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Herrscher of Narcissism 𓆌

[narcissusfountain]

I am a MINOR . and a sweet angel 𑣲

੭ . ̟ I don’t post very often on this blog, as it’s a side ramble blog to my main blog. Most posts on here will probably have uncomfortable topics, apologies, I’m a teen girl with multiple personality disorders I dunno what you expect from me. (⁎⁍̴̛ ₃ ⁍̴̛⁎)!! I promise I’m a sweet person even if I post about ripping my own skin off, if you want to talk my asks are always open.

None of my posts about familial yans are romantic.

Directory ⋆. ˚ ꩜ ｡

# 𝓥ictim of the system Posting about wanting a fatherly kidnapper because when am I not

# 𝓦aters of march Vent-ish posts, you can block this tag if you wish

# 𝓓affodils and daisies Daily complaints/girlblog posts

# 𝓖old My favs :)

I don’t have a DNI but I do block freely. Expect me to block you if you’re radqueer, endo-safe, or bigoted at all. ꗃ

[narcissusfountain]

I feel so stupid getting happy when he interacts with my blog. To think I influence him in any way at all makes me miserable

[mewwon]

no literally when you can’t even blog about it

[thepinkernet]

angelic pretty store in osaka, japan (2012)

[narcissusfountain]

I keep fantasizing about him stalking my other tumblr posts and accounts because he’s rather active with liking my main posts. Stupid. It’s stupid. This is a grown man and he has a stupid mutual who desperately wants fatherly affection from him like some sort of weirdo.

[narcissusfountain]

Oh okay I’m hallucinating bees again #tearsinmyeyes

[narcissusfountain]

Every single day I’m terribly reminded of the fact I passively ideate about this stuff. Here I am sitting in my room again hugging my pillow and wishing it were an older man (platonically.) and I sat up feeling gross again. It’s not like it’s anything inherently bad or wrong, it’s just gotten to the point where it’s all. I think about.

[narcissusfountain]

Mom asked me to download life 360 what if I BLAST MY HEAD OFF

[narcissusfountain]

one of my mutuals on my other blog is an older man and he sent me a badge the other day (like the tumblr ones) and I stayed up for 2 hours just wondering why. And then I started ideating about platonic yandere shit big surprise and I forced myself to go to bed

[narcissusfountain]

Just found out he’s a father, might as well kill myself because this stupid attachment is inevitable

[jfashion-magazines]

Angelic Pretty

March 2013

[narcissusfountain]

My meds make it nearly impossible for me to wear anything other than a t-shirt when out and it’s so bad. I overheat absurdly quickly and I’m overstimulated and I got 3 hours of sleep. I just want to go home and take a cold shower.

[narcissusfountain]

one of my mutuals on my other blog is an older man and he sent me a badge the other day (like the tumblr ones) and I stayed up for 2 hours just wondering why. And then I started ideating about platonic yandere shit big surprise and I forced myself to go to bed

[narcissusfountain]

I’ve been sooooo borrredddd. I wished my summer school wasn’t virtual so I had someone to talk to. I just want someone to obsess over, or for someone to obsess platonically over me.

[444purity]

🐶 Puppy Themed PNGs

All Found on Pinterest ♡/↺ appreciated ! Requested by @pawsparasol

[pommegranada]

bongji bangles

[rentedstarship]

Hilma Af Klint

[narcissusfountain]

Going out of the country is dangerous for me in particular because I keep ideating about the idea of being adopted and taken in because it’s common in this country to adopt American children. theressomethingwronginmybrain