scatterbrained

I'm Allina. I'm 30 and I live in a small town work a shit job and my friends call me the wholesome punk 💜.

[lewdhq]

[nalliax]

Someone please tell me I can make it through my 3rd week of working 6days. I am running so thin on patience I might deck a customer or a coworker.

Tired of running the front end of my store when it's not my job.

Trained a new closing manager and said Manger stole from my fucking till.

Tired of having to do all the morning duties alone because no one will help me.

I seriously don't think I csn do another week of this. I'm angry at work. Angry at home. The one day I get off I'm sleeping all day because I can't function waking up at 5am when I have trouble sleeping at night. I'm going to be 3 weeks behind on home "chores" and garden work. I'm on 3 weeks of telling a friend with medical issues "sorry I can't help you move this week I'm exhausted" when I need to get him out on the 15th.

Feel like life is absolutely fucking me. Idc about the money. I just want to not feel like every part of my life is a absolute struggle.

[lotus-breaker]

she's probably dehydrated, spit in her mouth

[amaranth-devi1]

[poppunkyogaparty]

I'm not built for a 9 to 5. I'm built to wander in the woods and stare at a lake.

[martyfive]

mermaids galore 🧜‍♀️

[nalliax]

Last time I dyed my hair it was teal and faded to a horrible blue (my hairstylist couldn't get my neon green).. I hatttted the blue. I may have had to go a darker green but I feel so much more like myself.

[anarchycatss]

[peteneems]

[anarchycatss]

[nalliax]

Summer darts starts tonight! I'm super stoked going a month without playing has been relaxing but also driving me nuts.

I never thought I'd be into a "sport"

Also redid my hair it's been a good day today!

[raphacoot]

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[nalliax]

Rough day..

Had to leave work early to take my assistant Manger to the hospital.

Was packed and I'm not family so couldn't go back and waited in the waiting room for close to 4 hours.

Only knowing his blood pressure was 191/100, they did a ekg and immediately made him chew aspirin.

They said possible mini heart attack.

Tried convincing him to stay in town tonight (he lives like 15/20 miles outside of the town I'm in)

Wouldn't stay. Gonna be stressing all night.

He had a clot and heart issues last year idk if I can handle supporting this Rollercoaster again. But we are friends and I feel so bad.

He just won't do what needs to be done to get better and it frustrates me and makes me so sad thst I csn only help so much

[toky09]

[dreamsrecurring]

[fairycosmos]

airpods are literally such a massive downgrade like remember when headphones cost £2 didn’t need charging didn’t randomly disconnect and didn’t get lost all the time. remember when tech kinda worked for kinda cheap

[fairycosmos]

remember when phones just fucking had headphone jacks

[hellraiserssss]

CNC because making decisions stress her out.