Hello there, I am Nael or Naelkitty. I am in the EST timezone. I am a chronic rambler and attempted novelist working on my own fantasy verse and have complete the draft of my first novel as of May, 31, 2016. I also do RPing mostly Glee fandom and some original characters. I like the pretty faces and fun partners. Smut, fluff and fun, leave the angst at the door please. Technically this is still an RP ad blog.
My love, my sweetness, my soulmate. I don’t have proper words for how much I love and adore you. Really I don’t. But I know I don’t want anyone else to have my heart. I’ll never understand why you still giggle whenever I rant or get angry and go off on my dumbass rambles, but thank you. For not finding me weird and for accepting every odd and unconventional part of me. In turn I promise to smile stupidly and giggle softly in love and support whenever you ramble about things you love. And to listen whenever you need to get things off your chest. I still hate that we aren’t together physically, but it’s okay cause as long as we talk then I know we’re on the same page. Though you know I’d be a ball of fur and rage if I was with you, ready to fight every person in your honor.
As always, I thank Quinn Fabray and Dianna Agron for bringing us together as writing partners, best friends, and of course, kitty soulmates. This 10,000th post is just for you.
My Lady, my Loveliest, my Ellieloveliest, you know how long I can go on with nicknames and adoring about what you mean to me, as you call it extra as hell. *chuckles*
We’ve seen each other through a lot, each our own collections of catastrophes as it were. It feels a lot like I have more and you put up with them oh so much more in truth but we hold each other together. We put up with each other, we hold each other up. You are my heart and I am yours in short? You are my Princess Kitten baby.
I wish I could get my head together right now, that I could express in story or rambling even what you mean to me. I am afraid it would come out rather as dribble and mush, possibly the romantic kind somewhat but a lot of just mess. So I hope you forgive me for letting song lyrics speak for my feelings.
TobyMac - Love Feels Like:
I am tired, I am drained
But the fight in me remains
I am weary, I am worn
Like I've never been beforeThis is harder than I thought
Harder than I thought it'd be
Harder than I thought
Takin' every part of me
Harder than I thought
So much harder than I thought it'd be
But empty's never felt so fullThis is what love (this is what love)
This is what love
Feels like
This is what love (this is what love)
This is what love
Feels like
Poured out, used up, still givin'
Stretching me out to the end of my limits
This is what love (this is what love)
This is what real love
Feels like
This is what love feels like poured out
Used up still willin' to fight for it
This is what love feels like
Yeah, this is what it feels likeLike floating confetti
The beautiful gets messy
When the fallout finds the floor
But in the depths of the trenches
Is the richest of riches
Love is calling us to moreThis is harder than I thought
Harder than I thought it'd be
Harder than I thought
Takin' every part of me
Harder than I thought
So much harder than I thought it'd be
But empty's never felt so fullThis is what love (this is what love)
This is what love
Feels like
This is what love (this is what love)
This is what love
Feels like
Poured out, used up, still givin'
Stretching me out to the end of my limits
This is what love (this is what love)
This is what real love
Feels like
This is what love feels like poured out
Used up still willin’ to fight for it
This is what love feels like
Yeah, this is what it feels likeAnd now these three remain
Faith, hope and love
But the greatest of these is loveIt's worth everything you put in
Everything you put in
It's worth everything you put in
Everything you put in
Everything you put in
Everything you put in
It's worth everything you put in
Love
This is what it feels likePoured out, used up, still givin'
Stretching me out to the end of my limitsThis is what love feels like
This is what love (feels like)
This is what love feels like
This is what love (feels like)
This is what love feels like
This is what love (feels like)
This is what love feels like
This is what love (feels like)This is what love
This is what love (feels like)Poured out, used up, still givin'
Poured out, used up, still givin'
Poured out, used up, still givin'
Stretching me out to the end of my limits
Switchfoot - Love Alone Is Worth The Fight:
I'm trying to find where my place is
I'm looking for my own oasis
So close I can taste this
The fear that love alone erasesSo I'm back to the basics
I figure it's time I face this
Time to take my own adviceLove alone is worth the fight
Love alone is worth the fightAnd I never thought it'd come to this
But it seems like I'm finally feeling numb to this
The funny thing about a name is
You forget what the reason you were playing the game isAnd it's all an illusion
A 21st century institution
So I'm headed down the open road unknownAnd we find what we're made of
Through the open door
Is it fear you're afraid of?
What are you waiting for?Love alone is worth the fight, woah
Love alone is worth the fight, woahWe're only here for a season
I'm looking for the rhyme and reason
Why you're born, why you're leaving
What you fear and what you believe inWhy you're living and breathing
Why you're fighting it and getting it even
Let's go headed down the open road unknownAnd we find what we're made of
Through the open door
Is it fear you're afraid of?
What are you waiting for?Love alone is worth the fight, woah
Love alone is worth the fight, woahYeah, yeah, yeah
Oh, ohHere we are, here we go
Where the road is our own
Hear it calling you home
Here we are, here we go!Love alone is worth the fight
Love alone is worth the fight
Love alone is worth the fight
Love alone is worth the fight
Love alone is worth the fight
It’s been five years since I’ve met NaelKitty and we’re still hopelessly in love.
The Belle to my Beast, the Barry to my Iris, the Roger to my Jessica, the Quinn to my Santana, I’ll love my sweetness far longer than forever. No one else in this world means as much to me and no matter how long it takes, we’ll have a Disney World wedding and honeymoon.
Thank you Dianna Agron and Glee for bringing us together.
