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meg ˖ 28 ˖ lesbian. lover of cats, video games, and girls who are doomed by the narrative

[miscellaneousrenaissant]

"Do you remember those boys who used to hang out with us?" "What boys?"

YSO Mini R2 Prompt: "The horror when you realize your partner has been modifying your memories"

[kerakn]

colored in a smol namimi doodle

closeup of face w/o color under cut:

[luxmoogle]

"It takes so much time and effort to create, but only an instant to destroy..." . ݁˖ . ݁

A little snippet of a piece commissioned by @asukishirayuzuki ~

[liverpepper]

thanks for all the years of building this sandbox with me, everyone! 🍦💝 was thinking of these guys and a happy wave of nostalgia possessed me into a few scribbles ✏️

[freesiavacadoo]

what would it feel like to kiss you?

[naminaer]

trying to flesh out the worldbuilding for this vannami au i’ve had in my head for like. 6+ years now and it’s turning into such a mess why can’t anything be simple and easy!! i don’t have the wherewithal to write a 100k fic rn!!!!

[naminaer]

me: namine as ansem’s ward who he keeps locked up because reasons and vanitas as the reluctant bodyguard offered up by xehanort who’s looking for an in to betray AtW somehow. they bond over experiences namine never got to have and vanitas never thought he’d care for; he eventually turns on xehanort kovu style

ok cool

but now i’m like what if i merge it with this other idea, where they both have powers they’re used for like in canon, and namine is with eraqus instead but she fucked up and put ventus in a coma somehow. and sora is there somewhere but also comatose bc he’s being experimented on - and is maybe even the origin of their powers?? like jenova but less evil? unclear.

but then that turns it into this big thing where i’m gonna wanna make 18 spin-offs and a sequel and a 2.8 HD remix bc they have to save ventus AND sora and riku has to make a dramatic appearance to show how hard he’s been fighting to get sora back and kairi’s probably also in a coma somewhere and i’m like. man i just wanted vanitas taking namine to do graffiti

[naminaer]

trying to flesh out the worldbuilding for this vannami au i’ve had in my head for like. 6+ years now and it’s turning into such a mess why can’t anything be simple and easy!! i don’t have the wherewithal to write a 100k fic rn!!!!

[brickattack]

ruler of my heart(Riku's about to end someone's summer vacation)

[kifaprokumiv]

They're ready to hit the beach but first

Smooch detour

[rars]

whatever man *walks outside of your render distance*

[naminaer]

aerith texting cloud about the snail she saw moodboard

[chaoticemo-deactivated20141220]

open rp

“Soon…… we will become one.”

[flygon-remade-blog]

hey sephiroth i’m at the drive-thru at mcdonald’s and you said you wanted a double cheeseburger but they said the grill wasn’t working. is there anything else you want? i think this is pretty bullshit so do you just wanna share a large fries and a 40 pc chicken mcnuggets instead?

[chaoticemo-deactivated20141220]

[k1tty5tar]

[mmariesr]

Dearly Beloved

[naminaer]

I saw something about a fic in one of your posts about Vanitas and Naminé, what’s it about if you don’t mind me asking? I’m starved for content and your fanart was as close to a meal as I’ve gotten in a while ToT

omg i caught one, i'm so glad i'm not the only one out there starving for vannami content. it's a lifelong commitment atp

BUT! the fic i'm writing is a post-kh3 namine-centric fic where she struggles to feel like she belongs, and i try to tie up all the loose ends that left me unsatisfied with kh3 wrt namine, so a lot of platonic namine & everyone bonding. but there's an overarching plot about vanitas awakening and connecting with namine in her dreams too, namine going from trying to get information about sora out of him to wanting to help him, etc.

it's not romantic vannami tho, at least not until i write the sequel that exists in my head, so idk if that's the type of content you're looking for!! but i have a couple other ideas that i hope to write if my brain will stay fixated on them long enough :3 thank you for the excuse to yap about them, i've been itching to (in case you can't tell lol)

[naminaer]

i always drew vannami all soft and cute and fluffy and blushy because well. for one, i think it's cute! they'd both be very awkward and flustered when it comes to physical affection - once they reach the point where they're comfortable with it, anyway. which i imagine would take a long time. that period of slow burn healing and hurt/comfort where they see themselves in each other, where namine wants to help, and vanitas wants deep down to accept it but can't fathom the thought of someone caring for him - or after that, when vanitas starts to let her in and realizes namine's just as broken as him and that she genuinely likes him and wants him around, and they lowkey become a little codependent, obsessed, hand-in-unlovable-hand loser outcasts together who aren't really quite romantic or platonic, but a secret third thing - that's my favorite flavor of vannami. but art hard and world hard and cold so blushy kissy vannamis it is

[naminaer]

ok i lied, another scribble from 2019 and a recent one ^__^