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âTeenage Dirtbagâ - Rodrick Heffley Imagine (Friends to Lovers)
- PART ONE -
Summary: Youâre Rodrickâs best friend and the lead singer of Löded Diper. You and Rodrick have liked each other for years, but are both convinced that your feelings arenât reciprocated by the other. When your parents give you the choice to move away with them or stay in town with your cousin Rowley, you consider moving, as it would get you away from the torture of constantly hearing about Rodrickâs crush on Heather Hills (which you donât know is a cover up for his crush on you.) Everything comes to a head during your performance at Heatherâs birthday party. Will Rodrick finally get the courage to tell you how he feels?
TW: f!reader, profanity, someone makes a suicidal joke, angst but it will be resolved in the next chapter :)
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Your head slammed back against the headrest of the seat as Rodrick slammed on the breaks in front of the middle school.
âHurry up, losers!â he yelled out the window at Greg and Rowley.
You gave him a massive side eye with an annoyed expression.
He softened, giving you a sympathetic wince. âSorry.â
You sighed, turning your attention to the two boys hurriedly hopping into the back of the van. âHow was school, guys?â
âTerrible, as always.â Greg huffed in reply.
âIt wasât that bad.â Rowley retorted, getting settled on the floor. âGregâs just mad that Holly Hills didnât talk to him today.â
âShut up, Rowley!â Greg hissed, hitting his friend on the arm.
âI told you little bro, you and her is never gonna happen.â Rodrick shook his head with an evil smirk as he began driving off towards his house.
âDonât be so mean to him.â you scolded, slapping him on the arm. He faked being hurt and pouted, causing you to laugh along with Greg. He loved seeing someone put his older brother in his place, like he wished he could.
You had always been the only person who could boss Rodrick around. The two of you became best friends in 7th grade when you were partnered together for a science project. Even though you were the one who did most of the work, Rodrick still managed to bond with you over your similar taste in music. By the time high school rolled around, you were also friends with Ben and Chris, and Löded Diper was born.
You were the front woman of the group. You had always loved singing, and being in theatre gave you a great sense of stage presence. Rodrick truly thought you had the greatest voice in the world.
Every day after school, except when you had theatre rehearsal, the band would go to Rodrickâs to practice in the garage. Since Rowley was your little cousin, he was told to go with you since he had no older siblings to watch him after school. While Mr. and Mrs. Jefferson certainly didnât trust the oldest Heffley boy, they definitely trusted you. While they didnât understand your alternative interests, they knew you were a good kid. You truly cared about Rowley, and would be there to help him if he needed anything. Even though Rodrick had threatened him and Greg to only interrupt your rehearsals if someone was bleeding or if the house was on fire.
As Rodrick turned the corner too sharply, the boys went flying around the back of the van, and your body crashed into Rodrickâs side.
âJesus Rodrick, how did you even manage to get a driverâs license?â you griped, very close to his face now that he had shifted the carâs center of gravity.
He turned to face you, both of your eyes widening as you realized how close your faces were. You both quickly faced forward again, with you settling back into your seat.
âIâm uh, Iâm sorry...â Rodrick mumbled, clearing his throat.
âItâs fine, just uh⊠be more careful next time, yeah?â you replied half-heartedly, crossing your arms over your chest.
Greg smirked as he watched the display. He seemed to be the only one aware that you both had massive crushes on each other. Both of you were obviously too clueless to realize that the other reciprocated your feelings.
While Rodrick started out as just a friend, you started to have feelings for him around the time Löded Diper started. You had started spending a lot of time together, and with the two of you being the creative masterminds of the group, you really connected on a deeper level.
Rodrick on the other had, had liked you since you first sat next to him to work on that project in 7th grade. He thought you were the coolest girl in the world, super talented, ridiculously funny, and as the cherry on top, absolutely gorgeous. Your great taste in music was a bonus as well. Having you in his band was the luckiest thing that ever happened to him. You were cool, unlike him and the other guys, so if there was any chance of you guys making it big, it was because of you. The three of them often wondered how you were still hanging around with them after all these years.
So what got in the way of you guys being a couple? Well, besides both of you being way too shy to confess your feelings, as well as completely oblivious, it was the day Ben asked Rodrick who his crush was during a game of truth or dare you were all playing. Rodrick panicked⊠he was nowhere near ready to confess to you yet! So, in a moment of desperation, he blurted out the first girlâs name that popped into his head. âHeather Hills.â
Heather Hills, you thought, of fucking course he likes Heather Hills.
It made sense. She was by far the most popular girl in school. Blonde, skinny, rich, and beautiful⊠you didnât think you stood a chance. You played it cool to your friends, but you walked home that night crying, and vowed to yourself you would forget all about your stupid feelings for Rodrick Heffley.
But of course, it didnât work. You were still completely in love with him. It turns out, feelings donât fade away overnight. He was too cute, dorky, and fun to forget about. It was also hard to stop liking him when you were with him practically every day after school.
Rodrick wanted to strangle Ben after that night. He could tell something had changed in you since then. The way you started to hesitate whenever he pulled you in for a hug, the sad look in your eyes when you smiled at him after heâd give you a compliment⊠he hated it. He thought youâd begun to think of him as every other guy, falling for the most basic popular girl ever. But what could he do? He couldnât tell you that he felt absolutely nothing for Heather Hills, because then heâd have to explain that he was in love with you. And he was certain you didnât like him back. You were far too cool for him.
As a particular Green Day song started playing, you both snapped your heads towards each other with a grin.
âOh man, I love this song!â Rodrick declared, gripping the wheel and headbanging.
âSame, crank it!â you squealed, reaching for the volume dial. However you both reached for it at the same time, bumping fingers. You bashfully put your hand back in your lap and let him turn it up. He cleared his throat again, cheeks growing slightly pink.
You started singing along with the lyrics of the song, swaying dramatically in your seat. Rodrick laughed, relieved that you werenât focusing on the tension, and began singing along with you, although poorly. But you didnât care. You still enjoyed the moments where you and Rodrick could just act like the goofy best friends you were before your feelings had made everything all complicated.
When you finally arrived at the Heffley residence, the boys practically jumped out of the backseat to run into the living room and play video games. You chuckled at their enthusiasm, slinging your bag over your shoulder as you joined Rodrick in front of the garage. âI missed this.â
âYou should, that damn musical took you away from us for two whole months. Thatâs like, 100 days.â Rodrick huffed, opening up the garage door.
You shook your head at his horrible math skills. âNumbers aside, I donât regret it. Iâm very proud of that musical.â
Rodrick slung an arm around your shoulder. âYou should be, you killed it.â He smiled at you and ruffled your hair.
You giggled, pushing him away and walking into the garage. âI was so happy you came to see it.â
âOh, I wouldnât have missed it. Gotta make sure my front woman is giving us good press.â he joked, picking up his drum sticks.
You laughed at him again. He seemed to be allergic to making a mushy statement. Rodrick thought about throwing in a remark about how seeing you sing a duet with your characterâs romantic interest made him jealous, but decided against it.
âWeâre here!â a voice shouted from the sidewalk. You both looked up to see Ben and Chris sprinting into the garage.
âItâs about time, doofuses.â you playfully scolded them with a grin.
âListen, not all of us can be as privileged as you guys.â Ben huffed, rolling his eyes. âWe donât have wheels to get us here everyday.â
âY/N walked here after theatre rehearsal in five minutes last month!â Rodrick retorted, holding his hands out in disbelief.
âYeah, speaking of which, itâs good to have you back, singer.â Chris smiled at you, opening his arms to give you a hug.
You happily hugged him back, not noticing the way Rodrick scrunched his nose with jealousy. You kept one arm around Chrisâs waist and turned to face Ben, your other hand placed sassily on your hip. âSee Ben, Chris here understands how to greet me after my absence.â
Ben rolled his eyes as you let go of Chris and walked across the room. âOkay, I will admit, I am glad that youâre back.â he confessed, patting you on the back as you walked past him.
The guys began setting up their instruments as you plugged in your microphone. âDid you guys manage to write any new songs while I was gone?â
Ben and Chris shared a guilty expression.
âI did.â Rodrick declared, raising his hand with a proud expression.
You smiled at him. âThis is why youâre my favorite, Roddy.â
Rodrick grinned at the other guys like a little school girl. âIâm her favorite, guys.â
âLike that was ever a question.â Chris chuckled.
âAlright guys, letâs start rehearsal with Rodrickâs new song.â you ordered, snapping everyone back to attention. You had a knack for keeping the boys in line when they were getting rowdy. It was one of the things Rodrick loved about you.
â/â/â/â/â/â/â
Today was the last day of school, and as everyone was saying their goodbyes and signing yearbooks in the hallway, you were stopped in your tracks by a pair of icy blue eyes.
âY/N, I need to talk to you.â the owner of the eyes declared. You noticed that there was a hint of desperation in them.
âHeather Hills, to what do I owe this encounter?â you grinned, adjusting your bag around your shoulder. âI do believe this is the first time youâve ever spoken to me.â
She rolled her eyes, then grabbed your arm, lacing it with hers as she started off down the hall. âPlease, donât make this any harder than it needs to be. I need a huge favor.â
You were beyond confused. You werenât even aware that Heather knew you existed, and now she was walking arm in arm with you and asking you for a favor?
âOkay, what can I do for you?â you asked, furrowing your brow as you glanced over at her. Even though you subconsciously hated her for being Rodrickâs crush, you couldnât bring yourself to be mean to her. It just wasnât you.
âThe worst possible thing has happened⊠the DJ backed out of my Sweet 16!â she exclaimed, looking up at the ceiling as if she was fighting back tears.
âOh wow⊠that sucks.â you replied, trying your best to sympathize with her rich girl problems.
âI know, right?â she cried, glancing over at you. âAnd itâs really hard to find another professional group on such short notice, I mean the party is in one month!â
âOkay⊠so what does this have to do with me?â you asked, still confused.
âWell you see, I did happen to see you in the musical last weekâŠâ Heather explained, â⊠and I have to admit, you were really good.â
You smiled, fighting the fuzzy feeling in your chest. âThank you.â As much as you wanted to hate Heather, it felt good to be complimented by her. Someone as popular as her had no reason to give out false compliments, so in a way, it meant a lot.
