kpop and random

I'm 25,you fite me?

[nancity00]

i truly am so done sometimes my vision zones out and i don’t even wanna zone baxk or do anything antmoee l i wanna do is go somehwere and not look back and just disappear

[nancity00]

will anyone ever now just pn tje edge i sm

[nancity00]

oh man i wish my depressive thoughts only hit me at midnight and not at 11 in the afternoon as well

[nancity00]

lol the realization hurts that i know for a fact i barely effect anyone’s life and am only a burden with nothing to give to anyone

[nancity00]

I truly hope to die first

[nancity00]

everynight i go to sleep and hope i don’t get to get tomorrow

[nancity00]

they think im not yelled at or scolded enough, lol. No ones screaming and yelling and scolding me more than myself and no one hates me more than i hate myself.

[nancity00]

I cross my fingers and hope to never wake up

[nancity00]

i hope they know i’m not joking when i say i will never get married. In one word, all men scare me to death.

[nancity00]

in my house there won’t be any screaming men. there won’t be any men.

[nancity00]

Lol the only person who would miss me, is me.

[nancity00]

i just don’t like anything anymore. I can’t seem to ever make anyone happy. And i am so so tired of trying and trying.

[nancity00]

one day i will lose it all. one day i will leave it all. i am on the edge of ending it all. without any guilt.

[nancity00]

i am just so so tired. i am horribly miserably tired.

[nancity00]

I don't see a point in living.

[nancity00]

Is it too much to ask to come home after 12hrs and not be greeted with "oh..you"

[nancity00]

Not that anyone cares, or will care, but I dream of a future I doubt I'll ever see. I don't do anything to achieve it, I only dream.