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I'm 25,you fite me?

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I am exhausted and i dont like anything, more like im incapable of liking or caring for anyone anymore. People are horrible

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I wish when ones a failure, they would stop having feelings or emotions at all. Because the voices in my head are so strong i can barely hear myself and i can barely see forward

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its so easy to boss everyone around when you’re nothing but a failure

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if you are broke and unsuccessful, not only friends or randoms, even families treat you nothing more than a burden.

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sometimes i think about how literally to everyone in this world only one thing matters in the end, how rich the person is.

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I was asked not to talk. I can only talk bad so best if i dont anyway

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successfully made my life hell.

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sometimes i just want to end it all, that sometimes is now everyday

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i truly am so done sometimes my vision zones out and i don’t even wanna zone baxk or do anything antmoee l i wanna do is go somehwere and not look back and just disappear

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will anyone ever now just pn tje edge i sm

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oh man i wish my depressive thoughts only hit me at midnight and not at 11 in the afternoon as well

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lol the realization hurts that i know for a fact i barely effect anyone’s life and am only a burden with nothing to give to anyone

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I truly hope to die first

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everynight i go to sleep and hope i don’t get to get tomorrow

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they think im not yelled at or scolded enough, lol. No ones screaming and yelling and scolding me more than myself and no one hates me more than i hate myself.

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I cross my fingers and hope to never wake up

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i hope they know i’m not joking when i say i will never get married. In one word, all men scare me to death.