of ethereal power. The multicolored eyes are now as blue as the sea, the once calm face is replaced with a serious, angered riddled expression. Gone with their beloved Rafayel, and now rises as the tyrant god of the sea.
“How dare he refuse me?!” The king said, visibly angry. It’s been a few months since storms surged nonstop at the sea, making it difficult for fishermen and marine vessels to catch fish. “Your Highness, Lemuria is under lockdown since as well, as I read the reports from their palace,” the messenger said, representing Lemuria. “It seems the god of the sea is still mourning the loss of his late wife,” The king scoffed. “He still didn’t do his end of the bargain of this marriage! The princess is not of royal blood but the audacity of her to betray the kingdom, over some sea god!”
There was little silence. “Then, I will deny your request. I will never let any human set foot in my domain,” the messenger said, surprising the king. The messenger’s eyes are blue, and he has mists of blue aura around him.
“Rafayel,” the king hissed. “You must do the end of your bargain from the marriage! Dissipate the storms!”
“How could I do the end of my bargain when I lost the only reason I held onto that marriage?” Rafayel said as the messenger crossed his arms as he willed to. “No need to fret, the human race isn’t the only one who suffers,” he stated. “You need to be struck down, a tyrant in his own kingdom!” The king yelled.
“The audacity to call me a tyrant, when everyone betrayed me,” Rafayel said menacingly. “Even your wife? What if she is alive? Are you going to punish her?” the king said. “No, she did not betray me. Her fate was sealed but not like this,” he said, solemnly. Memories rushed back to him, the beautiful moments of being with you. Your love for him went beyond, your willingness to give your heart for his sake. The king scoffed. “All of this just because of that pawn?” he laughed. Rafayel, or rather the messenger, raised his hand. Water seeps into the palace as a storm is above the castle. “What- Rafayel, stop this instant!” The king said as the water was starting to flood fast.
“My wrath will not stop. The only thing it will stop is if my wife is miraculously alive,” he said. Water slowly rises, and the people in the castle panicked in the floods and the howling winds and tried to stop it and save the king.
“Stop! She is alive! She is!” the king screamed. Rafayel was surprised and made the messenger stop walking. But no, no more lies as his heart was played many times.
You groaned as you woke up and had to lift your heavy belly to sit up to start the day. It is a few months after an elderly couple found you unconscious by the shore. You almost died that day and you try to recall what happened, but all is very fuzzy. You only remembered someone crying your name, someone smiling at you tenderly, you felt and knew he loved you so much. So much that…
“Hey, stop kicking,” you chuckled at your belly, breaking your thoughts. “We can’t get fish, sorry,” you whispered. You wanted to know who is your partner, you tried your best to remember him or even find him. But no one knows as you live in a village where the elderly couple found you. You were also wearing this wedding ring on your finger, a gold ring with a blue gem in the middle. You didn’t feel strange about it, as if it felt right that you were married.
You are craving so much seafood, but the market is out of fish as the fishermen are having a hard time getting to the sea, which is also expensive. No human is allowed to travel by sea as the god of the sea’s anger is immense. The sky is often gray and the tempests are strong. You heard stories about the sea god, and rumors went around as you roamed the market. You heard of him as benevolent in the past, but he became cruel because of the loss of his wife. Some say that he killed his wife as a sacrifice for the sea, which caused him to be this mad.
A woman’s pregnancy craving won’t stop anyone, not even the god of the sea himself. You had cravings for a week and it is starting to feel painful. In the early dawn, you managed to walk to the shore and sneak into an abandoned boat. You look above the darkened sky, the sky seems clear enough and there are calm winds. “Am I really going to do this?” you asked yourself but you are desperate. Your plan A is to catch a fish, plan B is to demand the god of the sea to give you one. You chuckled as if you were special enough for him to give you an audience.
You started to row the boat towards a good distance so that you could get back on shore quickly. It is difficult as the winds get stronger. The sea is indeed tricky, it was calm on the shore but the opposite once on the water. The waves rock the boat harshly as you try to get the net. The sea has become uncontrollable as if they detected a trespasser. You tried to hold onto the boat but the waves were rocking it nonstop.
“Ahh!!!”
Your body went into shock as you were thrown overboard. Cold water envelopes you, you try to move to get above but feel heavy. You see the boat getting farther and farther. You try not to panic to have enough air but don’t know whom to seek help. You curled up, not having any options, apologizing to your baby bump. You don’t believe in such but if ever he is real, you hope he can do a miracle. You uttered a familiar name, as if that name is very special to you like it holds your entire heart.
