Natalie

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At Paramount Ranch, a couple of months before the fires. When we went the security there informed us that a murder happened the night before and there was a killer at large. 😳 Other than that, it was a beautiful place.

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A piece of a scene of my audition for a thillier movie I took this last Friday

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When I was a scene kid 😳

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scared

Since October 31st just passed in some cultures the day of the dead is today November 2nd . I personally do believe in ghost and i have seen a lot of ghost in my life in different ways from seeing them physically , a mist, a voice and of course in my own pictures. Today also reminds me of my father's death with was November 2nd 2002 which brings me to tel you of this story that happened to me a few yrs back on November 2nd , i was home alone not doing anything and i hear what was the front door to my house opening ( i have another heavy door in front of my main door) you need keys to open both doors i thought my mother was trying to come inside so, i opened the door , and no one was there i shut the door and turned a round and went to my kitchen. I go to the kitchen and my fridge door was open then i hear what seem like heavy foot steps in the hall way someone open the restroom door and shut it hard . I was scared but i had to check it out , i went running down the hall and i heard my father cough and i actually heard him using the restroom. I opened the door and no one was in there. I told my mom that late that my dad came to visit and i think he left fast because it was the night of the dead and we didn't leave him anything to eat or drink. So tonight if you miss someone who has passed over please be prepare to have them visit make them some food and have their picture next to their favorite food or drink because am sure they will come to say hi .

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for you today , for me tomorrow?

Well, i have now at the early age of 17 found out that there is a lot of people out there who are two faced and unfortunately even in my own family. My mom always wants me to help her and i do she is my mother , every time she gets in trouble or wants to talk to someone am there, if she needs for me to help her do something am there, and if she is trying to do something am there. Well i have to say if i keep helping you and i need for you to help me and you don't i don't care who you are if i don't see you help me when am i need you , then you're done i did it to my own older sister and trust that ill do that to my mother . Today for the first time i dint help her on something she needed me to do for her and man was she mad but all well. From now on i need to focus  on me , me , me . So, please if you have that one friend, family member or neighbor and they are always helping you please don't take them for granted do something for them back because one day that person will get fed up and not help you anymore more and then what would happen ? You will be alone  with no one by your side. So, do something for them today , because tomorrow you will never know if you need them.

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This was from 8 years ago! I started Tumblr and totally forgot about it! 😆