âAnd I know you have a band, soâŠâ she stopped in her tracks and turned to face you, hands gripping onto your arms as she looked at you seriously. â⊠I need you guys to perform.â
Your eyes widened. âUs? I mean, trust me, Iâm flattered but⊠weâve only ever really performed at talent shows. And will a month be enough time to learn the songs you want? I already know we donât have the same taste in musicâŠâ
Heatherâs eyes drooped disappointedly. She dropped your arms and stood up straight with an unpleasant expression. âYou know what, forget it. Iâll figure something else out.â She then began walking off down the hallway.
You scoffed in exasperation⊠had Heather felt insecure about being rejected by you? That couldnât be true, because that would mean she actually valued your opinion, and she didnât seem to care about anyoneâs. Still, you couldnât deal with how sad she looked. You sighed and called out to her. âHeather!â
She turned around, blonde hair flipping over her shoulder. She raised her perfectly groomed eyebrows expectantly.
âWeâll perform at your party.â you told her.
Her face lit up with a wide smile, then she ran up to you and hugged you. You froze, uncomfortably patting her on the back.
âYes! Okay, so hereâs the list of songs I need you guys to play.â the blonde girl squealed, pulling a sheet of pink paper out of her bag. You winced as you looked over all the pop songs she had listed out. It wasnât that you minded, you and Rodrick had jammed out to your fair share of Ke$ha and Lady Gaga songs⊠but you knew Ben and Chris were going to hate them. âThe rest of the set can be whatever, as long as itâs not that sad emo crap that makes people want to kill themselves.â
You squinted your eyes and shook your head, plastering on a fake smile. âSounds good. Iâll start rehearsing them with the guys tonight.â
âThanks Y/N, I really appreciate this!â she grinned, squeezing your arm.
You both glanced to the side as three guys suddenly walked up in front of you.
âY/N, are you ready to go?â Rodrick asked, looking absolutely bewildered as to why you were talking to Heather Hills.
Heather scoffed at the sight of the three guys, her usual unpleasant expression returning to her face. She turned back to you. âIâll text you the rest of the details. And trust me, my Dad will pay you big time for this.â
You smiled at her and nodded, and then she strode off back down the hallway towards her friends.
âAm I hallucinating or was Heather Hills just talking to you?â Ben asked, furrowing his brow.
âAnd hugging you?â Chris added in disbelief.
âYeah, Iâll be honest, I kind of blacked out a bitâŠâ you laughed, brushing your hair behind your ear and looking at the ground to collect yourself.
âHey, if you guys are friends, then that means you can set her up with Rodrick!â Ben declared, slapping Rodrick on the shoulder with a stupid grin.
âYeah, she said sheâd text you! When she does, you can give Rodrick her number!â Chris suggested.
Your heart sunk into your stomach, making you feel like you were about to throw up.
Rodrick whipped his head around at his friends, giving them a dangerous warning glare. âStop, guys.â
Ben and Chris gulped, nodding at their drummer. They knew when Rodrick looked at them like that, he was about to rip them to shreds.
Rodrick rolled his eyes and turned back to face you, his eyes softening. âSeriously though, are you okay? What happened?â
You shook your head, not letting yourself feel touched by his concern. âYeah, Iâm great, actually. I just got us a gig. A real one.â
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âAre you serious?â Ben whined, holding out the sheet of paper Heather had given you. âThereâs no way Iâm playing this cheesy pop crap.â
âYeah, and even if it was good music, thereâs no way we can learn 10 songs in a month.â Chris shook his head, adjusting his beanie.
You were all back in the garage, discussing your conversation with Heather.
âYes we can, school is out so we literally have all day so rehearse!â you explained, snatching the paper back from him. âPlus, weâre going to get paid really good. You know we need new equipment. Rodrick is on his last pair of drumsticks.â
âI donât care about the money.â Ben scoffed, crossing his arms over his chest. âIâm not a sell out.â
âWell itâs also a great chance to get our name out there.â you reasoned. âWeâve been wanting to play a real gig for forever now. Maybe one of Heatherâs rich relatives knows a record company.â
âYouâre dreaming too big again, singer.â Chris chuckled, shaking his head at you.
You held out your arms in disbelief, then slapped them back down against your sides. You looked over at Rodrick, who had been standing next to you listening, a pleading look in your eyes.
âSo what if we dream big?â Rodrick asked the two guys. âEvery great band started out with just a dream. We have to take every chance we get.â
Ben looked like he was considering Rodrickâs words, then shook his head. âBut Rodrick, these songs are shitâŠâ
âOh, donât be so elitist, Ben!â Rodrick criticized, scrunching up his face. âIâve caught you listening to Taylor Swift before.â
Ben looked embarrassed, glancing down to the floor. âYeah, but⊠just her early stuff, you knowâŠâ he mumbled, digging his toe into the floor.
Rodrick gestured over to you. âY/N just got us a chance to show everyone how great we are. We all know sheâs smarter than the three of us combined, and if she thinks we can do it, then Iâm with her.â
He then held his hand in front of you, palm down. You smiled at him appreciatively, then slapped your hand down on top of his. You both looked at the other guys in front of you expectantly.
Chris grinned at the sudden inspiration, then put his hand in the pile. Ben was still looking down at the floor.
âCome on, Benny boy.â you pleaded. âI need you to do this with us.â
Ben looked at you for a moment, then sighed and rolled his eyes, then walked over and slapped his hand on top of Chrisâs. âOkay, Iâm in.â
You all cheered for him with your hands on top of each other.
âAlright, on threeâŠâ you started. âOne, two, threeâŠâ
âLöded Diper!â
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You sighed as you walked into your living room, the familiar scent of your home instantly comforting you. Your first rehearsal for the party was overwhelming, to say the least. You and the guys had spent the whole night just working out a practice schedule and figuring out how all of your parts would fit together.
You walked into the kitchen to see your parents sitting at the table, sharing a bottle of wine. They both smiled at sight of you.
âHey sweetie, how was rehearsal?â your mom asked, head rested in her hand.
âGood, we mostly just hashed out our setlist thoughâŠâ you replied. âRodrick gave me a ride home, he said it was too dark for me to walk.â
âWhat, heâs too good to come in and say hi to us now?â your dad joked. crossing his arms over his chest. You slapped his arm playfully. Your dad was an old friend of Frankâs, so he had known Rodrick since before the two of you were even friends. He thought he was a bit of a trouble maker, but deep down, a good kid, and even more importantly, a good friend to you.
âOh Y/F/N, itâs late. The poor boy probably didnât even think weâd still be up.â your mom laughed at her husband.
âYeah, Iâm pretty surprised by it too.â you commented, joining them at the table. âWhat are you guys still doing up?â
Your father sighed, then glanced over to your mother, who gave him a nod. You looked between the two of them, confused.
âWhatâs going on?â you asked, anxiety growing in your chest.
âItâs nothing bad,â your mother reassured you, giving your wrist a light squeeze. âWe just have some big news for you.â She then looked over at your father, prompting him to continue.
âI got the big promotion.â your father said, trying to contain the proud smile on his face.
âWhat? Oh my god, thatâs awesome! Congrats, Dad!â you replied excitedly. Your dad had been gunning for this job for months, but didnât think it would ever actually happen.
âThank you, sweetie.â he said, then let out another sigh. âHowever, there is a downside.â
âWhat?â you asked, not seeing any possible negative outcome.
âI have to move to our sister location in the next state over.â
Your mouth fell open slightly at the news. âBut guys, itâs my-â
âWe know itâs your last summer with your friends before college, honeyâŠâ your mom comforted you again. âThatâs why we talked to your aunt and uncle. They said youâd be more than welcome to stay with them while we move into our new house.â
You scrunched your nose in discomfort. You loved Mr. and Mrs. Jefferson, but living with them didnât sound like the most fun thing in the world.
âTheyâre aware that youâre technically an adult now, and can do as you please.â your father told you, sensing your hesitation. âTheyâre on board as long as they know youâre safe and not doing anything illegal.â
You looked down at the table, a lot of thoughts spinning around in your head. On one hand, it would suck not being with your parents for your last summer before college. Plus, you wouldnât be able to perform at Heatherâs party with your band.
At the sudden thought of the band, something else popped up in your head and instantly killed all other thoughts. Rodrick.
You didnât know how you were going to go without seeing Rodrick every day. But⊠maybe it would be a good thing? Some distance might help you get over your crush on him. But there was still a small part of you that hoped it would suddenly change his mind and realize his feelings for you. You thought this part of you was stupid and overly optimistic, but still acknowledged that it was there.
âI think I need some time to think about this.â you told your parents, getting up from the table.
âTake all the time you need sweetie.â your mother told you. âBut let us know before the end of the month.â
You nodded, then said goodnight to your parents before walking upstairs to your bedroom. You felt like a liar, because you really didnât need to think about it. You just needed to find out once and for all how Rodrick felt about you.
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It was now three weeks into your grueling rehearsal schedule. The four of you had been working day and night, barely even getting to enjoy your own graduation ceremony before immediately running back to the Heffleyâs garage to practice in your caps and gowns. The party was in one week, and you guys had managed to get six out of ten of Heatherâs songs up to performance level.
The remaining four were proving to be a pain in the ass, with each of you struggling with your own part on one of them. And to make matters worse, none of you were struggling with the same song, so it couldnât just be scrapped.
Besides struggling with the vocals on a certain song, you were also struggling to find a good time to talk to Rodrick about your feelings. Every time it seemed like you were getting close, you would either chicken out, or someone would interrupt you. Frustrated, you knew you had to do it before the party, so tonight, you dragged out rehearsal as long as possible in hopes that it would get Ben and Chris to go home immediately after.
âAlright guys, Iâm calling it.â you surrendered, raising your hands up in the air. It was really late, and you could tell Ben and Chris had hit their limit.
âThank God.â Ben sighed, unplugging his guitar. âIâm gonna go home and drill the chords to âCall Me Maybeâ until my fingers split open.â
âLove the dedication, buddy.â you half-heartedly praised, patting him on the shoulder as you walked past him to stand next to Rodrickâs drum set. âYou tired?â
He threw a drumstick up in the air and caught it, hoping it impressed you. âNope. You know me, Iâll be up for another four hours at least.â he laughed, shaking his head.
âSame, Iâm wired right now.â you told him with a smile. âWanna hang for a bit?â
He tried not to let his face light up like an excited little kid. âYeah, sure. But I think if I play any longer, my dad will come in here and set my drums on fire, so weâll have to hang out in my room.â
You laughed, easily being able to imagine Frank in the scenario Rodrick had described. You turned to Chris. âHow about you?â
âNah, Iâm gonna do the same as Ben.â the blonde sighed as he packed up his bass. âEven though I think listening to âWhat Makes You Beautifulâ one more time will push me into psychosis.â
You gave him a sympathetic expression. âI promise this will all be worth it in the end.â
âI know it will.â Chris nodded with a smile. He turned to Ben. âCome on, Benny boy, letâs get out of here.
âSee you tomorrow, guys.â Ben waved goodbye as he walked out the door.
You waved back, then turned to face Rodrick. âThe usual?â
He nodded with a smile. âPopcorn and Scott Pilgrim.â He got up from his drum set and let you into the house. You guys had seen that movie a million times, but it was still your favorite.
âAre you sure itâs okay that Iâm here?â you asked as you hopped up on the kitchen counter.
Rodrick scoffed with a smile as he threw a bag of popcorn into the microwave. âAs if you have to ask. You know my mom is in love with you. She literally said you can come inside any time.â
âThatâs right, I did!â a chipper voice squealed from the doorway. You both looked over to see Susan grinning in her pajamas.
âSusan!â you cheered, hopping down from the counter to give her a hug. Rodrick couldnât help but smile at the display. As much as he hated to admit it, he loved how well you got along with his family. Susan adored you, Frank was always happy to see you, and Greg and Manny saw you as a cool older sister.
âOh, itâs so good to see you, Y/N!â Susan told you as she wrapped her arms around you. She pulled back, holding onto your arms as she looked at you softly. âYou look worn out, honey. Have you been sleeping enough?â
âMom, I told you, weâve been working our fingers to the bone for three weeks over this party.â Rodrick rolled his eyes, crossing his arms over his chest as he leaned back against at he counter.
You gave him an annoyed expression, then turned back to Susan with a smile. âIâm okay, thank you for asking. Like Rodrick said, weâve just been working really hard.â
Susan put a hand on your cheek. âWell, you still look as beautiful as ever!â
Yes she does, Rodrick thought to himself.
âAlthough I donât think that Heather girl deserves all of the hard work you guys are putting in...â Susan went on, putting her hands on her hips to show how strongly she felt. âSheâs very unpleasant.â
âWell, Rodrickâs the one who has a crush on her. Maybe you can ask him what he sees in her.â you retorted, a little sassier than youâd intended. You looked over at Rodrick to see him looking at you like a sad puppy. You gave him a playful grin, walking over to the microwave and taking the popcorn out.
Susan glared at Rodrick, raising her eyebrows expectantly. Rodrick held out his hands, not sure how we was supposed to have responded to your statement. Susan just shook her head at her sonâs cluelessness. âThat was your chance.â she mouthed to him.
Susan was the only person Rodrick told about his crush on you. Well, she had already known as soon as she noticed her unhygienic son suddenly showering and putting on deodorant daily. But as soon as you became friends, Rodrick had sheepishly approached her asking for advice on how to ask you out. It was obviously still a work in progress.
âWell Y/NâŠâ Susan sighed, moving on from her sonâs incompetence. âItâs already so late, and itâs supposed to storm soon, so I really donât want you walking home tonight. How about I call your parents and ask if you can stay the night?â
Rodrickâs eyes widened. How was his mom a better wingman than his friends?
âOkay, thanks Susan.â you gave her an appreciative smile as you poured the popcorn into a bowl. âIâll probably fall asleep halfway through the movie as usual.â
She grinned at you as you walked past her and up the stairs. As Rodrick followed you, she grabbed onto his arm, causing him to look at her with wide eyes.
âFix it.â she whispered to him. Rodrick had never seen his mom so serious before, not even when she had punished him for throwing that party a few months ago. What he didnât know was that Susan was dead set on having you as a daughter in law, and wasnât going to accept anything less.
As you walked into Rodrickâs bedroom, you were surprised to see that it was clean. Well, clean for his standards. You wondered if he had tidied up in hopes that you would hang out tonight, and for once, you let yourself smile at the thought.
You plopped down in front of his bed, sitting criss cross on the floor. âDo you have a hoodie I can wear? Itâs kinda chilly in here.â
âYeah, sureâŠâ Rodrick nodded, scrambling around his room to find a clean one. You laughed as he frantically dug through his closet, which he had obviously just shoved all of his dirty clothes into a few hours prior, until he finally emerged with a black AAR one. âHere you go.â he tossed it to you with a small smile, hoping you didnât notice how flustered he was. But you obviously did.
You took it gratefully, then put in on and fluffed your hair out of the collar. When you glanced back up at Rodrick, you noticed he was frozen in place.
âWhatâs wrong?â you asked with a small chuckle at his current state.
You look so good in my hoodie. âNothingâŠâ Rodrick shook his head, squinting his eyes in embarrassment. He couldnât believe how easily you could make him forget himself.
You moved on, pulling the well-used DVD out of its case and popping it into the TV. As the movie started up, Rodrick reached over and turned off his bedside lamp, making the room a bit cozier. You instinctively scooched closer to him, your knee touching his legs, which were stretched out in front of him, and your arm brushing against his.
He looked at you, alarmed at the sudden physical contact. You giggled, then gestured to the bowl in your hands. âSo we can share the popcorn?â
âOh, rightâŠâ Rodrick sighed, an awkward laugh spilling from his lips. He reached into the bowl and took some. As the movie went on, both of you laughing at the same familiar scenes, he started to hear his momâs voice echoing in the back of his head. âFix it.â
He cleared his throat, shuffling down a bit to lean back onto his bed. âYou can, uh, put your head on my shoulder. But like, only if you want to.â
You stopped chewing for a moment, slightly shocked at your best friendâs boldness. He had never initiated something like that before. Quickly remembering yourself, you nodded with a meek smile, then scooched down a bit to do as he had offered.
Rodrick felt pathetic at how his heart was pounding in his chest over the slightest bit of intimacy. Was he really that touch starved? What he didnât notice was that yours was doing the same, beating hard and fast in your chest like one of his drum solos.
Gathering up as much courage as he could, he slowly creeped a hand up from behind you and put it in your hair, running his fingers through it gently. You closed your eyes and made a small noise at the feeling, then froze at your own actions. You looked up at him with a wide eyed smile. âSorry⊠I guess Iâm not used to that.â Looks like you were a bit touch starved as well.
He chuckled at you softly, the sound making your heart ache. âItâs okay⊠it was cute.â
His fingers stopped abruptly in your hair at the realization of what he just said. Damnit, he was already moving way faster than he wanted to. He was so afraid of scaring you away.
âThank you.â you smiled warmly at him, placing your head back down on his shoulder and focusing your attention back to the movie.
Rodrick breathed a sigh of relief. Thank god. You hadnât slapped him or stormed out of the room.
A crack of thunder from the brewing summer storm sounded off outside, making you jump further into Rodrickâs embrace. His heart stopped. Yours did too. Maybe it was the coziness of the room, or the way the hoodie he gave you smelled like him, but for some reason, you were feeling brave.
âRoddy, can I ask you something?â you suddenly asked at a quiet part of the movie. He turned to you, but you refused to look up at him.
âOf course, you know you can ask me anythingâŠâ he replied, gently placing your hair back down on your shoulder to give you his full attention.
You hesitated, fiddling with your rings. You wanted so badly to tell him about your parents moving. You always told each other everything. Well, except one very important thing. But how could you put that on him? He shouldnât have to convince you to stay. Instead, you just laughed and shook your head. âNevermind, itâs nothingâŠâ
Rodrick sat up abruptly, grabbing your hands and forcing you to look up at him. âTell me⊠please.â He looked at you more intensely than he ever had. To hell with not moving too fast, his best friend clearly needed him right now.
You fought back the tears in your eyes, devastated at what you were about to say. âMy parents are moving away. Theyâre letting me decide whether or not I want to go with them.â
Rodrickâs eyes widened and his mouth fell open slightly, his eyebrows knitting together with a pleading expression as he shook his head. âNo you canât go, I⊠I need you hereâŠâ
You swallowed the lump in your throat, gripping his hands a bit tighter. âWhat do you mean? Why do you need me?â
His eyes glimmered in the dim light of the room as he looked into yours. They seemed to be pleading with him as well. Give me a reason. Tell me why I should stay.
He leaned closer, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. He couldnât stop himself from glancing down at your lips, then back up at your eyes. You leaned closer to him as well, your brain going on autopilot and your heart jumping into the driverâs seat. He looked down at your lips again, for longer than a few seconds this time, wanting so badly to close the distance between the two of you. He placed a hand on your cheek, searching your face for any signs of discomfort. When he found none, he focused back onto your eyes. âBecause youâre my best friend.â
Your jaw clenched. Thatâs what he had to say to you in your moment of desperation? That you were friends? You already knew that. You were reminded of it every goddamn second you were together. Suddenly, it was all too much. The back and forth, the constant mixed signals, the unrequited yearning⊠you were done.
You grabbed his wrist softly, then pushed his arms back into his own lap. âI have to go.â
He looked at you bewildered as you stood up, taking his hoodie off and throwing it onto his bed. âY/N, what did I doâŠâ
You whipped around to face him, hand gripping the door handle. âNothing.â you stated sharply. âYou did nothing.â
Rodrick froze at the cold glare in your eyes. In all the years he had known you, even with all the stupid shit he had done, you had never looked at him with so much anger.
As he watched you storm out of his room, he wanted so badly to chase after you. But he couldnât bring himself to. He had obviously fucked things up enough.
âY/N, where are you going, sweetie?â Susan asked from her spot on the couch as you ran down the stairs towards the front door.
âOh, Iâm sorry Susan, but I have to go homeâŠâ you told her with a fake smile, not wanting to worry her.
âOkay, well let me drive you, itâs pouring down rain right nowâŠâ she replied, closing her book and setting it down next to her.
âNo, pleaseâŠâ you protested, fighting back the tears that were threatening to stream down your face at any moment. âIâd rather be by myself.â
You gave Susan an apologetic gaze, then bolted outside. You took off down the sidewalk, your hair and clothes immediately getting soaked by the rain. She wasnât kidding, it was pouring. But the dull ache in your chest made you numb to it.
Finally free from anyoneâs eyes, you began crying, tears mixing with the raindrops that clung to your face. You kept running forward, one foot in front of the other, until you were several blocks away from the Heffleyâs. Once you glanced over your shoulder to make sure no one was chasing after you, you collapsed against a nearby lamp post, gasping for air between sobs. You rested your forehead against the cold metal pole, squinting your eyes to push out the remaining tears.
You hated yourself for letting things go this far. If you had just gotten rid of your stupid feelings for Rodrick like you had planned to originally, you wouldnât have gotten this hurt.
You looked up to the night sky in desperation, as if some kind of answer would be written in the stars. As raindrops pelted your face, you finally made your mind up about two things. One, you were never letting anybody into your heart again. And two, you were moving away with your parents this summer.
Hello anybody whoâs still here! I know itâs been a while đ The truth is, I wasnât getting any inspiration from writing anymore, and I needed a break. But Iâm back now! And to give myself a fresh start, Iâve made some changes to the blog:
1. REQUESTS ARE OPEN AGAIN - YAY! đ The guidelines have also been updated, so check those out before you make them.
2. From now on, Iâm pretty much only writing for kpop groups. My old content wonât be deleted, but I wonât be taking anymore requests. I do apologize if you were waiting on something. I might post things for certain characters/ franchises when the inspiration hits, and youâre more than welcome to ask about something. But for the most part, this will be a kpop blog.
3. Iâve cleaned out my ask box, so any requests that didnât give me inspiration are gone. I apologize if youâve been waiting on something.
4. Iâve decided to stop writing for certain groups due to personal reasons. I apologize if youâve been waiting on something.
Thatâs all! I look forward to making new content with you guys :)
Hello world! My name is Nana, and welcome to my blog! This blog has been on hiatus for quite a while as I was really struggling with inspiration for writing, but Iâm back now! Lots of things have changed since I last posted, so I thought I would update my guidelines.
I am currently writing for the following kpop groups/ artists:
- Ateez
- Big Bang
- EXO
- Girls Generation
- I-dle
- Itzy
- IU
- IVE
- Jessica Jung
- KARD
- Mamamoo
- Red Velvet
- SHINee
- Stray Kids
- Tomorrow x Together
- Wonho
You may have noticed that I have written for certain franchises in the past. However, I have decided to only write for kpop artists from now on. Itâs just whatâs easiest for me to write.
Now, before you submit a request, please make sure it meets these guidelines:
1. Please only make one request per submission! It can be difficult to organize my asks when things are grouped together.
2. I will not accept requests for smut content of idols under the age of 18.
3. I will not accept requests pertaining to any of the following topics: violence, abuse, racism, sexism, homophobia, transphobia, or colorism. This blog is a safe space where everyone gets to feel welcome.
4. Unless youâre requesting headcanons, please give me at least a short description of the content you want. It can be difficult to make a whole scenario just based on one sentence. I will ask for additional clarification if needed, but please try to be as detailed as you can!
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Thatâs it, nothing too complicated! To make things as safe as possible, I will include every trigger warning Iâm aware of and give extensive warnings when a piece contains smut content. Minors are not to interact with any of this content.
Lastly, I reserve the right to decline a request. Certain things just donât give me enough inspiration to write a whole piece on. I promise I wonât be mean about it, but itâs not great for my motivation when I have an ask box full of requests that donât excite me.
Hello, how are you? I hope it's okay to please request Girlfriend headcanons for Tiffany with an NsFw section?
hi anon! i just posted it. sorry it took me so long, i took quite a long break from writing as i didnât have any inspiration. but hopefully i will be back for a little while :) i hope you enjoy your headcanons!
First things first, youâre going to have to be okay with everything in your life being pink. Itâs Tiffanyâs favorite color and she likes it EVERYWHERE
Youâll also have to be patient because she takes forever to get ready
But when she comes out looking drop dead gorgeous, you canât help but bow down at her feet and praise the goddess before you (as you should)
She gets you into skincare because she knows so much about it and is happy to pass her knowledge onto you :)
Sheâs a very jealous person, so you definitely donât want to flirt with anyone else while youâre with her
But sheâs also fiercely loyal, she wonât let anyone disrespect you or talk bad about you in front of her! She gets super scary when sheâs mad and sheâll always have your back <3
Preparing her coffee for her before she wakes up since sheâs not a morning person at all
However on her days off when she has time to sleep in, she does enjoy making breakfast for you, usually her favorite french toast :)
Covering her eyes when youâre out shopping and see something with fish eyes đ
Youâll also have to kill all the bugs in the house since sheâs so scared of them đ
You never have to worry about losing her in a crowd because sheâs so loud, youâll always be able to find her
She goes full T-Manager on you when you need help with something. Whether itâs finances, time management, or routine maintenance, sheâs happy to lend her organization skills!
Sheâs the BEST at giving advice, sheâs literally the first person you go to when you have a problem
She takes amazing photos of you, you never have to worry about looking bad. She knows all your angles and somehow understands exactly the kind of pictures you want
Spending the whole day watching youtube and rewatching Game of Thrones with her on her days off
Her buying you clothes all the time since she has such great taste, and letting you borrow her clothes whenever you want since sheâs such a fashionista đ
Whenever youâre around babies or small children, you always have to be the one to talk to them since sheâs so uncomfortable with kids đ
Your heart pretty much explodes every time she does her signature eye smile
Listening to her talk can be a little confusing since sheâs always switching back and forth between Korean and English, but you somehow always know what she means :)
She always likes to have you with her when she travels. Sheâll even pay for your plane tickets just so you donât have to worry about money. But whenever sheâs visiting her family in America or going back to Korea for a project, she wants you to come along because she just canât stand to be away from you đ„č
Sheâll also return the favor by coming with you whenever you have to travel somewhere (as long as you want her to ofc, she would never force you to bring her along. but you usually want her to since youâre both so clingy LOL)
Speaking of traveling, you guys travel a LOT because her brother lives in the Philippines, her sister lives in Paris, and her father lives in America, and she works between America and Korea⊠you guys become professional flyers after a while
Walking Prince, Princess, Saeromie, and Minnie with her every day đ¶ You consider the four of them your own children
She can be a little high maintenance⊠she likes to be treated like a princess and spoiled đ But youâre good at âmaintainingâ her! You love to treat her the way that makes her happy :)
Sheâs very sensitive, especially when she feels neglected or defeated (sheâs a Leo after all LOL) so sometimes you just need to hold her and let her cry⊠sheâs a strong independent woman all day long but when she comes home she wants to be babied by you đ„°
I feel like her love language is definitely gift giving and words of affirmation. Sheâs always surprising you with little gifts she thinks youâd like, whether itâs a purse, necklace, cupcakes, or coffee! But sheâs also constantly affirming you and reassuring you that she loves you đ
Transversely, she loves it when you give her gifts too! You pretty much impulsively buy her anything pink and pretty that you see already, and whenever she tells you how much she loves you, you always reply by reaffirming your own love <3
She was so excited to introduce you to the SNSD members, she planned a whole little party with them in Korea where you were the guest of honor. They all loved you and you quickly became best friends, especially with Taeyeon since sheâs literally Fanyâs best friend :)
Youâre her biggest fan⊠you come to all her shoots and concerts, stream all her music, and watch all her acting roles
The most tender moment of your relationship was when she told you that she wished you could have met her mom, and that she wouldâve loved you⊠for once, you both ended up crying instead of just Tiffany đ„č
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Sheâs a pillow princess for sure
I mean sometimes she might get a little dominant during foreplay, but for actual sex, she usually ends up being on the bottom
Like I said before, she works hard all day so that she can come home and be treated like a princess by you đ
LOVES to be praised⊠if you open her legs and go âoh, sheâs pretty,â she will MELT
Tell her how sexy she is, how hot she sounds, how well sheâs taking you, call her a good girlâŠ
She loves to call you mommy or daddy depending on your preference
Likes to be spanked and choked and manhandled when sheâs been bratty, sheâs a big fan of rough sex (which happens more often than youâd think⊠she lives for teasing you during the day, sending you scandalous pictures and videos while youâre busy)
But she also likes being obedient sometimes, it just depends on her mood. She likes it when you make love to her slowly and passionately, calling her mommy/daddyâs good little girl đ
Likes to be talked through itâŠ
While she obviously loves being eaten out, she LOVES giving oral back to you. Sheâs super responsive and intuitive with it
she likes to make eye contact with you while she goes down on youâŠ
Warning: Mentions of killing, slight Wednesday season 2 spoilers
Summary: After joining Capriâs new Hyde support group, Tyler meets you, a female hyde.
This is my first Wednesday piece so I hope you enjoy!
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Tyler bit the inside of his lip as Capri led him through the long, dark underground bunker hallway. There were a few fluorescent yellow lights shining overhead, but they were spaced pretty far apart, casting shadows across the redheadâs side profile as they walked beside each other.
âSo how many people have you managed to bring here?â Tyler asked her in a low voice, trying not to sound too interested. âOr hydes, I should say.â
âFive, including you.â Capri confessed. âItâs a small amount, but itâs early days. Iâm hoping to get more, butâŠâ
âMost hydes live in secret.â Tyler answered for her, glancing to the side. Capri nodded halfheartedly.
âThree are middle aged adults.â the were-wolf moved on, âBut there is a girl around your age.â
Tyler raised an eyebrow. There was another young hyde in the area and he had never ran into her?
âWhere did you find her?â Tyler inquired, sounding a bit too curious for his own liking.
Capri smirked to herself, feeling satisfied that she had managed to pique the boyâs interest. âShe lives a few towns over from Jericho. Well, at least she did before they locked her up at Willow Hill.â
Tyler furrowed his brow. He never told anyone, but he had always felt a strange pull towards the other end of the hallway in his cell at Willow Hill. He was never quite able to place it, but he could sense an energy that felt familiar to him. He had always wondered who, or what it belonged to. When he escaped, he tried to find the source before fleeing the scene, only to find the cell torn apart. Whoever was there had managed to escape in the confusion before he could find them.