“Rafayel…”
Rafayel’s eyes widened as he stood up from his throne. He hears many prayers and wishes amongst his people and on the surface that knows him. But this soft voice…
“Help… My child…”
His eyes blinked, unsure that the familiar voice he was hearing was indeed real. Despite the anger in his heart to everyone, this one… He felt the warmth he was craving for. He steps down from his throne and swims like a flying dart, outside his palace and into the vast sea. Swimming to the approximate location, he saw a figure falling to the depths, with a capsized boat above. He quickly swam when he realized that the figure was expecting and was familiar. He went to her… To you, his supposed dead wife. His eyes widened as he recognized you, his hands trembled when he embraced you. He placed his lips onto yours, so you could breathe underwater. You coughed hard, trying to expel water from your lungs but were still unconscious. His head is running with so many thoughts, but he shakes his head, your safety is a priority. He holds you close as a protective aura envelopes you before going down to the depths of the sea.
“Is she well?” you heard a familiar voice. You felt comfort and warmth all over your body.
“Yes,” you heard another female voice. You couldn’t pinpoint her but she sounded familiar. “The mother and the baby are healthy,” you listened to the other voice sigh in relief. “Rafayel… I can’t believe that she…” she trailed off.
“I know, Talia,” he said. His voice is beautiful, yet there is a hint of nervousness and shock. “She’s pregnant… Her belly is already big,” he said, astonished. “I wonder who’s the…”
“Rafayel, you still question her devotion after all this time?!”
“I’m sorry! I didn’t know- It’s very-” he said. You are surprised that this is the tyrant god the people on the surface were talking about all this time. You heard Talia sigh and hear a wisping sound, you felt a cool sensation on your belly as she said a string of incantations in an unknown language.
“There, see? Two little fishes. If it's a pure human, it would be a seedling,” Talia said. “She is carrying twins, Rafayel, and yes, they are yours,”
“What?”
‘What?!’ You wanted to say it but you only muttered a groan. Rafayel and Talia looked at you as you opened your eyes. You saw the god of the sea, as beautiful as his voice, the purple hair with his wonderful eyes. Memories surged in you as he looked at you tenderly. You married this ethereal being.
“Rafayel?” you spoke. “Hey,” he said, both happy yet a little awkward. “I- I didn’t know you’re- I tried looking for you-” he said, completely overwhelmed. You can see his tears becoming pearls as they fall off. You moved closer and cupped his face. Rafayel embraced you tight as if you’d disappear from him again. You hear the sound of pearls hitting the floor.
All of the blurred memories become clearer now. “I mean, I was surprised that I was pregnant all of a sudden, but it felt that whoever I did it to, I did cherish that person,” you spoke and rubbed his back. “I don’t forget things easily… The heart always remembers,”
“I tried looking for you… I can’t go to land anymore as I accepted the duty,” he spoke. “I didn’t know you’re…”
“Ah, I had fuzzy memories but… I was almost until an old couple found me. My chest was bloodied, a piece of my heart was gone… Well, that was what I heard, not sure if it's true, because well… I survived,” you said. “Then, I felt weird changes in my body and learned I was pregnant… I had dreams of being and marrying someone and I have this ring,” You showed the gold ring, and Rafayel wore a similar ring on his ring finger, too. “So somehow that made me think I was married,” you smiled.
“I’m sorry… I’m so sorry I hurt you, I-” It broke your heart. You can hear him being miserable, blaming himself for what happened. “Rafayel, I know what you had to do,” you smiled. “It’s okay, I’m not angry or anything… I’m just grateful you saved me,”
“I’m just glad I found you fast enough. If I lost you… You three…” he said. It sinks to you that you are carrying twins. “Well, the god of the sea didn’t disappoint in saving his follower,” you chuckled and he smiled. You two remained embraced until Rafayel was comfortable and calmed enough, he was listening to your heartbeats along with your voice. “I want to ask, why were you at the sea? The waves are rough and the storms are relentless,” he said.
“Well, who’s fault is it that there are storms in the first place?” You said and crossed your arms, pouting. Rafayel was surprised and looked down in guilt but he was just a man who lost his wife. “I just want seafood so bad! There’s not much to buy because a certain someone forbidding everyone to go to the sea,” Rafayel blinked in surprise and suddenly chuckled. The lengths you’ll go to for cravings. It is bad enough for Lemurians, what more for a human. “Hey!” you pouted.
“Ah sorry, sorry,” he said, smiling and kissed you. He felt complete that he could finally kiss you again. You blushed in response. “Okay, I’ll tell the kitchen to cook you some. You’ll be having seafood for days, a feast, just for my wife,” he placed his hand on your belly. You feel a slight rumble above as if the storms are cleared and the sea is calm again. “You two caused your mother trouble,” he said softly. He is ready to face the deep sea, Lemuria, and everyone to have you and his babies in his arms. “But then again, thank you because I found her,”
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Everytime he sees you, the only thing he just wanted was to hug you and never let you go. Sadly, It couldn’t happen since you were both separated by a screen. Yes, a screen.
Today was just any other day for you, Log in the game, do dailies and weeklies and maybe even farm a bit. But now it seems really weird ... .For some reason. Well not the game but its Rafayel.
Usually he’d just say something or probably be reading or sleeping but it's weird… maybe you're just hallucinating? After all, you haven't been sleeping well the past few days since you’ve been working on an art project that's due soon….
“So this is due next week, the other later, and the other….” You count how much was due, maybe around 5 - 10 projects? You slowly start regretting for procrastinating, using that time to farm in the game for rafayel’s latest banner, into the canvas. Make it even worse there was a quad banner after and you only having 300 gems was the worst…..
“I'm sorry raf but i might have to skip this incoming banner” you say sighing in defeat, turning off the game in your phone to start finishing another art project…..
Meanwhile
Rafayel pouts as he sees you close the game, The only thing he wanted in the world right now was to just hug you, not the game you but the real life you. He did notice how stressed you were nowadays, especially the fact that your schedule was packed. Sure he did see the amount of effort you did when farming and also he did find it a coincidence that you went to art school.
He waited…..and waited…..and waited….
Seriously, are you just going to be gone for the next 800 years? (even though it's only been 2 hours but still)
He kept spamming you with messages on the phone, which was very usual of him to do. While you on the other hand was focused on finishing as many projects as possible.
“If only i was there with you….i could’ve helped you out but no, i'm stuck in a screen” he says pouting
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A few hours later…
“Well I'm finally done with half of it so maybe i’ll just…. Sleep it off first….” You say as you started to fall asleep while listening to one of Rafayels 4* memories..
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It was so comfy, like really comfy. You know the feeling when somebody’s beside you and then it’s a rainy morning? Wait. wait this is wrong.
You live alone,
You don't even remember letting anyone sleep beside you yesterday,
NOW WHAT WAS THIS!?!?!?!
You open your eyes in panic just to see him. No other than Rafayel, the very same man that you wished to see in reality ever since you started playing love and deep space.
“Morning cutie” he says, and immediately you smack rafayel immediately, throwing him off guard.
“Hey why smack me when you could give me a kiss :(“ Rafayel says pouting confusedly on why you would do that to him first thing in the morning. Don't you miss me?? He wonders
“You're real?” you say as you kept touching everywhere, the face, nose, hair everywhere./
“Yes I am real, didn't you sleep well yesterday?” rafayel asks, even though he knew that you probably spent studying until 3 in the morning.
“Uhm of course i did-” you say before rafayel cuts you off
“Liar i know you slept at 3 am so thats means you don't sleep well 😠” rafayel says as he looks at you as if you committed a crime or something.
“Wait how do you know-” you ask confused on how the hell did a fictional character that you loved knows you slept very late in the morning
“Because you left me all alone in the cafe to study silly girl, that's why i know” he says winking at you
“But- BUT-”
“No buts, the only thing i want to do today is just spend time with you” rafayel says as he picks you up bridal style……
The entirety of the day was spent in laughter and enjoyment, visiting the aquarium, painting with rafayel, having dinner with him and the last thing on the bucket list for today is watching the sunset at the beach.
“You know everytime i see the sunset, the first thing that reminds me is you,” Rafayel says, as he interlocked his hands with yours.
Looking into his purple - magenta eyes before you could even say another word, suddenly you felt like you were falling into the abyss, as if you have gotten knocked out or something….
“WHAT THE-” you open your eyes just to see yourself back in your good old bedroom, same home, same lifestyle.
“So it was just all a dream?” you wonder, as you stand up from bed.
As you sigh and get yourself ready for uni, you find yourself lost in the moments where rafayel was doing everything with you…it felt so real you swear that it all happened….
Sometime later you find yourself in the middle of a lecture until you receive a message from an unknown number….
Messages
Unknown number: hey cutie when’s class going to finish?
You're scared. No creeped out to be exact. Who is this? How did he/she find your number? How did the person in question find out you're in class right now? Your breathing becomes heavy as you debate whether to reply or not. At this point the class wasn't the topic anymore. It was about who that was and how creepy they are.
You: who are you? If i may ask
Unknown number: it's me cutie, the name's rafayel. Did you forget about me?
You: yeah no way you're actually him creep. Hell no way i'm believing that easily
You close your phone as you block the number, hoping that everything won't escalate later on…..
Rafayel on the other hand, was to say driving to the art school where you study. Having a bouquet of flowers at hand as he was almost near….
“Yeah yeah whatever besides I already blocked the creep so there's nothing going to happen next right?” you say chatting with one of your friends as you walk outside the school.
Suddenly a sports car pulls up at the entrance, before you could react to anything you see a young man in his mid - twenties purple hair and purple - magenta eyes get out of the car with a bouquet at hand as he immediately spots you.
“Hey there cutie, how's life in art school?” rafayel asks, smiling as he gives you the flowers he bought earlier
You missed him. Missed his touch, his whiny voice everytime when he loses the claw machine, and how you and he would tease each other at times.
“Rafayel you jerk” you said as you immediately hugged him, not caring about anyone right now except for him.
“I finally found you, cutie. Don't leave me again” He says hugging you back, he finally found you. Maybe waiting for 800 years really was worth it.
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Zayne feels weird. Like really really weird. He feels like something was watching him, everywhere he goes or when he visits the cafe, it was like someone was watching every step he took.
Meanwhile you, on the other hand, were taking your internship at your university’s hospital. Finally after spending 20 hours at shift, you finally come home and plop in your bed. Immediately, the first thing you do is open the game of love and deep space. It’s been famous for a while now so you decided to play the game. Eventually you get attracted to a young doctor. He was the same age as you, his name was Zayne. Really smart and also to make it better he was a doctor just like you..
After doing your dailies, you decided to do the claw machine with Zayne. You swear to yourself this hasn't happened before. Why was he just…..staring at you? Staring at the screen as if he’s trying to look at you is creepy.. It was more as if he was trying to break the 4th wall….
“Who are you?” you hear zayne say. As he slowly walks towards the invisible screen. Can he see you perhaps? In an attempt, you tried exiting the game but to avail you couldn’t. Why out of all the times your screen had to freeze like this? As the man on your screen looks at the invisible barrier that separates you both, you panic and throw your phone across the room.
Were you hallucinating? It can’t..that can’t happen in the game right?
“That’s it, I'm napping. I'm not going through this anymore” you say to yourself as you head off to dreamland….
Zayne on the other hand, the young doctor was confused about what was happening. Was that… I mean her watching him the entire time? What was happening? Or is he just hallucinating? Whatever happened earlier didn't seem normal
He was lost in the sea of thoughts, until you MC snaps him out
“Zayne, are you alright?” Your Mc says as she asked the doctor in front of her, concerned.
“Don't worry, I'm alright,” He says calmly. As if he wasn't in a trance on what had just happened earlier.
As weeks go by, he eventually finds out that the world around him seemed that it was watched on. Something fictional. Zayne also later on concluded that there was someone indeed watching him, especially when he goes to destiny cafe. He also later on discovered that Mc was some sort of vessel to this person watching him.
If he had a chance to wish, he would like to meet the person in question. But how???
Meanwhile you it’s been a few days since that strange incident had happened, since then you haven’t logged back in the game yet cause of course on how packed your schedule is.
Despite the days passing as quick as a run, you still never gotten over the fact that zayne started walking towards you. You even went on twitter and asked if it was a feature in game just to find out it wasn't so how? How was that possible?
Until one day everything changed. During break, you received a message from an unknown person, and who was he? Well it was no other than him
Messages
Unknown contact: hello? Mc? Is this your new phone number?
You:Hello, who is this? The person you're referring to is not me.
Thinking about it for a moment, the name the person was referring to sounded familiar. Was it. No it couldn't be
You: wait that's actually me i'm sorry i misread earlier
Unknown contact: did you take your medicine earlier?
You: who are you?
Unknown contact: it’s me zayne, have you forgotten my phone number?
Zayne??? How was that possible? He doesn't exist. He isn’t even real but how can he contact you?
