mika

always tired, but never of you

[nakukuu]

♡ 16 | it/she/he | 👾 ─୨୧ : "slow down the feelings, i’m too attached,,! ✦

[nakukuu]

damn i rlly do get ignored a lot

[yue0-0]

 “May the Force be with you.”

[nakukuu]

for whatever reason i have songs i associate with different rides but like??? why???? it’s all just random shit from my playlist ?????

[nakukuu]

oh i’m definitely posting the pictures i take tomorrow

[nakukuu]

i love sans undertale

[nakukuu]

maybe i’ll post my pictures and videos here ?? idk??

[nakukuu]

deezneyland soon yippee

[nakukuu]

hi i kinda forgor this acc existed

[nakukuu]

once again posting here after all this shit went down i’m gonna not be active in these accounts for a while

[nakukuu]

oh to be microwaved

[nakukuu]

listening to jpop just hits different

[nakukuu]

i guess it doesn’t matter how i feel because you’re happy, and if you’re happy then i can surely learn to be the same

in a way, i’m somewhat happy i feel left out frequently, because otherwise i’d be hurt even more

[nakukuu]

never forget mika’s 3 r’s

rain

roses

ren zotto

[nakukuu]

VENT //

failed once more, failed again to say what was on my mind in that moment. i guess it’s not much of a surprise considering it would be more beneficial for me to never mention the past two days, the only two days in a long time when i haven’t picked up the blade, have been hell on earth. the thoughts consume my every waking moment and have begun to follow me into my dreams. i try so insanely hard to always be positive but it’s really difficult when you want to tear your body apart nearly every second you’re alive, ya know. i’m happy everyone is still here, seeing everyone have fun without me feels simultaneously so happy but god it feels like a spear right through my heart too. in a way, that’s the way it has always been and that’s the way it always will be. i feel i’m fated to never truly be happy. my arms are still barely healing and the scars on my thighs are deep and very visible.

i will never be truly happy in the way i wish i could be, but i suppose i just have to accept that there will always be this gaping hole in my heart and i will always feel slightly empty no matter how hard i try.

[nakukuu]

Will you still write for pomu rainpuff after graduation? Sorry for the silly question 😭

yes ofc!! it’s the same with the other graduated talents so it will be the same for her <3 gonna miss her tho…

[charcubed]

Christmas song parodies ->  365 12 days of Tumblr

[heritageposts]

date of origin: 17th of december, 2012.

[the-haiku-bot]

date of origin:

17th of december,

2012.

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.