Upon further consideration, Tyler remembered a conversation heâd overheard while he was fading in and out of consciousness due to the drugs the guards had given him. He recalled one of them saying, âThis guy is just as bad as that beast across the hall. So strong, but so destructive.â
âItâs a real shame that the other one is so beautiful. Who would know that theyâre a monster?â the other guard had commented.
Tyler squinted his eyes at the memory and tried to ignore the growing anticipation in his chest. He couldnât help but feel excited to finally solve the mystery.
Capri finally opened the door to the meeting room, where six chairs sat. However, Tyler was disappointed to see that only three were filled, and none of the people in front of him was a young girl.
âHello everyone, Iâm so glad you could make it.â Capri beamed as she gleefully strode in. âItâs my pleasure to formally introduce Tyler Galpin to our group.â
âDude, do you know how much of a legend you are among hydes?â one of the members said as the three of them stood up to greet him. The one speaking to him was the only man of the group, while the other two were women, one blonde and one brunette.
âWhat, am I some sort of celebrity?â Tyler smirked.
âYou could say that.â The blonde woman smiled. âYour story is what inspired us to reply to Capriâs invite. Maybe if we can form a sense of community, we can control our violent urges.â
âWhere is Y/N?â Capri suddenly asked, turning towards the brunette woman.
âSheâll be here soon.â the woman responded. âShe wanted to take a walk through the forest alone. Something about clearing her head. That girl is a mystery.â She chuckled, shaking her head.
âY/N is the girl I was telling you about.â Capri explained, turning back to Tyler. âLoralei here is her aunt.â
Tyler nodded. Capri then motioned everyone towards the chairs and began introductions, the three adults sharing their stories with Tyler. He had to admit, it was comforting to know that other people were struggling with the same things he was. However he still wasnât fully convinced.
That was, until the door suddenly clicked open and his eyes sprung up involuntarily.
âSorry Iâm late everyone, I got distracted picking flowers.â you apologized as you walked into the room.
Tyler froze. It was like you had brought a warm breeze into the room with you, one he hadnât felt since he was a child. Your hair was tousled, your cheeks were pink from the wind, and your smile⊠god, your smile just melted his heart. For a moment, he thought you might have been just some random girl who wandered into the wrong room, because there was no way you could have been a hyde like him.
âY/N, Iâm so glad you came!â Capri said with a wide grin, getting up from her chair to give you a hug. You happily took her in your arms and embraced her. Tyler felt a tug at his heart strings. He hadnât realized it until later, but in that moment he longed to be the one you were holding.
âI picked this one for you, Isadora.â you smiled, holding out a pink lily. âIt reminds me of your bright personality.â
Capri greatfully took it from you, taking a moment to smell it. âItâs perfect, thank you Y/N.â
As you went around the circle giving flowers to your aunt and the other two adults, Tyler sat in disbelief. How kind of you find flowers that reminded you of each group member, just to make them feel special. His heart stopped when you walked toward him, holding a single daisy in your hand.
âYou must be Tyler. Iâve heard so much about you.â you smiled, trying not to seem too excited at his presence. âI donât know much about you yet, but I picked you this daisy because it symbolizes new beginnings.
Tyler couldnât help the smile that broke out onto his face as he stood up, taking his hood off and gently taking the flower from your hands. He twirled it around in his fingers, admiring it.
âThank you.â he let out in a small, touched voice. âYouâre too sweet.â
âThatâs what gets her into trouble.â Loralei teased from her chair.
You whipped your head around with a sarcastic grin. âThank you for that, auntie.â
Tyler didnât know the details of the remark, but he could clearly see how it could be true. You seemed like the type of person who always wanted to give to others before you gave to yourself. Maybe your hyde form got in the way of that, and thatâs why you were here.
You turned back to Tyler and gave him a warm smile. âDonât indulge her. Sheâll start thinking sheâs funny.â
Tyler actually let out an amused chuckle, which he hadnât done in months. Surprised at himself, he sat back down in his chair as Capri began the meeting.
She went over the basics of the support group. Nobody transformed outside of group activities, if you did, you were kicked out. If anyone felt that they were on the verge of transforming, they were to notify the group and place themselves in isolation. The group would ensure that they were kept away from the public until they were back under control. No one was to harm any civilians, if you did you would be kicked out. It was heavily advised not to be out after sunset. The men of the group were to be heavily monitored, as going without a master was especially strenuous on them. If they could, they should confide in one of the females of the group for support. Not as a master, but as a mentor.
At this topic, Tyler subconsciously glanced over at you, who was heavily focused on what Capri was saying. Your expression was so pleasant as you nodded along, fiddling with the ends of your hair. As he observed you, he realized what the guards at Willow Hill were saying. You were stunning, captivating⊠almost hypnotizing in your beauty. He couldnât even pinpoint exactly what it was that made you so beautiful. It was just you as a whole.
âTyler?â Capri suddenly asked, a sly smirk on her face. Tyler whipped his head over towards her at lightning speed, wanting no one else to realize how he had zoned out while admiring you. He raised on eyebrow, and Capri chuckled. âWhat do you hope to get out of this group?â
Tyler took a moment, then sighed. âHonestly, Iâm just sick of being used. I was used by my master, then I was used by my mother⊠I want to know what itâs like to be in control of my own life, to live by my own rules. And you know, not getting thrown in another insane asylum would be nice.â
Everyone laughed at his joke, including you. However you also smiled at the feeling of being understood. You felt the same way about being a hyde. Control was something you had always struggled with from a young age, and it only got worse as your hyde form got stronger. After the incident, you didnât know what to do. Until your aunt found Capri.
After the meeting came to an end, everyone just talked amongst themselves, idling about the room. Tyler stood against the wall, hands in his pockets. He flinched at the sudden feeling of a hand slipping into his.
âWanna get out of here?â you asked in a whisper at his side.
He couldnât hold back the instant goofy nod he gave you, kicking himself internally. But he hesitated, glancing over to the rest of the group. âAre we allowed?â
You laughed, squeezing his hand. âCapri isnât our master, remember? We can do as we please as long as we donât transform.â
Tyler grinned at the realization. No one could tell him what to do anymore. âYeah, letâs go.â
You gave him an excited grin, then pulled him out the door and into the hallway. As you ran hand in hand with him, tugging him along, Tyler felt like he was moving in slow motion. All he could see was your bright energy, your big, toothy smile, and your hair flying back behind you. He couldnât help the small, baffled laugh that came out of his mouth. For the first time in a long time, he felt what he thought was joy.
Finally, you burst open the heavy doors of the bunker and brought him out into the sunlight. As he looked around, it seemed like every color was brighter. Every smell was stronger. Every sound was louder.
âYou ready?â you asked, looking over your shoulder at him. The sun was shining against you, making you look even more beautiful. He couldnât resist you even if he wanted to.
âReady for what?â he asked, cocking his head to the side with a curious smile.
You took his hand in yours again, giving it another squeeze. âFor our future. This is the first day of our journey towards control.â
Tyler smiled at your optimism. âReady as Iâll ever be.â
âGood!â you quickly spat out, yanking him back along side you as you ran off into the woods. Tyler laughed exasperatedly, still in amazement that someone could make him feel so light.
You led him up to a hilltop shrouded in trees of autumn hues. You sat down, hugging your knees to your chest.
âThis is a fresh start for both of us.â you commented, looking out at the forest below. âThis town is right between Jericho and my home town.â
âI hope this isnât too invasiveâŠâ Tyler began, sitting down next to you, âBut I never got to hear your story, and Iâd like to. Especially since everyone already seems to know mine.â
âItâs not invasive.â you told him with a reassuring smile. âIâm an open book.â
âYeah, I kind of got that.â Tyler laughed.
You sighed as you began. âLong story short. My father was a hyde and my mother was his master. She pushed him too hard, and one day he snapped and killed her. Then he ran away and I never saw him again.â
Tyler winced, remembering how he had killed his own master, Thornhill. âIs that how you wound up with your aunt?â
You nodded. âAunt Loralei is my dadâs sister. Theyâre twins, but she was always the stronger one. She could control her hyde.â
âYeah, us males are kind of weak.â Tyler said defeatedly, glancing out at the trees below.
âYouâre not weak.â you told him, looking at him more seriously. âYou just got used. If your master didnât abuse you, then maybe-â
âYou wouldnât understand the things Iâve done.â Tyler suddenly snapped, glaring forward with a sharp gaze. He felt you shrink back down, wincing slightly. He instantly regretted his tone, hating that he made you feel small.
âIâm so sorry.â he told you, eyes overflowing with sincerity. âI didnât mean to snap like that.â
âItâs alright.â you told him, fiddling with your fingers. âI know I can be too much sometimes.â
âYou are not too much.â Tyler told you, grabbing your hand and squeezing it like you had already done to him several times. âYouâre just enough.â
You grinned sarcastically. âThatâs not what my ex-boyfriend thought. He cheated on me with my best friend, and I snapped and went full hyde, killing both of them.
Tyler smiled slightly. âOkay, I was wrong. Maybe you do understand some of the things Iâve done.â
You laughed, taking his other hand and shaking both of them scoldingly. âYou are going to have to get used to not being the only monster around here anymore.â
âIâll try my best.â Tyler told you, grinning. âThough Iâll probably never be an open book like you.â
âThatâs fine.â you replied. âI donât need to know everything. But donât ever say that nobody understands you. Because I know what itâs like when that monster takes over your body. I was at Willow Hill for a reason. After my mom died, Aunt Loralei tried to get me enrolled at Nevermore, but they refused me. Said I was a liability.â
Tyler shook his head. âThat school preaches acceptance, but they refuse to see us as anything but monsters.
âI mean, I get it. Weâve literally killed people. But maybe if we were taught how to control ourselves, we wouldnât.â
âIs that why you and your aunt are here?â Tyler asked.
âYep.â you nodded, laying back in the grass to look up at the clouds. âMaybe if we can show the world that our community keeps us in control, theyâll stop being afraid of us.â
He sighed, laying down next to you. âPeople fear what they canât understand.â
You glanced over at him, prompting him to lock eyes with you. âAnd thatâs why Iâm not scared of you.â
Tyler wanted to kiss you right then and there. He had spent so long feeling alone, and here you were giving him so much hope and a sense of belonging.
âYouâre truly amazing.â he told you with a sincere smile. âI get why your aunt says youâre too sweet for your own good.
You chuckled, rolling your eyes playfully. âShe only says that because I turned myself in after I killed them. She didnât agree with it.â
âI mean, I donât either. I think your ex and your friend got was coming to them. You deserve so much better than that. Iâd kill them myself if I could.â he expressed with passion. He couldnât deny that thinking of other people hurting you made his blood boil.
You pouted your lip out, placing a hand on your heart. âAwh, thatâs really sweet Tyler, but unfortunately weâre not going to be killing people anymore.â
âThatâs another thing Iâm going to have to get used to.â He laughed, and you joined him.
âDid you know I was at Willow Hill with you?â you asked, turning on your side to face him.
He mirrored you, turning towards you as well. âI didnât know who you were, but I knew you were a hyde. I could feel it. And, I heard from the guards that you were strong.â He adjusted his shoulder, resting his head on top of his hands with a cheeky grin. âBut nothing could have prepared me for your beauty.â
You felt your face getting red, then covered it with your hands with a small squeal. He laughed at your actions, his nose scrunching up a bit.
After you calmed down, you went back to laying on your back, glancing over at him. âI could feel you too. Only I knew who you were. Everyone was talking about you.â
âYeah, my storyâs pretty bad.â he chuckled, a slight pain in his eyes that only you could have noticed.
Your smile dropped, then you reached forward and placed a hand on his cheek. He looked at you breathlessly. âTyler⊠I want you to know that it wasnât your fault.â
With that, something broke inside of him.
âThank you.â he told you with a gulp, closing his eyes as he relished your touch. He placed his hand over yours. âI know we only just met, but⊠youâre the first person Iâve felt like I can be my true self with.â
âIâm honored.â you replied with a smile. âI could say the same about you.â
You gazed into each otherâs eyes for a moment. Tyler reached forward and tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. You didnât even realize you were subconsciously leaning forward until your faces were mere centimeters apart. Tyler seemed to lurch forward to close the gap between you, but you were both interrupted by the sound of a woman yelling.
âY/N, Tyler, itâs close to sundown! We have to get to our rooms!â
You squinted your eyes shut and sighed. âComing Aunt Loralei!â you yelled back. You looked up at Tyler. âIâm so sorry.â
âItâs alright, Iâm used to getting interrupted.â he chuckled, sitting up. Once he was standing, he gave you his hands and helped you up. âBesides, there will be other times.â
âDoes that mean youâre sticking around?â you asked excitedly, gripping into his hands.
âI think I have more than enough to stick around for now.â he grinned, kissing the back of your hands. You lunged forward and wrapped him up in a big hug, taking him by surprise. However, he soon relaxed into it, squinting his eyes shut and gripping onto you tight. It had been so long since heâd been hugged without some form of manipulation attached to it. He forgot how good it felt. He never wanted to leave your arms.
âOkay, we should really go before my aunt has a cow.â you told him, leaning up to look at him.
He laughed, nodding and letting you lead him back to the bunker. Perhaps this wouldnât be so bad after all.
hey haven't seen you in a while. just wanna check in, hope you're doing well.
thank you so much for checking in with me, it makes me very hopeful for the world that there are good people like you⊠it also reminds me that no matter what iâm never alone! â€ïž iâve been doing okay, just a lot of changes in the past year so i havenât been very active! i kind of went more into detail on the ask i posted before this one, but to sum it up i just havenât had any time/ inspiration to write. i still think ab this blog all the time and hope all of you are doing well too :)
Nanaa! It's grape anon, how are youu! :3 I'm just checking up on things, if you don't mind.. how's ur day today? :]
ah hello! thank you so much for still thinking of me :3 iâve been doing okay⊠i know i sound like a broken record but my life has just been so incredibly hectic. in the past year iâve moved out of my momâs house, gotten my drivers license, ended a three year relationship, gotten into a new relationship, and started a full time job! unfortunately itâs just hard to make time for writing anymore so thatâs why i havenât been very active for the past couple of months. i never stop thinking about you guys tho! iâll always be thankful for the following that i have and the positive support iâve received đ„°
i hope youâve been doing well too, it makes my heart happy that there are still good people like you in the world who check on people they havenât heard from â€ïž
Trent Lane Boyfriend Headcanons! (SFW + NSFW under the cut)
(i just finished daria and have major Trent brain rot⊠but thereâs like no content for him so i guess i have to write it myself :p)
SFW:
He writes songs about you all the time (they donât always make sense but you still appreciate them)
Probably shows his love through physical touch or acts of service because heâs too broke to buy you gifts or take you anywhere nice đ
He always has an arm around your shoulder, a hand on your waist, or is at least linking pinkies with you. If youâre next to him, heâs touching you in some way
And if you ever need help with chores or a project, he offers to do it for you or help you finish it (which is saying a lot because heâs usually lazy af)
Always gives you his jacket when itâs cold without you even having to ask him :)
Loves to lay his head on your chest and fall asleep after late night gigs⊠you struggle to roll him off of you in the morning because he sleeps like a log đ
Calls you his âmuseâ occasionally
But he mostly calls you a cuter version of your name (like how he calls Jane âJaney,â) or just a simple âBabeâ or âHonâ
Most of your dates are at the bars Mystik Spiral is playing at
Youâll hang out there for a while and get pizza afterwards, then probably smoke đ in the tank
He asks your opinion on song lyrics, and youâll help him brainstorm rhymes
The man is nocturnal so you have a ton of late night phone calls
Youâre basically his sugar mama because again, heâs broke and unemployed
You have to reassure him that it doesnât bother you all the time, in fact heâs *almost* considered getting a job just for you because he loves you that much đ
(you can call him a deadbeat all you want. i would have no problem supporting my sweet baby girl đ€)
He also gets insecure sometimes that youâll leave him for someone more educated or successful⊠youâll have to explain to him that you donât care about that stuff and that you love him regardless of it
His idea of a perfect day is just laying in bed with you all day long⊠heâs big on cuddles, either laying his head on your chest or nuzzling up into your neck :)
Although he also enjoys spooning you, or having you lay on his chest while he runs his fingers through your hair (Heâs the best cuddler ever, try to change my mind)
Also loves going to the music store with you, and any other shops you enjoy going to
If you like piercings, youâll go on piercing dates together :)
If youâre nervous, heâll hold your hand and talk you through it đ
Keeping him company while he gets his tattoos
He likes to see what you buy for yourself so he can save up his money to buy you something nice for your birthday or anniversary đ„ș
LOVES when you sleep in his t shirts â€ïž He thinks you look so hot
He doesnât strike me as someone who has a specific type, he just likes whoever he gives with. You could be alternative like him or have the total opposite aesthetic, he just likes you for who you are đ„°
Desperately trying to get him to take care of himself by getting a better sleep schedule and maybe eating a piece of fruit every now and again đ
Watching Sick Sad World with Jane and Daria
The two of them look up to you because youâre one of the few people they think are cool, they mostly ask you for advice on relationships, school, and resolving their disputes
Jane asking you to help her dye her hair after Daria ruined it đ
You always encourage her and compliment her paintings, she sees you as a really cool older sister (except not actually because all of her relatives besides Trent are insane)
You try to help them out around the house with cooking and cleaning and buying groceries since their parents are never home
The other guys in the band tease him so hard because he talks about you constantly and always gets so happy when you call :)
Jesse was actually the one who set you guys up, and it makes him so happy to see you together
He keeps a picture of you on the dashboard of the tank just to make him smile whenever he sees it đ
NSFW: (18+/ MDNI)
Lazy morning sex (even though itâs at like 4 pm) because itâs the best way to wake him up ;)
Having sex in the tank right before a show because heâs convinced he plays better after he fucks you
Heâs a switch for sure, mostly because he doesnât always have the energy to be on top
Really likes long make out sessions where youâre straddling his lap and he can run his hands all along your body
Looooves watching you ride him
But he also enjoys pinning you down and dominating you đ
The cold metal of his rings against your skin drives you wild, especially when heâs fingering you
Will give you hickeys in the most obvious places because he thinks they look hot
Conversely, he loves it when you leave scratches down his back like youâre marking him as your territory
Listen, this man knows how to EAT đ€ (youâre probably the most nutritious thing he eats tbh)
He loves overstimulating you by making you cum on his tongue and then fucking you immediately after
But he also loves it when you return the favor⊠he canât think of any better sight than you on your knees going down on him đ
He knows that his voice turns you on and uses it against you to turn you on in public (which leads to the two of you running out to the tank for a quickie)
Heâs really good at talking you through it đ«
Not super loud during sex, but he does grunt and swear a lot
And when he gets close to finishing he starts letting out some airy moans, mostly saying your name over and over
Heâs not *super* freaky but he certainly knows how to show you a good time ;)
I loved part 2 of skz as tattoo artists!! đ„° I loved them all but I have to say I liked how you wrote Hanâs part 2 the best!! I saw you wrote that we can request a more detailed scenario with one member, can I pleaseee request Hyunjin? âĄâĄ
ah iâm so glad you liked them! i truly did want to do them all justice bc i love this au so much đ i really like Hanâs too! although changbinâs is probably my favorite bc heâs my bias đ
iâd be happy to write you a full scenario with hyunjin, iâll add it to the to do list :) thanks so much for supporting my blog! đ„°
Skz Tattoo Artist AU Imagines! Part Two (fem!reader)
đ (NSFW/ 18+/ MDNI) đ
Part One - SFW
TW: hooking up with professional artists (donât be delusional irl guys lol) p in v sex with protection not specified (LK, CB, SM, IN) oral sex (H) fingering (HJ, F) masturbation play (F) nipple play/sucking (BC) girl on top (LK) doggy style (CB, SM) missionary/ mating press (IN) spanking (LK) choking (HJ) hair pulling (H) marking up (H) voice kink (F) studio sex (SM) sex in a relationship (IN) scratching (IN) praise, groping, dirty talk, pet names, making out, cursing
ngl these are kinda short, i didnât really feel like writing full out scenarios for all eight members đ if youâd like to request a more detailed scenario for ONE member each, iâd be willing to accept it in the ask box :)
Bangchan:
He had somehow managed to muster up the courage to ask you out a few weeks after giving you your tattoo, thanks to your mutual friend Hanâs encouragement. He decided that he wouldnât have been able to handle seeing you with some other guy while his art was on your chest.
