The Sleepy Cooleg Student

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[nataliaclare]

Can I just stop ruining everything?

[nataliaclare]

I want to break up with him.

[nataliaclare]

Can I just stop ruining everything?

[nataliaclare]

I'm just happy that only few mutuals know that I have this blog.

Now I have the power to talk shit about me without anyone ever pushing me to talk about it.

[tanijrou]

rengoku stans

[lordoflightning]

what do you mean, he’s fine nothing happened

[nataliaclare]

How can I just stop feeling?

[nataliaclare]

Gusto ko na mamatay pero natatakot pa rin ako.

[nataliaclare]

How is it possible that everything is always my fault?

Can I just stop being a failure for once?

[nataliaclare]

My room is still messy, I have several deadlines, midterms is coming and here I am trying to fucking stop thinking about how much I fucked up.

[nataliaclare]

I hate second-guessing myself whether I should openly depend on him for emotional support or keep internalizing every single negative emotions that I feel and deal it with myself as per usual.

[nataliaclare]

I guess Tumblr is now my freespace to openly berate and hate myself without anyone questioning why

[nataliaclare]

They don't fucking know.

[nataliaclare]

Tfw when you just wanna say you want to die without anyone asking why and if you're still doing okay

[nataliaclare]

So how am I supposed to fucking rant now with my boyfriend policing every tweets and posts that I make?

I miss dealing with my own emotional turmoil alone.

[3rdgymbros]

kimetsu no yaiba week // day one.

— saddest scene; chapter 179, love between brothers

[lordoflightning]

okay but guys,

SMILING SANEMI

[wet-ankles]

another thing the pillars were ranked on

aftermath: