some days i cant even, trust myself.

the only way out of the labyrinth of suffering is to forgive.28. So so lost, broken, and sad, tired.hopeless.lover of frenchies, hairless kitties, sloths, bees, jellyfishes, yoga, reiki, crystals & taxidermy.

[wstdxo-deactivated20220224]

[namaste-with-me]

Sabotage obviously

[editcrimes]

pillow thoughts, by courtney peppernell

[just-a-lonely-nobody]

[compulsive]

[love]

[poetryin]

“I thought this was it, this was my chance to be happy. I had you and I was blessed and everything felt okay for once, suddenly it all came crashing downhill and I’m drowning and I can’t breathe.”

drowning

[pollencoveredwoman]

I don’t get it. How is this not straight dude activity?

[destroymylife]

[eliminated]

[compulsive]

[understands]

[poetryin]

“It’s just funny, you know; we talked about getting our hearts broken, and crying on the shower floor and being ruined by these people who once meant so much, but all that mattered then was you and me. Funny how you broke my heart, funny how I cried until my lungs burned and funny how you ruined me. Funny how you were just another fucking mistake. A mistake that broke my fucking heart.”

— funny.

[destroymylife]

[remanence-of-love]

[poetryin]

“It’s just funny, you know; we talked about getting our hearts broken, and crying on the shower floor and being ruined by these people who once meant so much, but all that mattered then was you and me. Funny how you broke my heart, funny how I cried until my lungs burned and funny how you ruined me. Funny how you were just another fucking mistake. A mistake that broke my fucking heart.”

— funny.

[understands]

[poetryin]

the rains so loud and i can’t stop thinking about him and about me and about how lonely it all is. i miss the rain on my cheeks and his arms around my body and i miss when he’d spin me around and kiss me when i wasn’t expecting it and i miss how he’d glance at me while he was driving and i miss how he’d laugh when i got distracted by the stars in the sky. i miss him and i shouldn’t and maybe i was in love with him. maybe i’m still in love with him. fuck the rain is so loud.

the rain made me think of u today.