It will happen Loveliest, we’ve got this far and sometimes each day is a tribulation to say the least. But, we got each other and we get through it. Love you more then anything, you are the cutest and most adorable if stubborn kitty I know. The love of my life. <3
It might need editing in my opinion and figuring out how to get it published may take sometime for sure. But, I am entirely over the top pleased that the first book of my saga and the first novel (other then one short novel back in high school) is now done as far as the first draft goes.
I started it entirely on a whim because a few made up words had formed into ideas in my head, just a little annoyance about a minor subject and also a desire to innovate as much as possible. If not for the encouragement of my Loveliest Ellielove and our dear Puppiest Rileypuppy plus a few other friends from our RPs at the time and later my parents I would probably not have pushed on. The ideas exploded and I had skeletons of ideas for a few novels in the saga. I had created a fantasy world with cosmology, politics, races, nations, alliances, identities, philosophies and disputes not to mention romances.
I just had to put the ideas to the metaphorical pen and into a story. As I worked on the first I found that the characters driving the story was the only way I could get it done. They took on a life of their own and I fell in love with them all. The irony is that they hit most of the plot elements I had in mind for the first part but they did it in their own time if I can be allowed to be amused about it.
It took around three years due to lack of time to commit to it and dry spells where words would just not come out right. Oh and somewhere around 6-8 full chapter re-writes mostly between two chapters in particular and oh so many smaller re-writes. Several crisis in my life did not exactly help either. Despite it all and due to again the encouragement of loved ones and at times just the pure desire to know what happens next and how.
It is now sitting at 444 pages paperback style or 111,163 words. Which seeing my prior largest work was a 50 page short novel, I am fairy certain I can be proud of the degree of progress. In all honesty it feels so damn weird to have completed it. I honestly cannot explain it for the life of me.
For now I am accepting a feeling of contentment of a sort and taking a moment to relax....
......because I can already feel my muse pressing me with ideas for the second novel of the saga and before long I will likely jumping into the adventure once again.
tbh as far as i’m concerned anything abt steve being a nazi is entirely non-canon and i’m not going to let this dumb bullshit affect my view on him as a character. steve rogers hasn’t let me down, marvel has.
I know its still a few hours and Christmass Eve atm. But in case I do not get to it later I wanted to throw this post up and wish everyone a Merry Christmass!
*pounces and hugs everyone before stealing a few people off for a longer cuddle session just cause.*
Just a random follower here. Every time I think about messaging you to maybe plot out a 1x1, I swear I get some serious nerves and basically go: "Haha... Ha... Haaa- *closes tab nevermind*" Don't mind me. I'll just be over in this corner.
Oh um hi! Hello random follower! I know I’m pretty prickly but really I’m not that amazing I swear. I’d love to talk to you though! Plot out a possible chatzy 1x1. I have tumblr messaging. And thank you, I’m really just making this face a lot however cause really not that awesomesauce.
Secret anon, she is that amazing but still really awesomely approachable. Okay for some people its a little bit harder but if you make a little effort I have seen several people who either came off the wrong way or just felt awkward and made a bad first impression grow on this lovely lady.
I mean come on she clicked with me from nearly the start and I am quite the odd kitty. :3 If Ellielove can put up with my crazy then she can handle anyone if they just try to be decent in general.
Yes, its Halloween but as the title gives away for anyone who did not happen to know somehow. It is also the day I was born. Today I hit the thirty year mark and it feels a bit odd so far. Let us hope all goes well and pray there are no terrible surprises. I have had some troublesome birthdays before.
Moving on, if anyone wants I would love some messages and well wishes or what not. :3
Is there anyone you used to RP with that you miss?
That is quite a list. I am not even sure where to begin. There are only a couple of people who really left a bad taste in my mouth as it were when we stopped playing together. Maybe a few more people who were flaky. Though it always amuses me to find out how many people think they are on either of those lists that are fine.
In all honesty if this is someone I have played with before just drop me an ask off anons and I can we will probably just start talking about ideas. Most of my former friends from groups I played in or more so ran would be welcome and a lot of my former 1x1 partners.
At least from us Canadians. :3 And, especially from me to my followers. I know I have been quite lately but its because life has been a bit exhausting but I appreciate those of you who have tried to stay in contact or left messages. So thank you!
That Sept 16th, 2012 was my first real role play characters first post. As such ladies and gentlemen, I have been but two days ago passed three years in role playing. This is oddly surreal. >:3
“All I see is shattered pieces.
I can’t keep it hidden like a secret.
I can’t look away
from all this pain in a world we made.
Everyday you need,
a bulletproof vest
to save yourself from what you could never guess.
Am I safe today
when I step outside in the wars we wage?
Our future’s here and now.
Here comes the countdown.
Sound it off,
this is the call,
rise and revolution.
It’s our time to change it all,
rise and revolution.
Unite and fight to make a better life.
Everybody, one for all.
Sound off, this is the call.
Tonight, we rise.
Rise!
Tonight, we rise.
Rise!
Tonight, we rise.
Like a hand grenade,
thrown in a hurricane,
spinning in chaos,
trying to escape the flame.
Yesterday is gone,
faster than the blast of a car bomb.
And when the scars heal,
the pain passes.
As hope burns, we rise from the ashes.
Darkness fades away,
and the light shines on a brave new day.
-Chorus-
In a world gone mad,
in a place so sad,
sometimes it’s crazy
to fight for what you believe.
But you can’t give up
if you wanna keep what you love.”
