i'v e grown to truly appreciate the feeling of wanting to cry because something dear to you is going to end. A show, a class a relationship. Anything. These days almost everytime i feel like crying to something it's because of stress. Stressed about the future and what's going to happen next. Crying at the end of something means i cherished the thing im going to leave. its proof i loved, its proof i had happy memories. when i bid my old class friends farewell i didn't feel a thing. im about to again and i feel absolutely nothing when i think about it. i dont feel like crying when i leave after meeting my relatives who i hadnt met for so long. it feels like ive stopped caring about other people. it feels like ive stopped having the same soul i had as a child who loved everyone she met.