You: if you're Zayne then…..send me a pic of yourself, there’s no way you're him.
Of course the person was just joking. That actually isn't him.
As the person sends you a picture of themselves, it looks exactly like him. From his matcha - green eyes, pitch black hair, those thin lips. It was him, but how could he exist?
You: zayne…ZAYNE???
Zayne: It took me sometime on what had happened back in the claw machine. So to summarize what had happened so far from my perspective it seems like I'm in some sort of game…. And the person I was with the entire time wasn’t you.. It seems as if it was some vessel to something…
You: how did you-
Zayne: But for now the only way that i can talk to you is through here only. Sadly i can’t talk to you in the game as it is only limited
Zayne: It’s as if someone’s watching me other than you. Limiting my words everytime when you drop by the cafe just to say hello.
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Days passed, work hours got longer like a pasta noodle, his sudden disappearance concerns you like the plague. Even if you were playing the game, you eventually did notice that Zayne was…eerily quiet..as if he was watching your every move, Was someone controlling him? You wonder.
Even when messaging him, he doesn't reply at all. It has almost been 3 weeks since you both last spoke and it's starting to concern you. What happened to him? You wondered as you clock in at work…..
Months passed by and since then there was no reply from him. Not even a message or anything. He’s always the same every time when you get in the game. He was like some mannequin who would stand in place, not talking or either at least greeting you good morning. Nothing. Nothing at all.
Until everything changed one day, suddenly while at work, your boss had announced that someone would be joining today at work. A cardiologist, he says. Before you could think of anything else, you froze in shock.
It was him. Were you hallucinating? It's actually him. It was no other than Zayne himself…..
After the small party of the new cardiac surgeon that just started his first day of work, You immediately pull him out of the room. He was here. You were not dreaming anymore, his actually here.
“Zayne?” you say, as you look into his eyes.
“I guess we cross paths again after so long” He says a smile forming at his lips
“What happened? Are you okay?” you ask touching both of his cheeks making sure he was real and you on the other hand was not hallucinating.
“Well maybe or not I have left that world to be with you” Zayne says taking your hand from his cheeks, to touch his.
“I'm so happy you're here” you say hugging him
“And I am too,” he says, whispering into your ear.
I love you even for 800 years and more (rafayel x reader)
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“Then what does your home look like?” the girl's eyes sparkled in curiosity, looking at the young merman before her, staring at her back. They were only children when they first met, back then it was a warm summer night as the waves calmly crashed at the shore, their very first meeting.and probably the last.
It was a distant memory, now you, a grown woman who had been working at the hunters association for 3 years now, have always remembered that single moment back then when she was a child. Every night you had dreamt about that single moment, the other person's voice….it sounds familiar but eventually as time went by, his face became nothing but a blurred one in your dreams….
“RAFAYEL COME BACK HERE” you say as you chase him down the shore, his laughing echoing into your ears, the scene unfolding before you as if it had happened before…
Before you could reach him, something flashes before your eyes, a scene that you have never seen before. It was rafayel but.. He was holding a girl. She was barely moving and she stood still like a doll, the velvet red gushing out of her chest, with him crying with no response from the girl..
What the fuck is happening..
“Cutie? Cutie are you all right?” As you snap out the first thing you see was rafayel showing a sign of concern towards you, his bluish - pink eyes staring into your gray - colored toned eyes.
“Don't worry honey i am” You say returning a smile at him, which led to him being suspicious.
The dream has been occurring non stop since last week, first was you and Rafayel in the deep sea then after you both were in the desert. A dream that you did remember was the one in the sea, you had found yourself next to a sleeping Rafayel, his breathing calm as the sounds of water surrounding you both.
Rafayel, he couldn't stand it much longer. He was concerned for you. What was in your mind? Did something happen back at the beach? Why weren’t you sleeping properly this past few days?
“Cutie please…tell me what happened?” He asked one day as you both were in the couch just cuddling each other on a rainy morning
“There's nothing wrong i promise-” Before you could usher another word, he stops you, his eyes filled with worry about your well being.
“You've been saying you're fine for the past few days but you're not, plus you look like you barely slept the past week plus work has been keeping you busy and you like your going to get sick soon. So please, my love, tell me what's going on. I can help you. You don’t have to always have that strong facade 24/7 you know”
“Raf i-”
“Please?”
“....fine but i just don’t know how to explain it…..”
