fem satosugu au where vampire satoru used to be a nun but people discovered about her true identity.
except they didn't, everyone thinks she's a goddess, second coming of christ, when she's just a vampire. not any vampire, in fact a pretty old and important one, she could easily be mistakened by a goddess, you can't blame the nuns.
suguru was also a nun, they used to be best friends until all of this started. she didn't doubt it for a second, she always thought satoru was too angelical to be real. to be human.
most nuns are scared to approach satoru now that they discovered she's a ‘divine’ being. suguru is the only one who gets close.
but only when they are alone.
nuns are supposed to be devoted to god, aren't they? they are supposed to be submissive and obey god, aren't they?
suguru is just doing her job, pleasing the goddess under her the best she can. letting satoru use and take everything she wants.
satoru sure enjoys it. what's better than have people willingly offer their blood to you?
what's better than have people offer their body for you to use as you please?
what's better than have people offer to pleasure you without even caring about their own?
and most importantly, what's better than have someone like suguru offering all of these?
satoru is no actual divine being, vampires are far from that. but suguru definitely makes her feel like a goddess, like she could have anything she wants with a snap of her fingers.
satoru enjoys every second when they are together, she clings to suguru and whispers sweet nothings like it could be the last time. because it can be the last time. this fantasy can't last forever, right?
suguru will find out, she'll know what satoru actually is. she'll know satoru is a vampire, an aberration. suguru will hate her and be disgusted of all times she touched satoru, won't she?
you could say this is the inspo