Speaking of which, your tattoo was fully healed by the time you went out, so you decided to show it off with a low cut top. Chan couldnât take his eyes off of it the entire time you were out at the bar, and you decided to tease him about it once you had agreed to go back to his apartment with him.
âAre you a fan of the top?â you asked, cheekily judging him as he sat down next to you on the couch.
He chuckled, pushing his hair back and looking away in embarrassment. âIâm sorry, I promise Iâm not looking at your cleavage. Itâs just⊠God, you are really rocking that tattoo.â
âWell, you have yourself to thank. You did a kickass job.â you grinned as you complimented him.
âYou were the inspiration.â he suddenly blurted out. His cheeks heated up at his sudden confession.
Your lips parted as you cocked your head in question. âReally?â
He sighed, laughing at himself before explaining. âI meant, I designed it specifically for you. I thought about how it would look on you the entire time I was drawing it, so it was literally made for you. Youâre the muse, so to speak.â
You blinked a few times, staring at him blankly. Without a momentâs hesitation, you leaned forward and crashed your lips against his. He quickly melted into the kiss, as if he had been preparing himself for it all night and was just waiting for the chance to fall into it. Your hands flew up to grip his shoulders, while his moved to cup your jaw. His brow furrowed as he leaned deeper into the kiss, leaning you back onto the couch. He moved to straddle your lap, biting your lip slightly as he pulled away.
Panting wildly, he studied your features affectionately, as if he was taking in a great work of art. Finally, his eyes trailed down to your chest. He sighed airily, pouting his lips open as he looked at the rose he had etched into your skin so carefully.
âFuck, youâre absolutely gorgeous, Y/NâŠâ he told you, his big brown eyes sparkling as he looked back into yours. He slowly brought a hand to your chest, hovering it over your breast. âCan I?â
You nodded, granting him permission to grope you. He bit his lip as he did so, watching the rose morph along his fingers and the plush of your breast. âI havenât been able to contain myself watching you walk around with my art on you, that I put there myselfâŠâ
Without thinking, he began lifting your shirt to expose your whole chest to him, placing delicate kisses all over your bare skin. He licked your nipple a few times, then latched onto it, sucking lightly as he groped your other breast. You bucked your hips forward in arousal, bringing a hand up to his hair to grip onto it. Never before had a man made you so desperate just by sucking your titties.
Sensing he had been sucking for a while, he released your nipple from his mouth and looked back up at you with a sheepish grin. âSorry, I just⊠couldnât help myself. They looked so good.â
You responded by placing your hand at the back of his neck and pulling him back down to kiss him again, rougher and more passionately than before. Your tongue slipped into his mouth, fighting with his for dominance as he continued groping your tits.
âChanâŠâ you suddenly whined, pulling away from him by only a few centimeters, lips still ghosting over his.
âYeah?â he enquired, trailing loving kisses down your neck that made you squint from the dopamine.
âI want⊠toâŠâ you tried to get him to finish your sentence, tossing your head back to grant him more access to your neck.
âWhat do you want, baby?â he questioned cheekily, nibbling on your earlobe. âTell me, I want to hear it.â
âChan, please donât tease meâŠâ you sighed in protest.
âOh baby, you donât know how long Iâve waited for this.â he informed you, giggling over your frustration.. âIt wouldnât be fun if I didnât get to give you a taste of what my longing was like.â
You chuckled in disbelief at his audacity, squinting your eyes shut and exhaling. âOkay, fine⊠I want you to fuck me, Chan.â
He grinned into your neck, laughing so delicately that you could barely feel his breath fanning against your skin. âOkay, my rose. Itâd be my pleasure.â
Lee Know:
You squealed as he slapped your ass with his tattooed hand again, smirking up at you. He looked so fine underneath you, the red LED lights in your room glistening off his sweaty, inked up neck and piercings.
âOh come on, I know you can take it, tough girl.â he teased you, bucking his hips up into you.
You yelped as the sudden force jolted you forward, gripping onto the pillows beneath you as your hair fell in front of your face. You never imagined he would be such a wild ride.
âAwh, you can do it, sweetheart⊠you took that tattoo so well, Iâm sure you can handle my cock too.â he cooed, pushing your hair back for you. The softness of his touch contrasted greatly with how roughly he was fucking himself up into you.
âMinhoâŠâ you whined, leaning into his hand as he rested it against your cheek. âIâm gonnaâŠâ
âYeah? You gonna cum for me?â he asked, biting his pierced lip. He suddenly gripped onto your hips and began guiding you up and down along his cock, mercilessly pounding into you.
âMinho!â you cried out, knuckles turning white at how hard you were gripping onto the pillows.
âI want you to cum for me, sweetheartâŠâ he demanded, his face suddenly taking on a serious expression. âAnd I want you to scream. Can you do that for me?â
âYes, Minho, yes!â you did as he asked, allowing the final string within you to snap. You were crying out his name, slurring the syllables together as your mind became clouded with pleasure.
âYeah baby, ride it outâŠâ he encouraged you, his hips stuttering as he was nearing his own release. âAtta girl, keep going⊠donât stopâŠâ
He grunted loudly, then messily thrusted up harshly inside of you, your already sensitive walls clenching around him for dear life. He began calling out for you just as you had done for him, his fingernails digging into your hips and leaving little red crescent moons in your skin.
Once you had both finished in unison, you collapsed against him, forgetting how sensitive the skin along your collarbone was. You hissed at the sudden contact, wincing in pain.
âOh sweetheart, are you okay?â he asked, brushing some of your hair behind your ear. His eyes were sparkling with so much concern, you almost forgot how hard he had just demolished you.
âOh, Iâm just wonderful, Minho.â
Changbin:
When you went to your tattoo appointment this morning, you never imagined youâd be ending the night in your tatoo artistsâ bedroom, straddling his lap as he made out with you and ran his large, inked hands all over your body. But come on, how were you supposed to resist the man, with his fluffy black waves, glasses, bulging arm muscles decked out in tattoos, chain, and tight black tshirt?
âCan I take this off?â he suddenly asked, pulling away momentarily. He was gripping onto the hem of your shirt, tugging at it slightly.
You nodded frantically, desperately wanting to have his lips back on yours. He whipped your shirt off over your head, glad that you hadnât put your bra back on yet. He glanced up at the mirror facing opposite the bed, gasping slightly as he took in the wings on your back.
âGod, youâre breathtakingâŠâ he sighed, running his hands along them.
Growing impatient at his distraction, you began kissing his neck, licking and nipping at his skin. You inhaled as you placed your lips to his ear. âChangbin⊠I want you.â
He chuckled, roughly pulling you back by the hair to face him. âI want you too, angelâŠ. but I also want to keep looking at those pretty little wings. Why donât you get on your hands and knees so I can multitask?â
You smirked and nodded your head obediently, moving off of his lap to remove your shorts and panties. You then assumed the position heâd requested, arching your back as you leaned forward on your elbows.
He bit his lip at the sight of you bent over before him, patiently waiting for him to fuck you like a good little girl. He ripped his shirt off over his head, then unbuckled his belt and slid his jeans down his legs, discarding everything into a pile on the floor. He pumped his dick in his hand a few times, then got onto his knees behind you, lining himself up with your pussy.
âYou ready to fly, angel?â he inquired, looking over your shoulder at you.
âYes, please, ChangbinâŠâ you whined needily.
He smirked, then entered you inch by inch, gently thrusting forward as you adjusted to his length. You both groaned at the feeling of your pussy clamping around his dick.
âShit, honey, youâre so tightâŠâ he grunted, eyes rolling back in his head. Once he was completely inside of you, he brought a hand up to your hair, anchoring you in place as he took in the designs he had placed on your back. He smiled at them with pride, picking up the pace of his thrusts and gripping tightly onto your hip with his other hand. He was going to make sure you never regretted coming to him to earn your wings.
Hyunjin:
âYeah? You like that?â Hyunjin sniggered into your ear, biting your earlobe teasingly as his fingers worked magic on your core. It had been a full week since you got your tattoo, but he still insisted that your skin was much too delicate for sex. However, being the giving man he was. he still wanted to please you after your first date, so here you were laid out on top of him, back pressed to his chest while he rubbed circles over your clit with his dominant, tatted arm.
âHyunjin⊠IâŠâ you breathed airily, not being able to process any other words. You were intoxicated by his touch, it was almost otherworldly how intuitive he was. You didnât know a man could be so good at fingering, as most didnât even know where the clit was.
He said nothing, and instead brought his left hand, which had previously been groping your breast, up to your throat to clamp down on it.
âLook at you, such a mess over just my fingersâŠâ he taunted with an affectionate pout, flattening three fingers against your slit to rub quick, rhythmic circles and tease you even further. âAm I really making you feel that good?â
Hyunjin was desperate for your praise, you knew this from the very moment you told him the design he drove into your hip was perfect. You didnât know why, but it was like a drug to him.
âOh yes, Hyunjin⊠youâre so good with your fingers, I feel so damn good!â you cried out, allowing your head to fall back against his shoulder.
He grinned in accomplishment, going back to your pussy with renewed vigor. He inserted two fingers into your needy hole, then rotated his thumb up to stimulate your clit.
âFuck, Hyunjin!â you squealed, bucking your hips forward to gain more friction off of his fingers.
âOh, is that too much baby?â he teased, tightening his grip on your throat. âCome on, donât you trust me?â
You were immediately reminded of how comfortable he made you feel in his tattoo studio, and how caring he was throughout the entire process. He truly was a remarkable man.
âYes, I do⊠I trust you completely.â you told him, allowing yourself to succumb to the pleasure. It wasnât long before you were finishing in his hand, slamming your hips up into it as you cried out strings of praise for him.
Smirking in triumph, he slid his fingers out of your cunt and placed them in his mouth, relishing the flavor of you.
âMy god, you taste heavenly, Y/NâŠâ he sighed, placing a soft kiss to your temple.
You smiled to yourself, and once you had caught your breath, you sat up and turned around to face him. You sunk down to where your head was hovering over his crotch, then began unbuttoning his jeans.
âNow itâs your turn.â you grinned up at him through seductive, siren eyes. You might just be his weakness, he thought to himself, but then all he could concentrate on was your mouth wrapping around his cock. God, you were going to be the death of him.