Rafayel was on all ears. He didn't care about the artworks he had to finish by today or either Thomas calling him to finish. All his attention was on you, suddenly tearing up from what happened
“I remember…I remember everything that happened back then..” You say letting out a sob as at one point you couldn't hold it in anymore resulting to you bursting into tears
“Everything? you remember every single thing?”
“Yes raf. Everything”
“Even when…it happened?”
“Mhhm”
“Cutie come here” he says, going to you hugging. You hug him back, your tears staining his white shirt as he whispers words of comfort.
“I love you..i'm sorry you had to go through everything…just for me” you say still sobbing
“I would do anything just for you,” Rafayel says, kissing your forehead.
Even after 800 years of waiting, he finally found you but at what cost?
Thank you for the tag, @citrus-moonlight!!! This is... quite literally my wardrobe color on top of the eyeshadows/lipsticks I wear on the daily so this is actually quite spooky skfjsdkf
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Ohhhh i love these quizzes, thanks hon @amywritesthings 💜 your palette is gorgeous, those last two columns and the browns on the left bottom are all so lovely!!
A lil bit brighter than I would have expected at first but I kinda dig it!! Top row is >>> as well as the rest of the greens. I do like those pop of colours for when I'm feeling more ✨️ Whimsical ✨️
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No surprise that I’d be the ‘flora’ palette, haha. Honestly, these are colors I wear quite often. I used to be big into blues, but I think reds, browns, and pinks work best with my complexion.
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OMG HIII I LOVE UR FICSS can i request rafayel with a ballerina reader who's preparing for nutcracker season?
When you told him the role you got he was ecstatic for you. It doesn't really matter who you're playing - just the fact that you're so excited about it is what really gets him. He just wants to see you happy, so seeing you ready to go amps him up just as much!
Rafayel doesn't want to see any promo material leading up to your performance or practises. He's more excited to just wait it out, exercising all the patience he has so he can enjoy your show in the fullest capacity. He does listen to you talk and rave about the show itself, listening intently but if you try to show him things he asks that you wait until you actually perform.
When you finish your performance he's cheering and clapping the loudest, waiting with a giant bouquet as he congratulates you on doing such a good job. It doesn't matter if you feel like you did terribly - as far as he's concerned you're the best dancer that's ever existed and he's excited to talk to you about how great you looked on the stage.
Summary: rafayel tries to tuck in a child to sleep, but can he?
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In the hallways of mo art studio, A giggling infant finds herself crawling away from her father trying to avoid her nap time as the father in question was trying to get her.
“Come back here cutie, you don't want mommy to get mad at us later right?” Rafayel says scooping up the baby to his arms which in response the 7 month old infant, Cordelia whines under her father’s arms just wanting to play with her toys.
She was a mix of you and him. Inheriting his hair and eye color while also at the same time inheriting your facial structure,nose and personality…….
“Mamamamamam” Cordelia kept babbling as she waddled her legs around as Rafayel walked to her bedroom
“I know you miss mommy, do you love her more than me?” he says pouting, acting as if someone stabbed his heart
“Mama” Cordelia keeps babbling, seems like she isn't going to sleep soon……
“Well if you aren’t sleepy…..maybe you could paint with daddy so he can have some company” Rafayel says smiling as he kissed his daughters forehead, heading to the living room where he was painting earlier
He put down cordelia as he was searching for the non - toxic paint you brought a few days ago.
“Let’s surprise mommy with a painting you're going to make, yeah?” he says applying some yellow paint on her hands
“Yaaaaaaa” cordelia says as she putted her hand on the blank paper and the other hand staining rafayel's pants
“Heyyy not on the pants cutie, are you going to make another mess again like last time?” Rafayel asks his daughter as she kept rubbing her painted hand on his pants
Rafayel did notice cordelia was starting to get a little sleepy despite her still babbling and painting his pants and the paper with paint…..
You on the other hand had just came home after a long day hanging out with tara, Noticing that rafayel wasn't in the living room painting, you head straight to your daughters room where you find your husband was reading a bedtime story to cordelia who was this near to falling asleep
“And then one day the fishie decided to go to the surface, where then for the first time he saw the sky, the beach, and even humans walking at the surface.” Before rafayel could ever say anything else, Cordelia was already fast asleep, her mouth open as she drooled.
“She finally fell asleep huh” you say to rafayel as you kiss him in the forehead along with cordelia, tucking her in bed.
“I guess i'm starting to believe that cordelia is somewhat troublesome when it comes to bedtime” Rafayel says as he kisses your cheek.
