𝐇𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.

Indie Hope Mikaelson from LEGACIES and THE ORIGINALS. Written by JENNIFER. TWENTY ONE YEARS OLD

[naturesloopholednolongerhere]

❝𝐒𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐬 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲'𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐩𝐨𝐧❞

[naturesloopholednolongerhere]

❝𝐖𝐡𝐨’𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐈’𝐦 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈’𝐦 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐮𝐩?❞

[naturesloopholednolongerhere]

❝𝐖𝐡𝐨’𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐈’𝐦 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈’𝐦 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐮𝐩?❞

[naturesloopholednolongerhere]

❝𝐒𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐬 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲'𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐩𝐨𝐧❞

[naturesloopholednolongerhere]

❝𝐒𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐬 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲'𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐩𝐨𝐧❞

[naturesloopholednolongerhere]

❝𝐖𝐡𝐨’𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐈’𝐦 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈’𝐦 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐮𝐩?❞

[naturesloopholedaa]

FIND HOPE OVER ON NATURESLOOPHOLED. ARCHIVED THIS BLOG.

[geminiloopholedaa]

What if I just remake all my blogs because they are all messy? What if I give myself a pet project? My head is screaming to do it and I am tempted to listen but ugh

[naturesloopholedaa]

Someone tell me to fucking do it just to give myself something to do because if I don’t have something to do I might cope wrong but at the same time I don’t wanna piss anyone off if I do this? Like I feel like a new year, need new blogs. After all that I’ve been through this year (Diagnosis, death, starting school.) that something clean on all fronts would be helpful.

If I do this someone help me figure out a simple tagging style

Promise me no one is gonna hate me if I do this

[geminiloopholedaa]

the originals for the fandom meme

my favorite female character: Hope Mikaelson. Hayley Marshall for an adult in the show

my favorite male character: Klaus Mikaelson,  Marcel Gerard 

my favorite book/season/etc: 1-3 are my favorite seasons. Really,  Anything BUT season five.

my favorite episode (if its a tv show): Oh gosh. I have a love/hate with the final episode of season one when Hayley woke up and was a total badass going to save her little girl. It shows the “ALWAYS & FOREVER” down to the letter. Like doing whatever to protect this child even if it means breaking your heart.  From a Cradle to a Grave was one of those episodes where you wished that they had more time to actually see what happened. LIke we get snippets of Hope being named in season five and all but wishing it happened actually in season one to get that backstory would have been nice.

my favorite cast member: I have no clue? I didn’t really keep tabs on the cast when watching but at the same time I think I remember seeing something about Claire’s miscarriage and then her having a rainbow baby boy after was just inspiring in a way that I can’t explain.

my favorite ship: Hayley/Klaus.    The start of Landon/Hope.  Like it was one episode and a few little interactions but that dance and the fact that Hope broke Connor’s car for him,  I was like Legacies is gonna start and I am already loving them

a character I’d die defending: Hope Mikaelson

a character I just can’t sympathize with: Roman Sienna.    This really doubles when he pops up in Legacies. Like SORRY but NO. 

a character I grew to love: Rebekah Mikaelson.  Like at first I wasn’t really a fan of hers until I rewatched the second time around I really grew to love her. Like I wasn’t like “I dislike this blonde” the first time I watched but I wasn’t invested in her either. Davina Claire was also one of those characters that grew on me. When they killed her for the Harvest I cried so hard like she was just a teenage girl that wanted to live, she didn’t want to die and she did it because 1. She would die anyway if she didn’t go through with the Harvest.  2. For New Orleans. 

my anti otp: Roman/Hope.  I was all for them when he first came onto the screen but something felt wrong about him and then he fucked with her head. Got into it to find Hayley’s location for his mommy and I was like, NOPE. I personally think he should have died when Klaus brought him back for Hope to torture.  

                Also, ask me about how I think they should have written Roman/Gretta/Hayley’s death  on naturesloopholed if you want a more painful idea because I have been actually thinking about this for a while. If they wanted to kill Hayley off, they had an option that stayed true to Hope to be her mother’s daughter,  loving Hayley so much. they fucked over Haylope’s mother/daughter relationship in season five and just, not happy.  The whole season sucked and a lot of things could have/should have gone differently and if I had someone to bounce ideas off of and someone to cheer my ass on while I wrote fanfic on a rewrite, I would. I am %100 down for the count when it comes to rewriting shows and things.

[geminiloopholedaa]

Well, life never settles for me for long. Turns out my bio dad died today. 

[naturesloopholedaa]

just so everyone knows over here that doesn’t follow my lizzie blog.

[hatin]

How do u deal with your problems?

I don’t 

[naturesloopholedaa]

abrokenwitch‌:

“You’re going to eat Mikaelson. And I will just pay for it.“ No way that Hope was not going to eat. Lizzie wasn’t going to let that happen. “I would like a strawberry milkshake and fries and a burger please” Lizzie ordered as she was looking at the girl. “And she’s having?” She said while waiting till Hope would finally just say what she wanted to have to eat. Lizzie wasn’t going to take a no for an answer if she was being honest. To be fair Lizzie did have feelings for Hope but no way that she would express them. Lizzie Saltzman the girl who isn’t good when it comes to relationships actually. 