Han:
After a lengthy competition over who could flirt with the other the hardest, you found yourself sprawled out on Hanâs bed as he left hickies all down your neck. It was quite comical that just this morning, you hadnât even known what he looked like. He was just this mysterious local celebrity⊠and when he invited you back to his place after getting a couple drinks at a local bar, you couldnât possibly say no.
âHan, pleaseâŠâ you sighed in desperation, tugging at his dark locks.
He sat up to look you in the eye, smirking in satisfaction at how easily he could work you up. âWhat is it, babe? After youâve been such a little temptress all night, do you find yourself wanting more than just teasing?â
You rolled your eyes at his calling you out, yanking his hair out of annoyance. He whimpered involuntarily, making you raise an eyebrow.
âYeah? Did you like that, pretty boy?â you inquired, the corners of your lips curling up in a sly grin.
âShit, donât call me that⊠I might lose all my self controlâŠâ he exhaled, pressing his forehead against yours as he kissed your lips. Just as the kiss was growing heated, he pulled away and looked at you with a slightly serious expression. âListen, beautiful, it pains me to say this, but I donât want to fuck you while that tattoo is still fresh. The friction would hurt you, and I donât want to mess up the ink.â
You pouted, then nodded in agreement with him. âYeah, youâre probably right. Maybe you shouldnât have flirted with me so hard.â you smirked, pulling his hair once again.
He muttered another whimper, squinting his eyes shut at the sensation and then laughing at himself. âYou know, there are other ways I could pleasure you, babeâŠâ
You tried to contain the smile that was spreading on your face at his insinuation, and instead shrugged at him challengingly. âWell then, why donât you show me what youâve got, Han Jisung?â
He bit his pierced lip in a coy grin, then stood up in front of you. He suddenly grabbed your ankles and pulled you forward so that your legs were hanging off the bed. You squeaked a bit in surprise, but otherwise looked up at him with a curious gaze. He then got down on his knees and reached up under your skirt to take off your panties, tossing them over his shoulder before placing your legs atop his shoulders. Before you could even register what he was doing, he dove headfirst into your pussy, his tongue licking flat stripes up your slit to wipe up your already abundant juices.
âHoly shit, Han!â you cried out, throwing your head back in ecstasy. Your hands instinctively went back into his hair, gripping onto it for stability. He impulsively moaned into your folds, sending vibrations straight to the area you needed him most.
Finally, he flicked his tongue up to your clit, giving it little kitten licks with the tip of his tongue at first but progressing to a rhythmic circling with more pressure as you adjusted to the feeling. He had the perfect intuition for pacing, you almost wondered how he worked with his hands when he was so gifted with his tongue.
You couldnât wait to return the favor to him and make him utter more of those gorgeous little whimpers. He really was a pretty boy, and he deserved to feel good too. He was going to have to thank Bangchan for setting the two of you up.
Felix:
âLook at me, love.â Felixâs deep voice resonated with you from across the room. He was sat in a chair while you were propped up on his bed, legs spread apart with your now healed tattooed hand playing with your pussy.
You snapped your head up, gazing into his eyes with a drunken haze. About two weeks after your tattoo session, Felix had reached out to you and asked you out. You of course agreed, and you had been seeing each other for a few weeks now. Tonight however, things had gotten significantly more heated between the two of you.
He found himself wanting to toy with you a bit. He couldnât help himself when it came to that adorable, innocent expression on your cute little face whenever you got lost in his words, or the way your sparkly doe eyes would blink up at him as you blushed at how flustered he made you. You wanted him to fuck you so bad, but he insisted on watching you play with your pussy first.
âDonât take your eyes off of me.â he instructed, propping his elbows on his thighs as he leaned forward in his chair.
You did as he asked, simply wanting to get to the point where he would fuck you. His voice had you in a trance as you locked your eyes onto him, beginning to circle your clit with slow, even strokes of the pads of your fingers.
âYouâre so pretty like this, you know that, love?â he inquired, cocking his head to the side with a smirk. His eyes glanced down to your pussy, licking his lips in desire. When he glanced back up and saw that your eyes were still on him, he grinned proudly. âYouâre such a good listener too. What a good girl.â
With his low, rumbling voice as your guide, you began to feel your release building up. Your lips parted and your breathing began quickening. You wanted to save your orgasm for his cock, but you wouldnât dare disobey him.
He sensed your hesitation by the way you were bucking your hips forward and decided to intervene. He stood up from his chair and walked over to you quickly, holding your wrist delicately in his hand.
âThatâs enough for now, love.â he smiled softly down at you, brushing some of your hair back with his other hand. âIâll fuck you now. Youâve earned it, sweet girl.â
He removed his clothes and tossed them into a heep on the floor, noticing how your face lit up as you took in his naked form. This obviously pleased him even further, as he soon revealed a huge, hard erection.
He then pushed you back down onto the bed, crawling overtop of you. He laced his fingers with yours, holding your hand gently against the mattress.
âI told you the hands were sensitive. You can feel every touch.â he grinned, blonde hair flopping over his freckled face. You still couldnât believe how gorgeous he was. âAre you ready for me, love?â
You placed your freehand on his inked up shoulder, donning the same intimate position you shared when he did your tattoo. âIâm ready for you, Felix.â
Seungmin:
âI told you, baby, no oneâs here. You can be as loud as you want.â Seungmin grunted into your ear with a smirk.
You had previously been biting your lip to avoid moaning, but as he reminded you of the fact that you were alone, you gave in and began crying out.
âYeah, thatâs it. You sound divine.â
After Seungmin had finished your tattoo, you loved it so much that you couldnât help but hug him. However, as you did so, you felt his rock hard erection through his sweats. Flattered, you asked him if there was anything you could do to repay him. One thing led to another, and now here you were, bent over his desk as fucked you from behind.
The large wall mirror was to your side, and as Seungmin glanced over at your reflection, he took in your tattooed ribcage.
âMan, you are rocking the fuck out of that tattoo.â he chuckled admiringly, rubbing his hands along your tender flesh. You winced, but were quickly distracted by his grip on your hips tightening as he pounded into you even harder.
âLook at yourself, you naughty thing, taking my cock so wellâŠâ he praised, gesturing with his head towards the mirror. You did as he asked, gasping at the erotic sight before you. He smirked at how well you listened to him. âSo obedient, youâre such a good girl, you know that?â
He glanced down at your tits swinging back and forth, and how the plush of your ass pressed up against his hips with every thrust. God, you were a vision.
âBaby⊠wanna cum in you, is that okay?â he asked for permission, glancing at your face over your shoulder.
You nodded frantically, feeling your own release slowly approaching. âDo it, Seungmin. I want you to fill me up.â
His hips stuttered clumsily a few times, and then he cried out in pleasure, emptying his load inside of you. At the overwhelming full feeling, the cord inside of you snapped, and you began screaming his name through your own orgasm.
Panting wildly, he pressed his forehead to your shoulder. He chuckled to himself, then kissed your cheek. âYou did so good, baby. Now, how about you let me take you home for some premium aftercare?â
I.N:
Jeongin was absolutely captivated by you. You had been going out for a month now, and youâd recently made things official. He thought everything about you was so interesting, finding himself transfixed on everything you had to say. He was absolutely smitten for you.
Tonight, your usual make out and groping session went to the next level as you felt him growing hard against your leg.
âJeongin?â you asked, pulling away from him momentarily.
âYes, darling?â he replied. He pressed his forehead to yours, intertwining his fingers with yours as he patiently waited to hear what you had to say.
âI just wanted you to know thatâŠâ you mumbled, mustering up your courage. You took a deep breath, then looked him in the eye. âIâm ready to take the next step if you are.â
He smiled, beginning to pepper kisses all over your face. âI am too, darling⊠Iâm actually ready right now, if you canât already tell.â he chuckled between kisses, pressing his hips further into yours to emphasize his erection.
You laughed along with him, then looked up at him with glimmering desire. âWill you please fuck me, Jeongin?â
It was as if you had just shoved a needle of adrenaline straight into his veins. âWell damn, how can I deny my good girl when she asked so nicely?â
After a bit of fumbling around, you were both nude before one another, and he positioned the tip of his dick at your entrance. âYou ready, darling?â
You nodded, gripping onto his shoulders. âIâve never been more ready, baby.â
He moaned airily as he entered you, already overcome with pleasure at the first inch. âDamnit, Y/N⊠you feel so good.â He then began thrusting forward until he bottomed out, eyes rolling back in his head at the feeling of your pussy clenching around his entire length.
âOh my god, JeonginâŠâ you whimpered as he began rolling his hips into yours, setting a steady pace. It felt like his cock was made for your pussy, fitting so snugly inside of you and hitting all the right spots.
âDo you want more?â he asked, panting slightly.
You furrowed your brow in confusion, then gasped as he reached down to grab your ankles, throwing your legs up over his shoulders with his heavily tattooed arms. He kneeled overtop of you, dipping his cock down into your needy cunt.
âFuck, Jeongin, this angle!â you cried out, hands flying up to sink your nails into the skin of his back.
He winced at the mix of pain and pleasure, picking up the tempo at the sensation. âYeah, does that feel good, darling?â
You nodded feverishly, too overcome with ecstasy to describe it to him. âYes, baby⊠I donât think Iâll last much longerâŠâ You dragged your nails down his back, scratching him up nice and good as if marking your territory.
âMe neither⊠wanna do it together?â he huffed with a suggestive smirk.
Your lips parted at the desire-inducing thought. âOh JeonginâŠâ
Your hips began thrusting up to feel more of him, and he began pumping himself in and out of you over and over, gripping onto your calves to hold you down in place. You both hit your releases at the same time, just as he had predicted, crying out for each other and gripping onto one another for dear life.
He slipped out of you and grabbed a towel to clean the both of you off, then laid down next to you in a spooning position. He laughed to himself as he wrapped his arms around you, placing a delicate kiss to each butterfly behind your ear. âGod, how did I get so luckyâŠâ
Hi, lovely! I hope that you're doing well! I was just wonder if you would accept request for Jackson Wang?
hi there anon! iâm doing quite well, i hope you are too!
unfortunately i donât take requests for jackson wang, but if you look at the guidelines on my pinned post, you can find a complete list of all the artists i write for!
ah yes iâm so glad you liked it! i really wasnât expecting these to blow up at all đ iâm currently working on the part two and itâs gonna be a smut piece so if youâre 18+ stay tuned for that ;)