“I’ve missed you. And just your replies to my snotty, bitchy comments.“ She said with a small grin onto her face as she tilted her head to a side as the waitress was still waiting till Hope would take her order. Rolling her eyes because it was really taking too  long. “Let’s get a large fries to share with her that will be all.“ The waitress nodded and walked away to get their order. 

“I’ve been alright despite the things that had happened. That I chained myself against a tree because of a demon inside of me..“

                                       she hadn’t even said the plan and Lizzie knew her. Oh, she loves her. it is just saying to give her the same thing as the blonde and hoping for the best. It is a waitress leaving   Lizzie wasn’t running on a high, Hope could tell so any panic she felt the night before watching Lizzie beg her twin to kill her was gone. She seems almost normal and it is like there is a moment when Hope is praying that nothing was wrong.   ❝You seem better than the last time we talked before the whole Malivore thing.❞

                      ❝I am not going to pray or ask but I’m glad you are better, I was worried...I know, I have no room to talk. I did try to kill myself with Malivore....❞ The words are out before she can stop them and she kicks her leg under the table. Son of a bitch, trying to be supportive and she lets out that she isn’t as stable as she claims to be.  ❝I mean...I’m here if you need to talk.❞ 

                                Alaric has no idea how strong his girls are. Lizzie went through hell last night and she is still awake and out of bed today. Josie, well...Hope doesn’t know much about Josie at the moment.  ❝Trying to be open and let you know that I’m here, I might suck at all things health but...you aren’t alone and last night...seeing you begging Josie to end your life...god, Lizzie..I was so scared for you and I can’t live without you.❞  Romance or anything doesn’t stop mental illness, Hope is well aware of that given that she still had her own problems while in a relationship.

[geminiloopholedaa]

So a lot of my older things are being dropped so anything BEFORE December is going to be dropped because I am pretty sure I was in a manic episode when I started a lot of new shit across like all my blogs because I wasn’t sleeping and thought I could do it all. Sorry guys not we are all for mental health here and I am not risking shit. This goes to all blogs of mine. My starter calls though are still open

[naturesloopholedaa]

This goes for here too. I just need to not risk myself so sorry loves. If I haven’t contacted you saying that I am still going to reply or haven’t replied since being out of the hospital, it is being dropped (the thread, not the verse). I love you all but my health is super important to me. 

[naturesloopholedaa]

abrokenwitch‌:

”Elizabeth? Since when do you call me Elizabeth.” Yes Lizzie got her memories back from Hope and did she had to make it more clear that she remembered her. “Hope Andrea Mikaelson. Seriously just cut the acting crap already.” There is the Lizzie she would remember again. Rolling her eyes as she was looking at the tribrid. When Hope mentioned that she was hoping she brought a sandwich she sighed. 

“If you’re hungry we can also just go to the Grill and get something to eat there. Since I am hungry too.“ The blonde said while looking at the girl. Yes Lizzie was really then taking Hope her arm and dragging her to the Grill so they can just get something to eat since the both of them were just starving. 

She then let go of her as she then sit down on a chair and grabbed the menu to look at it. Running her hand through her hair. 

             Wait, Mikaelson. Lizzie called her by her REAL name and not the fake shit that she has been dealing with since getting back. Being dragged by a siphon she could easily overpower shows that there is something there, a friendship or maybe that secret love that makes her weak in the knees. Sitting across from Lizzie, there is a shame that sinks in and it isn’t for her attraction to the other.  ❝So, how have you been?❞  A waitress comes by and gets their drink order and Hope goes for the cheapest thing there, water which should cost nothing.   I don’t have any money to get anything. It is faking looking at the menu, spending enough time staring at options that make her stomach hurt with want and need knowing she is going to make up some excuse somehow about this and just let Lizzie eat in front of her. She assumes that she can get away with it.

                ❝I’ve missed hearing your snotty, bitchy comments....they are like music to my ears right now.❞  god, even Lizzie’s brand of a bitch was nice to deal with right now even when her whole world was going to hell.   ❝Which is totally lame, I realize.❞

                  Landon was with Josie and boy did they look happy and maybe if Hope could get past her issues it would bring her a great sense of joy to just kiss the blonde once to say that she has done it, has at least let her know how she really feels instead of hiding behind her love for Landon. 

[ahsgifs]

[rpmemecave]

when your rp partners start telling you about their new muses

[naturesloopholedaa]

If you don’t think Freya wouldn’t work herself to death to find a way to unbind her damn niece from Gretta. Hope throwing books across a room and forcing her aunt to go to fucking bed, I can see fights happening over Freya working herself to the bone and Hope not wanting her to destroy herself for her. Ow.